"Nope. No, no, no. No, no, no. ”

Lan Li repeated it over and over again, he was watching the disaster repeat itself, he was watching himself turn away from Paul, he was watching Paul step by step towards the abyss of death, while he chose to stand by and watch with his own pretension.

No.

It shouldn't have been like this, he's already sent Heather away, and there's no way he can send Paul away anymore. He can't do it, he really can't do it. It's so difficult.

No.

The heart-rending pain erupted in the depths of the mind, completely submerging the whole head with lightning speed, the sharp and surging pain instantly made the pain nerves reach the limit of bearing, and the pain of the mountain and tsunami made the screams before they could roar out, and all the feelings of pain were cut off, leaving only a tinnitus, just like the "beep ......" after the heart stopped beating

Immediately afterward, the whole world was thrown into darkness.

"Don't let me go. Murphy!" his voice finally broke through the restraints and cried out in a choked voice, "No, no, no, no, don't let me go." Please, please, don't let me go. "If he turns away like this, disaster is about to happen, if he turns away like this, it may be goodbye, and if he turns away like this, he may regret it for the rest of his life.

"Don't let me go! Don't!" he cried out in despair, his hot tears completely blurring his vision, and he couldn't even care about snot and saliva, just whispered over and over again, but ...... After all, it didn't help, and he just turned around and left the room.

Suffocate.

He was almost suffocating.

Repeat. Once again, he watched fate return to its original trajectory, nothing changed, so cold and so cruel.

Seeing his figure take another step, his anger and despair could no longer be suppressed, and he used all his strength to launch a final counterattack, like a trapped beast, raised his right hand, clenched it into a fist, and slammed the bookshelf in front of him, "No! Stay! You idiot! Stay!"

He continued to roar like this, and in those clear eyes, he could clearly and accurately capture that the scarred and bruised soul was roaring in despair, like a wounded lion, bursting out with all his energy in a desperate situation, and the whole person could not help but begin to hit the space-time barrier in front of him.

No.

No.

No!

In his sight, he seemed to finally feel the powerful power and stopped. Before leaving the room, he turned around and glanced at the figure lying on the bed, then in the direction of the bookshelf.

He and himself just looked at each other.

Through the shackles of time and space, they looked at each other like this: stay, please stay, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life, you will be burdened with this regret and can never get rid of it, stay, Paul needs you to stay, that lonely and helpless Paul needs you to stay by his side. Don't leave!

"Stay, stupid, stay!" he cried out silently, tears and snort sliding down, his voice completely lost in pain, just repeating word by word, "Stay", if he could, he would rather replace Paul's stay with his own disappearance. He couldn't take it anymore, he couldn't take it anymore.

He's just a coward.

He always used all kinds of excuses to hide his vulnerability and fear, but deep down, he was always a coward. I don't dare to face my former self, I don't dare to face my mistakes, and I don't even dare to face the fear of loneliness alone.

But because of this, Paul stood on the edge of the precipice again.

Oh, God.

"Stay!"

But...... The sight of the two was interrupted after all, and then the former self in the sight finally left, and the figure completely disappeared behind the door panel.

He froze in place, looking at the silent door, completely cutting off the hope of survival, and then the whole world fell into silent darkness.

His eyes widened like this, the focus in his pupils collapsed little by little, and the big tears slipped silently, but he couldn't catch any crying, even the whimpering was gone, as if his brain had stopped working, and now there was only one thought in his whole mind:

He was not able to change history. He was not able to keep him. He was not able to save him.

He's a fool, he's the most arrogant and stupid fool in the whole world, he had a chance, but he just let it go stupidly. He's a fool, he's a fool!

Stay, please stay, okay?

……

The entire crew was silent.

Although Lan Li was in mid-air, his performance could not be observed up close, and they could only feel the power of the performance through the screen of the monitor, but the struggle, remorse, despair and pain were heartbreaking, unable to cry or make a sound, as if a ball of cotton was stuffed in the chest, and it was uncomfortable.

It's just a show.

What's more, they all know that Cooper eventually formed a communication with Murphy, and Murphy finally deciphered the Morse code left by Cooper and successfully saved Cooper.

