She thought how nice it would be if she was still the normal she, how much she wanted to return to him right now.

It's just that none of this is possible anymore.

She thought that when she saw them talking and laughing at the door of the villa, Feng Siye was like someone who was fine, and Xia Mian's heart seemed to be pierced into her heart with a knife, and the pain almost suffocated her.

It's just getting started, and that's it. After that, the long road of life, every night and day, how should she spend it.

If you give up, you won't have a chance to go back, will you?

What if you want more now?

Xia Mian lay in bed thinking about a lot of things, and she didn't know how long time had passed, until she fell asleep.

After Su Zimo left, he went directly to the study, turned on the computer and began to check foreign doctors, hoping that one could help.

However, he didn't find it for a long time, which inevitably made him very sad.

When he raised his head again, it was already time to eat, and during this period of time, he struggled, hoping that Xia Mian could figure it out and go for surgery.

However, when he saw that Xia Mian was so stubborn, he didn't know what to do.

Especially just now, he almost made a call from Feng Siye, but at the last moment, he chose to cut off.

If Xia Xi knew that he had told everything to Feng Siye, she would definitely be sad.

turned off the computer, made a phone call and went out, looking for his good brother to find the best doctor in the country, hoping to find a doctor as soon as possible and remove the tumor in Xia Mian's head.

One percent, if he is replaced, he may have the same choice as Xia Mian.

She has her thoughts, she has her concerns. If the operation really fails, it means that she really won't be able to see the child and Feng Siye for the rest of her life.

He could understand her current mood.

After hanging up the phone, Su Zimo knocked on Xia Mian's door, but did not get a response, and was worried that something would happen to her, so she had to screw the door directly and go in.

After entering, I saw Xia Mian lying quietly on the bed with her eyes closed.

Looks like she's asleep. It's just that she fell asleep, and her brows were still furrowed.

His steps were very light, and he slowly walked in the direction of Xia Mian, and before he reached the edge of the bed, Xia Mian sat up suddenly.

At this time, her eyes saw a little more clearly, and when she saw that it was Su Zimo, she breathed a sigh of relief, "Zimo, it's you, scare me." ”

"Xia Mian, can you see this?" Su Zimo's mood suddenly improved a lot.

"Hmm. Xia Mian nodded, "It's a little better than just now, I can see your silhouette." ”

"Are you hungry?" Su Zimo approached her, and a very gentle voice sounded, with a hint of worry.

"It's okay if you don't say it, but when you say that, you're really hungry. ”

Xia Mian didn't want to worry Su Zimo anymore, and he didn't want to listen to those unhappy things. She thought a lot just now, and she was still pregnant with a baby in her belly, so she couldn't let herself be in a bad mood.

Otherwise, it will affect the baby in the belly.

After figuring it out, she fell asleep.

This would make her feel much better.

Besides, she didn't want to think about it anymore, she had already made a choice, no matter how difficult it was, she had to persevere.

She and Feng Siye are destined to be impossible to be together, so don't let yourself suffer anymore.

Even if he leaves, God is still very good to her, isn't he? At least, he gave her the best.

Xia Mian's hand gently stroked his lower abdomen, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

Su Zimo looked at her slight smile, he was distracted for a while.

I have to say that Xia Mian's complexion is very good, white as snow, the whole person looks young, and that natural temperament is as attractive as an angel.

"Xia Mian, seeing you smile, I'm really happy for you. ”

After a while, Su Zimo came back to his senses, with the same smile on his face.

"Well, there's nothing you can't get by, and I shouldn't bring my emotions to the baby in my belly. ”

Xia Mian didn't want Su Zimo to worry, and he didn't want to think about it anymore.

"Then stop thinking about those unhappy things, okay?"

"Hmm. Xia Mian nodded, "Okay, I don't want to." ”

Now Xia Mian doesn't want to talk to Su Zimo about those unhappy things anymore. Because for her now, there is no meaning, and thinking too much will only make her sad.

This path is a choice she made herself, so she can only go on her own.

Whether it is dead or alive, it has nothing to do with others. Her pain, there is no need for Su Zimo to worry about her.

Xia Mian got out of bed, put on his shoes, and went downstairs to eat, no matter how bad the mood was, Xia Mian knew that he should eat his stomach to his heart's content.

…

Feng Siye took Lu Yutong home, and at the door of the villa, he saw the figure, and her lost appearance made him feel distressed.

Obviously, she betrayed him first and didn't want him anymore, but she still had to show that kind of appearance, which made Feng Siye have no way to ^understand what she was thinking in her heart.

If he hadn't known that the car belonged to Su Limo, he wouldn't have believed that he would have met Xia Mian once in his lifetime.

I have to say that Xia Mian hurt him, but there is still no way to forget Xia Mian in people's hearts, and it can even be said that he originally thought that he hated her.

However, when he really saw her, all the hatred disappeared.

He knew that Xia Mian was looking at him, so he deliberately pretended to get close to Lu Yutong, and he also wanted to be gentle with her.

Maybe this is the only way to make him die.

After entering, he arranged for Lu Yutong, and he immediately returned to the room and opened a small gap from the window, he wanted to see her again.

Until she left, Feng Siye's spirit was still in a trance.

At that time, he really wanted to come up to her and ask her, why did he come to the door of the villa again after hurting her, and did he come to block him?

But he didn't dare!

I don't have that guts.

He was afraid of being disappointed, afraid of hearing something that he couldn't accept.

He Feng Siye can be said to have what he wants, for Xia Mian's personality has changed dramatically, but she followed other men when he needed her the most.

His thoughts were still on Xia Mian's body, and the knock on the door brought Feng Siye's thoughts back, he opened the door, and saw that it was Lu Yutong, and a faint smile immediately appeared on his face, "What's wrong?"

His voice was full of magnetism, giving people a sense of charm, and Lu Yutong listened to this voice and fell into it.

Looking at his handsome face, she was shy like a little woman, her little face flushed, and her voice sounded like a clear spring slowly, "Si Ye, what's wrong with you?"

"It's fine!"

Feng Siye replied lightly, "Do you have something to do with me?"

"Hmm. Lu Yutong nodded, "Si Ye, isn't Lianwan here? I want to ask her what she likes to eat?" ”