55 Confusion of thoughts

From childhood to adulthood, Wen Yu's character has been tempered to be soft on the outside and strong on the inside, she doesn't easily show her inner side to others, because she just wants to look like a girl who is cared for, she longs for this, she suffers so much that she has to make herself relatively gentle and get attention, which is not bad.

I used to feel that I knew her very well, but in fact, I just pretended to know her very well, I am a superficial hypocritical villain, how can I think that Wen Yu must be centered on me?

Yao Ling's birthday came, and she invited many people to the banquet. Wen Yu told me about this, I didn't want to go at all, Yao Ling and I are not people who play in a circle, I really don't want to go in all day, there is no way, I still have to go hard.

Looking at who Yao Ling invited, except for Wen Yu, there is no second girl. At the dinner table, I looked around, I knew only those few people, Yao Ling and her boyfriend, Zhu Feng and Wen Yu, I didn't know any of the men at the other table, according to Wen Yu afterwards, it was Yao Ling's brother from the previous school, it's really!

A table of people, except for Wen Yu, I don't have a favorite, it's really awkward to eat, and I am provoked from time to time, several people take turns pouring me liquor, and I drink it in my stomach and I can't have a little appearance on the surface, otherwise I have to become the laughing stock of those people.

One of the fat men was the most energetic with me, and I thought he was quite kind at the time, so I talked to him a little more.

Until I couldn't drink it anymore, I told Wen Yu to withdraw, and Wen Yu had to go back with me.

On the road, I staggered away, Wen Yu half hugged me, dizzy, the wine that was not spit on the dinner table, all of it spit on the side of the road, Wen Yu said: "Why do you drink so much wine, it's really." ”

I said, "Don't you see, I'm trying to fill them all up, a bunch of brutes." ”

She said, "You don't have to drink it, it's just your good face." ”

I said, "Then how can I lose to them, there is a saying, buddy doesn't steam steamed buns to fight for breath." ”

She said: "I just knew that I was just with me, and now it's okay, it's not me who will take care of you." ”

I said, "Today, I have completely said goodbye to your sister, and I will not go to any activities in the future." ”

She said, "Okay, I won't call you anymore." ”

When I returned to school, I couldn't resist the dizziness, so I didn't let Wen Yu send it, so I got on the elevator and entered the dormitory in a daze, and fell on the bed.

I didn't wake up until night, I woke up thirsty, my head hurt to death, I looked at my phone, Wen Yu called me several times, I went back and asked her what was wrong?

She said, "I'm in the cafeteria, are you awake?"

I heard that something was wrong with Wen Yu, as if something was wrong, so I hurried to the cafeteria.

When I walked to the door, Wen Yu saw me first, grabbed me and said, "Let's go back!"

I looked inside, and the fat man at the dinner table in the afternoon was clubbing there, I don't know what he was doing.

This time Wen Yu went back to my dormitory, and I asked her what was going on. She said that the fat man wanted to chase her, didn't I call you?

I immediately became angry and said to Wen Yu: "Why did you pull me away just now? I want to see what kind of charm a 20-pound animal is about to be put on the pound and slaughtered to talk nonsense to you." ”

Wen Yu hurriedly said: "It's not okay, he drank too much, he has to talk about me, I see that my sister's friend can't refuse face, and I have called you several times but I can't get through, besides, how can I take a fancy to him, the whole pier, I don't like sumo." ”

I said, "You can't look at it, you can't like anyone." "I'm actually angry.

Wen Yu said: "I'm jealous again, look at you, it's all sour to me." ”

I said, "I have to talk to your sister about this, what do you mean by this?" I don't know what I'm talking to you about?"

She said, "Hey, don't say it, okay? I just like you, and I don't care who you are." ”

At this time, Yao Ling called and said that several of her friends were sleeping in her boyfriend's dormitory, and Yao Ling and her boyfriend were going to get together in our dormitory tonight.

Yao Ling wanted to find a new boyfriend for Wen Yu, and the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, so she asked her, "Sister Yao Ling, what do you mean? Why would your friend shout so openly and say that he was friends with Wen Yu?"

Yao Ling said: "Don't worry about it, it's just that I drank more wine today, I talked a lot, I'll tell him about it, don't care, I really don't know what's going on." ”

I said, "They also have grandchildren, and they think they are really social people." ”

Yao Ling said: "Don't be angry, ah, I'll let them all go tomorrow." ”

Wen Yu motioned me to stop talking, I had to shut up, alas, it was so uncomfortable, I really wanted to fight.

From this incident, I thought about it again, it is impossible for Wen Yu to leave Yao Ling, I think about the problem too simply.

One thing I've always wanted to get away with is that I don't want to be called "Yao Ling's sister's boyfriend", because then I can't really get out of her circle unless I break up with Wen Yu.

However, how could I break up with Wen Yu? There is no contradiction between the two of us, and I even thought that in the future, if I marry Wen Yu, will Wen Yu no longer have the label of "Yao Ling's sister"? Will Wen Yu agree?

I'm selfish, this kind of thinking of mine made Wen Yu suddenly on a multiple-choice question, and Wen Yu didn't seem to have seriously considered this problem before, she didn't understand why I had this thought, she aggravated her worries about me, she began to be more and more dissatisfied with me, "I have changed" The three words invisibly threw stones on the emotional bridge between the two of us again and again, maybe one day the bridge will not be able to stand the pressure and step on it!

In fact, everything happens in a split second!

Don't think about it anymore, in the final analysis, it's my wishful thinking and the attitude of seeing the whole leopard to understand my relationship with Wen Yu, I admit that Wen Yu will not have so many thoughts, she still talks and laughs at me, or still loves to stick to me so much, and still likes to play a little temper with me, the problem is me.

My question is, has Wen Yu ever thought about marrying me? Of course I won't ask Wen Yu, I'm afraid that this kind of question will scare her, the word marriage is still too far away for her, too far away, even if there were similar flashes of thoughts before, it was just a non-concrete imagination, and now I have become the object that is a bit practical and operational, so Wen Yu will definitely not talk nonsense, after all, you have to consider some reality!

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