One hundred and eighty, your world, I have come gracefully (end...
Updated: 2012-06-26
After the funeral, many went to the orphanage where Huang Yuxin grew up.
It just happened to be the one where my mother's friend was the dean in it, and I remember seeing Huang Yuxin when I came here last time to play.
It turned out that this was where she grew up.
Aunt Rong (the dean) was not there, and there were many receptions, it was another aunt, who was very excited when she heard her say that she was Huang Yuxin's friend, and took out a photo of Huang Yuxin when she was a child, while saying, how cute she was when she was a child, how bumpy her fate was, and finally graduated from college and found a good job, but she went to a car accident, and this child is really miserable in his life.
Duoduo flipped through the photo album when suddenly his fingers stopped, holding his breath.
"Who is this?" asked Takado, his eyes widened. The photo shows a little girl with a baby.
"Oh, this one, it's Sister Xiaoyu. ”
"Xiaoyu, does she have a sister?" Many Duoduo felt as if his heart had been pricked by a needle suddenly, and it hurt and hurt.
"Yes, two years older than her, when they were sent here that year, her sister was just two years old, and Xiaoyu was just born, only three months old, it's really pitiful......" The latter words, Duoduo couldn't listen anymore, and tears flowed like this.
"And what about her sister?" Duoduo continued, suppressing the pain in her heart, she was scared, afraid to accept this fact.
"Just a week after they were sent here, her sister was lucky enough to be adopted, and you can see this picture, which is the last photo of them together. The aunt pointed to the photo, and although she was wearing reading glasses, she could still see it clearly.
"Auntie, do you know who adopted Sister Xiaoyu?" asked Duoduo by secretly wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"I don't know about this, this is arranged by the dean, and I don't know very well. ”
"Can I take this picture back? I want to help Xiaoyu find her relatives, is it okay?"
"Okay, she's gone, and there's no point in leaving these relics here, good girl, if you find her sister, please tell her that Xiaoyu has had a hard time all these years, and she hasn't lived a happy day......" The old aunt also choked up, which of these children from the orphanage is not bitter.
Many don't know how she got out of this place.
Why is it so sad that even the wind has blown? The blue sky has lost its color, and many people walk blindly on the street, she doesn't know where to go, her heart is very chaotic, and it hurts!
Why does fate always like to play tricks on people?
It turns out that she is Huang Yuxin's sister, her own sister!
It's funny, it's funny, at least a lot of people think so. Two people, who have been fighting for a man for so long, these two people who regard each other as enemies are actually sisters.
That photo, when Duoduo saw it for the first time, she vaguely knew the truth of the matter in her heart, but she really had no way to accept it, and in the end, she had to be forced to accept it.
There is an identical photo at home, when I was a child, I asked my mother, "Who is this little bb next to me, who looks so cute?"
Mom said that this is the little sister of the family next door before, and now she has moved away!
What a flagrant lie, hehe!
The only relative in the world who is related to him by blood is actually dead, and he is already dead!
Huang Yuxin, her sister, her own sister. Now that I think about it, I still have her smile in my mind, a ponytail tied up at will, I like to wear a wide black school uniform, a delicate body, she always likes to laugh, whether it's real or pretended, she smiles cleanly, very pure, her eyes are big, she always brings rain pear flowers when she tears, which is pitiful, what she hopes most is to have a home.
If we can know the secrets of their life stories earlier, then can Duoduo give her a little warmth, whether to give her a little affection, and give her a home.
I remember last winter, once Huang Yuxin was bullied by others at the school gate, and Duoduo stepped forward to save her, and she still remembered saying this day herself: "I am her sister!"
Unexpectedly, Duoduo is really her sister.
In this way, they roamed the street for half a circle, and many returned home.
As soon as she lay down in bed, she fell asleep, she was so tired that she could hardly breathe.
Knowing the secret of her life, Duoduo was even more determined to go abroad, she wanted to leave this place, and if she could, she would never want to come back.
A lot of things are relieved.
Right and wrong, right and wrong, right and wrong, are no longer very important, and many people just want to leave this sad place quickly, just want to leave quickly.
Before leaving, she wanted to see Xiao Luofan.
During this time, Xiao Luofan never looked for her once, maybe she knew that there were too many things that could not be undone, so it was okay that everyone could communicate and be good to each other.
came to Xiao Luofan's office, and it happened that he was not there, so Duoduo sat in a chair and waited for him, and the secretary went to pass the word.
In this space, there is still his breath, and many people feel infinitely in their hearts, this should be the last time they will meet.
A quick phone rang, it rang for a long time, Duoduo hesitated, but still helped to pick it up, but before she could speak, the male voice on the other end of the phone rang loudly.
"Brother Luofan, I have already cleaned Huang Yuxin's car, if there is no accident, no one will find out......"
Manyduo's hands gripped the microphone tightly, and his eyes slipped silently.
The man at the other end promised to see that Xiao Luofan had not responded for so long, and added, "Brother Luofan, I don't know what happened to my subordinates, I just wanted to teach her a lesson according to your intentions, but I didn't expect her to be so unlucky, and she just happened to crash into a big truck when the engine broke down......"
Unable to listen to it anymore, she hung up.
With his hands propped up on the table, even his legs were weak, and even his breathing hurt.
How could this be, how could it be like this? All of this was unacceptable to her, and tears flowed wildly.
