Behold, my narrow-mindedness and my vanity are revealed, and I can only hide in my own corner.

Guan Wenlan didn't say a word to me for several days, but Bai Xiao broke the deadlock.

I was sitting in a chair in a daze, Bai Xiao brought Guan Wenlan to me and said to me directly: "Apologize to her!"

I snapped back to my senses, not knowing what to say, only to hear myself say, "I'm sorry." ”

"What else?"

“…… It's me who is stingy, and I shouldn't have talked about things that couldn't have happened," I looked at them.

In fact, I thought about it for several days, but I didn't have the courage to say it, how can I get rid of these bad habits, Guan Wenlan asked me to listen to her, she said that she could help me find myself, I disappointed her again, I didn't listen to her, and even I forgot what she said to me before, she was so sincere.

Guan Wenlan said: "Have you forgotten what we said?"

"I didn't forget, I'm just a little nervous!"

She rolled my eyes and said, "You know what? Sometimes you really hurt!"

"Yes", I replied

"I've been sad for days," she said, knowing she had forgiven me.

"Not anymore", I comforted her,

"You bastard. ”

"I'm a bastard. ”

She smiled, and smiled again.

Bai Xiao on the side said: "Brother and sister, aren't we so sensual? I know that you two are playing at home, see how old you are?"

She said again: "It's almost time for the college entrance examination, I haven't reviewed well in the past few days,"

Guan Wenlan nodded and said, "Hmm."

"I'll go first, and I have to memorize words, you two talk, don't quarrel!" After that, Bai Xiao glanced at Guan Wenlan mischievously, and she pushed her away!

……

Guan Wenlan and I went to the playground and sat down.

There are still a lot of people on the playground, men and women are talking and laughing, I also saw a male classmate running on the track, a woman was suddenly squeezed onto the track for some reason and knocked him down, maybe the woman's appearance deviated a little from the visual experience, he got up and scolded: "Are you sick?" patted his ass and walked away, leaving the girl in a panic.

Guan Wenlan said: "You men are not good people. ”

"Can't I be an exception?"

"Just you, I've been crying for days, you know?"

I looked into her eyes, and it was a little weird.

I smiled and said, "Don't be angry, I know my mistakes, it's all my fault, and you have become a water girl." ”

"Am I as depressed as Lin Daiyu?"

"I mean, you have tears in your face to accuse me of being unkind to you. “

"Don't do it, you know it can coax me well, right?"

"No, I was wrong"

"What's wrong?"

"I just said, I'm stingy, I don't know right from wrong, I have a small belly, and I ignore you. ”

"That's not the point. ”

"Then you say,"

"The point is," she paused, "it's you, you don't know what to do, you go with the flow, and you have a strong sense of possessiveness, you don't say anything when you encounter something, and you vent it to me inexplicably,"

"What else?"

Also, don't always try to be different from others, that will obscure your true thoughts. ”

"Am I as decrepit as you say?"

She nodded and continued: "I've known you for two years, I know your life circle, your weekly diary, and your personality very well, I want you to become better and more down-to-earth, you always go the other way!"

I began to be silent, I didn't know my own state very well, how could Guan Wenlan know? Maybe I was just going with the flow, was she my rescuer? Is she the life-saving straw that I have always wanted to grasp so that I don't sink anymore? Can she make me no longer afraid of the fact of existence? I looked at her and found that I had never really seen her before, she was so beautiful, she also looked at me, her eyes were full of anticipation.

I took a long breath and said, "Thank you for telling me so much, I'm probably in this state, I'll give it a try, I'm not depressed anymore." ”

"This is the first time you've been very serious, pretending to be quite similar,"

"How many do you score out of 100?" I said with a smile.

"Pass, depending on your performance in the future, there are additional points,"

"It seems that my charm value is not high, so I have been pretending to be for so long a day,"

"So you're really pretending," she slapped me.

"Fake, fake,"

"You know what? There's another girl in our class who likes you. ”

"Don't comfort me, can't I get that extra point?"

"Really, what she said to others, and what others said to me,"

"Who?"

"I have the same surname as you, and I'm still in your group. ”

"No, how can she like me, we basically haven't spoken. "I know who she's talking about

"Well, she knows that we are both getting better, and the look in my eyes is not right. ”

"Whatever, I don't care. ”

"If you dare to ignore it, it's strange if I don't break your dog's legs. "She pretended to beat me,

"Beauty, how do you scold?"

"Just scolded, what's wrong? Let's go, I haven't reviewed it well in the past few days, I'm really sad. ”

"Okay, let's go find Bai Xiao. ”

"You're not leaving. ”

"I'll sit down a little longer. ”

"Think about what I said, let's go", she stomped me lightly again, got up and left.

I always like to spend the afternoon chatting with friends or Guan Wenlan. I feel that there is a rhythm of slowing down time in the afternoon, which makes people feel leisurely, and the afterglow of the sunset shines on my body warmly, lazy, and has a sense of happiness. And every morning during self-study, I was always drowsy and couldn't find the north!

I feel like my life is back to normal, nothing changes every day, and a day goes by without paying attention.

It seems that everything is done naturally, I mean the college entrance examination came on time.

In the words of the teacher, "The first stage of your life is coming to an end!"

The day before, the head teacher issued an admission ticket and said a lot.

In the self-study class, he said earnestly: "Let's be quiet for a few minutes, I know you are all enthusiastic now, hehe," he smiled politely, and the classroom suddenly became quiet,

He continued: "The exam is coming tomorrow, I know that you have been looking forward to its coming, ten years to sharpen a sword, for this moment, but no matter what the result is, I hope you don't stop this state; it's all a cliché, what I'm saying now you usually hear enough, don't think I'm verbose; you graduate, no matter what you choose in the future, I hope you do better, the road of life is very long, you will receive more flowers and applause in the future, I wish you all good results." With that, the classroom burst into applause.

I don't have much to say about the process of the college entrance examination, after a series of pre-exam training, I have become numb, and I am not as nervous as others say.

I would like to say after the college entrance examination.