Eighty-two, he doesn't love her anymore
Updated: 2012-02-02
Xiao Luofan shook his head painfully, how should he answer this question, from the moment he decided to hide the truth, he had already chosen Huang Yuxin, the child whose smile was as bright as a flower, innocent, and weak, he wanted to protect her, but he simply wanted to protect her.
What's that?
Many are people he wants to protect with his life, but at this moment, he hurt her fiercely, like an invisible dagger, deeply inserted into her heart, she is in pain, and he is also in pain.
Xiao Luofan hated himself, now he was much more distressed than anyone else, and Yun's anxious mood, her position, how could he not understand.
"Xiao Luofan, do you have something to say?" Yun looked at Xiao Luofan who was speechless, and roared loudly, she just wanted to know the truth, she wanted to know why, she just wanted to protect the person she wanted to protect, "You men are still really hypocritical, and they keep saying that they love a lot, but now they are giving up a chance to return her innocence for the sake of their old lover, Xiao Luofan, you are despicable!" Yun couldn't stand it anymore, if she could, she wanted to slap him twice, kick him hard, and hit him regardless of the lady's image. What can be done just by doing this, and can the harm done to many, be diminished by it?
Old Flames?Innocent?....................
Scold... My heart was at a loss, my heart was very chaotic, I wanted to sort out these thoughts, but I found that it was even more messy, my mind was blank, I couldn't remember anything, I had a pale sense of powerlessness, I couldn't control it, I wanted to escape, I wanted to escape, but I found that there was nowhere to hide.
Duoduo took a deep breath and leaned quietly against the wall, a little tear glistening in his eyes. What they said must have something to do with the last incident. Also, there is Huang Yuxin, by the way, and her! Duoduo was slightly stunned as if he suddenly remembered something, how could he forget this crucial figure! Last time in the small black room, she was a sober person from beginning to end, only she did not faint, which means that she witnessed the whole thing, and she knew exactly what happened.
What was going on, what did she see, or what did she do to me?
Duoduo didn't dare to think about it anymore, covered her mouth, tried not to make a crying sound, tears slowly flowed down her cheeks, she felt that she was about to hold on, slowly squatted on the ground, like a helpless child, no one to pity, no one to help, can only curl up in the corner and cry, even crying can not cry to the fullest.
"Yun, it's not what you think, it's really not..." Xiao Luofan walked up to Yun's side, wanting to explain all this, but his hand touched Yun's shoulder slightly, but Yun slapped his hand away. Hypocritical man, even if he was affectionate to Duoduo before, now he hasn't hurt Duoduo, Yun thinks he is disgusting, so disgusting that she wants to vomit.
Xiao Luofan was slightly stunned, it seemed that Yun's emotions were very excited, and he was very resistant to him, he really couldn't imagine how many people would react when they knew the truth of the matter, he couldn't imagine that tearful face, turned around, but still pretended to be strong. How was he going to explain all this, he was going to surprise her, he thought that this matter would end here, he thought that when things gradually became clear, they could be together. I once thought that all the problems that prevented them from being together were no longer obstacles, who knew that the wave did not stop, and the wave rose again, these things really no one can predict, just like he can never guess whether there is him in many hearts!
The heart is hurting, slightly painful, like drilling the heart, like there are thousands of insects, and thousands of insects are biting and eating in the heart, crawling all over every corner of the heart.
"I'll figure it out, trust me, I'm going to do it to the minimum. Xiao Luofan suppressed his painful expression, stared at Yun's eyes, and solemnly promised.
"Heh, minimize the damage?" Yun raised her eyebrows, looking disdainful, I don't know why, Xiao Luofan saw her look and remembered a lot of indifferent looks, it was a mask, wrapped herself fiercely, unwilling to show her face.
"Do you want to minimize Duoduo's damage, or do you minimize Huang Yuxin's damage?" Yun chuckled and finished speaking. At this moment, she thought, she could understand the pain she had endured, why she still looked happy every day, and she would rather see her cry than pretend to be strong. Yun just felt sorry for her, and she couldn't do anything except feel distressed.
Xiao Luofan was speechless in the face of Yun's question, what should he say, now the fact is that he favored Huang Yuxin, and many of them became a victim of his doting on Huang Yuxin.
