Therefore, even if it is an ordinary volume, Mu Qianyan will still tremble, he will not be able to control himself, and he will not even be able to hold a pen.

The memories of her previous life came flooding back, and Mu Qianyan remembered that the thing she hated the most at that time was the exam, as long as she held the test paper in her hand, she began to think wildly, and she couldn't even lift the pen.

That deep sense of powerlessness and frustration still makes Mu Qianyan remember it fresh after being reborn.

At first, Mu Qianyan was unwilling, and when he thought of the way he looked when he faced the test paper, Mu Qianyan refused ten thousand times in his heart, but ...... In the end, reason still prevailed over Mu Qianyan's fear and evasion.

She knew that if she couldn't even overcome this now, she wouldn't be able to get what she wanted for the rest of her life, and she would live a new life, Mu Qianyan didn't want to be like before.

"Whew~"

Mu Qianyan took two or three deep breaths, then picked up the scroll, looking at the lines of text on it, Mu Qianyan felt dizzy, the previous symptoms were more obvious, Mu Qianyan's right hand seemed to be uncontrollable, and kept trembling, Mu Qianyan tried hard to pick up the pen, but as soon as he got it in his hand, because of a click, he fell down because of his hand trembling.

Pick it up, snap it, and drop it......

This cycle lasted for a long time, and Mu Qianyan felt as if she was being abused, and kept holding the disobedient pen with trembling hands, but what she was rewarded for was one failure after another, and one time was stronger than the frequency of shaking.

Mu Qianyan tried hard to control, but it was often counterproductive.

Smack!

In the end, Mu Qianyan put the pen on the table, which can be regarded as giving up this training.

"Alas...... Why?!"

Mu Qianyan covered his ears, in extreme pain, and the shaking of his arm continued, because he was too sensitive, now all the senses of Mu Qianyan's whole body were placed on his shaking right hand.

She can't tell what's wrong with her, as long as she sees the paper, as long as she has the idea that this is an exam in her heart, she will be inexplicably uncomfortable, dizziness is already a trivial matter, and sometimes Mu Qianyan can't even touch it no matter what.

And now, he no longer touches the papers, Mu Qianyan still has a feeling that he can't control it, and after a while, he can be regarded as recovering.

What the hell is going on?

Mu Qianyan hammered her head like venting her anger, the reaction just now was too violent, making her intuitively feel the threat from her psychological disorder, and the last fluke was gone.

Seeing that tonight is over, the time for the exam will be closer, looking at his own speed, Mu Qianyan feels hopeless.

But he couldn't help but want to try, inexplicably, like masochism, Mu Qianyan forced himself to repeat himself.

In this week's time, Mu Qianyan reads books as long as he seizes the opportunity, trains himself to overcome psychological obstacles when the time is right, and tries by himself with the test papers every once in a while.

When Gao Yu came to Mu Qianyan several times, he met him, but he didn't know it at first, but then Mu Qianyan told Gao Yu the truth, looking at Gao Yu's regretful look, Mu Qianyan was also a little sad.

During this time, she got back a lot of knowledge from books, but this psychological obstacle was not overcome at all, obviously there were only two or three days left in a week, Mu Qianyan was unprecedentedly worried, and her learning was not usually more crazy.

Mu Qianyan gave herself too much psychological pressure, but it didn't play any role in the alleviation of psychological barriers, all this Gao Yu saw in her eyes, she watched Mu Qianyan stay up late to review, and kept scrutinizing and checking for one formula after another, and also saw Mu Qianyan depressed for the psychological obstacles during her exam, as if she had lost her fresh self.

In the past few days, Mu Qianyan has been like a walking corpse, confined her soul between the books and test papers, Mu Qianyan has almost reviewed, so she took the test papers and tried them over and over again, she couldn't see anything else in her eyes, she could only see a large number of test papers, books, and words......

She didn't know how she got through, she kept being disappointed and desperate, her hands trembled again and again, she could barely lift her right hand, and later, she held the test paper every day, every moment, kept reminding herself, stimulating herself, and her nerves reacted again and again, from the excitement at the beginning, to the weakening of excitement later......

Mu Qianyan can't help but be crazy, those two or three days are her last chance, if she can't get through the hurdle this time, she may not be able to get through it in the future, she forced herself fiercely, what is effective, regardless of her body.

Even, Mu Qianyan used the sadness of her previous life to stimulate herself, and she couldn't sleep every night, she also put the test paper next to her pillow, constantly recalling the bullying she had been subjected to in her previous life, and the people or things that made her miserable.

She remembered everything clearly, and she didn't dare to forget it for a moment, and when she tortured herself to the extreme, she took out the paper again, sat down at the desk, and tried to pick up the pen......

But often the final result is that the pen fell again and again, Mu Qianyan's hands became more and more shaky, and he couldn't even pick up the pen, as if he was sick, and he was sweating profusely.

In just a week, Mu Qianyan was visibly emaciated.

But...... Until the last day, Mu Qianyan couldn't overcome his psychological barrier.

The only consolation may be when I send a message to Gu Liangchuan every day, the fixed "How is Mr. Gu feeling today?" With what I want to say today, the recent days have been too hard, and every day Mu Qianyan will rack his brains to find a happy thing to tell Gu Liangchuan.

And Mu Qianyan's recent happiness has been contracted by Gao Yu, so Gao Yu should have become the person mentioned by Mu Qianyan the most.

Although every time, Mu Qianyan knew that the reply she received must be "good", she still worked tirelessly and sent it every day, and it seemed that looking at those two words, she could feel better.

Even in the face of the test paper that tortured her, she could feel better.

On this day, Mu Qianyan really couldn't stand it, she didn't know how many times she had failed, she was a glamorous Miss Mu family in front of people, and she had never made such a mistake, and only Mu Qianyan herself knew that she couldn't overcome it at all, so every time she took the exam, Mu Qianyan couldn't even move her pen at all.

During the two-hour time of each exam, Mu Qianyan spent most of his time staring at the test papers for psychological construction, at that time, Mu Qianyan was not completely unable to touch the papers, and when he could almost hold the pen, Mu Qianyan would still hurry up to write a few words, and then stop writing before his symptoms became more serious.

Therefore, except for the teacher who secretly observed her, no classmates knew about her problem, and she had strong self-esteem and was unwilling to tell anyone.