One hundred and four, his decision
Updated: 2012-02-24
Duoduo met his eyes, trying to see the deepest part of his heart, but his eyes were always like deep water that could not be forgotten, she just stood on the shore, watching from afar, and could never touch his softest place.
Shaking his head slightly, with a hint of despair. "Why should I listen to you, you are not who I am!" There were so many voices that almost roared, and even she didn't know where such a loud voice came from.
"I'm your boyfriend!" Xiao Luofan originally dragged a lot of hands and added a little more force, which made her feel painful, but the pain in her hands could never reach one ten-thousandth of what she felt in her heart.
"Let go of me. Duoduo lowered her voice, she didn't want to talk to Xiao Luofan here anymore, after all, it was the gate of Linghua Building, and there was a large population.
"I'll send you home!" Xiao Luofan also spoke softly, his voice was very soft, he was only afraid of scaring her again.
"No need, if you have something to do, you can be busy first, I can do it alone!" A lot of smiles, I don't know if I want to laugh at him on purpose, or I want to laugh at myself, there are shallow dimples hanging from the corners of my mouth, but no matter how beautiful the laughter is, there is no temperature.
"Don't be pushy. Xiao Luofan said.
"I'm not reckless, I'm not pretentious, I'm not a little angry, I'm not willful, I just want to be alone!" Many people stared at Xiao Luofan, finished his words word by word, and then tried to tell himself in his heart, yes, that's it, just like what he said.
"Good...... Then I'll call you again tonight!" Xiao Luofan finally compromised, what she decided was something that no one could change, not to mention that she was still so excited now.
Duoduo didn't look at him, but walked straight in the direction of the road, and left alone, accompanied by the falling leaves, the wind seemed a little sluggish, and her back was so lonely. This golden autumn, as well as her petite figure, is frozen in his eyes, no one knows how long it will be, and when he recalls this picture, he still feels sad, or a faint happiness.
Xiao Luofan glanced at Haozi and made a look. Haozi nodded knowingly, so he led the strong son to follow behind many people, protecting many people, in the recent period of time has almost become their daily must do, now even many of them know how to go, which way to ride, or how many neighbors they have.
When they all left their sight, they gradually became a black spot in their eyes, and slowly disappeared into the sea of people. Xiao Luofan slowly walked into the car and played Gusman's light music, and the whole car was full of faint melody and lingering sadness.
Since when did he become so hypocritical?
He has never been a happy person, and even when he laughs, he is not necessarily happy. Of course, in addition to not being happy, there is no sadness, and I never know what sadness is, and I try to be heartless, and I don't feel sad when I hurt my lungs!
But now he will be happy, excited, sad, and heartbroken. This has never been done before, so all simple things are no longer simple, and life has slowly begun to become complicated.
Duoduo was still sitting on the bus alone as usual, heading home. I still chose a window position, this bus, there will be a vacant seat at any time, except for that time, that is the only time, that is, the time I met him.
It was a little dark, and the scenery in my sight gradually became discolored, without the assistance of light, like a hard sketch, and I could not find the finishing touch.
The wind is blowing slowly. Duoduo simply opened the window a little wider, and the wind hit her face and body, and slashed into her skin. The wind blew wantonly, carrying her growth forward, closing her eyes, just wanting to enjoy the tranquility of this moment, in her ears, only the sound of the wind could be heard, nothing from the outside world could seep in, she wanted to just concentrate on it, not to think about anything, to empty everything in her head, to zero, to delete, to put everything in the recycle bin like garbage, but she couldn't help but format the memories...
Is it tangled? Yes, it's just a small thing, but in love, it becomes a big thing. Women in love are stupid'b, and now she finally understands that.
Qiangzi and Haozi sat on the same bus, but they found a slightly farther position, and there were very few people on the bus, as long as many people paid a little attention, I am afraid they would be able to find them. It's just that now she seems to have few tendons, and the whole person is listless, how can she still have the heart to pay attention to others.
Xiao Luofan turned off the music in the car and stopped in the alley of Xiangtong, which is a small alley, and the car can't drive in.
I can't say how distinctive, but it is very national, this is the only original ancient house in City A, unlike the current high-rise buildings, even if it is built spectacularly, luxurious, it can never find this kind of characteristic.
The reason why Huang Yuxin lives here may be related to the influence she received since she was a child, and the director of the orphanage is the person who grew up in this place.
