Even if the things in my heart have been forgotten cleanly, as long as I want to remember it, then ......!

Even if you don't think about it, there are some things in your heart that you will never ignore.

He couldn't find any sense of belonging.

He wanted to remember the things in his heart, and although he didn't think of anything in the end, the impact of those things on him was still there.

Gu Wan withdrew from the man's embrace, stepped aside, and turned her back to him silently.

After taking several deep breaths, Gu Wan pressed down the pain in his heart.

It took a long time before I heard her say in a complicated tone: "Actually, you don't need to divorce her." ”

"Gu Wan!"

When he heard her words, Lu Jingting's tone also became nervous.

He always knew what kind of person Gu Wan was.

This matter, if she doesn't care, this is absolutely impossible.

But what to do exactly?

What should have happened and what shouldn't have happened has happened now, hasn't it?

Gu Wan: "Even if you get divorced, it will be impossible between us, so don't think that if you get divorced, I will be with you." ”

"Why, why not stay with me?"

When he saw her, he was so hard to remember everything.

She helped open the gap in her memory.

Now, however, she said...... Won't you be with him?" "Do you mind Xu Siying? I don't remember anything at the time!"

"What if you don't remember?"

Although I don't remember anything.

But as long as Gu Wan thought about it, he helped Xu Siying bring the ring in front of her.

Later, he also said to her: "If you don't love, how can you get married?"

At those times, every time she remembered it, she would feel the pain in her heart, the kind of heartbreaking.

To this day, she can still remember it so clearly.

Those pains seem to be impossible to shake away in this life.

"Actually, it doesn't matter anymore. "It doesn't matter if you remember it or not.

Lu Jingting: "Late." ”

looked at the woman in front of him sadly.

He knew that he had not been by her side all these years, she had a bad life, and even had a lot of devastating blows to her.

But......!

If it's you.

Even if it was a little hurt, he would never let her hurt.

Gu Wan: "Let's go back." ”

"Gu Wan!"

"Between us, it's been so many years, and I've long been used to looking for you all these years. ”

Yes, I've been used to it for a long time.

"You're just thinking about it now, and you're not used to it. ”

“……”

"But anyway, you and her have been between you for so many years, and this time you are thinking about returning to me. ”

But in the future, who knows what will happen to Xu Siying?

She had been hurt for so many years, and now that she had done it again, she would say that she would never be willing to bear it again.

And now whether she accepts Rin Yan or Lu Jingting, a new chapter will be opened between them, and those things ...... It's not what she wants to contaminate.

"I just want to grow flowers and raise fish in this villa. "As for those lives of strife, the farther away the better.

Since you don't want to do it again, you should never do it again.

Lu Jingting: "......"

The bottom of his eyes was already painful, but now looking at Gu Wan's back, he felt even more sad.

"Will you, then, be with him?"

Won't be with yourself, will you be with the person who is your own?

Gu Wan shook his head: "It's not you, and it won't be him." ”

This answer is the same as that given to Rinyan.

Whoever it is, she's just as insistent now.

It won't be any one of them.

"But you ......" When he said this, Lu Jingting suddenly paused his tone, as if he was a little difficult.

But after thinking about it, he still said, "It's impossible that you and him even have a child?"

This sentence made both of them feel uncomfortable.

Especially for Lu Jingting!

Who can accept that when they leave for some years and come back again...... As a result, the woman he loves and other men even have children?

I believe that no matter who it is, it is a little difficult to accept.

And this problem is also the most painful for Gu Wan.

"Impossible!"

These three words, Gu Wan said very firmly.

And the compromise of many women is not the same, a lot of ...... may not really have any feelings for this man, but in the end, because of the child, he will be with the other party.

But she didn't.

Even if she and Rin Yan had a child, it would be impossible.

Those years ......!

Every time she saw that man, it reminded her of the pain of those years, so forget it.

When Lu Jingting heard this, a smile rose at the corner of his mouth: "Hmm." ”

It's good that it can't be.

As long as she is so determined that she will not be with Rin Yan, then there will definitely be a chance on his side, as for how to be together.

He'll figure it out on his side!

He...... Even if she didn't do those things by herself, the person who is really sorry for her is still herself.

Yes, it's him!

