Chapter 151: Your Past, I Don't Mind!
Rin Yan: "I promise you won't be treated with any contempt at Obsidian Heights. ”
When talking about the words of contempt, what Gu Wan thought of was not the gap in identity between herself and Li Qiao.
Rather, that ...... past!
"What are they going to look at me, is that something you can control?"
Thinking of public opinion during that time.
Gu Wan's heart was suffocated.
A woman, that is the most important thing to herself, but she is destroyed by herself to such an extent, no matter who she is, she can't accept it.
"I can't even accept myself like this, what are you clinging to?" before Rin Yan understood the meaning of her last sentence.
She added.
And at this time, Rin Yan also understood what she meant.
The throat was hard in that instant!
He's still sorry for her ......!
At that time, when she and Ling Xi were fighting upside down, even if he had the slightest pity for this woman, he would not let her suffer to that point.
Destroy her completely.
Although it is her own reason......!
But at that time, she was crazy, and he actually allowed a crazy her to go on like this.
Fortunately, she is also strong enough in her heart, if an ordinary woman encounters something like that, she will not die, she will go crazy!
"I don't mind. After half a sound, he suppressed the discomfort in his heart and said very firmly to Gu Wan.
Yes, he doesn't mind.
I don't have the right to mind.
However, his words made the corners of Gu Wan's mouth raise a smile, and that smile looked so bitter.
I just heard her say, "I don't mind." ”
Be!
In this world, no one can mind, no one is qualified to mind, but if you don't mind, what should you do?
Rin Yan: "......"
Does she mind?
Therefore, she didn't choose anyone between herself and Lu Jingting, in fact, because she couldn't pass the hurdle in her own heart?
Is it because, after I encountered those, I thought that I would never have the face to be with any of them again!?
One, is the father of her child.
One, the man she has loved for many years.
These are all people she can't choose, and she doesn't dare to choose?
Yes, such a Gu Wan is distressing.
"Forget it. After a long time, Rin Yan said to Gu Wan again.
That unbearable past.
Even if they don't want to admit it, they have to say that what happened to her because of the madness of that relationship.
But now, what can be done?
What else can be done but to make her forget?
Gu Wan: "......"
Forget?
Thinking of that past, every night, it was endlessly tormenting her.
Just thinking about what happened that day made her want to kill herself, she felt dirty and disgusting.
Who do you want to be with such a self?
She herself is disgusted with her own ......!
In the end, she fled from Warren City because the moment she saw Lu Jingting, she felt that she couldn't match him like that.
Yes, when you see people, you know how unbearable you are.
Rin Yan: "Forget, okay?"
This sentence is a bit of a prayer!
Yes, forget!
Now there is no way but to forget.
"How to forget?" Gu Wan looked at him, it was the first time for him to face this matter.
But how exactly do you forget?
How can you forget what really happened to you?
Rin Yan: "Follow me in Heiyao Villa, no one will say anything about you, those who know, I will send them all away." ”
Therefore, as long as she is with him, those pasts that she thinks are unbearable will not be known by anyone in the end.
So, is it enough?
Gu Wan: "Hehe!"
Shut them all up!
Is it to make this thing never come out?
"But those things happened to me, how do you think we can forget them?"
What if no one says anything?
Gu Wan's heart still knew what had happened to her.
And those, too, will torment her mind over and over again.
One, again failed.
And after this one......!
Rin Yan also thoroughly understood that Gu Wan would not go with him easily, but she would definitely not go with Lu Jingting ......!
Compared with Lu Jingting, he is more hopeful.
There is no woman who can be with her beloved man without any thoughts after those things have happened.
Therefore, Lu Jingting, Gu Wan will never go with him.
……
In this secluded mountain farm.
The atmosphere is very complicated, and everyone has their own thoughts hidden in their hearts.
Xu Siying came, Gu Wan should have felt uncomfortable in her heart, but who knows, she just didn't think this woman existed.
What you have to do, what you still do.
The manor, opened!
Because there were a lot of tourists here before, and after it was closed, many people also regretted it, and now it is reopened.
Those who knew about this place also came over, and for a while, the whole manor was very busy, and even Gu Wan went into battle to help.
She is like a person who has nothing to do, but Rin Yan, Lu Jingting, and Xu Siying are very unhappy.
Xu Siying came here with him.
It's just convenient for Lu Jingting to urge the divorce, and ...... else Nothing was gained.
