"Morse code. ”

Cooper forced himself to calm down, lest his chaotic breathing disturb his thoughts, so that he held his breath and returned to the bookshelf in Murphy's room, all his thoughts focused on Morse code - what space exploration, what to find planets, what to save humanity, all of which had been left behind, and now the only thought was to "go home", he needed to get back to Murphy's side, and Tom.

He's going home.

Morse code.

Cooper held his breath completely, and the whole space seemed to fall into endless silence and nothingness, and that silent silence gave birth to a rush and longing without warning, so that all the noise of the whole world was calmed, and then only the sound of the heartbeat was left in the ears.

Cooper didn't notice the silence at all, all his attention was focused on the bookshelf in front of him, his brain completely empty of all distractions, just thinking: Morse code. His mouth unconsciously began to mutter Morse code, "Dot dot dot, S, rod, T, dot pole, A, pole pole, Y." ”

Cooper gritted his teeth, pushed the books on it behind the huge bookshelf, made Morse code, and pieced together the most important and simple sentence in his heart, "STAY", stay, he needed to stay, he wanted to stay, and then slammed his body into the bookshelf, knocking all the books that had just been pushed out into the air.

The breath that had been held in his chest for a long time burst out with the force of the collision, and roared from the depths of the dantian, "Stay!"

Usually a seemingly simple action, but because of the weightless state has become very difficult, just after the impact, he began to gasp violently, the exhaustion of the sleepiness erupted in the muscles of the limbs, "Whew, whew." He could only gasp for breath, and his hands clutching the bookshelves were almost limpable.

He can't give up, he can't give up yet.

Cooper straightened his hands again, relying on the strength of his hands to regain control of his body, and once again kept his gaze parallel to that of the young girl Murphy.

Through the bookshelf, Cooper saw Murphy who had turned around - Murphy was alarmed again because the book had fallen, and the ghost in the room was trying to talk to her, so Murphy took out his notebook and began to record it.

This action rekindled Cooper's joy, "Come on." Come on, Murphy, come on!" he almost started coughing because he was wheezing so hard that Cooper had to grit his teeth and control his emotions intensely - otherwise the oxygen would be depleted too fast and he might not be able to hold on any longer.

Because of the action of gritting his teeth, Cooper's whole body was tense to the extreme, and even his nerves were tensed, but he just stared at Murphy intently, all his hopes and thoughts were pinned on his daughter, and he whispered, "What does this mean, what does this mean, Murphy?

Murphy didn't know why, because of the sadness and tiredness of her father's imminent departure, she seemed a little distracted, but she still forced herself to cheer up and write down the Morse code.

Cooper's breathing had gradually calmed down, but his emotions began to boil, and his eyes fell deeply on Murphy, and he said softly, softly, softly, "Stay." "He wants Murphy to be able to decipher his Morse code, he wants Murphy to be able to decipher his true wishes, and he wants Murphy to leave him behind.

The urgency surged above the tip of the tongue, and before it could be fully spoken, it disappeared into the throat, and unconsciously, the muscles began to exert force again, and the hands that held the bookshelf began to exert force, so that the upper body trembled uncontrollably, and tried his best to hold his breath, but he could still hear the breathing sound and the trembling airflow, and even the deep eyes reflected in the faint light began to glow.

Too eager to begin to fear, too eager to begin to tremble.

There were no words, no movements, not even any expressions, but the obsession in his heart burst out with incredible energy, he just looked at Murphy like this, quietly watching, the thoughts in his mind began to surge with regret, the bitterness on the tip of his tongue blurred his vision, and the faint tears made his muscles in his body tense to the extreme.

He didn't know if Murphy had figured out his Morse code.

He didn't know if Murphy understood what he was conveying.

He floated in mid-air like this, unconsciously, little by little, approaching forward, only hoping to get a little closer, a little closer, the eyes covered with faint tears, gently and lightly fell on Murphy's body, the pain of longing was so turbulent and so intense, that the whole heart curled up, the whimpering cry was stuck in his throat like this, and the silent sadness slowly slipped down the stiff shoulder line.

