02 The correct posture to apologize
Time seemed to slow down a little at this moment.
There is a strong sense of separation between reality and memory, which makes Shen Xin feel that his perspective has been stretched away, as if he is watching the projection of a projector, and his memories are being played frame by frame in the film.
The long hair under the waterfall from the hairpin, the skirt dancing in the wind, and her tearful eyes, this scene was the most profound picture that was once fixed in Shen Xin's mind.
The girl in front of her is called Wei Ziying, a classmate of Shen Xin Middle School for six years, and the relationship between the two is ...... Pal.
Of course, after piercing that layer of window paper, all this will be a thing of the past.
During the time when he couldn't forget Wei Ziying, after every hangover, Shen Xin would think: If he didn't confess at the beginning, would there still be a trace of possibility between the two?
At the time, his answer was yes.
At that time, Shen Xin attributed the huge emotional gap between the two to this impulse, and firmly believed that it was her too hot feelings that hurt her, and if she had the opportunity to do it again, she would definitely be able to redeem all this.
Shen Xin is now standing at the point in time that he can save her, and he also has the ability to seem to be able to change a lot of things, but for him, the question itself has long lost its meaning.
Just like the expensive snacks I ate when I was a child, I always fantasized about earning money when I grew up, buying a bunch of snacks to eat, and when I really grew up, I lost my craving for snacks.
After 20 years, seeing the face that haunted me when I was young again, and saying that I still like it, is too hypocritical and unrealistic.
He just misses a little, misses the pure and beautiful her in his memory, and misses the self who was able to hold the guitar and practice hard for a year, just to express his love on the stage desperately, after all, in the years to come, no one else can make him do such an outrageous thing.
In a short period of time, many thoughts had already flashed through his mind.
At this time, the hairpin that was still flying in the air was about to hit Shen Xin's body, his thoughts were interrupted, so he subconsciously raised his hand to block it, and this time the hairpin was thrown back, and it fell at Wei Ziying's feet.
Shen Xin suddenly had a toothache, and he was a little annoyed by his straight man's behavior.
In fact, he had a more fucked up operation in his previous life, that is, he rushed directly and hugged Wei Ziying tightly, even if he hugged it, the two iron arms were like lobster claws, and then he was slapped.
Looking at Wei Ziying's clear face, Shen Xin suddenly felt a little guilty in his heart, in fact, this matter has a lot of public opinion impact on other girls, but he didn't know how to deal with it in his previous life, and he kept adding fuel to the fire, and finally caused some unpleasant things to plant shadows in the hearts of both parties.
Now that he is back, this matter should be properly settled.
Shen Xin was ready to apologize.
For the apology for this kind of incident, it is natural that the three words sorry cannot be brushed aside.
It is necessary to be sincere, but also to have a little acting polish.
Without one of the two, the effect will be greatly reduced.
Although he was a little suspicious of coaxing the girl, Shen Xin didn't mind, so it would be good if he didn't let her find out......
Mature men are reserved and introverted, and they are better at speaking with their eyes and expressing with gestures.
For example, the current Shen Xin.
The open neckline, the lowered eyelids, and the traces of water on his face that have not yet dried up, give him a depressed temperament, there is no expression on his face, the expression is hidden in his eyes, and except for raising his hand to block the hairpin, he has no body movements, just silently watching.
If Shen Xin on the stage is a young man, then Shen Xin sitting here is a man of vicissitudes of life, a loser of feelings, but he is defeated very calmly, not as hysterical and embarrassing as in the previous life.
Five, four, three. After counting down to three seconds, Shen Xin slowly stood up.
He seemed to be about to speak, but he stopped in his mouth, and was silent for a while, and the corners of his mouth took on a bit of bitterness.
"In fact, before I came to power, I originally thought that there was a little possibility of success, I was even fantasizing about your response just now, I thought, if it succeeds, it will probably be the happiest thing I have been in recent years, if it fails, I also intend to accept it calmly, but now it seems that the result is no longer important, because I see the damage of this matter to you. β
The bitterness on Shen Xin's face had turned into guilt, and through the guidance of the last sentence, he gave the other party an emotional outlet.
