Chapter 188: I'm in Love Again (8) (For Ice and Rain, Two Changes)

Bei Lingfeng's eyes suddenly turned red, a variety of pains were mixed together, and the past overlapped, one moment was Shu Jiaojiao's appearance sitting on that bald thigh and smiling, one time was Ye Feifei's back pulling Yu Xiaowan's desperate departure, and the other time was the shock when he heard Hua Yunliang say that Ye Feifei would not go more than 24 hours without sleep even if she fell out of love......

It's too much, too much to bear!

It's too messy, it's messy and can't tell the difference between the past and the present!

He forgot how he put down his raised fist at that time, and how he covered his face to cover his reddened eyes, it was too embarrassing and too painful! He only remembered that he sat down on the sofa with his head down, no longer looking at the man on the bed, and told the guilt in his hoarse voice:

"Yunliang, brother, I'm sorry for you!"

However, it was such a simple "I'm sorry for you" that brought this whole morning quarrel to a perfect end!

Hua Yunliang turned his head sideways, suddenly took a deep breath, and seemed to have red circles under his eyes!

Just as his thoughts were in turmoil, he heard Bei Lingfeng say in an extremely hoarse and choked voice: "But...... No matter what you see, you believe in your brother, Ye Feifei is definitely not Shen Sirui's third, by no means! How could a proud woman like her be the third for a married man? You must be mistaken!"

They have never faced each other to this point, and they have never felt as difficult to face each other as they are now, but they have to face it, perhaps, this is fate!

Bei Lingfeng's hands covering his face trembled slightly, as if he was wiping tears, those tortures that were tormenting day and night in his heart, and the self-blame that had nowhere to vent, he still had to say it after all, at this moment, he couldn't be a deserter, he intermittently said: "I'm sorry...... There are some things that I ...... I...... I didn't mean to hide it from you!"

Bei Lingfeng held his forehead with both hands, propped himself on his knees, inhaled his nose, and continued in a slightly clear voice:

"Perhaps, knowing Ye Feifei is also a kind of fate! It's your fate, it's also my fate! I remember, when you first told me about her, I also asked you, is it the stupid girl with bangs, big black wavy curls, and stepping on seven-centimeter high heels, your face at that time was very unnatural, in fact, it was a tacit! Fate is really wonderful! I think the first thing that attracted you was maybe the confidence she exuded like sunshine! Heh...... That must be a ray of light that you can't reach, right?"

Hua Yunliang heard the words and did not answer!

Bei Lingfeng took a deep breath and continued: "Others don't understand you, but I do, you are so sunny on the surface, but your heart is full of unspeakable suffering! In fact, you are the same as me, you have been living in a closed gray space! But ...... After you came back from N City, don't you think it's strange to see Ye Feifei, her iconic Qi bangs and big wavy curls are gone?"

Finally, Hua Yunliang also regained his composure, his face was like a fish on the verge of death, the last trace of blood was about to fade, sometimes, the electrocardiogram was really accurate, he frowned, there seemed to be a pinprick pain in his eyes, he looked at Bei Lingfeng, and asked word by word: "What did you do when I was not in S City?"

It's all come to this point, there is really no need to continue to disguise, Bei Lingfeng no longer holds his forehead, bows his head, in fact, it's useless, what he should face, he can't escape at all, he put down his hands, raised his head slightly, just lowered his eyebrows and looked at the floor, with a wooden expression, and continued the words:

"Originally, Ye Feifei and I were just simple friends, I thought, you are not in S City, if she encounters something and needs my help, I can also help at any time, this kind of thing, even if you don't say it, I will do it automatically, after all, she is a little girl, how big things can I help, I must help as much as I can! Then, suddenly one day...... She said that she wanted me to arrange a handsome blind date for her best friend, I thought she was playing around, so, I didn't take it too seriously, but I did find a trustworthy person under my hand, ready to perfunctory her, after all, this kind of thing, but also her best friend can be seen, I haven't seen her best friend, how do you know what people like? Besides, how many people now, less than thirty, will go on a blind date by themselves? If something happens, no one can be responsible, and feelings are an indescribable thing, but in the end, ...... Finally ......"

"How did it end......"

Speaking of this, Bei Lingfeng suddenly let out a long sigh, he was silent for a long time before he lowered his voice and continued in a very indifferent tone:

"The night before we made an appointment, I found out...... In short, I was hurt by Jiaojiao, so, I changed my mind, I went by myself, but I was wearing a very exaggerated chicken feather glasses, basically I couldn't see the deity, when the time came, Ye Feifei took her best friend to the place we agreed, it was a very quiet bar, I chartered the venue, sang in it, maybe it was because the mood was too bad at the time, I sang too devoted, I don't know how, her best friend liked it very much, insisted that I take off my glasses, and then ......"

And then ...... You really picked it, didn't you? So, she was very sad, so, that night, she didn't sleep all night, did she?"

Hua Yunliang asked calmly.

But hearing it in Bei Lingfeng's ears was like a thousand arrows piercing his heart, he nodded with difficulty: "Yes...... Because, that night, she found out that her best friend liked me, and it was love at first sight, and I ...... Alas......"

Bei Lingfeng felt a headache, and continued,

"However, she knows that I am the one who has a girlfriend, and she can't accept it! She can't accept this result, she can't accept that the result of being a mistress or being a mistress happens to her best friend, and I ...... But this ending is really not what I can predict...... This is where I can't live with her the most, and it's also where I can't live with you, I didn't want to say it when I was killed, but at this point, I have to say it, Yun Liang, if she was really Shen Sirui's third, she wouldn't have turned her face with me, let alone ignore me until now, and she wouldn't see me, let alone cut off her most beloved big wavy scroll, she wasn't, she really wasn't...... You believe me......"

The truth turned out to be like this, Hua Yunliang heard this, and his heart was tasteless!

He smiled bitterly, as if fierce tears were surging like waves, so that his heart could not get a moment of respite!