83. In that case, I can be more simply
Updated: 2012-02-03
"Duoduo, what are you doing here?" Xiao Jingqi's high-pitched voice came to her head, she was very surprised, why Duoduo would hide at Xiao Luofan's door and cry.
Duoduo looked up, and what caught her eye was Xiao Jingqi's puzzled face, she gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, did not respond to her words, just stood up, straightened her messy hair, and walked away casually.
Yun heard the voice, her heart perked, and she rushed out of Xiao Luofan's office, at this time Duoduo had already walked far away, and could only see the back of her leaving, Xiao Luofan followed behind Yun, looking at Duoduo's lonely figure, a trace of discomfort flashed in his eyes.
How long has she been here, and all the words, she has not heard.
Yun and Xiao Luofan glanced at each other tacitly, and coincidentally ran in the direction where Duoduo left, chasing all the way. None of them can imagine what kind of thing Duoduo will do, Yun knows very well that this incident will definitely cause a lot of harm to Duoduo, the important thing is that everything she heard Xiao Luofan said, she loved Xiao Luofan, but Xiao Luofan did not choose her in order to protect Huang Yuxin.
Yun was wearing high heels, and there was a loud noise on the ground she stepped on, and she quickly fell behind Xiao Luofan, who walked through the corridor in front of her, turned the corner, and disappeared in front of her.
As if she suddenly remembered something, Yun took out her manual from her bag, quickly pressed a large string of numbers, and dialed it. After calling several times in a row, a cold female voice still came from the other end of the phone, "The user you are dialing has been turned off, please dial again later!"
What a stupid girl! Yun began to be at a loss, she didn't know which corner Duoduo would hide in and cry, and her phone was turned off, proving that she really didn't want others to disturb her, what to do, I hope nothing happens to her.
Xiao Luofan walked a long way, the corridors on the fourth floor were all searched, there was no one in the office, many phone calls still couldn't get through, all the anxious feelings were written on his face, if something happened to Duoduo, he would never forgive himself in his life.
Duoduo rushed into the bathroom, closed the door, and finally could cry out without hesitation, crying loudly, turning on the faucet switch in the toilet, and the water flowed down in unison, and the sound gradually drowned out her crying.
Looking at the face in the mirror, he was really downcast, not like himself at all. Loose hair, casually draped over his shoulders, red and swollen eyes, tears on his face have not dried. Duoduo turned the water on even bigger, picked it up with his hands, picked it up, and washed his little face desperately over and over again. Looking up again, the person in the mirror looked even more embarrassed, water droplets dripping down his face little by little, water in his hair, clothes, body, hands, everywhere, or tears.
Why be sad? Shouldn't you be happy?
Yes, you should be happy. Didn't he want to run away from her in the first place? Now he finally had an excuse that he finally didn't love her.
Oh, looking in the mirror, smiling, but my heart hurts like blood, what kind of feeling should it be, more painful than all the things that have happened, more painful than all the sorrows. Cover your chest, it's like there's a big piece missing, I just want to give it a little warmth, otherwise, I'm afraid that my heart will not be able to bear it, what if my heart dies?
"Duoduo......" Yun pushed open the door of the toilet, saw Duoduo with a painful expression on her face, and opened her mouth silently, she covered her mouth, trying not to let the sound of crying come out, but the tears still flowed out.
Although she can't empathize with a lot of pain, but seeing a lot of things like this, she is very uncomfortable, very sad, she can't do anything, she can't help anything, she will only help more and more, if she didn't go to Xiao Luofan, maybe Duoduo wouldn't have just heard these words and knew so much truth. The more she knows, the more it hurts her, if she can, Yun regrets it, if she can, she would rather let this matter pass quietly than go to Xiao Luofan for so-called justice.
Many people listened to Yun's voice, like the sound of heaven, she was standing in hell, and Yun's voice came from a distant heaven, she wanted to reach out, wanted to grab Yun, she wanted to leave here, but found that the distance from heaven to hell was so far away, she didn't have the strength to reach out anymore, she was tired.
Duoduo indifferently turned his eyes, glanced at Yun, and then turned his eyes, looking at himself in the mirror, his dull gaze, he wanted to cry at the moment, but he couldn't cry anymore, and the tears were dry.
"Duoduo, you don't want to be like this..."Yun walked over softly, holding Duoduo's arms.
But Duoduo didn't react, like a soulless shell, everything in this world has nothing to do with her, she just wants to hide in her little ivory tower, let herself be sad, tears and tears.
Yun bit her lip lightly, she wanted to cry, tried to suppress herself, tears still flowed down her cheeks, fell onto her clothes, and then fell into her mouth. She reached out and hugged Duoduo, rested her head on her shoulders, put her hands tightly around her waist, and cried quietly, Duoduo still looked indifferent.
Her appearance makes Yun worried, very worried, she would rather her cry, would rather her make trouble, than see her now.
Yun's tears flooded into a river, and gradually soaked the clothes on many shoulders, and Duoduo had a little reaction, his shoulders moved slightly, and Yun's arms were very warm.
Many lips moved, wanting to say something, but they never spoke, and then took a deep breath, even if they cried, these things are not big or small, and the days are not the same. You see, Yun is still there, everything hasn't changed, and Yun still cares about her the same. It's just that the pace of life is disturbed by people who rub shoulders by chance, and people's lives, maybe like this, will pass by many kinds of scenery, and there will be countless people rubbing shoulders, and Xiao Luofan is just one of the landscapes, although unforgettable, but after all, it is just rubbing shoulders.
