Updated: 2012-03-11

"Death can't solve the problem, only those who survive can win to the end, if you die, you will die forever, I won't remember you!" Xiao Luofan changed her tone, she didn't know if the agitation method was useful to her, in short, she couldn't listen to all the advice now.

"No, you'll remember me, you'll always remember me....." Huang Yuxin's face finally bloomed with a smile, this was her most innocent smile, just like the one he knew her before.

"Because no one can die for you like me, no one can, only me. Huang Yuxin smiled and spoke, she thought, she is happy, she can love someone deeply, and then hide him in her heart and leave this world with his smile, which is enough.

"Silly girl, if you jump like this, at most you will become a dead man, even if I will always remember you, what is the use, I will still live happily with other women for the rest of my life, are you willing? Xiao Luofan's heart was completely confused, and he began to understand that Huang Yuxin was already full of despair about this world, and he couldn't even find a reason to survive, so he could only use this method, hoping to arouse her desire to challenge and let her rekindle her pursuit of love instead of giving up her life.

"You won't be happy, because you'll feel guilty, you'll be guilty for the rest of your life!" Sure enough, she knows him very well, she knows that he will definitely blame himself, he will definitely live a miserable life, and then live a lifetime in pain, self-blame, and tangled love and hate.

"Haha...... Haha......" Huang Yuxin suddenly laughed again, like crazy, the wind blew her long hair up again, she was like a madman, a madman who didn't hurt and no one loved.

"Light rain...... You don't want to do this!" Xiao Luofan grabbed his hair in pain, and in his eyes, in addition to sadness, he was still sad.

"Look, I'm right, you're going to feel guilty, you will, so you'll remember me for the rest of your life, you'll have me in your heart for the rest of your life, my shadow will fill every corner of your life, your pores, your blood, your skin, your heart, and your every smile, every tear you will have me, and every dream of yours...... Until the moment you die, you will still remember me. Hehe, am I right?" Huang Yuxin finished saying this paragraph sadly, and she began to feel that choosing to die was a very wise choice, since she couldn't get it, it would be better for him to suffer for the rest of his life. No one will be happy, no one will be happy, be miserable, let everyone be miserable...... Ha ha.......

"Xiaoyu, what do you want me to do?" Xiao Luofan took two steps closer, his heart aching. He just felt sorry for her crying and swollen eyes, and he felt sorry for her...... I feel sorry for her who can't think about it so much, and she doesn't care about her life so much.

"What else can you do for me?" Huang Yuxin's expression suddenly became serious, in the past, Brother Luo Fan, he could do anything for her, but now, all his favors have been given a lot, he has completely driven her out of his world, what else can he do for her?

"Anything goes, as long as you want...... Okay?" Xiao Luofan stretched out his hand and approached Huang Yuxin.

"Can you give up a lot for me?" Huang Yuxin spoke, and many images flashed through her mind, flashing countless times when she saw her making love to Luo Fan.

"Yes!" Xiao Luofan didn't think about it, and replied firmly. I can give up on her, but I can't give up my love for her.

"Really?" Huang Yuxin stared at her big innocent eyes and said in disbelief.

"Really!" Xiao Luofan said is also true, if he can exchange his happiness for a life, he thinks, he is willing.

"Then can you take me away?" Huang Yuxin asked, in fact, her heart was already a little touched, she really wanted to believe every word Xiao Luofan said, pretending to lie to herself, he was telling the truth, even if he was deceiving himself, even if he only believed that the period of these was one or two minutes.

"Yes......" Xiao Luofan smiled, smiling lightly, "I can take you anywhere, as long as you like, go to the beach, to Jiangnan, to Melbourne, to Lhasa...... Go to see your favorite scenery, watch the flowers bloom in the spring, pick fruits in the summer, watch the leaves fall in the autumn, and watch the snow in the winter, I will always be with you. ”

My heart will always be with you, Duoduo! Xiao Luofan silently added this sentence in his heart.

Huang Yuxin pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled hard, "Really?" Brother Luo Fan has learned to deceive people when he has never lied to me before, and he can do everything he says to me, but now he jumps off the building in order not to want me, telling so many lies, promising so many things that even he can't do, Brother Luo Fan, you really don't have to be like this!" Huang Yuxin is really still sensible, she knows deeply that Xiao Luofan doesn't have her in his heart, he really doesn't have her.

