Chapter 39: The Turning Point

Mu Qianyan shook her head slightly, she was very dizzy, and there were some flowers in front of her, but with her strong familiarity with those topics, she could quickly judge what kind of question it was, as long as her hand was controlled, she would be able to answer the questions.

At the end of the first exam, Mu Qianyan spent all his strength, but despite this, he only answered one-third of the questions, which was really pitiful.

It's just that for Mu Qianyan, it's not easy.

Compared to the fact that she couldn't write a word before, she didn't know how much she had to improve now.

It's strange that during the exam, I always felt that there was a sight that fell on me like nothing, at first Mu Qianyan thought it was Gu Ning, but when he looked back, Gu Ning was sleeping, not him.

Later, his head became more and more dizzy, and his eyes began to spend, so Mu Qianyan couldn't care about it so much, just concentrated on his own volume, and didn't think about anything else.

In the end, Mu Qianyan can be said to be greatly injured, but looking at the questions answered in that paper, if you roughly calculate, it may only be thirty points, alas, if it goes on like this, the test will still be very poor.

Mu Qianyan was a little sad, but there was no way, this psychological barrier was deeply rooted in her and was not so easy to overcome, so she could only hope that when the next exam began, she would be able to recover some strength.

It's so strange, how can you still feel that there is a gaze on you.

Mu Qianyan lay on the table, unable to move, suspecting that this was a hallucination caused by himself, and slowly, Mu Qianyan fell asleep deeply.

In the dream, Mu Qianyan returned to her childhood, when her father brought back a beautiful aunt from outside and asked her to call her mother, she thought that the beautiful aunt was her biological mother, and she was very happy.

She likes new mothers very much, no matter where her mother goes, she likes to follow, no matter who it is, as long as she asks her who she loves the most, her first reaction is her mother, she thinks that she can be happy forever.

But since there was an older sister in the family, the nightmare began.

Mom only likes that sister, after my sister came, my mother no longer hugged her, nor did she smile sweetly at her, she began to cry, began to make trouble, said that she didn't like her sister, and wanted her sister to go.

She still remembers that after saying this, her mother slapped her hard and warned her not to say such things in the future, she cried very hard, but her mother never comforted her again.

Once, she studied very seriously and was admitted to the first place in the class, she showed the paper to her mother, thinking that her mother would be happy, but her mother took her 100-point paper and her sister's 98-point paper and beat her hard.

"Don't be better than your sister in the future, if you dare to be a little better than her, I will abolish you!"

This sentence was like a nightmare, constantly repeating in Mu Qianyan's dreams.

There is also that twisted and hideous face, Mu Qianyan kept trying to escape, kept trying to run, but no matter where she ran, she could see a beautiful woman constantly beating a child.

At first, the child cried loudly, but slowly, the child could not cry, and finally only the broken body was left, and it was thrown out like a broken sack.

"Don't ...... No, don't!"

Mu Qianyan kept struggling, kept running forward, towards a small bright light, and a soft voice calling her.

"A thousand words, a thousand words? Wake up, it's time for the exam. ”

As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Gao Yu with a stunned face, and when she looked at the time, she slept until the exam, if Gao Yu didn't wake her up, I was afraid that she would miss the exam.

Mu Qianyan rubbed her head and stood up, thinking of the scene in her dream just now, she felt a chill, she was not unfamiliar with that kind of scene.

It was an illusion that Mu Qianyan desperately wanted to escape, a nightmare that kept haunting her when she was a child, but she hadn't found her for a long time, what was the reason for this sudden finding, Mu Qianyan rubbed her head, she couldn't think clearly.

Is it because you're too tired?

didn't have time to think about it, grabbing the stationery on the table, Mu Qianyan entered the examination room.

When she was still confused, the test paper came down, Mu Qianyan thought that she could barely stabilize it like the previous class, but who knew that as soon as she saw the test paper, Mu Qianyan felt that the world was spinning.

This kind of feeling has never happened before, Mu Qianyan seems to be on a roller coaster, dizzy, unable to see anything, the more urgent, the more he wants to see clearly, the more his body shakes.

What's going on? Something that has never happened before......

Mu Qianyan was full of questions, trying hard to adjust her breathing, like that, adjusting her state little by little, she was not panicked at first, but since she found that no matter how she adjusted, it would only be more uncomfortable, and after nothing improved, Mu Qianyan began to panic like never before.

It seems that there is a sewing machine on his legs, trembling constantly, and the hand holding the test paper is also trembling, and even Mu Qianyan's table began to tremble slightly.

What to do, no......

If this continues, someone will find out about her abnormality, in the past, Mu Qianyan could control it herself, but there was only a slight tremor, everyone was busy answering questions, and everyone had no time or energy to notice her.

But if it's so violent, it's impossible for people not to notice it.

What to do? What did she have to do to ease the fear in her heart.

Mu Qianyan was almost crazy, and the test paper in her mind gradually distorted, turning into Xu Lan's hideous and terrifying face, which stared at her, and kept cursing her, saying that she was a slut, saying that she was not as good as her sister in her life.

She was so afraid, so afraid that the "Xu Lan" in front of her would say that sentence, the sentence that made her nightmares to this day.

"Don't, don't ......"

Mu Qianyan's lips twitched slightly, don't, she didn't want to hear that sentence, she didn't dare to admit it for so many years, her biggest knot in her heart was that sentence, Xu Lan's words were like a spell, so that she could no longer face the test papers, and she would no longer be able to take the exam well.

No matter how calm she was, the "Xu Lan" in front of her still existed, and she knew that it was the biggest fear in her heart, the enemy she had never really shown up after fighting for many days.

What to do......

Why is it this time, why did she come out when she thought she could overcome her fears......

Mu Qianyan grabbed the scroll in her hand with both hands, her body trembled like a sieve, she had the last shred of reason, trying her best not to touch the table and not make a sound, but her hand couldn't move a bit.

The originally virtual "Xu Lan" in front of her became clearer and clearer when she was afraid, and the curses in her mouth kept coming, all of which were the words that Xu Lan had scolded her before, and Mu Qianyan could only close her eyes helplessly.

I don't dare to admit it, she is really scared.