Chapter 34 Refusing to show weakness

Therefore, Mu Qianyan has never mentioned the hardships she has to face in her life, even the little girl Gao Yu that she likes very much.

She refuses to say or show weakness, it doesn't mean that she is really that strong.

In fact, Mu Qianyan was already in a strong semi-collapse state, if it weren't for the state of forcibly controlling herself, Mu Qianyan would have already shown her collapse.

Gao Yu wandered around Mu Qianyan every day, often asking Mu Qianyan's mood and worrying about her physical condition, but Lan Xinyi didn't come to Mu Qianyan's side for a moment under the pretext that the exam was about to take place.

While Mu Qianyan was disdainful, he also felt pure, it was just right not to come, and he would spend energy to deal with it.

But...... The comfort that Gao Yu can give is only a star and a half, and the greater and more unspeakable pain can only be digested by Mu Qianyan himself.

Smack......

The pen fell again, Mu Qianyan couldn't control her emotions again, full of fear and then overflowing sadness, for the first time, she couldn't hold back, buried her face in her elbow in pain.

The shiny golden beans fell one by one, Mu Qianyan's hands slowly stopped shaking, but her heart was full of fear, tomorrow is the exam, if she goes in such a state, her torture of herself day and night in the past few days is equivalent to a waste of effort.

She knew how she was doing, and instead of getting better, she was getting worse.

If this is the case tomorrow, she will basically not make any progress, not to mention, and will regress even more, maybe she will not be able to write a word.

Woo woo~ Why?!

Mu Qianyan couldn't find an outlet, a week was like seven months for her, no matter how difficult it was, she didn't cry like today.

The ghost made the god worse, Mu Qianyan picked up the mobile phone, clicked on Gu Liangchuan's text message, I don't know if it was the reason for her crying, her hands had recovered, she kept typing, and almost without a brain reaction, those words appeared on the screen.

She talked about her experience during this time, the painful life that she repeated every day, and even the little luck that deceived him, and the psychological obstacles she desperately wanted to overcome, but they became more and more serious every time, and tomorrow was the exam, and she was in a very messy mood.

At this moment, Mu Qianyan lost the most basic reason, but it was the most real, she didn't think about what Gu Liangchuan would do when she saw such a long paragraph, she didn't consider Gu Liangchuan's feelings every word, she was talking about herself.

The most real and secret of herself.

Maybe it was fate, after typing that large paragraph, Mu Qianyan quickly clicked send, and her drunken mood made her not feel anything wrong, and even had a sense of relief.

Those feelings that have never been shared with others have finally found an outlet.

Mu Qianyan stared out the window, his mood did not ease for a long time, and his mobile phone did not ring again, probably, it will not ring again......

The back of her hand wiped the tears from her face neatly, she had to think about it, she had come to this day, what method would she use in the future to get close to Gu Liangchuan again.

Mu Qianyan is not so stupid, emotional fluctuations come and go quickly, and soon Mu Qianyan realized that his text messages, those girls' delicate thoughts, will not get sympathy, only boredom.

Gu Liangchuan would not have the time and energy to come to see her complain for a long time, so he did not reply, Gu Liangchuan subconsciously told her that there was no need to do this, he didn't need this kind of arrogance, and he was not used to sympathizing with people.

Mu Qianyan sighed secretly and began to clean up the things on the desk, she had just cried, and most of her emotions were vented, but she was much better, and she no longer forced herself to be so urgent.

Although there is no way to overcome the psychological barrier, I also comfort myself that it doesn't matter, there are so many big and small exams in the third year of high school, and tomorrow's exam is just one of them.

Mu Qianyan kept telling herself that tomorrow's exam was not important, it didn't matter, but, whenever she thought about it, how she got over this week, she collapsed again and again, tried again and again, and it would appear in her mind over and over again, and in the end, Mu Qianyan still couldn't help it, her emotions rose to the top, and she almost collapsed.

Jingle bell~

The text message rang, it was sent by Gu Liangchuan.

"Behind everyone's success, there is bright red flesh and blood and a painful price, you have done a good job, believe in yourself. ”

Faced with this Gu Liangchuan-style poisonous chicken soup, Mu Qianyan burst into tears and laughed, but she didn't expect Gu Liangchuan to reply to her like this, instead of the cold word good.

Thankfully, I'm still with you.

Mu Qianyan thought silently, and suddenly didn't feel that it was a mistake for him to send this text message.

Unexpectedly, Gu Liangchuan would be as indifferent as an iceberg, and he would care about her pain or happiness as a third-year high school girl, Mu Qianyan read that sentence over and over again, and the bad mood just now can be said to be swept away.

This sentence is much heavier than the weight of "good", and it also makes Mu Qianyan think of a lot of happy past, Gu Liangchuan seems to have always been good at such poisonous chicken soup, in the previous life, when Mu Qianyan regarded Gu Liangchuan as a tree hole, Gu Liangchuan also said the same.

At that time, Mu Qianyan was extremely disgusted, and he only felt that Gu Liangchuan was incomprehensible, but now, Mu Qianyan actually felt that it was precious.

In a restaurant outside the gate of No. 7 Middle School, looking at his uncle who had been staring at his mobile phone in front of him, Gu Ning was a little unhappy.

Is this guy here to accompany him, or is he going to a different place to handle official business?

Gu Ning has been managed by Gu Liangchuan since he was a child, and his personality is the same as Gu Liangchuan, he doesn't like to talk, but when he saw that his uncle was busy with official business and had no time to take care of him, Gu Ning was still very unhappy.

I secretly thought in my heart that if I saw my grandmother, I must settle this account.

"Exams are coming up tomorrow, how are you studying?"

The mellow and clear voice suddenly sounded, Gu Ning was a little surprised, wasn't he dealing with official business, and how did he know that he had an exam tomorrow.

The big knuckled hands tapped the table one after another, as if waiting for Gu Ning's answer.

"Not prepared. ”

Gu Ning replied truthfully, he never prepared for exams, and of course, never wrote.

This is the real reason why he can be at the same table with Mu Qianyan, Mu Qianyan's grades are really poor, and the class has always been ranked by grades, and only someone like Gu Ning who has handed in blank papers again and again can sit with her.

Hearing Gu Ning's words, the corners of Gu Liangchuan's mouth twitched twice, he didn't expect this kid to be so sincere.

"Exams, how can you not review?"

Gu Liangchuan knocked on the table, it was time to have a good talk with Gu Ning, Gu Ning's grades were very stable every time, they were all zero without exception, Gu Liangchuan felt a headache when he looked at his results every time.