When I came to the spicy fragrant pot shop, I saw that it was already crowded with people, who were queuing up with pots and tongs to hold vegetables. It's time for lunch, and the surrounding office workers are flocking over, so the whole store is very popular.

"Cheng Xin, you go find a place to wait for me first, and I'll just line up." Murong Xue'er said with a smile, "Otherwise, there will be no place for it." You don't know, this business is good, it's this scene every day at noon. ”

"Okay, I'll wait for you. Cheng Xin looked at the dense crowd of people in the store, quickly found a table in the corner and sat down, and sent a message to Murong Xue'er, "I'm in the innermost corner." ”

"Okay, I'll come to you right away. Murong Xue'er replied to the message.

After about 15 minutes, Murong Xue'er found Cheng Xin with the receipt and the meal card, sat down and looked at Cheng Xin and said, "Cheng Xin, haven't you seen this meeting for a long time?"

"Yes, I've been resting at home all this time, and I haven't been to the outside store much, let alone queued. Moreover, my taste buds are almost losing their senses, and I want to eat this spicy and stimulating now. Cheng Xin unconsciously glanced at the adjacent table, looked at the others eating with relish, and unconsciously swallowed his saliva.

Murong Xue'er looked at Cheng Xin like a greedy cat, and said with a smile, "Don't worry, it's coming soon." ”

"The spicy incense pot of No. 79 is ready, please take the meal. When Murong Xue'er heard this, when it was time to pick up the meal by herself, she quickly got up and took the food card to the food pick-up window, and then came over with a large pot of spicy fragrant pot and two bowls of rice, "Cheng Xin, eat quickly." ”

Looking at such a large pot of spicy fragrant pot in front of him, Cheng Xin was shocked: "Xue'er, why did you order so much, there are only two of us, we can't finish eating." As he spoke, he took a bite of the chopsticks and chewed it in his mouth, and couldn't help but admire, "Xue'er, it's so delicious." ”

"It's delicious. I don't know about you, a snacker, but when you come across food, you have a great appetite. I'm worried that it's too little, and it's not enough for you to stuff your teeth. Murong Xue'er looked at Cheng Xin's happy appearance and said with a smile.

"Haha, Xue'er still understands me, then I'm welcome. Cheng Xin took a big bite and felt fragrant when he looked at it.

Murong Xue'er looked at Cheng Xin in front of her, still so optimistic, and she was a little puzzled. Before, she lost her child unexpectedly, and she was obviously heartbroken when she was in the ward, but now it seems that nothing has happened at all. Wasn't that blow big enough for her?

"Cheng Xin, how are you doing now?, did the doctor say anything?" asked Murong Xue'er tentatively.

As soon as Cheng Xin heard the doctor's words, the chopsticks holding the dish shook a little, and the dish fell on the table. Then he came back to his senses, took a mouthful of food and put it in his mouth, and pretended to be okay while eating, and smiled, "Very good, you see that my appetite is so good now, what can happen to my body?"

But at that moment just now, Murong Xue'er saw it in her eyes, she knew that Cheng Xin had something to hide from herself, so she asked with concern, "Cheng Xin, if there is really something, you must tell me, we can face it together." We can be people who have experienced hardship together. ”

Cheng Xin shook his head, his eyes were ruddy, he put down the chopsticks in his hand and looked at Murong Xue'er, and said with difficulty, "Xue'er, how did you feel when you found out that it was difficult to get pregnant?"

Murong Xue'er looked at Cheng Xin's sad appearance, and the questions she asked, and suddenly had an answer in her mind, Cheng Xin was afraid that it would be difficult to get pregnant in the future because of this accidental miscarriage, if this was the case, it would be great. She was very happy in her heart, but she couldn't show it in front of Cheng Xin.

Murong Xue'er suppressed the excitement in her heart and pretended to be sad: "At that moment, I felt that my world had collapsed. If I can't have a son and a half daughter for the life of my beloved, then what qualifications do I have to be with him. Therefore, I only had one thought at that time, that is, to see a doctor and take medicine, and I must cure my body. ”

"Then what if the doctor tells you that there is no cure?" Cheng Xin's eyes were full of despair.

"I don't know, the doctor didn't tell me that. But if I really face such a situation and I am deprived of my qualifications to be a mother, I may leave my beloved and cannot delay him. Murong Xue'er said slowly, her eyes were very lonely.

"Are you really willing to leave like this?"

"What can he do if he doesn't leave? If he really likes children, and we don't, how painful it will be for him. Even if he would say that it would be okay not to have children for me, but the real thoughts in his heart must be that he still wants to have children of his own. Can you bear to watch your lover suffer in silence?"

Murong Xue'er said every word in Cheng Xin's heart, why didn't she think so. Since Wu Fang talked to her last time, she also promised that Wu Fang would leave Lu Yi. But she knew that if she left like this, Lu Yi would look for her even at the ends of the earth. So she hasn't made up her mind about what to do.

