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The reason why people suffer is that they pursue too much. I know that some ideals can never be realized, some questions will never be answered, some stories will never end, and some people will always be just familiar strangers, but they are still struggling to pursue, wait, and fantasize.

Life is a wandering journey, and every place you walk through and everyone you meet may become a post station and a passerby.

I like to listen to sad music repeatedly in a quiet afternoon or a quiet night, read a sad text repeatedly, quietly, give my heart to the sorrow of this scene, indulge in sadness, think in sadness, and experience another kind of real beauty in sadness.

I also heard that the flowers on the other side bloom for a thousand years and fall for a thousand years, and the flowers and leaves will never meet. Love is not cause and effect, fate is destined for life and death. When the flowers bloom, you can't see the leaves, when you have leaves, you can't see the flowers, the flowers and leaves don't see each other, and the life is wrong. After listening, I cried silently, a very poignant legend. It would be nice if I could see the flowers on the other side in the year I died, and see them together.

When we are young, we have a common problem, falling in love with some people who should not be loved, knowing that there is no ending, but still loving like a moth to a fire, in the end there are only two situations, one is to leave with tears, and the other is to move forward with blood.

I told myself again and again that I was not alone, that I always loved to deceive myself, just as I deceived myself that I no longer loved you.

The one I love the most often doesn't choose me, the one who loves me the most is often not the one I love the most, and the one who lasts the most is not the one I love the most or love me the most, but the one who appears at the most suitable time. If love has a reason, then it doesn't.

The day, a little bleak, like my mood at this time. In the tearful night, I struggled left and right for a long time, and finally thought of the most difficult choice: letting go may not be as difficult as I imagined.

Am I too naïve, or are you waiting too fake? There is no waiting, and I don't know who to be beautiful. What is gloomy is not only heartache?

Who understands the longing of my eyes? Who knows the screams of my heart? Who knows the coldness of my heart?

The heart is like a cold autumn, the love is more thin than the moon, only, and only in the dead of night, when the lonely lamp is alone, can the sadness and helplessness that overflow the heart be completely released.

In life, there always seems to be an unbearable pain. There are some regrets, destined to be carried for a lifetime. In life, there are always some exquisite emotional porcelain that has broken around us, but the scars have remained in the years.

We all hide in a certain place, remembering a certain person. Cold steps, cold hearts, some people don't have to care about some things anymore, and gradually go away... Why are you still in the same place, you can't forget that memory, it is he who pales your waiting and satirizes your persistence. Who is between whom, who is your passer-by, and who is the embellishment of your life.

We, once sweetest lovers, are now two parallel lines that can no longer find their point of intersection. I shivered with cold because of the loss of you, and I was afraid of winter because of the loss of you.

Looking at the starry sky, it was pitch black, lightly supporting his cheeks, sighing to himself, sighing out of a sea of stars, sighing out waves of water lines, dissipating into endlessness

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In the sea of stars, circle by circle, dissipate in the vast loneliness.

The initial disappointment, the final despair, began to question what their existence was for, to accompany the happy life of others to hurt themselves, or to let themselves see the essence of this cruel life, if it was just like this, I didn't need it, I spurned such a life, and began to think, whether happiness is far away in the sky, or never existed, I don't know the answer.

The wandering heart is still the same, and the busy pace is still in a hurry. The romantic flower of a single shadow is still blooming in a lonely place. The embarrassing fibrous roots have long been overgrown, and the red dust dream that has been scattered has fallen.

I use words to anesthetize my thoughts about you, and you exchange your sincerity for my sobriety. This is your original reply to me, countless memories, my heart really hurts, if I can give up everything, will I be able to return to you, put all the bets on it, will you love me, like I love you, unwilling to give up, always unswerving.

Although the ending is not what I want, let's keep the only bit of innocence in each other's hearts, so that it is good for you, for me, and for each other.

I'm gone, don't look for me.

When I calm each other down, I'll come to you, and we'll be done here!

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Ma Li's wife is writing while recalling that she and Ma Li have known each other, met, fallen in love, and got married, thinking about it, tears unconsciously flowed out, wet their eyes, and fell on the paper along their cheeks, which can be described as a word and a tear written with heart. After writing, I put down the pen in my hand, held the letter that had just been written on the table, and read it slowly.

