Chapter 29: I have no resistance to him
Gu Qingchuan was still buried in my neck, gently gnawing at it, the scorching breath could burn people to death, I had no resistance to this man himself, but at this moment my heart was very calm.
Yes, men always forget things quickly, I don't know what kind of mentality Gu Qingchuan uses to face me, but I've had enough of his uncertain emotions.
Compared with a cold and ruthless man, this kind of man who is intimate with you on the surface, but uses you as a bargaining chip in private, is more terrifying.
I looked out the window, and the rain was still falling.
My hand is still in Gu Qingchuan's hair, his hair is very short and hard, just like his scum, I feel a little sore from the scum.
"So, what is the purpose of your return this time?" I said, softly, like a murmur between lovers.
Gu Qingchuan finally stopped the movements on his body, raised his head, and looked at me with a puzzled expression.
"People who have disappeared for more than three months suddenly reappear, is it because they miss me?"
"What if I say yes?"
He began to disguise himself with me again, and his firm and affectionate eyes were really touching.
"Miss me, miss my body?!" I sneered.
Gu Qingchuan glanced at our current posture, and also knew that he was at a loss, so he had no choice but to turn over and get off me and lie on the other side of the bed.
"Xia Yan, didn't we say last time that we should trust each other?"
Yes, we said we had to trust each other, but I wasn't the one who lied first.
"Believe in each other?Gu Qingchuan, since you came back, you haven't confessed anything to me, but now you want me to trust you, do you really think I'm still the little girl who was carried away by love?"
I'm 28 years old, and in the past 28 years, I've experienced almost half of the things I should have experienced in my life, and I'm no longer the little girl who revolves around Gu Chuan every day, I can't love it, and I can't afford to hurt it.
"You put that video out, right?" I pulled my clothes tight, got out of bed, and walked towards the window.
The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier, and it is hazy and unreal, just like Gu Qingchuan's people.
"If you don't believe me, why do you think I did everything?"
I turned to look at the man sitting on the bed, his clothes were slightly open, his hair was messy, and he was puffing out, and finally he had some fireworks.
Against the light, I couldn't see his expression clearly, and after a long silence, I finally asked with certainty, "Isn't it you?"
I know Gu Qingchuan too well, he is not suitable for lying, from the time Xia Xue said that she released the video, he was a little weak-hearted, and he flattered me like this later, this is not something he would have done before.
I don't know why we became like this, I like the strong and sincere Gu Chuan before, and I also like the bold and serious me before.
But time has changed us beyond recognition, and he is now getting better at disguise, leading me into his trap over and over again, and I am now more and more defensive, seeing through his intentions again and again.
But even if we know that we should be enemies of each other, he still wants to be close to me and is reluctant to give up on me, and I will still fall into his deep affection and be reluctant to leave him.
This feeling is contradictory, painful, joyful, but also tormenting.
"Separate, just separate, women, you should have a lot, anyway, you are so good at pretending, then you will please. ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Gu Qingchuan left, and the heavy sound of the door closing seemed to slap on my heart, painful and stuffy.
I wanted to say something, but I muttered for a long time, but not a single syllable came out.
I suddenly regretted that I should have stood closer to him so that I could remember his expression when he left, after all, it might be the last time we would see each other.