He is the one who gives the promise.

He was the one who didn't protect her.

At that time, his life was on the verge of being unbearable at any time, and he might leave at any time.

But even though he knew all of that, he still gave her a promise that she would be like this in the end.

……

The child is coming.

When Gu Wan saw the child, she didn't feel good in her heart, as long as she thought of the reason for the child, she ......!

"Don't do these fearless things. This was said to Rin Yan.

The three of them are actually very embarrassed when they are together now.

Gu Wan's miserable person is Lu Jingting!

But because he didn't recognize him, he had been entangled with Rin Yan for several years, and even had a child! Now Lu Jingting remembers everything......!

In fact, this relationship is messy, and I believe that no matter who it is, they will not want to sort it out.

You know, it takes a lot of courage to sort out this relationship, but not everyone has such courage.

She, no!

Let's not talk about what she really thinks in her heart for the time being, it's that kind of chaos that makes her not have the courage to continue to entangle so much.

Rin Yan looked at her, a flash of injury in her eyes.

Apparently she didn't expect her to be so determined.

"This is your child. "The voice is a little hoarse.

These words have been said many times.

Every time, he hoped that she could stay by his side, and until now, Rin Yan didn't know how many times he had told this child.

However, it is disappointing that every time it is disappointing.

Gu Wan: "Take the child and go, just let me beg you." ”

"Shall I go?"

“……”

"I'll take the kid away to make room for you and him, right?"

Gu Wan: "......"

Rin Yan rarely spoke like that.

Even when I wasn't messing with it before, I wouldn't!

Emotionally ...... There would not have been such a reaction, but now he has, emotionally, such a reaction!

Without waiting for Gu Wan to speak, he heard Rin Yan continue: "Xu Siying is on the way here, do you know?"

“……”

"She won't let go of Lu Jingting. ”

“……”

"Once, no matter how much you thought that man was your own, now that man is someone else's husband. ”

Someone else's husband ......!

A few words, although Gu Wan had already made it clear to herself that it was not impossible for herself and anyone.

However, when Rin Yan said this, she still felt so uncomfortable in her heart.

Jing Ting is someone else's husband.

Even if she has let go, she still can't really accept the existence of this fact from the bottom of her heart!

Isn't it because you can't accept the existence of this fact that you can leave Warren City?

……

On the plane on the other side.

Gu Wan originally returned to Warren City, but as soon as she went back, she received a divorce agreement sent to her by Lu Jingting.

At that moment, she felt a heart-rending pain.

According to Xu Yan's meaning, she doesn't need to look for him anymore!

After all, that man didn't have himself in his heart.

However, after so many years...... where is it so easy for her to really let him go from her heart?

No matter how Xu Yan tried to stop her, she finally came.

Xu Yan handed her a glass of red wine: "Drink some, this will make your sleep better." ”

Xu Siying hadn't slept for days.

Obviously, he was tormented by the news of the divorce.

Xu Yan: "Huh?"

"Thank you. ”

In the end, I took the wine!

A smile tugged at the corner of the man's mouth.

Probably Xu Siying and Xu Yan themselves have forgotten when it started, and Xu Yan will always be by Xu Siying's side.

And Xu Siying seems to like him like this.

It seems that only when we are together like this, my heart will not be so empty.

Xu Yan: "This time, what are you going to do with Gu Wan?"

Along the way, this is probably the question Xu Yan wanted to ask the most, he didn't want to ask it originally, but now he still asked it.

Xu Siying: "......"

What to do with Gu Wan?

In fact, this question has also bothered her for a long, long time.

Lu Jingting's attitude towards her, she has already seen it!

Before, Gu Wan's words were actually no different from those women who appeared next to Lu Jingting!

However, these reactions ......!

Especially the man's reaction, let her know that Gu Wan and those women are actually different existences, after all, they really occupy a very important position in his heart.

It is precisely because of this text that people don't know what to do with this woman.

took a few deep breaths and pressed down the stuffiness in his heart, "It's good if he doesn't deal with me, where do I dare to touch that woman." ”

It's the truth.

The current Xu Siying doesn't dare to move Gu Wan casually, after all, that woman can't be moved by herself!

That's where people break down the most.