When Xiao Luofan returned to the office and saw a lot of such looks, he vaguely knew something.
"Duoduo, what's wrong?" Xiao Luofan stepped forward to help her, his eyes full of sadness.
"Don't touch me, dirty!" she yelled, shook off Xiao Luofan's hand, she looked at Xiao Luofan with hateful eyes, and it was not until today that she felt that she really saw him clearly, how hypocritical and disgusting he was.
"Duoduo, what happened, you tell me?" Xiao Luofan hugged her tightly, the two of them cried together, Duoduo didn't resist, just let him hug him tightly, she cried hysterically, tears and snot flowed desperately, crying like a madman, beating and scolding Xiao Luofan, pulling his hair for a while, biting his shoulder for a while.
It wasn't until she cried so much that no more tears came out.
"Xiao Luofan, can I still forgive you?" Duoduo suddenly said very sadly, she looked up, looked at him, looked at this face she faced every day, looked at this man she loved so much, and almost walked into the marriage grave.
"I don't know...... I can't forgive myself!" Xiao Luofan shook his head, he didn't dare to look into many eyes.
"Huh...... Hehe, are you satisfied with this result? Do you know that Xiaoyu is my sister and my own sister!" Many eyes were dripping from the corners of his eyes, and he questioned Xiao Luofan, and in his eyes, he couldn't tell whether it was hatred or injury.
At this moment, her heart was no longer conscious, she couldn't even feel the pain, just like a piece of wood, she was restrained by someone, and even crying was just a mechanical cry.
"What did you say?" Xiao Luofan grabbed Duoduo's shoulders excitedly, a little incredulous.
"You heard it right, Xiaoyu is my sister, it's my sister!" said Duoduo word by word, and every word was pierced into Xiao Luofan's heart.
He shuddered and fell to the chair behind him.
Duoduo didn't look at him at a glance, and hurried out the door, and she could no longer stand here in the face of what she had just heard.
Xiao Luofan has never been able to calm down, his heart seems to be filled with great pain, all the cells in his body are painful, exuding unhappy molecules, he wants to cry, but he can't cry tears.
Are you satisfied with such a result?
A lot of words are still ringing in my ears. Everything is his fault, he made it all by himself, who can blame him?
Hehe...... Naivety will joke, life is always like this, either you rape it, or it rapes you, Xiao Luofan is now being lived by QJ, and there is nowhere to hide, life is originally a dog with a changeable temperament, it bites you, is it possible that you still bite back?
Everything can only be accepted silently.
Xiao Luofan didn't beg to forgive him, he just hoped to see her one last time, before she went abroad.
The last three days.
Day 1: The number you dialed is turned off, please dial again later......
Day 2: The number you are calling is not in the service area, please call again later......
Day 3: Hello, the owner is busy temporarily, please leave a message if you have something.
Xiao Luofan pressed the green button on his phone and began to leave a long list of words for Duoduo.
"Remember when we first met? It was on the bus, and then in the back I saved you twice, and at first, I didn't believe that something so dramatic could happen to me, and I fell in love with you, and I fell in love with you, very simple. It's just that I don't know why more and more complicated things happened later, these are not my original intentions, I am sorry for Xiaoyu, in my life, the person I am most sorry for is her...... If there is no episode of Xiaoyu, then can we be together? Can we be together forever? Only now, I know that everything is impossible, you can't forgive me anymore, even I can't forgive myself, I just want to see you for the last time, the last side, a lot。。。。。 ”
Xiao Luofan didn't know if Duoduo had heard this message, but in short, he said what was in his heart very seriously.
Day 4: The number you dialed is temporarily in use......
For temporary use.
Is she going to disappear, she is going to disappear from my life like this, Xiao Luofan felt hollow in his heart, as if something had been withdrawn, extremely uncomfortable.
In the past four days, he has not given up looking for her, but no one knows where she is, not even Father Xu. It was only through a relationship that I found out that the ticket she booked was four days later and flew to Paris.
On June 8, 2012, Xiao Luofan will never forget that day.
That day was a day of many departures. He waited at the airport just to see her for the last time, and he stayed at the security checkpoint, but he never saw Duoduo appearing, and he still didn't see her until after the plane took off.
She wanted to avoid it, how could he find it?
Xiao Luofan was desperate, she was so resolute that she didn't even give him the last chance to meet. Maybe it's better to save each other from worrying about each other, so be it, that's it, far away, and never see each other again.
At the moment, many people are sitting on the plane, looking out from above, looking at the city.
She didn't want to see Xiao Luofan for the last time, but she was afraid that she would be reluctant to leave after seeing her, so she had to go resolutely and simply.
She is finally leaving the city where she has lived for more than 20 years, leaving the place where she grew up, leaving her parents, leaving Yun, leaving Xiaoli, and Haozi Qiangzi.
Also, Xiao Luofan!
I hope this city is no longer dirty, that she will take everything with her, that when she comes back, it will be the same lovely city it was.
Next stop, Paris!
She sat on the plane, turned on her mobile phone, put Xiao Luofan's message, and tears spilled all over the ground.
I will hide in the corner that you can't see, and let my thoughts be like water, and it doesn't matter so much to see or not to see.
If one day, we all forget each other's faces and surnames, can you remember the day we first met? Until one day, no one is in touch anymore, you will no longer be crazy looking for me, and I will disappear into your world completely, then will you remember that I once came to your world gracefully?
"End of the Book"