Chapter 497: Change and Update
985 Selected Junction
-Ward 1701, M Hospital-
March 23rd
21:49 PM
"So, there may be hope for the film. Yang Mian always thinks so, because there is still a lot of space, and there are many subjects that he has not tried before, but he doesn't know when he will be able to shoot such works.
Not to mention Hollywood, it can be like South Korea.
For example, the Korean film industry is different from us in this regard, they obviously dare to tell the truth, express themselves, and have their own ideas, such as their definition of illegal acts, their pursuit of authenticity, and for example, as long as they are found to be illegal and criminal, the majesty of the law is also displayed. The subject matter of the film there is more free, you can be a needle to the times, you can also start the fantasy, in short, many of their artistic works are not controlled by the trend of thought.
After Yang Mian completely took over European and American thought, he didn't understand why people still verbally said that they still live according to the standards of ancient times (or respect for traditional culture), on the one hand, we respect cultural inheritance (or do not abandon the things of the past), on the other hand, people pursue foreign goods and foreign manufacturing, and more and more people have left here and gone abroad.
Maybe people just don't want to face reality.
Although we love and love the brilliant culture very much, but our technology and technology are really different from others, and there is no problem, the spiritual victory method can never be applied to everything, nor can it be used for a lifetime...... Think about it, our lives are very realistic, food, clothing, shelter and transportation......
Yang Mian is also thinking about whether he wants to go abroad after graduation, although his major is not as easy to go as some majors, but he will still consider carefully, maybe going abroad is a better way out, after all, the level of foreign films is higher, think about Lu Xun also went to Sendai to study medicine, celebrities are still like this, not to mention an ordinary person, what is the original intention of qualifications?
So maybe now, it's also a critical period, if you have the opportunity, shouldn't you also go out for a walk, but...... and reluctant to pick the moon. Left to accompany Caiyue, but I don't know what Caiyue's feelings are for him. Yang Lan was a little undecided in his heart, and even when he thought of the future, he silently expected that he was just unrequited love to meet the ideal state. He knew that he was very entangled, so he repeatedly thought about the relationship with Caiyue in his heart. But it didn't work, he just needed an answer now, and he was afraid of an answer. I hope for a definite answer, but I feel that then I can only condescend to live in the country. Afraid of denying the answer, and faintly looking forward to it, it seems that this can not only fulfill his true feelings, but also remove his regrets, all the benefits are taken by himself, he knows that his thoughts are a little despicable, but it is difficult for him to restrain himself from thinking so. He even wanted to simply let go of everything, just as Caiyue didn't love himself, that would be better. Escaping, though not an option, is easy to do and is suitable for the weak and incompetent.
He felt like he shouldn't be. He said, "Lord, I'm sorry. I was wrong. ”
He repented deeply in his heart, and today he was especially serious, and he felt that everything could only be solved through prayer, and see, he had also been answered through prayer before, but now, what were he hesitating about? He also prayed for Xiuxiang, hoping that a miracle would happen to her. The footprints outside gradually faded away, and after Yang Mian hesitated, he decided to stay in the house. He didn't go out to find Caiyue. What dangers can there be in the hospital?
His heart gradually quieted down, and after a while, he heard a voice that said, "Stay away from Lin Jing." ”
Yang Yan shuddered.
But there seemed to be a voice in his ear, which he wasn't sure about, and that voice said, "It's not over yet. Just wait and see. ”
Yang Lan knew in his heart that this was not a threat, this was an early warning, the future, the future, everything was still undecided.
The hairs on his body suddenly stood up, he exhaled, closed his eyes, and he quickly fell asleep, for him, this night was no different from other nights, there was no suspicion of "sleeplessness", on the contrary, it was unusually sweet and good sleep, how ironic. He thought he was sentimental, but he wasn't, and maybe his prayers helped him.
After Yang Lan fell asleep, Cai Yue was still in reverie, she looked at Yang Lan with his eyes closed, not knowing if he was asleep, thinking that she should not disturb them, Cai Yue threw down this sentence, and pushed the door out, not so much to be empathetic, but to say that she herself felt inconvenient.
Cai Yue came to the corridor, it was not cold outside, and M Hospital was still very thankful for this. In all the details, they are all intimate.
There was a sound of soft footsteps outside, and occasionally one or two people walked by, without looking at Caiyue, who paid great attention to protecting the privacy of patients.
"I know that our relationship seems to be gradually building, but the relationship between them, I think, can only be completely ended?" Chen Tao's WeChat began with this sentence. Cai Yue thought to herself, "Who has a relationship with you? It's definitely a PR cliché. ”
She continued to read.