But at this moment, every staff member present really felt the same way, all the chaotic emotions were all settled, just quietly looking at Lan Li, feeling the sadness of powerlessness and helplessness, and the desperate sadness was like tearing his heart muscle little by little, and he was speechless in pain.

"Ka!" Christopher stood on the ground, picked up the megaphone, and shouted, "Lan Li, good, very good, let's adjust the position of the camera, and then shoot the next scene." Next ......"

Christopher's voice was not able to continue, but was interrupted by Emma Thomas, Christopher cast his gaze at his wife for no apparent reason, but Emma shook her head slightly, her eyes were filled with a layer of bitterness, the irrepressible pain almost made her unable to make a sound, Emma just gestured to the monitor.

Christopher subconsciously cast his gaze, and then saw Lan Li in the camera.

His hands were trying his best to grasp the bookshelf, but the strength of his fingertips was still slowly passing away, he pressed the bookshelmet of his spacesuit against the bookshelf, and closed his eyes tightly, but the cry of pain still couldn't be suppressed, and large tears continued to slide down from his eyes, and the heart-gnawing sadness was breaking all his defenses, and he hung helplessly in the air, shattered.

Christopher was stunned.

Emma turned her head unbearably, endured and endured, but after all, she still couldn't hold back her embarrassment, and her tears broke completely.

……

Paul was unconscious in the hospital again, and the white of the sky seemed to swallow him up at any moment, and then leave forever.

He had grabbed Paul's right hand, and he had the opportunity to keep Paul, but ...... He still let go, he still stupidly let go.

Now he regrets it, but there is nothing he can do about it, he can only resign himself to fate.

Remain.

Paul - damn it - Walker, please stay, okay? I need you to stay. I need you.

At last he couldn't hold on any longer, and he fell apart, all his strength, all his sanity, all his calmness had been completely shattered, and he broke down completely, and then he howled and cried, and the fear gripped his heart so hard that he couldn't breathe at all.

Because the pain was so great that his body was out of control, he could no longer hold on to the bookshelf, and then the whole person gradually drifted out, just using a wia to maintain his body, hanging in mid-air, there was no way to leave, there was no way to hide, there was no way to hide, there was no way to control, so he was trapped in the air cage, with nowhere to escape.

It's like Paul, who is now trapped in a hospital bed.

He closed his eyes tightly, but his emotions had completely burst, and he cried out of control, the piercing remorse and despair dragged his ankles and sank, the boundless darkness surging like a rolling tide, and the thought of "giving up" couldn't help but appear in the depths of his heart.

Should he also give up?

"Hey, hello, first time meeting, I'm Paul Walker. ”

"He shouldn't do that! He shouldn't do this to you. ”

"Lan Li, I'm sorry, I should have tried my best to fight for you. ”

"Lan Li, are you okay? can you continue to persevere?"

"I'm always on your side. ”

"Lan Li, thank you. ”

The Paul who is always positive and optimistic, the Paul who always has a sunny smile, the Paul who is pure, simple and sincere and enthusiastic, the Paul who stands by his side whenever and what the crisis, the Paul who quietly enjoys life away from the public eye, the Paul who embraces nature with open arms, hugs life and embraces life......

That Paul, that vibrant, energetic Paul, is now helplessly trapped in a small hospital bed, unconscious, and may never even wake up, as if he were now trapped in an air cage, just like Chu Jiashu was trapped in a hospital bed.

He couldn't help but wonder if he had done something wrong.

If Paul can vigorously evolve into eternity in speed, is that considered a worthy death? If his selfishness destroys the retention of the yearning for freedom, is it against the self? If his hesitation and hesitation become a stumbling block for Paul to "be born like a summer flower", is that a denial of himself? If Paul is trapped in a hospital bed forever, then where does the meaning of life begin?

When life becomes survival, or even survival, do freedom and dreams really exist?

Did he do something wrong?

What should he do? What else could he do? He was now suspended in mid-air like an ant, firmly in the palm of the god of fate, with nowhere to escape.