"Xue'er, I'm afraid I really won't be able to be a mother in the future. After being silent for a while, Cheng Xin said.

"What!Cheng Xin, don't scare me, how can this be?" Murong Xue'er looked at Cheng Xin with wide eyes in surprise.

"It's true. The doctor said that if it was not cured, I would never be able to get pregnant again in the future. As he spoke, Cheng Xin's tears had overflowed into his eyes, "Lu Yi hid it from me, afraid that I would be sad and didn't tell me." But when I was in the hospital for a follow-up, I had already overheard the results. ”

"Cheng Xin, you have to be strong. I can see that Lu Yi really loves you wholeheartedly, even if you can't give birth, he will never abandon you. Maybe you can find a good authoritative expert and be cured?" Murong Xue'er comforted.

"Just like you said, Lu Yi really loves me and may not want children for me. However, I know that his desire for children, and their family's big inheritance, must not be left without a successor. I can't be selfish. ”

"However, Lu Yi won't let you leave, he loves you so much, if you leave just because of this problem, even if you run to the ends of the earth, he will find you back. ”

Regarding Murong Xue'er's words, Cheng Xin thought deeply: "I'm also thinking about this problem, so I'm very confused, and I really love Lu Yi, no less than he loves me." However, his mother had already looked for me and told me very clearly that she hoped that I could leave Lu Yi and not delay the Lu family, and I agreed. ”

"Ah, how could his mother do this to you? It's too human, it's an accident that you're like this. Murong Xue'er nervously held Cheng Xin's hand, in fact, she was already happy in her heart, the more sad Cheng Xin was, the happier she was.

"I understand that big families are very concerned about this. What's more, there are many women who originally wanted to marry Lu Yi, including famous nobles and official eunuchs. And I'm just an ordinary woman, relying on Lu Yi's love to enter his door, and now I'm a hen that doesn't lay eggs, and I'm useless in the eyes of his mother. ”

Cheng Xin was actually very clear about the gap between the two from the beginning, but at that time he felt that true love could overcome everything. However, she didn't expect that marriage was not a matter of 2 people, it was a matter of 2 families, and there were too many things for her to consider.

"Then what are you going to do?" asked Murong Xue'er.

"I don't know. Cheng Xin lowered his head, his heart was very confused. She wanted to leave, but she couldn't let go of Lu Yi.

"Then don't think about it, just live each day. Murong Xue'er picked up the chopsticks, took a piece of beef and put it in Cheng Xin's bowl, "Eat quickly, the dishes are cold." ”

"Hmm. Cheng Xin picked up the beef and put it in her mouth, eating it with tears in her eyes, "Xue'er, it's delicious." ”

Murong Xue'er looked at Cheng Xin's teardropping face, picked up a tissue and wiped it for her, and said softly: "Don't cry, your makeup is almost gone." ”

Cheng Xin took Murong Xue'er's paper towel and wiped it herself, "Xue'er, thank you." After complaining to you about these heartfelt words, my whole person is much more relaxed. You don't know that these days, I've been holding it in my heart and not daring to tell anyone. ”

"Silly girl, who are the two of us. If there is anything you dare not say to others in the future, tell me, and I will be your most loyal listener. Murong Xue'er said with a smile.

Cheng Xin felt very warm in her heart, Murong Xue'er was always so understanding. When you are unhappy or in need of help, you are always there for you.

"There's still the last piece, do you eat it or do I eat it?" Cheng Xin looked at the last piece of meat left in the pot, looked at Murong Xue'er and asked.

Murong Xue'er picked up the chopsticks and sandwiched them into Cheng Xin's bowl, "Of course you ate it." Actually, I don't eat much, I've been full for a long time, just to accompany you, I have been holding chopsticks and eating slowly. ”

After eating the last piece of meat, Cheng Xin put down the chopsticks and touched his slightly bulging stomach with satisfaction, "Eat so much." ”

"Then let's go out for a walk, just walk along the street and digest it. Murong Xue'er proposed.

"Okay, but the clerk in your store hasn't eaten yet... Cheng Xin remembered that Murong Xue'er only had one clerk.

"It's okay, I let her order her own takeout. I'll let her go home sooner when I get back later. ”

"Okay, I'll look at the store with you when we're done walking. Cheng Xin said sincerely.

"That's great, Cheng Xin, let's go. Murong Xue'er pulled Cheng Xin and walked outside, "Let me tell you, this street is still very good, there are many small shops that are quite interesting, we can walk and stroll around... ”

"Okay, okay, I haven't been so relaxed for a long time, I must have a good walk today... Cheng Xin said with great interest.

As he spoke, the two of them went shopping hand in hand, talking and laughing, and under the sunshine, they became two beautiful shadows connected together.