7 I am ashamed

I've been at home for half a month.

Guan Wenlan will call me whenever she has time, I rarely call her, her father is a teacher in our school, she looks very strict, I am afraid that after she knows about the two of us, she will be locked up again, I will regret that it is too late, every time I am waiting for her to call.

I said I'm going back soon, and she's happy.

Also on a weekend afternoon, I arrived at school, Guan Wenlan came to look for me, these days we didn't see each other, we both seemed a little shy, we went to the pony, and we had dinner together. After that, the pony is very interesting, and deliberately says that he has something to go out for a while, leaving us with a two-person world.

We don't have much new to say or do together, just cuddles and hugs, and we're not here to mess around. In fact, I couldn't bear it anymore, but Guan Wenlan was unwilling, she wasn't sure if I would stay with her for a long time, she was very insistent in this regard, and I had to stop here every time. 、

Guan Wenhui has a wide range of interests, among many interests, she has a soft spot for horoscopes, the characteristic attributes and keywords of each zodiac sign are understood very thoroughly, plus she has an easy-going temperament, is widely popular, often talks and laughs with classmates, and there are many boys chatting around her, which makes me very disgusted, saying that I am jealous, and I am always uncomfortable.

Sometimes she would come up to me and ask me what was wrong, and I would always pretend to be natural and answer that I was fine.

Until that time, Guan Wenlan and I had an awkward fall for the first time, a few days before the college entrance examination.

On that day, the head teacher gave us a graduation certificate and took photos together, which was regarded as a graduation souvenir. Students gave each other souvenirs and wrote each other's most wanted words, and the breath of all blessings spread instantly on campus.

This atmosphere did not infect me, but it infected Guan Wenlan.

Her big, thick guest book was filled with messages from her classmates, and when she brought it to me, I was really stunned.

"Chen Zhuo, write me something. ”

"It's too empty, you know I don't like it, it's like saying goodbye. I said

"I don't want to say goodbye to you, just keep it as a memorial in the future, everyone else has written it", she complained and said,

I said, "If they write theirs, I won't write it, I'll tell you." ”

She turned to a pleading tone and said, "I'm serious, it's okay, you can write whatever you want!"

"Okay!" Seeing that she refused to give up, I answered her.

But what should I write? I don't want to write some big words, no sincerity, after thinking about it for a long time, I still wrote: Here in youth, I and you have sparked a spark called love, we are close to each other, I don't want it to go out, but in this unpredictable season of youth, I hope you are always well. I wish you no wisdom teeth, Chen Zhuo.

Then, out of curiosity, I flipped through the messages left by others to her, paying special attention to the boy's messages, and there were many words similar to wanting to date her, and the more I looked at it, the more angry I became, so I simply didn't turn it back, and closed it with a "snap". After a while she asked me if I had finished writing? I took it out and gave it to her, and I kept my head down as I did it.

She asked me as usual, "What's wrong, Chen Zhuo?"

"It's fine. ”

"You're upset?"

"I read your message, how did they write it?"

"What's wrong? you're jealous," she said with a smile.

I was angry and said, "What are you kidding?"

She said, "Then why are you doing this?" ”

"What's wrong with me?"

"Watch your eyes," she said,

I somehow came up with a sentence: "You tore it all up, I don't feel comfortable looking at it?"

"You're not going to tell you really, are you?," she said, upset.

"You go!" I told her to go, and she left without looking back.

Behold, my narrow-mindedness and my vanity are revealed, and I can only hide in my own corner.