There was a moment of silence in the room. Xiao Yang, Qiangzi, and Haozi all sat quietly in their positions, looking at the scene unfolding in front of them, it seemed that things were getting more and more complicated, and Xiao Yang was originally just an outsider, but because of this, he was pulled into it by this matter, and things have developed to such a point that no one can control them, what can they do, let it be.
Xiao Luofan raised her head slightly to look at the sky, there was a little more sadness in her eyes, it was an expression that Yun couldn't understand, in fact, she knew that he was just as sad, but she wanted to ask why, why he chose not Duoduo, but Huang Yuxin. If it is true love, why can't you break through these barriers, why do you have to bother someone, why can't you let the prince and Cinderella live happily ever after. It turns out that fairy tales are all fake, fake.
"Anyway, I will definitely solve it, you go back and rest first!" Xiao Luofan finished his words quietly, his voice was a little hoarse, maybe he suppressed too many emotions, and his eyes were slightly red, who could see his helplessness, he was just a child, he was just a child.
"Do you love Huang Yuxin? You tell the truth!" Yun still wanted to ask this, because this answer was very important to everyone, to many people, to Huang Yuxin, to Xiao Luofan, even more important, or even he didn't know whether his feelings for Huang Yuxin were like his sister, or if he had already surpassed friendship, he didn't understand why he chose to protect her so resolutely, and decided to hide the truth. knew that she was the real murderer, but she lied to herself that she was not, and wishful thinking lied to herself that these were just tricks.
Duoduo held her breath because of this answer, and she had been wondering. Huang Yuxin has always been sandwiched between her and Xiao Luofan, like an invisible thorn, obviously it never existed, but it separated each other farther away, Huang Yuxin is more like an obstacle than all obstacles.
Xiao Luofan, you answer, I only need your answer, as long as you say the answer, I can bravely decide my next step.
"Xiao Luofan, you must love her too, just like she loves you. Time passed minute by second, Xiao Luofan still didn't speak, Yun didn't want to wait any longer, so she simply made this decision for him. Since his love is doubtful, since he can't just let go of many more people in his heart, then forget it. Because Yun clearly knows that love in many hearts cannot tolerate a grain of sand, love is single and authoritarian. There is no room for double thought, let alone a single person intervening alive.
Yun, you are really my friend.
Oh, many people smiled bitterly in their hearts, tried to tear the corners of their mouths, tried hard to make themselves smile, and those wounds in their hearts, big and small, new and old, were torn apart one by one, as if they were sprinkled with salt again, and they were dripping with joy, so very good.
Tears, finally rushed down like a broken river, I didn't want to hide it anymore, at this moment, I just wanted to cry, cry hard.
"I... I don't love her, the person I like is Duoduo, only Duoduo. Xiao Luofan finally spoke, as if he had figured out a lot, and the expression on his face was resolute and firm. I love a lot deeply, isn't it something that I was sure of from the beginning, why should I be hesitant, it's not because of Xiaoyu, definitely not.
It's because his love has brought too much harm to Duoduo, and he doesn't know if this love can give her a future, or if it has hurt her to the core. So he was hesitant, so he was timid, so he wanted to retreat, so he wanted to escape. The people who will be afraid, not only one more, but Xiao Luofan will also be afraid, he is afraid that one day, many people's faces will no longer be filled with that bright smile, the shallow dimples that appear on his face, he has not seen it for a long time.
"You lie, if you really love someone, do you need to think about it for so long before you speak?" Yun also cried, tears streaming down her face. She's sad, she's sad, she's distressed. It turns out that the so-called love is nothing more than that, Duoduo, I am not worth it for you, you love this person wrong!
It's too late, this answer, you said it too late.
Many of them were still in tears, their eyes were red and swollen, and the tears still flowed uncontrollably, squatting on the ground, hiding in this vile corner. The so-called truth, or even what happened, is no longer important to her, the important thing is that she knows another "truth", it turns out that he doesn't love her.
Why doesn't he love me, he said he loves me.
She lost, completely lost. Heh, isn't this the result I wanted, didn't I always want to push Xiao Luofan away? is originally a person in two worlds, but it was a desertion when God directed the script, so that two unrelated people were forced to get involved, and they were as sticky as chewing gum, and they couldn't get rid of it, which was really annoying.
Isn't it time to draw a line, he doesn't love her anymore, he finally doesn't love her.