Updated: 2012-03-14

In the ward, Huang Yuxin was lying quietly on the hospital bed, with a pale face, no trace of blood, even her breathing was weak, with a hanging needle inserted in her right hand, and the place on the back of her hand that had been pierced by a needle hole was deep and shallow, clearly visible. Two large glass bottles of potion hung high, and the potion slowly flowed down drop by drop, not in a hurry or dry, just like her current life, her breath, weak.

Xiao Luofan sat on the edge of the hospital bed, looking at Huang Yuxin, his eyes were full of pity and deep self-blame. Her face was reflected in his eyes, she was so haggard, so distressing.

Huang Yuxin didn't say a word, her whole person was sluggish, like a puppet that had been drained of her soul, she lost the ability to think, and she could sleep here quietly, like a puppet, she couldn't control her heart, and lost her ability to act and speak.

"Light rain...... Are you alright?" Xiao Luofan spoke softly, grabbing her hand.

Huang Yuxin turned her face and looked at Xiao Luofan, but her eyes were hollow, without any expression, but the moment his hand touched her fingertips, she quickly took her hand away as if she was a conditioned reflex. She didn't know what she was doing, she was just resisting and resisting in her heart.

Then I still looked at him, with confusion in my eyes, I didn't know what to do, my mind was blank, as white as a piece of rice paper, I couldn't remember anything, I felt very tired and tired, and I didn't have the strength to think at all.

Qiangzi and Haozi exchanged glances with each other and walked away. Qiangzi took one last look at Huang Yuxin, his eyes were red, and he seemed to be about to cry, but he just wanted to suppress himself...... He was distressed, very distressed, distressed. Why didn't Luo Fange cherish her, let her suffer so many sins alone, and began to have a deep dislike for Luo Fange.

The ward was quiet, quiet, only Xiao Luofan and Huang Yuxin were left.

Huang Yuxin sighed in her heart, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, as if she was holding something in her chest, she wanted to say something, but she still didn't say it. Now she is like she has collapsed, all her strength has been drained, her heart is like she has died once, and then she has pulled back from the line on the edge of death, and the heart that has died once will not hurt again, never again.

The lights in the room are bright and eye-catching. Huang Yuxin just watched the ceiling like this, her mind was blank, her thoughts were emptied, her brain seemed to be deprived of oxygen, she was like a living dead, except for breathing, except for her heartbeat, nothing else.

"Xiaoyu, you speak, are you okay?" Xiao Luofan moved closer to her and looked at her face, she was so haggard, her skin was dry, and her eyes were bloodshot, as if she hadn't had a good rest for a long time.

She was so quiet, so quiet that it scared him, made him feel terrified. He would rather her cry, she makes trouble, she loses her temper, at least she has the strength to cry, and now she is like the last bit of strength in her life has been taken away, she is like a lifeless ceramic doll, and if you touch it lightly, it will break.

I suddenly remembered the text message she sent him two days ago: Who will take care of my glass heart?

Two days ago, it was the day he confessed to her, he thought she would be fine, but he was just pretentious like a little girl and wanted to be coquettish and make trouble, trying to redeem him. He really overestimated her ability to bear it, before this, he really knew how much Huang Yuxin loved her, and he thought that at this moment he finally understood.

Her heart is made of glass...... From the beginning, he understood why he hurt her like this.

Damn, what the hell did he do to her? How much did he hurt her.

Xiao Luofan really wanted to slap himself to death, if he could, he would rather never meet her, he would rather he never protect her and give her love, so that she fell so deep step by step, trapped in the prison he inadvertently weaved. She took all the kindness he had done to her as love.

Sometimes friendship and love are often just one step away, when two people are hanging on the thread in the middle, Xiao Luofan regrets very much that he didn't push her away in person, or he didn't withdraw in time, so that she will fall deeper and deeper. Everything is his fault, it's his fault!

"Xiaoyu ......" Xiao Luofan still spoke softly in her ear, but she was still unmoved, as if she hadn't heard, her soul seemed to be no longer here, lying on the bed she was just a shell, she couldn't laugh, she couldn't cry, she couldn't make trouble, she couldn't lose her temper, she couldn't speak, she couldn't think.

"Xiaoyu, don't be like this, if you are like this, I will be worried!" Xiao Luofan's voice was almost choked, his heart was more uncomfortable than anyone else now, and no one could understand the extent of his sadness.

Although he has no love for Huang Yuxin, he has a deep affection for her than family affection, from the first day of acquaintance, he loves her, spoils her, protects her, and can even do anything to make her happy, she is like a sister, occupying an important part of his life, in his life, he began to have her bits and pieces every day, with her traces, but he really didn't expect that Huang Yuxin would fall in love with him in the end, and he couldn't extricate himself.