"I mean really, I can really do it, I can do it, I can do it!" Xiao Luofan seemed to be convincing himself and others, and every word increased his volume.

"That'...... In addition to the above, can you love me?" Huang Yuxin's eyes finally had a little more hope, in this world, there is finally something that can make her love.

Xiao Luofan was silent for a moment and did not speak. He can do everything for her, but can he do it if he loves her? He already has a person in his heart, can he still live with her?

"I ......" Xiao Luofan wanted to say, I can do it...... But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything.

"If it's too late, I know, I know, you can do everything for me, even the one who is willing to die is you...... Right?" Heh, Huang Yuxin smiled bitterly, "But you just can't love me, you can't do it!" Huang Yuxin sighed in her heart, her eyes drifted far away, she recalled everything, recalled the bits and pieces between them when they first began to know, every smile he had, every spoiling of him. Before dying, people always think of the happiest moment in this life, everything about him, all played in her mind, over and over again, like a single loop, and she couldn't stop.

"I can love you, maybe I can ...... in the future" Xiao Luofan didn't want to say more things against her will, she was right, he could even rather die now than love her, he couldn't do it.

"Perhaps?" Huang Yuxin asked rhetorically, "hehe...... Don't force yourself anymore, when will it be in the future, maybe there is a big possibility, don't lie to yourself, don't lie to me anymore, I'm not a three-year-old child, don't tell some such low-level lies, even you won't believe the lies, what's the point of saying it, you can't fool others, you can't fool yourself!" Huang Yuxin seems to be indifferent, she has seen it very openly, love, she doesn't want it, she doesn't want it all.

She was originally an orphan, a child abandoned by her parents, a child abandoned by God. She didn't want anyone to ...... Originally, in this world, she couldn't find any meaning to survive, and she couldn't find a reason anymore, the only obsession was Xiao Luofan, but now he didn't want her. For her now, every minute and every second of her life is painful, she can no longer live secretly, and only by ending her life can she be completely liberated.

"Hurry up, what's the matter, let's talk slowly, okay?" Xiao Luofan's voice was almost pleading.

"No, I won't go down, I want to jump!" Huang Yuxin wiped a handful of tears, straightened the messy hair on her head, and burst into tears like a child getting candy.

"Brother Luofan, am I ugly now?" In an instant, the smile on her face turned worried, and she fumbled in her pocket, trying to find something that could be used as a mirror, but she didn't know when and where the phone was thrown.

"Do you know, your current appearance is ugly, even if you want to commit suicide, you have to die beautifully, look at your current appearance!" Xiao Luofan wanted to use the trick of agitation, at least this is more useful.

"Really?" Huang Yuxin's face flashed with a hint of horror, touching her face with both hands, then her hair, and then tidying it up haphazardly.

"Really, so you should come down first, okay?" Xiao Luofan pleaded again.

"What can I do if I come down, what can I do if I die beautifully, can I still win the Oscar?" Huang Yuxin said disdainfully, the expression on her face was really richer and richer every time, now she has messed up her mind, laughing for a while, crying for a while, if it weren't for her insanity, then she must be about to go crazy.

Duoduo finally waited, and after waiting for a full two hours, he still didn't show up.

"Do I have to wait?" looked at the door and said to himself, in fact, this sentence was said to the proprietress .

"If you want, just wait. The smile on the hostess's face no longer turned into a faint sadness. is another persistent girl, if she had been so persistent twenty years ago, I am afraid she would not have ended up in such a field as she is today.

She has been with her for more than two hours, the people in the store are gone, the employees are almost gone, she is still sitting quietly on the counter, quietly looking at Duoduo, talking to her, and never leaving a step.

Duoduo felt very uncomfortable, and although she didn't know why he didn't come, she always felt that something must have happened.

Suddenly, silently, the rain began to fall, drizzling.

Look, is God taking pity on me? So you're crying, or do you want to give me one last ride?

The rain became heavier and heavier, turning from a small drop to a thundershower, and there was lightning flashing in the sky......

"Xiaoyu, come down quickly, it's very dangerous here!" Xiao Luofan got a little closer, and he was almost about to touch Huang Yuxin's clothes.