Chapter 189: I'm in Love Again (9)
Bei Lingfeng's words continued:
"Everyone has his attachment in his heart, what you are attached to is the hatred in your heart, and I am obsessed...... It used to be Jiaojiao, but now it's you, and Ye Feifei may be able to stand up again in S City! But do you know? She is more persistent than you and me, and even this persistence is the bravery after repeated defeats and battles, just like those small citizens often say that they can't beat Xiaoqiang!"
Bei Lingfeng suddenly smiled, but this kind of laugh was more like self-deprecation,
But what you don't know is that her persistence is precisely the courage you gave her, which is a process of accumulation over time! Yunliang, I have to tell you, you did it, you really did it, your efforts were not in vain, God is fair, your efforts have finally been rewarded, you have successfully entered her heart, it's just that you are all blinded by appearances, you are used to getting along with each other in a mode of mutual hatred, and you have forgotten to face your heart, but in fact, you have long been the reason for each other to continue to work hard in S City!"
At this moment, Bei Lingfeng's words choked again, forcing him to stop again, take a deep breath, and take a deep breath to stabilize his breath before he could continue.
"Sometimes, people's cognition really can't be judged by age, the old people often say, every year you live to learn a good way, if you live to 80 years old, you have to learn 80 good things, the way people get along with people, is endless! These things, just reading textbooks is useless, you have to be social, that's why your communication skills are stronger than Ye Feifei, Ye Feifei's first half of life was too smooth, because her parents doted on her too much, she was a flower in a greenhouse, and you or I, me and you, knew how to wipe your eyes and look at the color early, but even so, you still have to admit that in Ye Feifei, there are things that you can't reach, otherwise you won't fall in love with her!"
Bei Lingfeng inhaled his nose, and the heavy breathing sound not only did not make people feel embarrassed or uncomfortable, but on the contrary, it could bring people into the realm constructed by his words.
"When I tell you this now, I am really calm and objective, I don't want you to regret it one day, because after last night, I know that you love her so deeply, it turns out that you are so affectionate, you have paid so much, you guy don't say anything, I don't know, but now I know, there are some things, I feel that I have to confess! In fact, at the beginning, I didn't understand! I am also like you, I have been living in my own closed world, content to be a frog at the bottom of the well, maybe...... This is the mistake that everyone who has succeeded in a certain field makes, who makes us all so confident and arrogant? However, indifference really hurts! I have paid enough for Jiaojiao's coldness to realize the power of this thing! Some feelings, I think I really can't speak, but to you, my best brother, and my only dear relative in this world, in fact, there is nothing that cannot be said!"
Speaking of this, his expression suddenly became extremely serious, as if he was in the next major conclusion,
"Yunliang, the reason why Ye Feifei has been ignoring me is because ...... She sincerely regards me as a friend, and my friend, the meaning to her, is very special, I am her friend when she encounters setbacks, she brings me happiness at the same time, I also bring her happiness! My hurt deprives her of hope and happiness, because the joy of making friends is mutual! Therefore, if you feel that she is the sunshine that your dark and closed life yearns for, bringing you hope, then, please remember that your encouragement and guidance also give her infinite hope and motivation to fight, if now, because of these speculations, suddenly extinguish all her hopes, it is equivalent to the second destruction of her, then, you are the second Shen Sirui, even more hateful than Shen Sirui, so, Yun Liang, you can't do this! You really can't do this! At the very least, you should give her a chance to explain!"
Bei Lingfeng frowned deeply, and there seemed to be a bone in his throat that was difficult to swallow, making his voice extremely painful,
"You know, her mind is very simple, she doesn't have so many twists and turns and ambitious desires, and she is not a scheming person! Moreover, she is easy to be deceived, she is not the kind of Meng Qianci, otherwise, she would not have easily fallen into Shen Sirui's love trap, let alone be easily calculated, and she would be ruined in the design industry, so she could only be a little cannon fodder in the entertainment industry! She is talented and hard enough, why can she only be cannon fodder, it is because she is sharp and jealous, she doesn't know how to hide her light! In fact, you know all this, now, I have hurt her because of my selfishness, and the blow to her has been very big, her whole person has changed, which makes me deeply blame myself, and I can't let go until now, so you really can't hurt her, you really can't ......
At this moment, Bei Lingfeng told everything that had accumulated in his heart, and the pain was mixed with a wordless relief, which made the mood feel depressed.
"Actually...... You and I both know very well in our hearts how difficult it is to gain a foothold in S City, a seemingly prosperous and rich but indifferent and cruel city, she is a little girl, and she can't bear so much! Although I know that I am a bastard, and it is very ungentlemanly for you to wipe your ass with the bastard I did, but, the mistake has been made, buddy is sorry for you, buddy promises, in the years to come, I will remember this matter to the death, double the compensation, and never forget, I ......"
"Don't talk about it......" Hua Yunliang finally spoke.
He really couldn't listen to it, probably it was an extremely terrible thing for a person to be confined in his own thinking circle, but fortunately, he woke up in time and had time to rein in the precipice.
At this moment, Hua Yunliang felt that he could no longer control the tears rolling in his eyes, so he could only turn his head, no longer look at Bei Lingfeng, and said in a hoarse voice, with great difficulty,
"Don't say it, don't say it, don't say it...... You don't have to apologize anymore, I understand...... You let me calm down first...... Calm down first......"
Bei Lingfeng didn't say anything anymore, just let out a long sigh, as if to calm his mood that had been excited all morning, he took one last look at Hua Yunliang, and then, turned around and left the house, gently closing the door!