The grievances accumulated in Wei Ziying's heart also broke out at this moment, tears couldn't stop falling down, her shoulders shook gently with sobbing, and she asked with a crying voice: "Do you think you are very majestic in doing this? You have a lot of face, don't you? Do you know how uncomfortable the eyes of those people made me just now? How do you let the teachers and classmates think of me in the future?"
Four question marks my God.
Shen Xin felt that he had met an opponent, and answering the questions one by one in this case would be tantamount to looking for death, but fortunately, he had insisted on not blinking for more than ten seconds, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked even more depressed.
"I'm sorry, I didn't expect the situation to get so complicated, I was too impulsive and naΓ―ve to take into account your feelings and the effects around me, I ...... I'm really sorry. β
"I will bear all the consequences of this matter, and I will try my best to eliminate the impact, if you think that what I do can reduce some of the harm to you, you can tell me, I will do it immediately, you can also beat me and scold me to be angry, I just hope ......" Shen Xin's eyes lowered, and in the end, his voice became much quieter.
"Do you want me to forgive you?" Wei Ziying interrupted him with a word.
Shen Xin was stunned and shook his head again: "I just want to try my best to make up for my mistakes." β
"It's useless to say anything now. Dropping this sentence, Wei Ziying turned around and left, walking and walking, hearing that there was no movement behind her, she glanced back at Shen Xin again, her nose suddenly became sour, and she said coldly: "I hate you the most!"
Hearing the last sentence, Shen Xin's body paused obviously, as if he had been hit in a fatal part, and even the movement of raising his head seemed to become much slower.
Wei Ziying left without looking back this time, leaving only Shen Xin's lost figure standing in place.
Sticking his ears and listening to the footsteps slowly disappearing, Shen Xin breathed a sigh of relief.
Call......
It's done.
It's good if this girl is ruthless, if she is ruthless, her anger will disappear quickly, hurry up Ming'er to apologize again, give her a step down, this matter is half over, even if the two can't be friends from now on, they won't have each other's hearts like in their previous lives, leaving bad memories.
As long as the follow-up problems are dealt with, the turmoil should be able to pass quickly.
When his spirit relaxed, Shen Xin suddenly felt tired, perhaps it was the sequelae of rebirth, so that he just wanted to rest for a while now, he leaned his back against the pillar, his eyelids were fighting, and he fell asleep with a squint.
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Wei Ziying had already changed her clothes in the dressing room, she was sitting on a chair, her eyes were still a little red, but her mood had calmed down a lot, and several sisters beside her comforted her while denouncing the stinky and shameless guy.
Wei Ziying put her hands on her cheeks, listening to the sisters saying bad things about Shen Xin, and suddenly remembered the boy who had a mouthful of big white teeth and a big grinning face four years ago: "My name is Shen Xin, and I love to believe or not." β
From junior high school to high school, I have actually become accustomed to that guy being by his side all the time, discussing topics together, reading books together, and occasionally playing together, but isn't this good, why does the relationship suddenly have to change?
As soon as she thought of him, Wei Ziying's mind reappeared with the lost figure at the back door of the auditorium, and her mood was a little lower.
What I just said, isn't it too heavy......
"Yingying, don't be afraid, the sisters will help you out tomorrow, give those boys a little color, don't always think that we Yingying is easy to bully. Best friend Chen Zixin said.
"I'm going to go to the bathroom. β
Wei Ziying suddenly got up and left the locker room, she walked around to the playground, and saw Shen Xin sitting alone on the stone steps from a distance.
Sure enough, it's still here.
Wei Ziying began to blame herself a little in her heart, just now it was probably the fiercest time in her life, and she may have hurt him.
When I walked in, I saw Shen Xin leaning on the stone pillar dejectedly, his eyes closed, his clothes were uneven, and his hair was scattered by the wind, like a drunk abandoned by the world, looking so lonely in the moonlight.
Should I go over now......
Wouldn't it be a little bad, after all, where is there a girl who just lost her temper and took the initiative to reconcile.
But he looked so uncomfortable......
Wei Ziying's two fingers were stirred together, she hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to go over and talk to Shen Xin.
Well, just say a few words to him......
No, no, girls should be reserved, they can only say one word.
Having made up her mind, the girl's steps became much quicker, but after only a few steps, she heard a slight snoring......
So his body froze, and he suddenly trembled with anger.
This guy actually ......
Sleep!
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