01 The scene of the confession that year
25 June 1999.
The Colonel Celebration Gala of the High School Affiliated to Normal University.
In the background of the stage is a heavy red curtain, with plastic sunflowers on both sides, and a huge banner pulled above it - "Warm Celebration of the 50th Anniversary of the Affiliated High School of Binzhou Normal University"
Eight o'clock in the evening.
The auditorium was filled with more than 2,000 teachers and students.
Just now, the young man in the white shirt on the stage, in front of the teachers and students of the school, made a brave declaration to a certain girl, which made the entire auditorium instantly fall into a state of restlessness full of youth.
"Awesome!"
"Damn, Shen Xin, this guy really dares to confess at the school celebration party, this guts are too fat. ”
"Who is Wei Ziying?"
"You don't even know Wei Ziying? The class leader of the second and third classes of high school is the one who just performed the guzheng, she is very beautiful, and there are a lot of people chasing her in the school, but the brother on the stage dares to confess on this occasion, but he is much better than those guys who can only secretly send love letters, maybe he really has a show!"
"Shhhh ”
The auditorium was filled with the buzz of discussion, and the homeroom teachers of each class stood up to maintain discipline.
The two hosts standing behind the scenes scratched their ears and cheeks anxiously, and the instructor was also sweating, obviously having no experience in dealing with performance accidents.
"It's nonsense!"
Principal Wang, who was sitting in the middle, had a very ugly face, he really didn't expect that a key middle school in the city attached to the Normal University would make such a big show at the 50th anniversary celebration, and it would be a lot of fun if it was spread out.
As the students' voices were slowly silenced, the scene fell into a short period of silence.
More than a dozen seconds passed.
The teenager on the stage was still in a state of confusion.
Shen Xin tried to take a deep breath, and the breeze of the early summer night poured into his nose, bringing a refreshing feeling.
He gently plucked the strings of the guitar in his arms again, and his fingertips were clearly touched.
I can feel that this young body is very energetic, healthy, well-proportioned, and has good eyesight.
He looked down at himself.
A pair of white and blue striped Adi, jeans, white shirt, raised his hand and pulled his hair, no need to look in the mirror, he knew that he was now wearing an extremely angry oblique long bangs.
This year, he is as young and invincible as Xiao Lizi.
It was his seventeen years old.
Everything in front of me felt real, not like a flashback.
And if you drive down such a high cliff, you will probably become a lump of meat sauce, and you can't get back.
Shen Xin is not the kind of person who is good at deceiving himself, he can still distinguish between reality and fantasy.
But in a short period of time, he still couldn't digest the current situation.
There was no doubt that he was indeed dead, and the weightlessness that made the hairs stand on end for several seconds, and the blankness of consciousness caused by extreme nervousness and fear, were the last memories engraved in his mind.
Is this a rebirth? or is it a time reset?
Or is it because the self that α the world line has died, so the memory is grafted to the β world line?
Encountering phenomena beyond the norm, Shen Xin habitually gave a variety of possibilities, and these possibilities were all based on a basic condition.
- I'm really back.
Shen Xin shook his head, trying to make himself more sober, as a professional headhunter, quickly sorting out his emotions is his basic professional quality.
The lights on the stage are dazzling, and the scene in front of you gradually overlaps with the scene in your memory.
Sitting in the first row, the headmaster Lao Wang, who was pale and pale, and Li Gang, the teaching director who was angry and waving at him in the background, glared at his homeroom teacher Xin Zhenghai with angry eyes......
I am standing on the stage now, so today is ......
Shen Xin turned around and glanced at the banner signing.
"99th National Normal University Affiliated School Celebration ......"
He turned back and took a closer look at the reaction of the audience.
Slowly, a wave of painful emotions welled up in my heart.
"It's just back to this time. ”
Shen Xin was full of slander, it seemed that he had completed the most tragic feat of his high school career just now.
Chrysosl said: Friendship has many names, but once youth and beauty intervene, friendship is called love, and it is deified as the most beautiful angel.
From meeting Wei Ziying in junior high school to now, it has been five years, and Shen Xin has liked her for four and a half years.
In the summer of 1999, seventeen-year-old Shen Xin finally chose to show his fiery feelings in this way.
Impulsive, intense, and also seems romantic.
It's just a pity that he failed this time, just like a firework that has been made for many years, it blooms in the sky for a few seconds and turns to ashes, in fact, it is not a firework, the fireworks are at least gorgeous, he is at most a cannonball, it is very loud when it explodes, and it is gone after the explosion.
