Chapter 1335: There is too much reluctance

She complained, why did God give her such a little time, why didn't he let her stay with Feng Siye for a few more years?

It's okay to be a few years later.

She and Feng Siye haven't had enough affection.

"Xia Mian, what nonsense are you talking about? Your illness is not incurable. If you listen to me, go under the knife, and cut the tumor, there is still a chance. ”

Su Zimo has been persuading her.

"Zimo, I don't want surgery. ”

Xia Mian refused.

"Why?"

"If I don't have surgery, I'll have a chance to see him again. If I had surgery, I would have died on the operating table. Xia Mian's voice was crying.

She said, "Zimo, do you know? I have too many reluctances, but I have to make this choice. ”

"I was scared that if I died on the operating table, I would never see him again in my life. Besides, oncologists like me have said that the chance of being cured is only 1 percent. ”

"If this is so low, what hope do I have? It is better to live like this, but to see nothing, and to be blind than to die. ”

She was afraid of death, that was undeniable.

"Summer cotton ......"

Su Zimo didn't expect Xia Mian's thoughts to be like this, his heart was so blocked that he wanted to cry.

"Xia Mian, you won't die on the operating table, your eyes will return to Feng Siye's side well!"

Su Zimo figured it out.

Regardless of whether Xia Mian can see it or not, he will definitely find a way to help her.

Regardless of whether Feng Siye really forgot Xia Mian, he must tell Feng Siye about Xia Mian's illness.

As for whether he wants to be with Xia Mian or not, it's all about Feng Siye.

If Feng Siye no longer loves Xia Mian, then let Su Zimo take care of her for the rest of her life.

"Zimo, you're talking nonsense again. I'm going to be a blind man, a waste, what are you asking me to go back to Feng Siye's side?" Xia Mian was nervous when she heard this.

groped wildly, trying to grab Su Mo's hand.

Su Zimo knew her intentions, reached out and held her, "Xia Mian, I'm here." ”

"Zimo, you promise me not to tell anyone about my illness, is it okay? In Xia Mian's words, you can hear her pleading.

"I ......"

"Zimo, I beg you. Xia Mian pleaded again.

"But I want to ......"

"I don't care what you think, anyway, if you take me out, you have to listen to me, or I'll die for you. ”

Xia Mian knew that Su Zimo was not the kind of person who was extremely bad, and she believed that he really figured it out one day and told everything to Feng Siye.

She doesn't want to see Feng Siye like this, she doesn't want Feng Siye to see her like this.

"Xia Mian, why are you bothering? I believe that if Feng Siye knew about your condition, he would be with you. ”

"Zimo, you promise me, don't say it, okay?" Xia Mian held his hand tightly, staring at him tightly with a little light in his eyes, wanting to hear Su Mo's voice promising her with her own ears.

"Okay, as long as you say it, I promise you. ”

Su Zimo was helpless, at this time, in addition to agreeing or agreeing.

We'll talk about the rest later.

In short, he will definitely find an opportunity to tell Feng Siye about this, and he will also ask Feng Siye to be careful with Lu Yutong.

Perhaps, this is the last thing he Su Zimo did for Xia Mian.

That's good, at least he has a clear conscience.

"Thank you!"

Xia Mian, who got the answer, had a bright smile on her face.

This is the first time in more than ten days that I have seen Xia Mian smile, and she is still smiling so brightly, as if she has returned to the previous time when she loved to laugh.

However, just for a moment, Xia Mian's smile was retracted.

She let go of her hand, and looked at the darkness in front of her, and her heart was very uncomfortable.

In the past, she could see whatever she wanted, and she could see it so clearly. But now, wanting to see a person clearly has become a luxury.

"Xia Mian, if you want to say thank you, then you can listen to me, okay? ”

"Don't!"

Xia Mian resisted and shouted, "Zimo, you have to listen to me in this matter, I don't want surgery." ”

"Why?"

"The chance of surgery is only one in 100, and I don't risk it. And, now that I have a little life in my belly, I don't want to kill him to make a joke. Besides, what if I do have surgery, what if I don't wake up?"

"Xia Mian, why are you always cranky?" Su Zimo really wanted to cut Xia Mian's head to see what she was thinking.

"Zimo, can you stop talking about anything? I'm not thinking about it, I'm talking about the facts. ”

"Xia Mian, why are you so stubborn. As long as it is a disease, it will be cured one day. Besides, medicine is so advanced now, don't miss even a 100% opportunity, right?"

"Think about it yourself, you don't have some terminal illness, why do you have to say such depressing things?"

Su Zimo really wanted to wake Xia Mian up at one time, but now she seems to have been closing herself off, and no one has persuaded her.

As soon as the words fell, Su Zimo held Xia Mian's hand tightly and pulled her to the room, "I tell you, don't think about anything now, eat obediently, sleep, and then take care of your body." ”

"Don't you keep saying that you want your child to be healthy, and if you want that, then you should be obedient. As for those things, don't mess with them, I'm not going to let it happen. ”

Yes, he will find a way to cure Xia Mian's illness, and he will definitely not let her become blind.

Xia Mian didn't speak again, and let Su Zimo lead her inside.

She thought that Su Zimo was a normal person, and he would definitely meet the girl who really loved him in the future, and slowly, he would forget her.

This is what Xia Mian has always hoped for.

Back in the room, Su Zimo said a lot of words, and Xia Mian couldn't listen to a single word.

In the end, he could only leave helplessly and let Xia Mian rest quietly for a while.

Lying on the bed, Xia Mian's eyes kept staring at the ceiling, only a little light, and it looked very blurry.

She wondered, is it not in the near future that she will not be able to see anything and will have to rely on crutches to walk?

Yes, you don't have to think about it.

Hehe!

Xia Mian's heart was really sad.

She wanted to cry, but found that she seemed to be sad and couldn't cry.

She knew that in the near future, she would be blind. Feng Si will marry Lu Yutong at night, and she will only struggle in sadness, living a life that is worse than death every day.

Although this is the case, Xia Mian will still insist on giving birth to the child, he came to this world, it is the best gift from God to her, and she will not strangle him.