Xu Yan: "It's rare, there are still things in this world that make you afraid. ”

"You saw how it was before, that woman, just like his lifeline. ”

In this case, who would dare to move!?

In fact, if Xu Siying was herself, she really wanted to use the means of sending those women to send Gu Wan away.

However, after so many things happened, it also made her completely understand what would happen if this matter was not handled well.

"And what are you doing this time?"

Don't move, don't dare to move, so, what is she going to do?

"He wants to talk to me about divorce, I'll ......" The latter words, Xu Siying couldn't continue.

When did she become so cheap, in order to keep a man, she didn't care about anything!?

In the past, although he was also guarding him with his life.

But at that time, she didn't have anything to do like that at all, but now, such an experience ......!

"Well, let's go first. ”

Now being asked by Xu Yan, even Xu Siying himself doesn't know what the point of going over there is!

In fact, I went to Lu Jingting, and now the feeling in my heart is very strong, she feels ...... No matter what I do now, it's useless.

But even so, she wanted to go.

It seems that if you really don't go, that's ......!

"Hmm. ”

Xu Yan nodded, but he still didn't continue to discuss this topic.

You must know that for Xu Siying, there was no easy time in the first place, and now this topic will only make her heart more painful and heavier.

……

In this farmhouse.

Lu Jingting and Rin Yan seem to be on the bar, one is holding the child, looking proud that I have a child!

And the other one, just ignore it.

This was a peaceful life, until Xu Siying arrived and was broken again.

I only heard Rin Yan say to Lu Jingting: "Take your woman, get out." ”

He was furious!

In fact, Rin Yan and Lu Jingting both knew that Gu Wan was reluctant to go with them, in fact, because of the relationship between women!

It's not all, but it's definitely a big part of the reason.

She is tired and doesn't want to face these problems anymore, so when these women are in the world, these are actually the things that annoy her the most.

Lu Jingting: "......" In the face of Rin Yan's anger, he didn't say anything.

After all, this is also the existence that Gu Wan hates the most.

Take a deep breath: "I'll take care of this matter, but you." ”

"How am I?"

Before Lu Jingting's words were finished, he was interrupted by Rin Yan.

He just has a fiancée, although he is also a woman...... But in the end, he is unmarried, which is much easier to deal with than this married one.

So it's really annoying that Lu Jingting is here.

Xu Siying won't let go so easily, this is something they all know, so the current situation is really annoying.

Xu Siying hadn't seen Lu Jingting for a long time, and when she saw her again, her eyes flashed with tears of pain.

"Jing Ting. ”

In his hand, he is holding the fragments of the divorce agreement!

When the divorce agreement was put in front of her, she tore it apart almost without even thinking about it.

It is impossible for her to get a divorce, no matter who comes to this, it is also a result, she will not divorce, she will not say anything.

Lu Jingting: "You know that it doesn't make any sense for us to go on like this. ”

"......" no?

After all these years, is this man's heart made of stone? No matter what he tries, he still can't warm his heart?

Although this is already known, it is already the result of knowing, but when it is really in front of me, my heart hurts so much.

"I'm not going to get a divorce. ”

Xu Siying took a deep breath and said.

She is now the same as Rin Yan, one is dragging the child, the other is dragging the marriage, and she has her own insistence.

Xu Siying will not let go, after all, she has persevered for so many years, and she has persevered when she thinks that she and Lu Jingting are the most difficult.

So now, at this point, if she says that she wants to divorce, she will definitely say that she will not agree to anything.

Lu Jingting: "I don't want more serious things to happen between us, it won't be so easy to end up at that time." ”

It's the truth!

You know, if you really make trouble in Chengdu, at that time, it will not be so easy to end.

Lu Jingting has also seen too much over the years.

Xu Siying's means, he also knows!

If she is really allowed to make trouble here, it will only make Gu Wan's heart farther and farther away from him, and he is already difficult enough now.

Gu Wan doesn't follow her, and most of the time she can't forgive herself in her heart.

Therefore, no matter what she says, Xu Siying should not.

"You shouldn't be here. ”

"If I don't come, I'll lose your ......!"

"You're here, and the results won't change anything. ”

Xu Siying: "......"

Won't it change anything because of this?

No, it won't!

