Chapter 498: Unbelief

When will the cult of 987 money end

-Outside Ward 1701, M Hospital-

March 23rd

21:52 PM

Cai Yue's heart was almost confused by herself, and she returned to Chen Tao's matter. She started to think about it seriously, she wasn't good at it, but now she decided to face it.

According to Caiyue's analysis, to put it simply, Chen Tao's WeChat meaning is obvious, and to sum up, these are the following points:

The first point is that he has been in too much trouble lately and can't do more. His tone sounded very sincere, but Cai Yue hadn't developed that kind of empathy, and even she felt that Chen Tao's matter had nothing to do with her, she was not wrong, but she didn't see a big pictu

e, that is, in this world, several of them have been connected by invisible clues, because such a connection already exists and cannot be cut. Cai Yue didn't think those things were troublesome, but she understood that the implication of Chen Tao's words was that Xiuxiang was the next trouble, and Xiuxiang was the object they needed to be extremely wary of. Caiyue was mainly dissatisfied with this meaning. It is understandable that she is so protective of Xiuxiang, and Xiuxiang is still in the situation of "patient".

The second point is that money can solve all problems, as long as it can be solved with money, it will be done with money, and it is very generous to do this, don't worry about others, this is not only justified, but even very recognizable, implying a meaning, this is the most direct method he came up with, very sincere, other people don't do so to talk about feelings and experiences just because they are hypocritical, they wear masks, they are all he doesn't know what else to solve. He doesn't mean anything else, he just follows his heart. As if giving someone money is not an insult.

Fourth, because he trusts Cai Yue, Cai Yue is deeply suspicious of this, she suspects that Chen Tao is fooling himself at all, he is simply "talking", how can he, a person who often mixes in the "entertainment industry", believe himself so easily. So Cai Yue didn't believe in his theory, and that theory was that because Chen Tao trusted Cai Yue, and he said that he trusted Cai Yue, Cai Yue should not and could not doubt his motives and actions, and should also understand his motives and actions

The fifth point is to brainwash Caiyue with his own theory, of course, this is Caiyue's own thoughts.

Either way, it's a bit annoying, but especially what makes it difficult for Caiyue is that Caiyue needs to make some decisions on her own. Xiuxiang is about to be discharged from the hospital, what does Chen Tao mean by sending this WeChat, is it possible that they are afraid that they will be bought by some reporter? When she couldn't clean up so many messes, she still put this matter in the first place, Cai Yue had a lot of things to say in her heart, but she decided not to say it for the time being, although she was usually very arrogant, not a person who could think about others, but in the end, she still thought that since Chen Tao had so many words to trust herself, why bother to overturn those arguments by herself, why not push the boat down the river, send Chen Tao a favor, stabilize the situation first, wait for them to have energy, and then express their thoughts.

Needless to say, of course it is not accepted. But it can't be said too obviously, so after thinking about it, Caiyue replied first, "I'll think about it, let's find time for us to communicate by phone after the concert." ”

Cai Yue thought in her heart, Chen Tao may really trust his confidant, how can this kind of thing be said through WeChat, this is a mistake he made as an agent, hasn't he dealt with similar things? Cai Yue wanted to give a friendly reminder, thought about it again, and finally sent him a WeChat message, saying, "I suggest that you don't leave a written record of this kind of thing in the future, it's always good to be cautious, you don't know what kind of person the other party is." ”

After about a minute, Chen Tao recovered, "Thank you, I didn't look away." ”

Cai Yue also had a rare little touch, thinking, who is the old lady, of course you can't look away, in addition to more men, do I have any shortcomings? There are many men, and the temper is big, just these two things. But people, or who doesn't have a little shortcoming, Caiyue's mood turned out to be better again. She decided to tolerate the big-headed bastard who reset the system time for a while, and see his repentance and actions, in case he has a way to get everything back on the right path, wouldn't he have wronged others, Caiyue now has a delusion after contacting Dr. Li, she seems to be a "white-collar worker" who has stepped into society, very professional, so she doesn't like childish behavior, she decided to leave those little fresh meat, she wondered in her heart, she hasn't contacted them for so long, how can they forget about themselves.

Of course, forget it, every time you fall in love and leave love, Caiyue feels that what she is trying to find does not seem to be true love, but a kind of love called "non-existence". Because the emptiness that comes here and there is so great, it's as if the night has swallowed people. She knew that she was a little dissatisfied with the gap in her heart, but at this time, Yang Lan seemed to be a little better by her side.