When Lu Jingting handed her the divorce agreement again, Xu Siying directly tore it to shreds again: "I won't divorce!"
As always, every time she saw this agreement, she was determined to tear it up.
At this moment, she looked at Lu Jingting's gaze so firm, and she was so serious, no matter what she said, she would not divorce.
Yes, there will be no divorce.
Lu Jingting: "If it drags on, it's not good for us, Siying...... Don't let that last bit of friendship be gone. ”
Obviously, Lu Jingting is the same person as Gu Wan.
When you remember any kindness, it is also a kind of existence, and if that person wants to blackmail the favor, then things will become even more unbearable.
Xu Siying didn't expect Lu Jingting's attitude to be so firm, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
Tears, rushing up to the tear ducts, stubbornly refused to slide down!
I only heard her choke up and ask, "Is that woman so important to you?"
"What do you think?"
Speaking of Gu Wan, the danger in Lu Jingting's eyes was even stronger!
In fact, after seeing Gu Wan, he always blamed himself for why he didn't go back earlier, so that the woman had to bear so much alone.
Now that he thinks about it, his heart is still torn and painful.
Especially when she knew that what happened to Gu Wan, Xu Siying knew ......!
He originally had a little friendship with the woman in front of him, but in the end, it was eroded little by little because of these.
That's it, people, when you want to calculate something, it also depends on the final situation of those things.
Obviously, Xu Siying protected him!
But at the same time, it also pushed the woman he loved into the abyss of no return, so how could he endure it?
"Signing and leaving, is your best option right now. "Otherwise, what would have happened otherwise, they don't know.
After all, things can't get worse than they are now.
Xu Siying: "I won't get divorced." ”
Tears still couldn't help but fall.
No matter what Lu Jingting says now, she will not divorce and will not leave!
Although she also knew in her heart that there was no point in redeeming it now, she didn't know either...... What the hell are you holding onto?
Persistence, there is still a glimmer of hope, but if they don't insist, there will really be nothing left between them.
That's the last thing she wants.
Lu Jingting: "Think about it. ”
She tore up the divorce agreement, and Lu Jingting didn't let anyone send it again.
There are some things, if you are in too much of a hurry, you will get some results that you don't want, and Lu Jingting also knows this.
got up and glanced at Xu Siying.
When he turned around, he added: "But if you dare to use the methods of those women on her, I will kill you." ”
Xu Siying: "......"
Her face was already full of tears, but when she heard this, her eyes instantly rushed into danger.
He threatened her because the woman threatened her!
That woman, to him, is really so important!?
It's so important that no matter what happened between them, it didn't matter to him!?
"Do you think I will?"
"If you will, don't blame me for being rude!" the man dropped the sentence and left, slamming the door and leaving.
The earth-shattering sound, Xu Siying's face also turned pale.
He said so, what else did she dare to do?
Even if she had thought about what to do before, when she heard his words, she didn't dare to do anything.
If he was really caught by him, what would happen, Xu Siying didn't dare to think about it.
"She's really important in your heart!" said this sentence, so bitter and painful.
This kind of importance has reached such a point.
This is something that cannot be compared no matter how many years it takes.
Yes, no matter how many years he has been with this man, in the end, he can't ...... the short time Gu Wan has been with him!
It's the first love.
Yes, people are first love.
All of this is because of this, right?
"How nice it would be if I had met you earlier?" Xu Siying's heart was even more painful.
She thought, if she had met Lu Jingting earlier, wouldn't she have taken care of anything later!?
But in this world, there is no such early!
And people, sometimes, are not uncommon to be early, everything depends on fate.
……
Gu Wan was very busy.
Today's turnover is constantly coming in, people...... It doesn't matter who it is, as long as it's time to make money on your own.
As long as the money keeps coming in, I will be very happy.
Gu Wan, it's the same.
She never made her own money!
When I was with Lu Jingting in those years, the domineering of men never allowed her to involve those things in society.
Even if Lu Jingting left in the end, Rin Yan was very fierce in his mouth, but he would never lose her money or anything.
She's used to being lavish and doesn't even have a concept of money.
Now, even if it is a hundred dollars, she feels very happy.
It turns out that it is so good to make money on your own!
Rin Yan always held the child in front of her, and now she is like a father who eats soft rice, the wife is responsible for making money, and the man is responsible for taking care of the child.