According to the original plot development in memory, after leaving the scene, I will be scolded by the teaching director, and then I will be slapped by Wei Ziying, and tomorrow will be the school's three major punishments.
Although Shen Xin, who was standing at this point in time again, was already an adult, the words had already been spoken, the matter had happened, and he really couldn't think of any way to remedy it.
Later, every time the high school reunion was held, some people always liked to use this matter to arrest him and execute him publicly, Shen Xin really regretted it, if it could have been earlier, this black history might have been erased.
Can't stay on stage any longer, it's obviously not a good place to think.
Shen Xin took two steps back, bowed to the audience, and turned to leave.
Seeing this, many people breathed a sigh of relief, especially the school staff, who secretly sweated, for fear that some amazing words would pop out of his mouth.
The students' reactions were different, in their eyes, Shen Xin at this time had already incarnated as a revolutionary martyr of the student class, a hero who bravely stood up against the school's high-pressure policy of prohibiting early love, and he was a group of bulls.
I don't know which turtle sun took the lead in applauding, a thunderous applause sounded in the audience, and the school leaders who listened were pale, so Shen Xin's head was lowered.
As soon as he walked behind the scenes, the teaching director rushed over, pulled a black face, pointed at Shen Xin's nose and scolded, the volume was so loud that everyone around him was startled.
"What class are you from!"
"Do you know what you did just now? You're ruining the school atmosphere! Destroying school discipline!"
"What is the occasion today? Who gave you the courage to do this! Ah, what about your homeroom teacher? Call your parents right away!"
Sure enough, there was a ranting attack from the dean.
Shen Xin just wanted to find a place to be quiet now, and he really didn't have time to listen to the teachings of the teaching director, but the director's emotions were obviously very excited, and he was slashing his head and covering his face one after another, and it seemed that it was getting more and more intense.
Shen Xin had no choice but to interrupt: "I'm sorry, go to the toilet and miss the company." ”
After speaking, before others could react, he had already slipped through the back door with a bottle of mineral water.
……
Behind the auditorium is the playground, the air is fresh, there is no one around, Shen Xin sat directly on the steps, unbuttoned his shirt, rolled up his sleeves, unscrewed the mineral water and poured half a bottle on his face, and opened his mouth to pour the remaining water down.
With a long breath, he spread his legs and slowly leaned his back against the pillar.
If there hadn't been that accident, I would have been in 19 years by this time, and I would have been fighting and mediating in various drinking parties.
It's hard to imagine that in the blink of an eye, you can run so far.
The distance between life and death is difficult to measure, and they can be far away or close to each other.
Shen Xin first jumped from one end to another, and then from that end to this end, jumping back and forth between life and death, and it was difficult for those who had not experienced it to understand his current mood.
"God, I know I'm dead, but you can bring me back to life, I'm still twenty years younger, I'm really happy, since I'm here, then I want to stay good, don't arrest me again, thank you." ”
Muttering something that no one could understand, Shen Xin smiled at the sky like a fool.
In a short period of time, he is still the same person, but from body to heart, he has completed the replacement of the old and the new.
I really answered that sentence.
After running away for half a life, he returned as a teenager.
At this time, it is the season of lush flowers and plants, the playground is open and quiet, occasionally fireflies flutter in the night, and the smell of soil and grass is slightly moist and cool, making people feel more comfortable.
I remember that this playground was once a good place for boys and girls to have a tryst after evening self-study, and many adolescent emotional sprouts were quietly born in the tactile sense of shoulders and ear sideburns between men and women, and Shen Xin also used the excuse of review to trick Wei Ziying here, leaving a simple and beautiful memory.
But since the introduction of teachers on duty with high-powered flashlights, there are far fewer people here, and after many years, they have returned to their alma mater, and this area has been added with new teaching buildings and paved plastic runways, and there is no such situation.
Shen Xin stayed for a while, thinking that since it was a drama of rebirth, then at this time, she should also come.
A few seconds later, with the sound of running, a beautiful figure appeared through the back door.
The girl was wearing a plain Hanfu for the performance, slightly messy because of the strenuous exercise, her long black and silky hair was combed into a bun, a few strands of hair were stuck to her ears with sweat, and a few mud spots were splashed on her small white embroidered shoes, which looked a little embarrassed.
When Wei Ziying saw the boy sitting on the stone steps, she couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes anymore, took off the hairpin on her bun, and smashed it on him.
"Shen Xin, you bastard!"
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