If anything can know the ending in advance, if there is really an if, then he would rather never know Huang Yuxin, because he is the only person in this world who gave her hope, and then ruthlessly shattered her hope, he really feels that he is despicable, he is a bad person, the worst person in the whole world.

Whether these injuries were intentional or unintentional, in short, he had already hurt her, and now she was covered in bruises, and she could no longer find a reason to live.

"Xiaoyu, I beg you, say something...... Xiao Luofan begged, he clenched Huang Yuxin's hand, her hand was still cold, without a trace of temperature, just like the expression on her face, like a thousand years of ice, he didn't know what kind of enthusiasm to use to wake her up.

She still doesn't say a word, silence is her biggest right now, if she even has to take away this right, then what else can she do?

Duoduo returned home wet like this, she didn't know how she walked back this way, tired body, heavy steps, every step, it seemed to take a lot of effort, she felt that she had no strength to think about any more problems, as if involuntarily, the soul had drifted thousands of miles away.

Fumbling for the key, he opened the door. Returned to the familiar home, finally able to breathe a long sigh of relief, put down the bag on her shoulders, lay down on the sofa heavily, fell asleep, closed her eyes, everything that happened today kept circling in her mind, she tried to restrain herself from thinking, but those thoughts always sneaked out disobediently, like a deep imprint on her chest, she couldn't erase it, she could only force herself to face it.

Things have happened, it's useless to think more, what we have to do now is not to change history, but to change the mentality, if life is not accepted, it means that these things are beyond her bearing, she thinks, she can accept it, she can.

"Duoduo, come back...... "Mother Xu's shout came from the kitchen, at this time, the fragrant soup has been cooked, which has become a habit for a long time.

Many people heard the voice, but they just turned their heads indifferently, looked at them, and did not answer.

"Duoduo, Mom told you, I cooked your favorite seaweed and radish soup today, it's very fragrant~~~" Xu's mother said, her face full of happiness.

Many times when she heard her mother's voice, tears began to fall desperately like a river without embankment, and now she just wanted to cry, cry hard.

Mother Xu felt a little strange when she saw that her daughter still didn't answer her, put down the spoon in her hand and rushed out of the kitchen, still wearing the "Pleasant Goat" apron, which was very funny and loving.

It was seen when Duoduo went to make soy sauce and bought it back, but at that time my mother still said that it was naïve, and now it is not used well.

"Dead girl, what's wrong with you?" Xu's mother shouted as she walked, she worked so hard to make soup for her tonight, but she didn't expect to come back for so long without even asking a greeting.

When she saw the tears on her face, she was completely stunned and was stunned for two seconds. She hasn't seen her daughter's tears for a long time, she has always been very strong, even if she is wronged, she will not cry, even if such a big thing happened last time, she can survive calmly.

"Duoduo, who bullied you?" Mother Xu vowed to go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, but her tender eyes were full of distress.

"Mom......" Duoduo threw herself into her mother's arms, regardless of her snot and tears, she rubbed her clothes, her voice was full of grievances, and there was a strong smell of coquettishness, now she just wants to cry as much as she wants, cry hard, in front of her dearest and favorite mother, she doesn't need to hide it, she doesn't need to pretend to be strong, she is just a child, she is just a child.

"Silly child, what's going on, tell my mother......." Mother Xu patted her back lightly and comforted her softly, in fact, she was also pretending to be calm, her daughter was crying so sadly, so haggard, and came back so depressed and dirty, can she not be messed up?

"I'm so sad, I'm so sad...... I'm so sad," many of them choked up, and couldn't cry anymore, thinking that their hearts had been tempered very solidly, but I didn't expect it to break like glass when touched, although nothing happened today, but it was enough to make her think a lot, maybe she was hypocritical, she was hypocritical, she was such a woman.

Huang Yuxin can die for him, she wants to say, she really admires her, admires her courage, she never doubts her love for Xiao Luofan, but Huang Yuxin's love is obviously more than her, she dares to do it, Huang Yuxin did it, she didn't dare to do it, Huang Yuxin did it, Huang Yuxin did it.

Or they are not people in the same world, Huang Yuxin can play some small tricks for what she wants, and get it regardless of the destination, although it is despicable, but she has persistent beliefs. And she has always been a coward, a coward who doesn't dare to face anything, she doesn't have the courage to ....... it, she wants to run away again, in the love of three people, she feels that she will not be the protagonist after all, she always blindly wants to back down, wants to back down, and would rather be hurt herself.

Now that Huang Yuxin has Xiao Luofan to take care of, then, who should take care of her injured heart?