Updated: 2012-03-12

Many people looked at the rain outside the window, and the mood at the moment was like this winter rain, cutting constantly, and the reason was broken...... She thought, she can no longer pretend to be calm, she thought that she could be very calm, her heart is like stopping water and waiting here quietly, but she didn't expect time to pass gradually, I don't know if it's because of impatience, or she's afraid of the feeling of waiting, and at the last moment, she found that her heart was going crazy, like a mess of hemp, and she couldn't solve it.

She couldn't care so much anymore, grabbed her pink bag, got up, and almost knocked over the glass with water on the table as she walked out of her position. The heart is completely disturbed, and it can be seen in every word and deed. He said goodbye to the proprietress and hurried into the rain.

"Child, umbrella, ......" The proprietress looked at her figure, holding a small blue floral umbrella in her hand, looking at her back as she walked anxiously, and couldn't help but sigh. Another girl who is persistent in love, I hope she can be happy!

She silently blessed in her heart.

Many Duoduo have long since gone away, leaving behind the "memories" and the shouts of the proprietress behind. Now, all she could hear was the ticking of rain and the sound of cars passing by, and the quiet world was instantly noisy, and everything was disturbing her thoughts, preventing her from thinking quietly.

The rain quickly soaked her clothes, she was so helpless in the rain, let the rain hit her face, the wind blew hard, the clothes became hollow, the whole body was so thin and vulnerable, the wide Korean version of the little boots were soaked in water, making every step become very difficult.

But the expression on her face was so resolute, she rushed forward without fear, she just wanted to find Xiao Luofan and find him quickly...... Seeing him and leaving, it was enough to know that he was okay, and then, without asking anything, without asking him why he was late, without asking him why he didn't come, I just wanted to be close to his arms the moment I saw him, rubbed his chest like a kitten, hugged him tightly, didn't want to ask anything, didn't need to say anything more...... Because none of that matters anymore.

It was impossible to tell if it was the rain or tears that blurred her vision, the whole city was shrouded in rain, for whom was she mourning, or for whom was she crying?

The hair was scattered, and today's delicate hairstyle and makeup, her most beloved him was ruined by this rain before he had time to see it. The makeup on her face was gone, the eye shadow, lip gloss, and this beautiful dress were all wet and sticky, clinging to her skin, and goosebumps were rising all over her body, which was really uncomfortable. It was so cold, the wind began to blow wantonly, seeping through the rain into her every pore, and it was so cold that it hurt and hurt. Curled up and continued to walk in the rain, she couldn't see the road ahead, she didn't know where to go, she just wanted to rush forward, maybe at the next intersection, she would see the face she was expecting, and the familiar eyes.

She walked like this, like a fish lost in the deep sea, unable to find the direction to return home, and like a floating leaf, as long as the wind rose, it would sway in the air, and she could not help flying, but she did not know which direction to float.

Walking through that familiar street, at this stop intersection, it is here, they started here, and their encounter is here.

Many of them shed tears, hid under the stop sign, and looked at the bus that drove along the way, but they never saw No. 13.

In the rain, it seems that everyone is walking so anxiously, as if they will miss something if they take a slow step, the car is still flowing endlessly, the brush in front of the window, brushing away the raindrops, the new rain is covered again, it brushes away again...... Repeating this action, I never get tired of it. It's like the scar in her heart, every time it heals, it cracks again, every time it scars, it rubs salt on the wound again...... Are these sorrows given by oneself or by God?

Her life, I don't know where to start, has a 360-degree turn, is used to walking the sunny avenue, encountering these ups and downs of setbacks, she thought she could face it bravely at first, but she didn't expect that she would be so timid, she would be so unbrave.

I always thought I had grown up, but I still didn't learn to grow, especially when I encountered a little confusion, I liked to think more and more, and then forced myself into a dead end, and then struggled to the death, entangled....... and finally hit my head in it.

Is it stubbornness, obsession, or pretended strength? I can't even tell the difference.

Sitting on this cold bench, she was the only one waiting for the train, and every train was in such a hurry, shuttling back and forth in the rain, how could this small stop sign make it stop?

She still didn't wait for the one she was waiting for.

Or maybe the bus was missed, but she didn't know it, or maybe the car was still far away, and it was too late, too late...... She couldn't wait.

Time, it's the wrong time!

The mobile phone in the bag vibrated and the familiar ringtone rang, pulling back many deathly quiet thoughts, and my heart shivered.

But soon there was a touch of surprise on his face, and he turned the bag on his lap almost as if he was about to flip it over, and took out his mobile phone, is it Haozi?

Although I didn't wait for the familiar number, when I saw Haozi's call, I couldn't help but feel worried, stood up, and hurriedly pressed the green answer button.