So be it! Nothing too big or too small.
"I'm fine!" said Duoduo softly, probably because he was crying too much, and his voice was a little hoarse, with a bit of silence and a lazy voice. She gently pushed Yun's hands away, looking at her tearful eyes, her heart aching. Why is she always so ignorant, always so worrying?
In the past, she had always been protected by many people, but now, she has become a protected object. Her problems are always endless, always making everyone sad and making everyone cry, damn it.
She doesn't want to live like this anymore, she wants to be happy every day, and she wants to be her former self.
"Fool, cry anything, I didn't cry. Duoduo pulled a large tissue and gently wiped the tears on his face for Yun, and the light makeup was melted off, "It's ugly!"
"Hmm... I hate it!" Yun wiped her nose and spoke coquettishly.
Many of them just smiled, and the corners of their mouths were pulled apart to make the arc bigger, but they found that they couldn't.
Being able to laugh is already the best, so why force yourself to smile brighter.
"Yun, tell me?" Many of Duo Yun's eyes changed to a serious expression.
I think I have the right to know what's going on, I want to know, I don't want to lose in vain, I'm not reconciled.
"Duoduo, these are not important anymore..."Yun said softly, not wanting her to ask any more, how should she explain all this, these are not important, as long as Duoduo will be fine in the future.
"Important, for me, very important!" Duoduo pursed her lips and stared at Yun's face, not wanting to miss any of her expressions, in fact, she already knew what was going on, and now she just wanted to know better. She is the party to this matter, she is the real victim, why does everyone want to hide the truth of the matter, is there really any unsavory secret.
"Do you really want to know, what if I say, I don't want you to know?" Yun asked, asking rhetorically, a trace of sadness flashing through her eyes. She's not afraid that many people will react excitedly after knowing the truth, the truth is not terrible, what is terrible is... It was Xiao Luofan who concealed the truth. And many loved him, but he didn't choose her.
"Yun, if I'm still your friend, you tell me. Many people were in tears, but their faces were still pretending to be calm.
"Okay!" Yun smiled and said casually, "Actually, the truth is a good thing, I'm just afraid you're too excited." ”
Sure enough, Yun wasn't going to tell a lot of the whole truth.
"Good thing?" Many frowned, a little puzzled, and their eyebrows were full of doubts.
"You and Huang Yuxin were kidnapped that day, you didn't lose your body, all of this was done by Huang Yuxin!" Yun said slowly, but her heart was very uncomfortable, why do you have to bear these pains by one more person, seeing her injured eyes and depressed look that day, her heart really hurt like a knife.
"Heh, go on..."A lot of smiles, in fact, she had already guessed just now, but she didn't expect it to be true.
"She... She killed someone, knocked another man unconscious, and you, who was also knocked unconscious by mistake. Yun felt that she couldn't go on, Huang Yuxin had such a despicable trick, she couldn't go on.
"Then I..." Duoduo seemed to remember something, she didn't feel unwell that day, but found a pool of blood in the place where she was lying, it turned out to be ......
"You didn't... Neither did she!"
"Hmm..." so that's the case, why didn't she think of this, she just put people together, maybe she was so panicked at the time that she ignored the most critical question.
Huang Yuxin, it's so despicable. Many people really can't imagine that innocent face, that weak one, full of trembling appearance when she sees a bad person, I don't know if she will feel scared when she does these things, or if she has a troubled conscience.
It turned out that she loved Xiao Luofan so much that she could do whatever it took to do it.
Oh, it turns out that the blindness of love, all the innocence and kindness can be blinded by the so-called love, and even, in her eyes, she can only see him, and everything in the outside world is false.
"That's... Yun, how did you know the truth?" This is the question that Duoduo is most concerned about, although she already knows most of it, but she still wants to tell the truth from Yun's mouth.
"Hey, what's the matter, you're fine anyway!" Yun shrugged, looking nonchalant.
"It's not like that, I've heard it all..."Duoduo shook his head, and still Yun still refused to tell her, was she really that fragile, fragile and vulnerable. "You tell me, I just want you to tell me that it's true. There was a little more pleading in her tone, in fact, she already knew it, but she still wanted to ask for proof, and she was still reluctant to give up the last chance, perhaps, she still wanted to give Xiao Luofan a chance.
"It's... I just happened to hear Xiao Luofan's two subordinates talking, I just passed by" Yun opened his mouth and paused.
"Well, then what?" Duoduo continued to ask, with an incomprehensible expression on his face, as if he was anxious to know the truth, but he wanted to skim it over and cover it up.
Xiao Luofan originally wanted to broadcast the real video at the ribbon cutting party, but at the last moment, the video was found, and when Xiao Luofan knew what had happened, he... He chose not to make the matter public. Yun was very uncomfortable to finish these words, she knew that Duoduo must be more uncomfortable, and Xiao Luofan, he must also be very uncomfortable.
"Hmm... That's it?" many raised their eyebrows and smiled pretendedly, and that was true.
"Huh?" she doesn't feel sad, she doesn't cry, she doesn't make trouble, but Yun is more worried.
"Oh... That's it, it's all right!" Duoduo sighed and spoke, he chose her after all. In order to save her, he disregarded his innocence.
Well, Xiao Luofan, if that's your choice, we're done.
I think, I finally know what position Huang Yuxin occupies in your heart, that kind of affection is beyond that of brothers and sisters, Xiao Luofan, I don't think you yourself know.
In that case, I can be more straightforward.
Those scenes like bloody dramas, those feelings that shouldn't have happened, but happened, are over, completely over.