I played Spider Solitaire all afternoon, but I didn't hear from Wen Yu, so I couldn't help it, so I called her.

No one answered.

I hit again, and I took it.

I asked her, "Where are you?"

Wen Yu still used her usual tone and said, "Are you in charge?"

"Are you still mad at me?"

"Am I angry? Why are you calling me?"

"Don't you want to know where you've been? You said it was getting dark and you weren't coming back. ”

"I know that I feel sorry for me, and it took me a long time to call back, do you really have a heart for me?"

"Alright, you have a lot of them, come back quickly. ”

"I can't come back, I don't have a penny on me, you come to pick me up. ”

"Where are you?"

"Lotus Park. ”

Oh, she ran a long way this time, and actually went to the place where we often date, and it took nearly 1 hour to take the bus, which was really enough to toss, no way, I had to go.

When I got there, it was getting dark, and I saw her sitting alone in the little pavilion in the park, and I walked over to her, sat down, and said to her, "Don't be angry!"

She ignored me.

I continued, "Why are you running so far by yourself, are you going to sleep here if I don't call you?"

She became even angrier and said, "Didn't you quarrel with me enough today?

"No, no, I owe it, let's go back, and there is no charge, why let others see the joke. ”

"You've changed. ”

I heard Wen Yu say this about me.

This sentence feels familiar, and someone has said this to me in the past, it is Guan Wenhui.

I don't know where I've changed, in fact, I could have said it casually as Wen Yu, as the most common thing that people are used to saying when they are angry, but I did hear a deeper meaning in it.

Why do people get along with each other change over time, and is this expectation related? Wen Yu said that I have changed, and I may really have changed at that moment, and I have lost my past.

I think I haven't changed, it's my life that has changed, it's fucked up, and I can justify myself.

As for the sudden change in my life, I seem to be powerless to parry, like waste wood being thrown into the fire, burning the only life I have.

Over the years, I have tried to prove that I am not a useless person, and I have tried more than once how to make money, how to learn survival skills, and how to behave in the world, but I have failed again and again, and the result is unexpectedly that I have lost confidence, and I have become more and more trying to get by and go with the flow.

In order not to feel guilty, it is human nature to always justify ourselves and comfort ourselves when we do something.

Because I'm not good at memorizing, a lot of deep, sad things and feelings don't last long in me, and that's something I'm proud of, and you can think it's a fool's blessing.

I feel that the repeated vaccinations and treatments when I was a child saved me from the virus and damaged my cerebral cortex, and the sequelae such as slow reaction, poor conscious memory, slow memory reproduction, and disconnection are the sequelae. But as the saying goes, "hard work makes up for it", there is no doubt that this sentence is true, and I failed to do it, even though I tried my best to push myself, but neither the nerves nor the sense of self in my brain ultimately failed to make me overcome myself.

And that's it, I haven't changed the question, Wen Yu is right, subjectively Wen Yu really thinks that I am not good to him.

I also defended, why don't you let everyone laugh at me!

Let's go back to the fact that I was caught by my aunt in the dormitory.

Two weeks later, Principal Chen came back from Australia and heard about me and Wen Yu. If a businessman is a businessman, she didn't fire us, but held a well-publicized meeting, just because of the two of us.

On Monday morning, Principal Chen called a group of people from our class to the office, although they talked about learning and dreams, but I always felt that her voiceover was very strong, obviously criticizing me, I felt a little embarrassed, and buried my head deeper than potatoes.

Wen Yu had guessed in advance that there would be such a play, so she didn't go to the meeting at all, and followed her Sister Yao Ling to play.

The meeting lasted for nearly two hours, and it seemed that it was about to end, and we were about to leave, when I faintly heard a sentence: "Chen Zhuo, you stay first, I have something to say to you." ”

I looked up and Principal Chen looked at me with a smile.

I watched the rest of my classmates walk out of the room, and then sat down crampedly.

Principal Chen said earnestly: "Chen Zhuo, among your students, you are the best in your academic performance, don't let me down! I will arrange you a good job if you have the opportunity in the future, first of all, you have to work harder." ”

I nodded vigorously.

She continued: "Look at Mr. Xiaoshi (one of my teaching assistants), as long as he passes IELTS now, I can send her to study in Australia, and when she comes back after two years of study, she can be regarded as a small accomplished person." Can you be like him, have you ever thought about this?"

I said, "I didn't think about it so far, I just need to find a good job." ”

She said: "This is no problem, I know the CEOs of many companies, it is okay to recommend it, you have to grasp this professional foundation, and then it will come naturally." ”

I "um" a little.

Principal Chen took a long breath and continued: "Chen Zhuo, now you young people should have their own lives, I don't object, but you must be self-respecting, you said that Wen Yu should not have happened to your dormitory, she is a girl, if you love her, there will be no chance for others to gossip, right? I grew up in Australia, and I still know a lot about that sleeve, like in Malaysia, there are many manufacturers of this kind of sleeve, and the cost is very small, so how good you say the quality can be, it's all made of rubber, and it's not good to use too much, for both of you. ”

I was still "hmm", and my face was flushed.

She continued: "Originally, I wanted to talk to Wen Yu and you two, she is not here today, I will talk to her again when I have a chance in the future, but you two can't do this anymore, I hope you are getting better and better, okay?"

I said I got it.

"Then let's do this first, be kind to yourself!"

I nodded, ashamed, and quickly withdrew!

When I returned to the dormitory, my brothers came over to ask me about my situation, and after I did, they said that Principal Chen's path was really wild.

I told Wen Yu again, and Wen Yu said, "I don't want others to teach me how to behave?" I am happy myself, no one cares, and I am tired of her panic. ”

I said, "I'm tired, I can listen to it for more than two hours just by listening, let alone her." ”

Wen Yu rolled his eyes at me: "Then you listen to it with relish, I'll slip away early." What good advice can she, an old woman in her fifties, be said in the tone of someone who has come over, and my door is clear!"

I smiled and said, "I am a baby from the countryside, I have never seen the world, and I have to ask you for more advice in the future." ”

He said proudly: "Call me a teacher, and when I am happy, I will tell you and pass on a few life experiences to you, so that your rural baby can completely turn over." ”

"Teacher Wen, Teacher Wen. ”

"Hahaha......"

I said, "Didn't you want to find out who told me?"

She said, "Forget it, don't mention it, are you watching my jokes?"

"Isn't it the same?"

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