988 The source of sorrow and terrible thoughts

-Outside Ward 1701, M Hospital-

March 23rd

21:55 PM

It's hard to imagine Yang Mian's departure, "Why did you suddenly think of this?"

Cai Yue shook her head, she suddenly felt that this mood was very suitable for smoking, she didn't like the smell of smoke, but she didn't dislike smokers.

She understands now. It turns out that behind all the behaviors, there are deep-seated reasons, I used to think about the problem was too simple, I never thought about the psychological islands after those behaviors, that is to say, there are reasons for all phenomena, why Caiyue didn't think about it, maybe Yang Mian was right, she was obviously too smooth.

Yang Lan left, Caiyue chewed these two words again. It doesn't match anything, but at the beginning of this idea, it already has some kind of magic, and even has a certain ability, Caiyue knows that this is a very novel idea, and it has never even appeared in Caiyue's mind. She also knew that it was so weird. But she vaguely felt that there must be some reason for her to have the idea of covering up.

Why did you suddenly have such an idea?

Why do you suddenly think that?

Why is everything suddenly described in a hypothetical voice?

Why? Why do you have to ask so many "why"? She doesn't look like a person who likes to make analogies, because she hates hesitation, she likes to be straightforward.

Yang Lan, who was his most intimate friend, said that the buddies are not enough to describe this relationship, is it simply a person who he fully understands from the inside out, but ......

Caiyue suddenly had a fear from her back, that is, everything in this world was no longer credible, the scenery outside was no longer just scenery, and people no longer seemed to be the people they usually knew, and everything that seemed stable seemed to be over.

Step by step, little by little, the beautiful scenery of the world is broken up like a puzzle, turning into fragmented pieces, blown away in the wind, melted in the fire, soaked in the rain, like ice and snow gradually smiling under the sun, slowly, all disappearing.

Is something about to fall apart?

Has everything in this world become unreliable?

Could it be that everything in this world could change at any time?

Has everything that I once determined and believed changed yet?

Is it true that everything in this world has passed?

Perhaps, Caiyue felt, perhaps, the way her life was changing, she turned her head, looked at the empty corridor, and felt that something was approaching her, silent but with the breath of the wind, that thing was coming, coming, coming little by little, not thunderbolt, but moisturizing things silently, but replacing everything in life, she felt this moment, she knew that everything started with the appearance of the doctor.

Now that I think about it, Cai Yue has only heard his voice, as for whether he is a doctor, whether he is a man or a woman, and whether he exists or not...... I don't know, isn't it an illusory thing to think about this doctor or something now?

Caiyue found that in the face of doubt, everything is so humble, as long as "unbelief" is generated, then any tiny detail, even if it is just a strand of hair, can be taken out and carefully scrutinized, this is people's fragile faith and self-righteous love for each other, people say, we love each other, we love our parents, family, and friends, but if that love is compared with the glory of the world, it will seem tattered, because that love can neither be pure, nor long-lasting, and it cannot be indefinite, human emotions are so unreliable.

Perhaps, the relationship between them for more than ten years will collapse in an instant due to inexplicable reasons, or even non-existent reasons, this is the fragile connection between people.

Over the years, Cai Yue thought that maybe she had never understood this friend who she thought was extremely familiar, and the understanding between people was originally self-centered, hoping to be understood, rather than wanting to understand others thoroughly, but when she found that she wanted to get along with someone well, the other party may be far away.

Caiyue thought that what she would face in the future might be this result, and everything changed completely that night.

Isn't it, no one can interfere with the trajectory of another person's fate, maybe as he said, no man's actions can make a difference, no matter what kind of great person it is, even if it's the person who manipulates time, even if it's a doctor, it can't change anything.

Only God, only God can change the course of our destiny. Yang Mian said so, and Caiyue forgot what Yang Mian said. But when the dust settles, perhaps only God can make the choice to change.

Cai Yue suddenly felt that it would be good if people had faith in their hearts, so speaking of which, did she feel that she had no faith at all, but she was obviously baptized at birth, how could she become like this, how could she be so cold?

She was surprised to find that now she seems to be completely "free", but she has never been religious, she is a prodigal son, but her mother did not force herself, now she understands a little, her mother's words, she basically did not hear much, her mother is not angry willing is that she must feel that "one day this child will always understand".