Gu Wan looked at him and said angrily: "I'm very busy here, can you take the child back first?"
"Where to go back?"
"Sleep!"
Gu Wan is going crazy.
Before, Rin Yan had been asked to take the child back, so that he could take the child back to Heiyao Villa, but now he can see it.
What this man said before is true.
If she didn't go with him, he would bring the child to join her, and now this posture is really like that, which makes people a little helpless.
Rin Yan smiled.
"Okay, the baby is tired too, you come back early. ”
"Hmm. ”
Gu Wan wanted him to disappear from his side quickly, and nodded indiscriminately, but even if he didn't get any promises, Rin Yan still smiled happily.
I took the child and went back to the villa.
Over there, now Lu Jingting and Xu Siying are also there.
Rin Yan didn't want her to see a bad scene, so she had to hurry back and dispose of these two people!
When it came back to the villa.
Only Xu Siying was there, and Lu Jingting was not.
Rin Yan frowned.
When Xu Siying saw the child, she didn't know what it was like to cross in her heart, this was Gu Wan and someone else's child!
However, he still didn't care at all.
So if you have to rely on the child to attack......!
In fact, now Xu Siying also knows that there is nothing on Gu Wan's body that can be attacked, after all, Lu Jingting doesn't care.
Well, I believe that no one will care.
"Ling An. ”
"Yes. ”
Ling An appears!
Rin Yan glanced at him and said, "This is the young grandmother's house, why did these people who are not guests come here?"
Not a guest, not a host, why here?
Ling An was stunned for a moment, obviously understanding what Rin Yan meant.
Quickly gave the butler on the side a sharp look, which seemed to be very obvious.
Mr. Housekeeper also immediately understood, "Rin Shao, this is Mr. Lu's wife!"
Because it was Lu Jingting's people, and Lu Jingting could come in here, they naturally thought that Lu Jingting's people could also come in.
Rin Yan: "What does Mr. Lu's wife have to do with our family, let it out." ”
Our family!
Rin Yan's words are domineering.
Xu Siying: "What do you mean?"
When she heard this, Xu Siying couldn't listen anymore, and got up from the sofa and looked at Rin Yan with a dangerous look in her eyes.
Rin Yan handed the child to the housekeeper on the side, "What do you mean? You have to be shameless, this is Gu Wan's house, you come to live here?"
"This is Jingting's!"
Although Xu Siying was sad during this time, she also investigated clearly, Gu Wan's place was given to her by Lu Jingting before.
As long as it is Lu Jingting's place, she is qualified to come.
So here she is, there is no problem at all.
The smile on the corner of Rin Yan's mouth was even more mocking.
"Who told you that this is Lu Jingting's place?"
"He gave it to her. ”
"Then you're even more disgusting. ”
Yes, even more disgusting.
This was given to Gu Wan when Lu Jingting and Gu Wan were in love, and it was a long, long time before they met.
Now that she Xu Siying is here like a hostess, isn't it disgusting?
Who the hell is this disgusting?
Xu Siying is very angry!
"You're disgusting, that woman is already so dirty, you still want it, there is no more disgusting person in this world than you Rinyan. ”
It's not a good atmosphere!
Xu Siying's words made Rin Yan's face sink even more.
He doesn't hit women!
But now, almost subconsciously, he stepped forward and slapped Xu Siying in the face, "Smack!!"
That slap was a man's full strength.
Xu Siying couldn't bear it at all, and was immediately slapped to the ground.
When Lu Jingting came in from outside, he saw such a scene, and the frost on his face was completely covered in an instant.
The two words "Rin Yan!" are almost gritted teeth.
Lu Jingting strode in, went directly to Xu Siying's side, and pulled the woman up from the ground.
"You're not a man. ”
Although Lu Jingting is also angry with Xu Siying, he definitely hasn't reached the point of that kind of ruthlessness, so now he sees Rin Yan like this.
Subconsciously is maintenance.
A mocking smile rose at the corner of Rin Yan's mouth: "Distressed?"
“……”
"Yes, she's your wife now, how could you possibly allow anyone to do anything to her?"
Lu Jingting: "......"
Xu Siying: "......"
When they heard Rin Yan's words, although they were now in a stalemate confrontation, they still felt inexplicably comfortable in their hearts.
Just now, when Lu Jingting came in, she subconsciously maintained, and her heart instantly warmed.
This is also the first time in these days that she feels a little more comfortable.
