Updated: 2012-03-15

Mother Xu just hugged her tightly, wanting to give her cold body some warmth.

"If something happens, tell your mother, don't hold everything in your stomach, you will suffocate yourself. Mother Xu touched her head, just like she helped her braids when she was a child, she would always sit on the chair so quietly, obediently, in front of the mirror, carefully watching her mother when she was dressing her.

But now she has messy hair and dirty clothes, what is going on, Mother Xu didn't dare to ask anything, she could only comfort quietly.

"It's okay, I'm just a little sad, I just got caught in the rain, I just didn't bring an umbrella, and my clothes are dirty. Duoduo raised his head, wiped the tears on his face, pretended not to care, cried enough, forget it, didn't want his mother to worry so much.

Trying to tear the corners of her mouth open, she raised a smile without warmth, how pale and ugly the smile was, or how she never even noticed.

"Hurry up and take a hot bath, and then eat the beautiful soup cooked by my mother!" Xu's mother finally had a little less worry on her face, preferring to be like what her daughter said, but she was in a bad mood and wanted to cry nervously.

"Hmm!" Duoduo smiled slightly, got up, and walked into the room. She didn't even take off her shoes, and people like her who love cleanliness usually change their shoes first thing when they enter the door, but now they have disrupted their long-standing habits.

On the sofa, where she had just sitted, there was still some stagnant water, Xu's mother took the rag, dipped it in some water, and wiped it carefully, and in less than two minutes, it returned to its original appearance, but it was wet, like a transparent water mirror, which could illuminate the figure, and it became more and more obvious under the orange light.

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White, a piece of white......

It was the only color in the ward, monotonous, boring, deadly silence.

Xiao Luofan still sat quietly next to him, the night was already very deep, and the big clock hanging on the wall pointed to twelve o'clock, and the hour hand was at a ninety degree angle to the pointer. In the middle of the night, occasional winds blew, adding a bit of silence and desolation.

Is it because of the winter?

Winter is always sad, gloomy, and hopeless. I think a lot of people don't like winter!

Huang Yuxin didn't sleep, she even maintained the same posture two hours ago, I don't know if she will feel tired, or if her hands and feet are already stiff, but she is just unconscious. He didn't sleep either, he was still staring at her so intently, his eyes full of her haggard figure. There was a lot of food on the table, just traces of movement. From tonight to now, she has not run out of water, and so has he.

It seems that the night, sleepless!

Many of them were lying on their beds, dressed in warm winter pajamas, and brought on their hairy hats, which were very cute rabbit-shaped, with two long ears erected to match the shape of her face.

I just finished talking to Yun on the phone, and I told Yun everything that happened today, and the grievances in my heart were finally able to be thrown away like garbage, and I was in a much better mood. Now with Xi Murong's thick book in his hand, he turned on a small lamp, looked carefully page by page, and saw the emotion, tears fell down one by one, and when he saw the happy place, he was naturally full of smiles.

I don't know who said that when you're in a bad mood, go crazy and do something and make it work as you want.

And Duoduo has chosen this way now, she wants to finish "Sighing That Warm Sun" all night, wants to finish reading it in one go, and can't wait to know the ending.

If a woman doesn't sleep, it's equivalent to suicide, suicide is suicide, she can't care so much now...... This night, quiet and cold. Finally, I deeply felt the atmosphere of winter, the window was a little wide, the wind blew in from time to time, sometimes gentle, sometimes wild, the beige curtain was slowly blown by the wind, half swaying, and like dancing briskly.

Duoduo was covered with two big quilts, she was afraid of the cold since she was a child, and when it came to winter, she wanted to hide in the quilt, and then she didn't do it, hibernation like a frog.

Only the quilt in winter will have a thick sense of security, just like now, it may not be a small happiness.

I don't know what time it is, Xiao Luofan saw Huang Yuxin fall asleep, and finally let go of her hanging heart, but she hasn't eaten anything for so long, can her body survive? Touching her head, the fever has subsided, but her mood is still very unstable, the doctor said that she is a short-term sequelae of great stimulation, maybe it will be good to sleep, or maybe it won't be better for three or five days, it depends on the psychological tolerance of each person.

It's not that she ignores him, it's just that she seems to have lost consciousness, she doesn't know what she's doing, and in her eyes, except for dazedness, she is still dazed.

There was no way she could ignore him, how could she be willing to ignore him. How she is willing to make him sad, how she is willing to make him feel distressed, she will not be willing.

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Dawn.

The night finally passed quietly, and something seemed to settle gradually, vanishing without a trace as the sun rose over the horizon.

It's like a lot of tears.

Xiao Luofan's sadness.

Huang Yuxin's thoughts of suicide.

That warm sun finally slowly rose from the east, piercing the sky...... It's very warm, very warm on many faces, she doesn't know when she fell asleep, she still dragged the book in her hand, turned to the last page, she finally finished reading it, but, she still knew very much about the ending, because she slept and forgot it, or because she didn't finish the ending at all. Get out of bed, close the book, well, you're done.