After reading it, I folded it in half, put it under the pillow next to the bed, leaned my head lightly on the hospital bed, closed my eyes, and fell into endless memories.

She felt like it had been a long, long time since she recalled.

Suddenly an exclamation interrupted her thoughts, opened her eyes, and found that it was her eldest sister who hurried over when she received her call, walked into the ward, and saw her sister's appearance, and exclaimed incredibly: "Third sister, what are you doing?"

Ma Li's wife saw her eldest sister rushing over, and there was a slight sincere smile on her face, but she chose not to answer the eldest sister's question, and when the eldest sister came to the side, Ma Ma's wife changed the topic and said: "It's really embarrassing that the eldest sister asked you to run so late." ”

The eldest sister hurriedly stopped her and said, "What are you talking about? The family doesn't talk to the two families, you tell the eldest sister what the hell is going on?" After speaking, she looked around, and asked her sister with questions: "What about the horsepower? Why did such a big thing happen, he didn't come?"

Ma Li's wife said: "The eldest sister called you over so late, I want to ask you to do me a favor, I want to transfer to the hospital, please help me go through the formalities." ”

Seeing that his third sister never answered her words, at this time, even a stupid person probably knew that there might be something unknown in it. The eldest sister is not stupid, and after guessing about this, she didn't ask any more.

After listening to his third sister's words, he shook the bed up first, so that his sister could sit more comfortably. After doing this, I explained to my sister, and went out to find the attending doctor to ask about my sister's injury.

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See if she can be transferred to the hospital or something, she can't just let her sister do what she wants, these things must also listen to the advice of professionals.

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After a while, the eldest sister walked in angrily, and kept scolding as she walked: "This beast, this beast ....."

When I went to the doctor just now, I learned that my sister was covered in injuries, and the new injuries were connected to the old ones, which were suspected to have been caused by a prolonged blow with a blunt object. Hearing a little common sense here, combined with the dodge of her sister when she mentioned horsepower just now, she directly guessed the answer, her sister was subjected to domestic violence. She was angry in her heart, and she couldn't control herself, so she scolded angrily on the spot.

Of course, at this time, she didn't forget the important things, after asking about her sister's condition, after thanking the doctor for saying goodbye, even on the way back to the ward, she couldn't control herself, and kept scolding this horsepower.

Rushing into the ward and facing my sister, he asked, "Did the horsepower beat you like this?" I'm going to call the police and have the police arrest him.........

Originally, there were many people in the ward, and when the eldest sister made such a fuss, everyone present turned their eyes to her, and when Ma Li's wife saw this scene, she hurriedly stopped her: "Eldest sister, don't say it, didn't you go and ask if you can transfer to the hospital?"

After being reminded, the eldest sister came to her senses, and it was true that this scene was not suitable for the crusade against horsepower, and said to her sister: "I contacted the hospital in your hometown for you, and now the ambulance is on the way here, and when the car comes, we will leave." ”

"Good...... Wonderful....." When she heard that she could be transferred to the hospital, she was a little happy with melancholy, and she thought that she could leave this sad place, this place that filled her with fear, and she was now eager to leave immediately, and go farther.

Now that she knows the consequences of the matter, when the eldest sister was waiting for the ambulance, the two deliberately avoided the topic of this aspect during the chat, and only picked some happy things to say, by the way, they could enlighten this wronged sister.

When the ambulance arrived, after turning his wife to the car, she handed the envelope to her sister and asked her to help put it on the nurse's station, and when Ma came tomorrow, she would hand him the letter.

The eldest sister nodded, went in to go through the procedures such as transferring to the hospital, and by the way, completed the task assigned to her by her sister, and when everything was done, she got into an ambulance and rushed to her hometown together.

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Early the next morning, Ma Li carried a large bag and a small bag, and made the food that his wife likes to eat in his hand, and hurried to the hospital, but was found that the building was empty, leaving only a letter to him after being wet by water, carrying things, holding the letter, sitting in the corner of the hospital, opening it and reading it slowly.

After reading carefully line by line, Ma Li clenched his fists with both hands, making the whole finger white, feeling soreness and numbness and slightly loosening, and then clenching hard after the recovery point, repeatedly, showing his inner turmoil at the moment........

After reading it, Ma Li folded the paper back to its original appearance, carefully put it back in his pocket and put it in it, stood up expressionlessly and patted his clothes, picked up his things and strode out of the hospital.

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