"Jing Ting?"
"No matter what, if you hit her, you just can't!"
"And she...... It's okay to say that Gu Wan is a dirty woman?" Rin Yan asked with a smile, his tone full of mockery.
He won't hit a woman casually, but this woman must also treat herself as a woman.
For example, what Xu Siying did was to make him unable to endure half a point.
A woman who does things like this is exactly ......!
Xu Siying looked at Lu Jingting nervously: "Jingting, I ......"
"It's fine!"
"Bang!" the door was thrown open completely.
Gu Wan stood in the shadows, and the breath on his body was extremely cold.
What she was holding in her hand was a feeding bottle, apparently sent back to the child, in the end it was her own child, and she said that she should not recognize each other.
But in the bottom of my heart, I still can't rest assured, even if it's a bottle, I'm worried that the child will be hungry because of it.
But who would have thought that when he walked to the door, he would hear so many interesting things.
"Jing Ting, you really defend your wife, I believe that your wife is in your heart, and it is also very important. ”
This sentence sounds so calm.
But only Gu Wan knew how sad she was in her heart now.
It was originally in the process of trying to let go, but in the end, it was not completely put down, so when I heard these words.
What the feeling in her heart is like, only she knows.
Say you want to let go, what kind of effort do you have to make......
Lu Jingting: "......"
Xu Siying: "......"
Rin Yan: "......"
The three of them obviously didn't expect Gu Wan to be at the door, and they heard those words so clearly.
Lu Jingting's words 'it's okay' to Xu Siying made her heart crack open in an instant, bleeding and suffocating.
It's okay.
That woman, even if she turned her hard-won pure land upside down, it would be fine.
If there really isn't that woman in your heart, how can you make people so willful!?
What to say about divorce, what to say has always been remembered!
She guessed right!
Lu Jingting's obsession with everything she has done now is only because he just remembered everything, so he is obsessed!
As for the bottom of his heart, in fact, he has already been ingrained in everything he has been with Xu Siying over the years.
Although this fact has always been recognized, it ...... When it was really in front of her, it also hurt and made her heart feel suffocated.
No matter who it is, I don't believe that I will want to bear this side, but now these are in front of her.
"Late ......" Lu Jingting reacted, panicked in his heart, and almost subconsciously walked towards Gu Wan.
When Xu Siying felt that his hand was empty, his heart was also cold, and when he looked at Gu Wan's gaze, he was even more full of resentment.
Gu Wan subconsciously took a few steps towards Rin Yan.
Lu Jingting: "You ......!"
"Since this place was given to me by you, I think that the relationship between us now, I will not be good to accept your favor. ”
“……”
"Rin Yan, please help me buy this manor, and I will return it to you when I make money. ”
"Gu Wan!" Hearing her words, Lu Jingting roared angrily.
What is she doing here?
Do you want to completely dissociate yourself from him?
Rin Yan's eyebrows also frowned.
Without waiting for him to speak, he listened to Gu Wan and continued: "I think, since your wife likes it here now, you don't want to sell it." ”
"In that case, let's get out of here at once. ”
Yes, leave!
Originally, in the past six months, this place has always brought her quiet, but now this silence is gone!
Xu Siying is here, and I believe that in the near future, those things that don't want anyone to know will also spread here.
What she endured in Heiyao Villa, she didn't want to come again now.
After all, those people looked at her with joy!
And she doesn't want to be so unbearable in everyone's hearts.
Lu Jingting: "No!"
His heart was also torn apart.
Obviously, he didn't expect that he would force her to such a point, she didn't want it, everything between them, she didn't want it.
There's no way to start over, and now, what the hell is that?
"Why not, it's yours!" Xu Siying jumped out appropriately, hearing that he didn't want it, he was in a hurry!
Although she is not a person who cares about these things, but what belongs to Lu Jingting is given to Gu Wan, she is just not happy.
Therefore, now Lu Jingting says no, it depends on whether she agrees or not.
"Smack!"
When Xu Siying stepped forward, Lu Jingting's backhand was a slap in the face.
Xu Siying: "......"
At this moment, her mind was confused!
Apparently he didn't expect that he would start beating himself.
This man who was still defending himself at the last moment, but in the blink of an eye, he could slap himself directly in the face.
In this way, what is he in his heart?
It tasted really uncomfortable.
"You, hit me?" she looked at Lu Jingting in disbelief.