"Hey, Haozi?"

"Many ......"

The two spoke almost at the same time. Takado held her breath, afraid that the next words that Haozi would say would be news she didn't want to hear.

"What's going on?"

"Where are you now?"

"I'm at the No. 2 bus stop in Jingquan District!" Duoduo glanced up at the name of the stop sign and said without thinking.

"Something is wrong, Huang Yuxin committed suicide, and now in City A University, Luo Fange is persuading her!" Haozi's panicked tone was the first time she heard it, and when these words all flowed into her ears, her body trembled, and her entire center of gravity seemed to be out of control, and she couldn't help but collapse on the bench.

Suicide?

Hiroko's words were sonorous and powerful imprinted in her heart, constantly striking her most fragile nerves...... It turns out that there is really a girl who is willing to be an angel and give up everything she has, just for the sake of his beloved.

It turned out that she couldn't.

But she, Huang Yuxin, did it!

"Hey...... Are you listening?" shouted Hiroko anxiously on the other end of the phone.

"Well, I'm listening to ......!" many times after coming back to her senses, her heart is very messed up now, what should she do? Could it be that just like the soap opera, the man's heart was co-opted by the woman who committed suicide...... After all, not everyone has the courage to commit suicide.

"What now?" Haozi spoke, he glanced at Xiaoli on the hospital bed, she said that she was equally confused, and could only look at Haozi with wide eyes, hoping that he would get more news. I didn't expect that she had only been hospitalized for half a day, and so many things had happened, she was thinking, is there no one by her side now, is there someone who can comfort her by her side, will she cry, will she be sad, will she fall, she is also worried, she is very worried!

"I'll go find him!" Duoduo said firmly, hung up the phone, and rushed into the rain again in desperation.

At night, it was very dark, rainy, very heavy, the city was dotted with lights, I don't know if the street lamps were covered with a faint mist by the rain, or because it was in disrepair, this road was almost dim except for the light shining from afar.

Fortunately, she was familiar with this place, and she would go to City A University just one more street, so she quickened her pace, not caring about how much water there was on the ground, she kept running like this, anyway, her whole body was already soaked and dirty. The sky also seemed to see her persistence, and the rain became lighter and lighter, and finally disappeared.

The whole city was washed clean by the rain......

"Haozi, you better go and take a look at Duoduo, I'm worried that something will happen to her!" Xiaoli finally spoke slowly, her brows furrowed, and her face was full of worry.

Haozi looked at Xiaoli, the drip on her right hand had not yet been hanged, and it was falling very slowly, as if she was wasting time with someone.

"What about you?" Haozi frowned and spoke softly, he wouldn't be at ease that she was here alone.

"I'm fine, the doctor said I'm fine, you go, you go quickly......" Xiaoli clutched his sleeve and pleaded, tears still flashing in her eyes.

"Well, then you take care of yourself!" Haozi said, turned around and left.

Xiaoli watched the back of Haozi leaving, and prayed silently in her heart...... I hope everyone is doing well.

From just receiving a call from one of his subordinates to now, Haozi's heart has never been settled. Fortunately, there are many people who know Xiao Luofan, and the news naturally spreads relatively quickly, and Qiangzi has already rushed over when he first received the wind.

Haozi walked downstairs and walked through the hospital hall, the wind blew, and it was cold, giving people a creepy feeling. Hurried to the side of the road, stopped a car and drove away.

When a lot of people are exhausted and seem to have spent all their strength to come to City A University.

Everything seems to be over, just like this rain, which comes and goes in a hurry.

She saw him, she saw him at last. She stood not too far away from him, looking at him with tears in her eyes and her heart aching.

Xiao Luofan was holding Huang Yuxin in her arms, she seemed to have fainted, or she was half-asleep, in short, she was so quietly leaning on his arms, and his face was full of anxiety, uneasiness, more self-blame, and pity.

The red light of the ambulance turned on, and the paramedics carried her to the car, and he followed, his eyes kept on Huang Yuxin's body, and he didn't care at all about her, who was only more than two meters away from him.

She wanted to call him, but she still didn't speak, at this moment, she didn't want to burden him, this was the only thing she could do.

But what should she do?

What happened? Huang Yuxin really jumped? What about Xiao Luofan, his heart, will he give her a little more place in his heart?

Many people had tears in their eyes, and no one in this large crowd could read her sadness, nor did they know why she was crying and why she was crying.

The crowd gradually dispersed, and the ambulance drove away quickly, splashing mud from the potholes, hitting many people in the face, and on her skirt, she was so embarrassed, so embarrassed.

She is still not brave enough after all, or her love for Xiao Luofan is not as much as Huang Yuxin's, never be.