Chapter 40: It's Okay, I'm There
But...... Mu Qianyan also discovered that as long as her fear rises to the peak, her hallucination will also rise to the peak, and the "Xu Lan" in front of her is the embodiment of the fear in her heart.
If she is weak, she will be strong, and if she is strong, she will be weak!
Mu Qianyan opened her eyes suddenly, and the aura of her whole body was shocked, not only to keep her stronger, but why not?
Facing the clear illusion of "Xu Lan" that was about to jump out in front of him, Mu Qianyan kept adjusting his state, thinking of the aggrieved appearance of Xu Lan when his grandfather was there, and when he was rectified by himself, he dared not speak out in front of his grandfather.
Yes, she also took a video, if she had known that the inner fear she had to face was her, she should have found out those photos and videos and enjoyed them.
Thinking of this, Mu Qianyan hooked her lips and smiled, yes, what is she afraid of? She is no longer the one who was beaten and scolded by Xu Lan at the age of six, and was framed and designed by Xu Lan in various ways, she was reborn with full of resentment, and it should be her Xu Lan who should tremble?
Mu Qianyan smiled evilly, his eyes revealed monstrous hatred, and the fear that had just been filled seemed to have never existed.
The illusion also seemed to sense her changes, gradually weakening, but ...... After all, that illusion was the deepest and deepest fear in her heart, how could it be so simple, gradually weakening, just to accumulate strength for another strong attack.
In the final analysis, this is Mu Qianyan's struggle with herself, and it is the fear in her own heart, so she naturally knows what she is afraid of.
The constant struggle in her brain, what she is going to face, Mu Qianyan knows better than it, her deepest fear, it's just that Mu Qianyan subconsciously wants to resist, she doesn't want to hear that sentence, don't!
"Don't be better than your sister in the future, if you dare to be a little better than her, I will abolish you!"
But how could the illusion really be controlled by her, it was all from her subconscious, and if she wanted to defeat her illusion, she would naturally find the most painful one of her thousands of heart knots.
It was like there was a string in my heart that had broken ......
Those nightmarish words, Mu Qianyan tried his best to escape, but he still couldn't.
She hung her head, and the trembling on her body decreased, because she had no strength anymore, and the aura that had just overcome her fear was now gone, Mu Qianyan felt that she was extremely ridiculous, and she would still be dominated by that sentence today.
It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, I didn't expect that after so many years, she still couldn't defeat such a mere word.
Mu Qianyan smiled self-deprecatingly, all thoughts were lost, it was better to leave it like this, like before, it doesn't have to be an exam, since she can't defeat it, then she just hides.
Mu Qianyan put down the test paper in her hand and slowly lay on the table, obviously a small movement, but it seemed to ask her for the strength of her whole body, admitting what she always didn't want to admit, and doing what she never wanted to do, it turned out to be this feeling.
A tear slipped from Mu Qianyan's left eye, but it quickly disappeared.
It's that she is too arrogant, thinking that if she regains her life, these can be easily overcome, look at it, Xu Lan just relied on the fear left in her heart, relying on her own illusion was enough to make her collapse.
Just give up.
Mu Qianyan slowly closed his eyes, and two lines of tears rolled down, and Gu Ning next to him was shocked.
Just now, all Mu Qianyan's actions fell into his eyes, and he knew that this was an extreme attack, because he had the same problem, so he knew that he hadn't been like this, but it was just a fiasco later.
At the beginning, he looked at the girl in front of him with the attitude of watching the play, and he could have such a strong reaction, it must be unbearable fear and pain, how could such a delicate little girl bear it.
Gu Ning thought of himself, his eyes deepened, even he just endured and endured, hurt and hurt, and finally couldn't help it.
Looking at Mu Qianyan's pride from the beginning, to now lying on the table like resignation, Gu Ning understood that she was exactly the same as herself at that time, she was in the end and failed to defeat ......
At first, Gu Ning was proud, and laughed in his heart, Mu Qianyan knew that he couldn't do it, and he still had to be strong, and now he was bruised all over his body.
However, as soon as he saw Mu Qianyan crying, Gu Ning instantly panicked, what happened to this girl?
Do you have to compete with yourself, Gu Ning has also experienced that kind of pain, although it may be different from Mu Qianyan, but the degree of fear in his heart should be the same.
That kind of feeling is really not something that ordinary people can bear, Gu Ning thought that he was strong enough, but it was the same at the time, he couldn't survive, and now like this, he just gave up resisting.
Seeing that Mu Qianyan is the same now, fear has risen to the peak, and it must be difficult to support.
Why?Gu Ning looked at Mu Qianyan's slightly trembling eyelids, why did he continue to insist......
Mu Qianyan, who closed her eyes, slowly calmed down, the huge illusion she had just generated, whether she could overcome it or not, it was her spirit that was also consumed, she only felt very tired and tired now, and it was really uncomfortable to feel discouraged.
Just give up?
Mu Qianyan also asked himself, in fact, he was really unwilling, but ...... Thinking of the distorted face just now, her invincible words, Mu Qianyan had no strength again, and she was afraid of this thing, which really can't be controlled if people want to.
One thought overcomes, one thought goes crazy.
Mu Qianyan felt that he was already not far on the road of madness, and if he continued like this, he would have to go crazy.
That's it, she couldn't dodge, and she couldn't win when she bumped head-on, so she gave up, Mu Qianyan frowned.
"It's okay, I'm here. ”
A warm voice sounded, hitting Mu Qianyan's heart, this sentence, so familiar, so warm, it was Gu Liangchuan's voice, it was Gu Liangchuan clapping her hand, and what she said, Mu Qianyan didn't dare to forget it for a moment.
All the good things that Gu Liangchuan gave that she had never cherished in her previous life, Mu Qianyan remembered it clearly in this life, and she didn't want to miss it anymore.
What's going on?
As long as Mu Qianyan thought of that sentence, it seemed that there were countless comforts in his heart, and when he thought of the person in the beautiful scenery, the fear in his heart dispersed a lot, as if Xu Lan was not so terrible, and the words Xu Lan said were not so difficult to overcome.
Thinking of that person, the person she wants to be compared to, Gu Liangchuan's excellence is beyond her reach now, but ...... Time will change, he said it doesn't matter, he's here.
Mu Qianyan suddenly felt extremely relieved, this feeling of refreshment had not been felt for a long time, what Mu Qianyan hoped for, what he once had, appeared in front of him one by one, and slowly overcame the fear deep in his heart.
Gradually, Mu Qianyan opened his eyes.