Wen Yu cleaned up the room again, shook her head and said that she regretted coming here, but she had no intention of leaving, after her toss, the dormitory became much more refreshing, and women really have an advantage over men in this regard.

A few of our big men were ashamed, and they used eye contact to say who was more appropriate to dissuade in the past, and the result was still me.

I said, "Wen Yu, just clean up a little, we don't treat her as our own home." ”

She said: "Then Nacheng, you live in a dog kennel all day and it's not too dirty!"

I said, "No, we sweep the floor in shifts every day." The brothers kept nodding.

Wen Yu said, "It's sweeping the floor, sweeping the garbage under the bed, and seeing what's there," she said, poking the broom under the bed, "instant noodle bags, toilet paper, drink bottles, underwear, and a little yellow book." She picked it up and blew the dust on it.

I went up and saw that it was one of my novels, "The Kite Runner", and said, "I searched for a long time but didn't find it, but I didn't expect to fall under the bed." ”

Wen Yu gave me a roll of the eyes, "What kind of literati are you pretending to be, and you put books on the bedside all day long, don't be too panicked, I just want to ask you if you can read?"

I said, "I said I won't let you sweep the floor, look at you so resentful, who are we going to show it?"

Wen Yu heard what I said, and said: "Show you, you said you, when you open your eyes, you are all 20 years old, they are all adults, they don't know how to wear clothes, this collar is not turned up, the weeds on the head are so long and I don't know how to cut them, and the face is all pleats, people who are not familiar with you think you are a child, look at other people's Qingqing, your face is smoother than yours, hey, Qingqing, do you have any maintenance secrets? ”

Qingqing on the side was happy and said, "There is no secret, just pat a few times after washing each time to let your face absorb more water." ”

Wen Yu asked, "Does it really work?"

I said, "It works, it works, I'll beat it for you every time you wash it." ”

She said, "I'll beat you uncle." ”

Originally, I wanted Wen Yu to take a break, and the sanitation was not done at once, but the more things were cleaned up, I had to help her do it, those unused sheets and quilts, as well as bad face plates and hangers, all of them were thrown into the trash can outside the door at one time.

After cleaning up for a long time, I stood at the door and looked in, which is our dormitory, obviously it is someone else's, which makes people feel comfortable for a while.

Wen Yu got her hands full of dirt, then washed her hands and washed her face, she learned the way Qingqing taught her, patted her face lightly a few times, and said, "Hey, it's a lot fuller." "It's so funny and fun!

We chatted and talked enough, so we went our separate ways, they were all playing with their mobile phones, Wen Yu was embroidering the masterpiece, and I was reading the book "The Kite Runner".

I have a soft spot for stream-of-consciousness novels, which are easy to read, and I'm a very dumb person who doesn't like to think too much about the storyline, I like to be brought in easily.

"The Kite Runner" is one of my favorite novels, and there are a few passages in it that I feel are well written: I want to tear myself to pieces, to leave this place, to leave the real world, to rise like a cloud, to drift away, to melt into a hot and humid summer night, to drift away somewhere, above a hill. But here I am, my feet heavy as cement, my lungs empty, my throat hot. Can't go with the wind. There is no other world tonight / Silence does not come from the composure of the world after the insight of the world, nor is it because he chooses to remain silent to uphold his beliefs and express his protest, but to swallow the darkness that life has once been/ Life will always go on. They don't care about the beginning or the end, success or failure, the imminent or the dawn, they just move slowly like a nomadic tribe.

It speaks to my heart, and that's what resonates with me.

And my real life is that I have to face those lingering low-level troubles, and I also want to tear myself to shreds and float wherever I want, instead of staying in the real world like dirt floating on the water.

I've tried, I've tried to stop being irritable in the face of the dizzying realities of life, I've prayed, I've read the Bible, I've locked myself in that little corner, and I've become depressed, and I still haven't been able to fully let go.

At this point, I've always felt like no one was like me.

In fact, each of us is the same, but our subjective thinking is different, and we ignore the existence of objective laws, which leads to the strengthening of self-centeredness.

That's what I came to figure out later, otherwise I would have to die of depression.

People can't be too selfish, and this world is not yours, why.

And I also know that no matter how much I say no to the world, it will take everything I have.

Well, I don't have to worry about this world.

I'd better worry about my life.

The daily soup and water are not much after I go to work, plus some things that happened in the early stage make me feel more than enough and insufficient, more or less foreign debts pressure me breathless, Wen Yu can't help me, she knows that Yao Ling's family is a great favor to her, she is really embarrassed to open her mouth to ask for money, she borrowed from her classmates, and finally had to pay it back together.

I remember the first time I paid my salary, the bank card showed 1100 yuan, I paid back Qingqing's money, bought a second-hand mobile phone, and then took Wenyu to eat a hot pot, this time she was fine, and she didn't have a stomach.

I joked, "If you get food poisoning again, I'll die on a hunger strike with you." ”

Wen Yu said: "Why are you so bad, don't say I'm good." ”

Wen Yu especially likes to eat barbecue, hot pot, spicy hot pot and other things, if it weren't for the few of us to dissuade her, she would have to cook hot pot in the dormitory, if the dormitory manager caught her and confiscated the tools of the crime, it would be an embarrassing criticism, and it was not worth taking this risk, so Wen Yu stopped it.

I'm a bit addicted to alcohol, I haven't drunk much since I came to Suzhou, I remember that I drank once when Uncle Zhan came, plus I drank hot pot with Yao Ling once, and I drank a little, and I didn't drink it at other times.

One day, while Wen Yu was away, I said to my brothers, "Do you want to drink some?" ”

Pan Pan said, "Yes." ”

Qingqing said, "Okay, let's go, go buy a bottle." ”

A few of us went to the small shop, bought a bottle of the old village chief, and a few bags of peanuts, and then went back to the dormitory to drink.

The five of us poured a cup just after pouring it, at first we touched one first, and one person drank a sip, but after drinking, Qingqing and Haibin suddenly stopped eating, saying that they didn't drink anything, and the advantage of not drinking wine is that they don't think about it a second time after drinking it once.

The rest of them were given to us, and I gave the most.

Xiao An said that those who can work harder, and drink more if they can.