Internet rumors are like a tornado, when it comes quickly and violently, turning your world upside down, and quickly returning to its previous calm.

The report about me was only posted on the Internet for an afternoon, and the heat subsided, and I really admired my mother's efficiency.

But what's the use, my image has collapsed, and no one cares what the truth is.

When I went to bed at night, I dreamed again.

In my dream, I saw Gu Qingchuan, this time he no longer looked at me with a pair of cold eyes, but shrunk in a dark corner, constantly calling me, he said, "Xia Yan, Xia Yan, don't leave me." ”

There were still tears in his eyes, and his voice was distressing to hear, and he looked weak and helpless, and I slowly approached him, and when I wanted to hold him, he disappeared and suddenly disappeared.

I sat on the balcony and looked at the time, it was only two o'clock in the morning.

The night in Lin'an City is always more prosperous and beautiful than the day, and there are lights everywhere, like a beautiful painting.

And I am an outsider, my body is blown through by the cool breeze, but I can never feel the excitement in the painting.

The wine we had drunk that afternoon was still on the table, and I poured myself a glass and took a sip of the wine, thinking to myself why I had such dreams.

Compared with Gu Qingchuan, I am always miserable.

Does he even have to pretend to be pitiful in his dreams, win my sympathy, and then use me as a bargaining chip to hurt the people around me?

Then he is really cunning, he couldn't make sense to talk to me about love before, and now he comes to talk to me about sympathy?

But in fact, he didn't have to go to such great lengths, because in love, I had long been enslaved by him.

When I woke up in the morning, I had a cold, dizziness, and body aches, but fortunately I didn't have to go to work, and I was about to go back to sleep when my phone rang.

It was the director who called me and told me to go back to work.

But how do I go back to work now?

"Director, I will prepare my resignation letter in the next few days, thank you for your help and care for such a long time, I am not angry. "My throat hurts and my nose is badly stuffed, but it's hard but sincere.

"Your news, the station has already issued a statement, and besides, this circle, no matter who it is, will be talked about, if you really don't want to be in front of the stage, you can also turn behind the scenes. ”

I was able to enter Lin'an City TV Station, and my mother worked hard.

But I do like this job very much, since graduation I have been studying with our director, it was he who brought me out step by step, every time I encountered something, he personally called me to comfort me, this time in this case, to say that I am not moved is false.

I moved behind the scenes, firstly because I really didn't have the courage to stand on stage again and be pointed at by everyone, and secondly, I was getting older and it was time to find a way out for myself, so going behind the scenes was the best choice for me.

Before I took over my new job, I went on a trip to Qinchuan, which is really beautiful, not as crowded as Lin'an City, nor as prosperous as Lin'an City, but it is difficult for people to fit in.

Qinchuan City is a quiet but a little naughty city, there are many young people there, everyone is full of vitality, and it is very suitable for couples to live.

When I stood at the highest point in Qinchuan City, I whispered: "I have been here to the land law we agreed on." ”

Back in the station, the first program I picked up was "Looking for Idols".

This is a new large-scale idol talent show, a genre that I have not been exposed to before, but this is an opportunity for me, and it is also the fastest way for me to forget Gu Qingchuan.

So I had to put in 100 percent of it.

Before the show was recorded, I read all the contestants' information by heart, and when I turned to that familiar photo, my brow couldn't help but increase a little.