986 Wayward Heart
-Ward 1701, M Hospital-
March 23rd
21:49 PM
"I don't know what the future holds, but I hope that everything now will work out the way I want it to. That's what I'm asking for. I sent you WeChat just to tell you that I trust you very much. If you're angry, you can tell everyone. The decision is yours. Hope you make a good decision. ”
Cai Yue finished reading Chen Tao's text messages, and she also listened to his two voices.
Ahh Okay, now you know, that's it. Cai Yue beat in her heart.
"It's hard, it's hard. I'm afraid it's harder than today's fan incident. This is a real problem for me. Caiyue whispered, locked the screen, turned it on again, locked the screen again, and turned it on again. After repeating it several times, I put down my phone and walked down the aisle. She suddenly felt a sore shoulder, as if she had done a lot of heavy work.
Think about it, what heavy work did you do last time? Caiyue knows that she is living a very comfortable life, her parents love her, and she is very spoiled, and she hardly has to do anything. But now, step by step, she has discovered that people really face many, many things, her parents really love her, she has hardly suffered anything, and it can be seen that there are far more problems in life than in the game.
Cai Yue feels as if she is standing at a crossroads in her life, there are too many things that need to be decided recently, this is a spring that needs to be decided, everything lies in the decision, why is this, Cai Yue doesn't know, but Cai Yue knows what she can't escape, and she won't choose to escape. She believes that it is better to be proactive than to be passive.
After walking a few steps, she was afraid of disturbing Yang Lan's rest, and because she was still restless, she planned to wander around again, so she gradually walked forward in the corridor. The night was getting deeper, but there were still occasional white-clothed nurses walking by on the façade of the corridor, but she didn't see the little girl from the Yue organization. She was still very angry, and before she knew it, she was coming to the side near the hall. There are glass handrails here, empty space, you can see the very luxurious side of the building, this place is like a hypermarket, the architectural style is not like a hospital, because the space is not used enough. She wandered through the corridors, and when she passed the front desk on the 17th floor, she was surprised to find that there was no one, at least there should be a security guard, right?
She went around 2 times, and finally came to the luxury place, holding on to the stairs casually, looking through the glass "looking far away" by the railing, her heart felt much better under the comfort of the huge space, Cai Yue suddenly thought that if she went to see the sea, it might be better. After a while, she saw a group of people downstairs hurrying to a place, approaching a room, turning on the light, all of them were nurses and doctors, Cai Yue thought it might be a conference room.
"The hospital is so tight, there is even a 'conference room'?" Caiyue is not satisfied with this design, if she is the boss and finds a way to ban it, she thought about it, maybe for convenience, there will be a time when a meeting is needed, it seems that no matter how busy the doctor is, some things are still not conveyed by mobile phone WeChat groups and QQ groups.
No matter how developed the Internet is, there is no substitute for meeting people with each other.
Once again, she felt that she herself was almost the same as not studying medicine, and that the tuition fees of this university should not be thrown into the water.
She sorted out her thoughts, in fact, she didn't want to do this, but her brain was developing this kind of logical combing at a rapid pace, and soon her brain had already begun to analyze and work on its own, although Caiyue was relaxed, but her mind kept thinking about Chen Tao's words.
She gradually appeared in her heart "grievance & unwilling", "sad & helpless", this incident made her very uncomfortable, mainly because she was not Xiuxiang and couldn't bear her pain, this decision had to be made by Xiuxiang in the end, she didn't protect her sister. She felt very angry with Chen Tao on the one hand, but on the other hand, she was very curious, as if although a person hurts you, you can't help but want to get close to her, maybe some people despise this kind of behavior and psychology, thinking that it is abuse or something, but Caiyue thinks that her heart is just the most basic attraction, she can't explain anything, she can't do anything, but she knows that he and her heart are so sad, let alone Xiuxiang?
Caiyue was thinking that half of her mood might be because of what happened to Xiuxiang, and half because fate had drawn such a note, she couldn't do anything, in fact, it had nothing to do with what Chen Tao did, but Chen Tao effectively diverted Caiyue's attention, and her anger had an outlet.
She wants to find that person now, the system is reset, will it be the final boss, the culprit? Cai Yue smiled slightly, maybe we were played with by some kind of fate. Of course, she thought about it, maybe this is the "downfall" before the hero's luck, in the general movie, what happened to the hero before he was born, perhaps, Xiuxiang is going to become the next superhero?
It's not, it's not like it appears in Marvel, it's like Disney, and Xiuxiang is like a Disney character.