After getting out of the car, Xiao Luofan walked, his pace couldn't say how fast, and he didn't want to be slow, he hadn't been here for a long time, but he remembered the route here, this is a small alley, turning around, maybe the house you see is still the same when you turn a corner, people who don't know the road are like walking a maze, it's easy to get lost.
finally arrived at Huang Yuxin's house, just at the door, you could smell the aroma of vegetables. A simple small house, and a small courtyard, enjoy the flowers in the spring, watch the stars in the summer, listen to the insects in the autumn, and watch the snow scene in the winter.
It's hard to imagine what kind of woman she will be if she likes this kind of life, Huang Yuxin.
Or, compared to Duoduo, she is a little more tranquil, and Duoduo is noisy. She's a little more elegant, and a lot more aggressive in action.
Can it be compared? There is no comparison. Originally, they were two extremes, each standing at the corner of the scale.
Xiao Luofan knocked on the door without a ride. Huang Yuxin soon ran to open the door, with a sweet smile on her face, regardless of the chopsticks in her hand and the apron on her body, she put the whole person on Xiao Luofan, and came to a warm bear hug, her whole weight leaned on him, Xiao Luofan was really powerless, so he let her hold himself, he wanted to indulge her for the last time, for the last time.
The house was full of vegetables. She really remembered all the things that Xiao Luofan liked to eat, I am afraid that even Xiao Jingqi didn't know what her son liked to eat, but Huang Yuxin, even if she was dreaming, she would be able to tell if you asked her.
"It's just right, you can eat another dish!" Huang Yuxin smiled and spoke, at this moment she felt that she was happy, very happy, very happy.
"In the past, if someone married you, it was earned. Xiao Luofan pushed her away, pretending to say it casually, so he walked to the sofa and sat down.
A small house, although the sparrows are small, but they are complete, there is nothing lacking here, it is very like a home, and it also has the taste of home. It's just that what is missing, that is, there is a lack of a male host.
There was a whole table of dishes on the wooden table, full of color, flavor, and aroma, Xiao Luofan felt that he was hungry, really hungry.
"I'm not going to marry, I'm going to marry, I'm going to marry a man like Luo Fango. Huang Yuxin's voice came out of the kitchen, and she secretly glanced at Xiao Luofan with the afterglow of her eyes, and she was a little happy in her heart.
"Brother Luo Fan is not a good man..."Xiao Luofan couldn't help but pick up the chopsticks, and his mouth was stuffed with vegetables.
Huang Yuxin didn't respond, now she just wants to concentrate on frying the last dish, and then sit quietly next to him and eat with him.
Who said that happiness can be so simple. It's as simple as that, here I want to say: I believe that any woman in this world can change from a pampered girl who does not divide grains to a good cooker for the sake of her beloved. If one day my beloved proposes to me, then I will definitely say, I do, I really do, I want to be the happiest yellow-faced woman in your family... Hehe, it's off topic, continue to write, don't be weird!!
"The dishes are ready, and you can eat them. Huang Yuxin sat down next to Xiao Luofan, only to find that the dishes on the table had been devoured by him, was he really hungry, or because she cooked it too delicious, or was he afraid... This is the last time I will eat the dishes she cooks.
If she knew that he had come to tell her his decision, would she be in the mood like she was now?
He only knows that some things, simple friendship, once feelings seep into something else, either be a lover or even a friend can't be a friend.
And they, will that...
If he is resolute, he can't say it, he has always been a soft-hearted person, a soft-hearted rotten good person.
"Eat slowly, there's a lot more!" Huang Yuxin opened her mouth coquettishly and took off her scarf, only to find that she was wearing a small beige suit skirt today, below the knees, revealing white calves, and her hair was still tied in a ponytail at random, without any powder, fresh and refined. Pure beauty, beauty is pure.
"I'm afraid I'll never be able to eat it again next time. Xiao Luofan finally spoke, and there was no longer a smile on his face.
"You can eat whenever you want. Huang Yuxin smiled, presumably she hadn't understood what Xiao Luofan meant. She is about to graduate, she has grown up, Luo Fange is her only goal and belonging in the past two years, she only wants him, she can do without anything, as long as him.
"In the future, there will be such a person, he will eat the dishes you cook every day, but that man is not me, understand?" Xiao Luofan's expression was very serious, he said it very seriously, and he was also convincing himself very seriously.