Chapter 128: I still love you

"Why don't you sit in the front?" Jiang Yingjun couldn't help asking, remembering that Cheng Xin used to sit in the co-pilot and talk and laugh with himself, but now this sense of alienation made him feel a sense of loss in his heart.

"Isn't it okay to talk wherever you sit?handsome, how are you doing?" Cheng Xin changed the subject.

"It's good, my previous project was very successful, it was recognized by the board of directors, and now I am the deputy general manager of the company. ”

"That's great, you're very capable. Cheng Xin praised with a smile.

Hearing Cheng Xin's words, Jiang Yingjun didn't know how to answer.

At the beginning, in fact, Jiang Yingjun did not allow his father to enter the company to take over the family business, so from the freshman to the junior year, Jiang's father couldn't call Jiang Yingjun to go to the company to study. Jiang Yingjun has always liked computers and has always wanted to become a software development master. However, knowing that he met Cheng Xin and saw that Cheng Xin finally chose Lu Yi, he realized that maybe he was not good enough and was not a resolute and domineering president, so Cheng Xin did not choose himself. If one day, he also becomes a giant in the shopping mall, will Cheng Xin be impressed by himself?

"Xiao Xin, do you think I am better now, or is I better than before?" After a pause, Jiang Yingjun asked.

Cheng Xin took a serious look at Jiang Yingjun, he was still handsome, energetic, less childish, a little more sharp and mature, and more manly charm. She smiled faintly, "Handsome, people will always grow slowly, I think every person today is a better self." ”

"Heh, Xiao Xin, isn't that the same as not saying it?" Jiang Yingjun actually wanted to know what kind of man Cheng Xin liked, whether it was because he was not good and mature enough at that time, or because he was not Lu Yi.

"Handsome, no matter what you are, you will always be my good junior and good friend. ”

Listening to Cheng Xin's words, Jiang Yingjun smiled bitterly. The vehicle in front had been towed away by the rescue vehicle, and the road began to smooth out, Jiang Yingjun stepped on the accelerator, "Xiao Xin, where are you going?" ”

"Go to the Dream Cake House at No. 432 Fengyun Road, which is a shop owned by my friend. ”

The car drove in the direction of the Dream Cake House, no one spoke, and the car was quiet. The wind outside the car window blew into the car again, and Cheng Xin closed her eyes and continued to quietly enjoy the freshness of the breeze.

Through the mirror, Jiang Yingjun kept secretly looking at Cheng Xin, and his quiet appearance caused ripples in his heart. He finally couldn't help but speak, "Xiao Xin, do you love Lu Yi?"

Cheng Xin came back to his senses and looked at Jiang Yingjun who was driving, "Yingjun, what do you want to ask? Why do you think you are strange." ”

"Actually, the question I've always wanted to ask is the same, why did you choose to be with Lu Yi, what do you love about him?"

"Handsome, I think I've already answered you before, love has no reason, it may just happen to be him, that's all. Cheng Xin himself doesn't know why he fell in love with Lu Yi, he only knows that from the first time he saw him, he left his shadow in his heart, which he couldn't erase, he would miss, and he would unconsciously want to get close to him. Although he knew that there was a huge gap between himself and Lu Yi, he still chose to be with him without hesitation. Perhaps, this is love.

"Then how are you doing now?" When Jiang Yingjun first saw Cheng Xin, he found that there was a trace of resentment in her eyes, although she kept smiling at herself in the conversation, her eyes would not deceive, Cheng Xin must have something in her heart.

Cheng Xin didn't answer this question immediately, she has always disliked to deceive others, but she is not easy to say to another man that she is not doing well, Lu Yi obviously loves her very much, how can she say that she is not doing well? However, her own body is like this, her mother-in-law does not accept it, how can she say that she is doing well?

After pondering for a while, Cheng Xin reluctantly smiled and said, "It's okay." ”

"Your look has betrayed you, Xiao Xin, I know the news of your previous hospitalization. That kind of pain is unforgettable for any woman. I saw your slightly desperate look on your hospital bed. At that moment, I hated myself for not fighting with Lu Yi, and just quitting like that to fulfill you. If you had become my woman at that time, maybe you wouldn't have been hurt so much. Lu Yi didn't protect you at all. I also said that if he doesn't have this ability, let me protect you. Jiang Yingjun said, his eyes full of regret.

"Handsome, don't say that. I know you're good, but Lu Yi is also good. This time it's an accident, I can't blame others, maybe the baby and fate haven't arrived yet. Cheng Xin said very calmly.

"You always defend Lu Yi like this, which makes me so envious. Xiao Xin, do you know that until today, until this moment, I still only have you in my heart. For such a long time, in addition to work and study, I just missed you all the time. Thinking about whether you are doing well, thinking about whether you are happy, thinking about whether you think of me occasionally. Jiang Yingjun said as he spoke, his eyes already reddening.