Then put it quietly back on the shelf, and the book she has read, even if she likes it again, even if it has commemorative value, she will not turn it through it a second time, this is her principle. Because a story already knows the ending, it is enough, a story can only have one ending, even if you watch it a second time, watch it many times, there will be no different ending.

This morning seems to be much warmer than usual, obviously it is winter, but there is a feeling that spring flowers are about to bloom.

The sunshine, the sunshine, she finally saw the sunshine. It's been a hazy weather for several days, and the sky is gloomy, like an angry old man, who has a stinky temper with everything in heaven and earth, and sometimes I really wish it could simply rain down, a storm, and be drenched.

This ray of sunshine not only hung high in the sky, but also bloomed in her heart, she thought, she finally understood a lot. The heart has never been as calm as this moment, calm as a pool of deep water, without any waves, and the restlessness in her heart is buried in the deepest corners of her heart, and she will always lie there quietly, and she will not let anything wake it up.

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Xiao Luofan looked at Huang Yuxin who was sleeping soundly on the bed, she was like a baby at the moment, with her eyes closed, with the innocence she had just come to this world, long eyelashes, and a pink face..... her face was finally not so pale, and she didn't know when she fell asleep last night.

Gently closed the door, it was already more than seven o'clock in the morning, Xiao Luofan was about to rush back to the company now, so he called Qiangzi and Haozi to come over, and ordered them to protect Huang Yuxin twenty-four hours a day, so as not to think about it anymore and make any radical moves.

It seems that his mental state is not so good, from last night to now, the sleep time is no more than two times, she has a little wind and grass, turn over, pick up the quilt, he will wake up in the dream, sleep and sleep restlessly, the whole heart has been hanging all night, dare not relax at all.

Walking through the long aisle, I went into the bathroom, which was a hospital-style toilet, row after row of single rooms, lifeless, early in the morning, there was no one here, and it seemed to have an eerie feeling. I turned on the faucet in a hurry, picked up the water in my hand and washed my face, the cold water covered my face, not only did I not feel cold, but I felt that the whole person was more awake, and the tiredness of the night was completely sober.

Looking at himself in the mirror again, he hadn't tried to be so embarrassed for a long time, he looked a little funny, dirty clothes, messy hair, and the whole person looked like he had fled from Africa.

He turned on the faucet again, splashed the water on his face vigorously, let the water flow into his neck, and didn't care if his clothes were soaked, he just wanted to make himself more sober, a little more sober.

So, I walked out of the bathroom with heavy steps, my shoes should be wet, I don't know how uncomfortable it must be to wear.

Duoduo still came to the company step by step as usual, but it seemed to be a little earlier than usual. She didn't sleep long last night, but she wasn't sleepy at all, whether she was overrational or because she didn't want to sleep at all.

The dark circles under her eyes seem to be a little obvious, she used eye cream this morning, and the concealer doesn't seem to have any effect, she wears a light makeup, so light that no one can see that she has worn makeup, she has always been used to no makeup, she likes the feeling of bare skin, and can be 100% close to nature. Today she was still in a professional suit, and the well-cut black tight skirt set off her figure just right, and as soon as she sat down in her position, she took off her long gray coat, hung it on a chair, and sat comfortably, just enough to cushion her back.

Xiaoli is back to work, it seems that Haozi has taken good care of her, it doesn't look like she has just recovered from a serious illness, and her face is better than before. In other words, it is better to live beautifully if a woman is beautiful, Xiaoli is the most beautiful woman she has seen many times, she can do everything she wants to do as she wants, and there is no need to be afraid of other people's eyes. Wearing beautiful makeup every day and shuttling through this city, she can be brave to love, brave to hate, brave to choose, and brave to give up. If you can do this, what is not perfect in life?

"Duoduo, morning!" Xiaoli said hello, with a big smile on her face, holding fragrant milk tea in her hand, and the whole office was rippling with a slight aroma, which made people smell it and cheer up.

"Morning ...... You're all right, right?" said a lot of concern, yesterday I obviously said that I was going to see Xiaoli, but because the date with Xiao Luofan didn't go through, Xiaoli not only didn't blame her, but also let her have fun, who knew that something like this happened later.

"It's been fine, isn't it just a little cold? Sister's body is stronger than Xiaoqiang. Xiaoli replied teasingly, with a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, but I don't know why, there is always a person's face lingering in her mind, yesterday it was Haozi who sat on the edge of the bed inch by inch, caring about her meticulously, and her illness could get better so quickly.

"Come on, let's see if you dare to be disobedient next time you get sick. Duoduo said, but he was absent-minded, his eyes were on the location of the door, and he hadn't seen Xiao Luofan walking by until now, didn't he plan to come to work today?

"Don't dare, don't dare anymore!" Xiaoli smiled. In fact, she wanted to ask about what happened last night, but she was afraid that she would hurt a lot, and she kept thinking about what kind of opening sentence she was looking for.