How did all this happen? How did he get himself into such a situation? If time could be turned back, could he change everything now? If he could go back in time, he wouldn't leave, he would never leave, and his only thought now was, Murphy should not leave his side, never let go!

Murphy, who was groggy and sleeping on the bed because he was tired of crying, his thin body looked like it would break at the touch, and the lonely and lonely figure was making a silent protest.

In a trance, he saw Paul Walker lying on the white hospital bed.

"God, oh, God!"

If he had stayed by Paul's side, would the accident not have happened? If he had not been so arrogant and proud, but had genuinely warned Paul, would the outcome of the accident have changed? If he had left Paul and Meadow in Iceland in that paradise, would Paul have escaped? If he had been more urgent, if he had worked harder, if he had been more positive...... Isn't it going to be different now?

But, there is no if.

Now Paul is trapped in that white world, unconscious. If...... If Paul never woke up, it was like Cooper would never come home.

Just thinking of this possibility, my breath was choked.

"Stay. ”

His mouth whispered that he needed him to stay, "Stay." All the voices were stuck in his throat, only muffled fragments of speech remained, unable to distinguish at all, the fear and fear from the depths of his heart dragged him to his ankles, and he pulled hard towards the bottomless abyss, no matter how much he struggled, he couldn't get rid of it.

What should he do?

That sense of powerlessness made him gently lean on the bookshelf, his shoulders drooped weakly, and then the whole person floated in the gravityless space, as if he would drift down forever with no end in sight, lost in the occasion of time, at a certain moment, a trace of "giving up" flashed in his mind, but before it could breed, it was immediately snuffed out-

Cooper appeared.

After Murphy fell asleep, Cooper cautiously pushed open the door, found a small gap between the desk and the door panel, and squeezed into the room.

He just watched himself quietly, watched himself come to the bedside, and tried to comfort his daughter. He moved his body with his own hands, slowly following his steps, watching himself and his daughter intently, but his body barely felt much power, and each movement was consuming more energy, and the heavy drag was slowly sinking him.

"Tell him, Murphy. Let him stay. ”

The cry between his lips and teeth was struggling: tell him, Lamb, let Paul stay. Lan Li, tell him that it is dangerous, don't leave, let him stay.

The desperate urgency made his voice tremble slightly, "Let him stay." Please, let him stay. "From prayer to earnest to pleading, little by little, the voice faded like this," stayed. ”

If he could go back in time, he hoped that he could stay, just stay, and the story would be different. He was so afraid of such an ending, he was so afraid of such a future, he obviously had the opportunity to change the past, but he let go of his palm like a fool. The stupidest fool in the world!

How could he? How could he let go? How could he just let go and let Paul go?

Remain.

Please, please, please stay!

Get up, get up, Paul, get up, get him, don't let go, don't leave!

Because it was so urgent and so earnest, that the voice could barely come out, but trembled slightly in the depths of the throat, and that fear and vulnerability completely broke all defenses, and fully revealed the weakest and truest self, and the sadness and despair that flashed in the depths of those eyes made people breathless.

However, he did not succeed. He still didn't succeed after all.

Murphy lay down angrily, covered his head tightly with the quilt, and refused to talk to his father, which made his father look disappointed, and he sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, without leaving, but without speaking, and the sadness of not knowing what to do slowly flowed out.

What to do?

What should he do?

What else could he do?

"Stay, let him stay. Stay!" was the only thought in his mind, but his voice was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say it at all, just repeated over and over again, meaningless, but hoped that his repetition would convey the idea to the past and change the past.

And then...... I saw myself standing up again, my eyes fell on the bed, I looked deeply at the back of the person who had turned away, and turned and walked away.

"No, no, no, no, no. ”

Lan Li only felt that the darkness in his vision was swallowing up little by little, like the tide covering him, quietly watching his every movement, but he couldn't say anything, he could only continue to deny the status quo and deny himself.

It shouldn't be like this, it can't be like this, he can't leave!