Cheng Xin saw it in his eyes, but he couldn't respond, so he had to say: "Handsome, thank you." ”

"What I'm most afraid of hearing is your thank you, which makes me feel so distant. You know what? The last time you were hospitalized, I didn't even dare to go in the door to talk to you, I just dared to lie outside the door and look at you secretly. ”

Cheng Xin was surprised, "Have you been to the hospital? Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because, I'm afraid that as soon as I go in, I won't be able to control my feelings, and I want to hold you and protect you. ”

"Handsome, I am already Lu Yi's wife, you should let go of the obsession in your heart, open your heart and try to accept other girls. Perhaps, happiness is not far away?" Cheng Xin really hoped that Jiang Yingjun would let go of his love for himself.

Jiang Yingjun didn't speak again, he tried to let go of Cheng Xin and let work and study numb himself. But in the dead of night, the scene when they were together came to mind, and that was his happiest time.

"Xiao Xin, it's here. Jiang Yingjun parked the car in front of the dream cake house, got out of the car and ran to the back seat, and the gentleman opened the door for Cheng Xin. Cheng Xin smiled and said to Jiang Yingjun, "I'm sorry for you today, this is my friend's shop, what do you think?"

Jiang Yingjun looked at it seriously and said, "Yes, the decoration is very dreamy." ”

"Would you like to go in and try the cake here? My friend's craftsmanship is top-notch. ”

"No, I won't disturb you guys, I still have something to do when I go back to the company. Jiang Yingjun looked at his watch, and his own meeting was about to catch up.

"Oh well. Then I have time to make an appointment. ”

"Xiao Xin... Jiang Yingjun wanted to speak and stopped, then suddenly hugged her, let go and ran into the car, waved his hand and said to Cheng Xin, "Goodbye." ”

Cheng Xin was still stunned and didn't react. When she came back to her senses, the car had already driven away...

"Cheng Xin... Murong Xue'er looked at Cheng Xin, who was stunned, and patted her shoulder, "What are you looking at? Who was that handsome guy just now? It can be seen that he is interested in you." It turned out that as soon as Cheng Xin and Jiang Yingjun got out of the car, Murong Xue'er found out and wanted to run out to greet them. But later, I saw Jiang Yingjun hugging Cheng Xin, so I stood at the door for a while to avoid everyone's embarrassment.

"No, no, that's my junior, an old friend. Just dropped me off. Cheng Xin replied with a twinkle in his eyes.

In fact, Murong Xue'er had already seen Jiang Yingjun twice, once in a bar and once in the hospital, and she had long known Jiang Yingjun's deep affection for Cheng Xin. However, he was silently concerned on the side before, but this time he didn't expect to walk together again and hug on the street.

"Since you don't want to say it, then it's not easy for me to ask as a friend. With that, Murong Xue'er smiled and pulled Cheng Xin into the cake shop.

Murong Xue'er asked Cheng Xin to sit down at the table, "You wait for me, I'll give you the new variety I just researched, and help me try whether it's delicious." With that, he trotted into the back kitchen, and then came out with a smile on his face to a cake.

Cheng Xin looked at the pale yellow cake and asked curiously, "What kind of cake is this?"

"Kiwi Durian Cake, a new variety I have developed in the past two days, you will be my first guest, try it. Murong Xue'er put the cake in front of Cheng Xin and looked at her expectantly.

Under Murong Xue'er's attention, Cheng Xin dug a bite of the cake and put it in her mouth, then frowned, revealing a very painful expression.

"What's wrong, is it so unpalatable?" Saying that, Murong Xue'er dug it herself, put it in her mouth, tasted it and said, "No, I think it's delicious." ”

"Poof" Cheng Xin laughed, "I lied to you, Xue'er, this cake is really good, it melts in your mouth, delicate and fragrant." ”

"Really?"

"Well, really, I think it can be a big sale. Cheng Xin said with certainty.

"Great, thank you Cheng Xin, I have confidence. As she spoke, Murong Xue'er hugged Cheng Xin's face and pretended to kiss her, "It's not early, let's go have lunch." ”

"Don't you eat in the store?" asked Cheng Xin.

"How can you eat in the store when you come, I'll take you to eat delicious, I know there is a spicy fragrant pot near here. ”

"Spicy fragrant pot!" As soon as he heard this word, Cheng Xin drooled, from the time he was hospitalized to the present, Cheng Xin has always eaten a very light taste, and even rarely eats chili peppers, when he heard the words spicy fragrant pot, his saliva was about to flow out, "Then let's go quickly." ”

"Okay, I'll talk to the clerk. Murong Xue'er ran to the cashier counter and said a few words to the clerk Xiaohua, only to see Xiaohua nodding. Then Murong Xue'er ran to Cheng Xin's side with a smile and held Cheng Xin's hand, "Let's go, eat spicy fragrant pot." ”

"Okay. Cheng Xin happily followed Murong Xue'er out.