Now she is the same as Rin Yan, no matter what the other party says, she doesn't listen, as long as she stays here, it seems that as long as she stays, it is an obstacle!

And Xu Siying was right, her stay here was really an obstacle between Lu Jingting and Gu Wan.

At least these two people want to be together, it's really not as easy as you think.

"Xu Yan is here too?"

"Hmm. ”

"Let him take you away. ”

"I'm not leaving. Xu Siying said without thinking, when Lu Jingting's face was completely gloomy.

A bitter smile tugged at the corner of her mouth.

For so many years, he has hardly shown such a look to himself, and sure enough, that woman really occupies a very important place in his heart.

This position is so important that it makes her jealous.

"Unless you come with me, I'm not going to leave here. This sentence is a little sad.

She is really pitiful now.

Before, when she saw those women begging a man to stay, she would think, "What ...... men!"

Yes, man, but what the hell is she doing now? In order to let this man stay, she is willing to bow her head like this.

However, there is no way around it.

Lu Jingting was furious to the extreme.

went directly to Xu Yan!

And Xu Yan's answer to him was: "If you don't go with her, you know her temper for so many years, who can do anything to her?"

“……”

"If you really use the means to deal with those people...... you!"

But obviously, Lu Jingting must not do that.

If you really do something like that, you can imagine what the consequences will be.

Lu Jingting: "......"

The already bad aura on his body was even more profound when he heard this.

Obviously, I didn't expect things to come to this point, and this is the last thing everyone wants.

"I'm not going to go with you, you should know better. ”

She knew it, but it was the same. ”

Yes, Xu Siying, either I don't know, or I know, and I'm here, why...... Because it's too much to let go.

Even though I recognized a lot of things, I still persevered.

Why?

If it weren't for the deep love, who would come?

No one is idle......!

I won't do something unnecessary because of an unrelated person.

Xu Siying, this person, is ...... to Lu Jingting Originally, they were two people who had nothing to do with each other, but now she has become a special existence in his world.

It stands to reason that he should hate her.

Although in his world, she also did a lot of hateful things.

But it is also undeniable that she ...... once protected each other again and again, and she was also sincere.

If it weren't for the protection she once gave up her life, he might not be ...... in this world by now!

For anyone, you can use the strongest means to suppress it.

But for Xu Siying, for Lu Jingting...... In the end, there are still a lot of things that can't be done, and Xu Siying and Xu Yan also grasped this point, so they appeared in front of him unscrupulously.

……

Gu Wan originally hoped that she would leave Warren City to start a life of heart, but now that she is fine, a new life has not yet opened.

But here comes this vote!

Take a deep breath and sigh!

When Rin Yan appeared in front of her again with the child in her arms, she felt something wrong in her heart.

Now that I see it, it is impossible for Xu Siying to let go like this. "In such a short period of time, I chased directly here.

Gu Wan: "......"

Silent!

For the current situation, for her, she actually doesn't know what to use.

"I didn't mean to get involved in this for a long time, but you ......" the latter words can't go on.

Apparently also to blame.

For that past, no matter how much was involved, she wanted to completely discard it, but these people didn't let it.

And now she's completely involved in it.

That's it, man!

When you are most attached to something, you may not be able to get it in any way, but when you don't want anything.

But you can't get rid of it.

"If you want to be pure, the only way is to go back to Black Yao Villa with me. ”

“……”

"Unless you cut off his thoughts, you will never have a pure life in this life. ”

Rin Yan had to admit that he was constantly coaxing Gu Wan at the moment.

Although Xu Siying came here, he was still very worried about ......! After all, Lu Jingting was the person she had been obsessed with for so many years.

She said she let it go, saying she didn't want anything anymore.

But at this point, who would believe it!

Who knows when she's going to get involved with that man again?

After all, they have each other in their hearts.

Emotionally, it was enough to leave him without any hope.

And he, can't ......!

The woman who is finally tempted, even if it is someone else's, he must grab it before he stops!

Gu Wan: "......"

For Rin Yan's words, she was silent again.

I don't know what to say.

Her whole heart is in turmoil now...... and she's always been like this, and she doesn't usually give people hope casually.

Because, once some hopes are given, then they will be responsible, and she doesn't know what to say about the man in front of her.