When I woke up the next day, it was already more than 10 o'clock in the morning, but I didn't expect that the brain would sleep so soundly after over-secreting dopamine, it seems that the quarrel is not all bad, I don't know how Lao Qiu slept last night, hehe!

Wow, what a good taste. The first thing I saw when I woke up was the smell of cooked food coming from outside the room, so Qiu Ziyue came out of the room and ran to the dining table to smell it several times, it was too fragrant.

At this time, Qiu Ziyu, who came out of the kitchen, happened to see Ziyue's small move.

"Yo, get up, it's just the hot pot is ready, hurry up and wash it out to eat, I bought you a lot of hairy belly, I'll eat more later"

"Great!"

"Dishes, you're waiting for me, I'll be here soon, I'm glad you!" The little eyes swirled in front of the hot pot again.

After coming out, I first picked up my small bowl, brushed it in the hot pot a few times with my hairy belly, and then started eating.

"It's delicious!" I said, boasting about how delicious it was.

"Eat slowly, eat so quickly, be careful of choking" Looking at Ziyue's gobbling up, it was really like having never eaten in eight lifetimes.

Seeing that Ziyue also ate for a while, Ziyu was ready to enter the topic.

"I've slept well, and I've eaten almost now, shouldn't you tell me what you're really thinking!" I looked at Ziyue on the other side and asked unabashedly.

"You know it too!" I asked Ziyu knowingly.

"Don't ask me knowingly, you're not a fool!, you should know that such a big thing should be more cautious," Ziyu said very clearly.

"Sister, do you think I'm messing around?" I didn't look at Ziyu, but continued to eat the hot pot, sending it to my mouth one bite after another.

"I know you have your ideas, but if you want your parents to support you, you should first have a good and convincing reason for them"

"The way you did things last night, no one would agree to you for any reason, and I don't want to be a lobbyist, I just want to know what you really think" Ziyu also picked up what her sister should look like to talk to Ziyue.

"I said, I'm not fit to be a doctor, do you believe me?" I paused for a moment before responding to Ziyu's question.

The "reason" is right, no matter what you do, there will be a reason, the reason is appropriate to believe, and the reason is improper to fool around.

"Actually, I envy a few of you, do what you like and follow the path you like"

"And I can't, I've always thought that I'm so far away from you, like a different world, without excessive expectations and constraints" Speaking of this, my heart inexplicably began to be heavy again, like a broken boulder being reorganized.

"Continue" Ziyu also listened carefully, but it was far from over.

"During my internship at the hospital, the most thrilling thing for me was not how humiliating and embarrassing it was for me to do something wrong"

"But I always look at the patients who are dying, especially at night, even if I know that death is coming, I still have to carry an ECG defibrillator and try my best to save them."

"But in the end, it was not saved, and it was accompanied by the heart-rending weeping of the family members."

"At the beginning, I was also very sad in my heart, thinking that a person's life is not said to be nothing, let the god of death take away without a trace of hesitation, this should be how the mixed flavors should be described."

"Later, when I went through it even I can't remember how many times, I felt that the feeling I had at the beginning was lightened, and when the patient left and the family cried bitterly, there was no wave in my heart."

"It scared me, and I wondered if I was too cold-blooded, but I couldn't face myself like this" I was silent for a long time, and I felt like my brain was messy now.

"It's that people will be born, old, sick and die, and it's not your fault that you've declared powerless, and you've tried your best to keep it, so you don't have to blame yourself anymore"

"I know that after such a thing, people's hearts will become numb after a long time, and you are loyal to your profession and stick to your duties, which is not ashamed"

This little sheep really has so much depression hidden in his heart, no wonder he quarreled with Lao Qiu, it is better to solve the problem now than after half a foot in it.

"I gradually began to ask myself why I chose to study medicine in the first place, was it really because I wanted to save more patients, or was it like my mother said, I have been deeply rooted since I was a child, and choosing to practice medicine is a good place to go, because the starting point is already much higher than others."

"I thought about it countless times, and in the end I came to the conclusion that it wasn't because I wanted to save more patients, or because being a doctor was not a very good job, but that I never really chose what I loved to do, and these were not what I wanted."

"I'm afraid that when the people around me leave me, I don't want to be something that should be cherished and mourned to become something that should be eaten and played tomorrow after a good night's sleep."

"I don't want that kind of flesh-and-blood self, and I'm afraid that I will save others but not the people I love!" This is the reason why I can't continue to choose medicine, so I gave up.

"That's why I quarreled with Lao Qiu, I really wanted to tell Lao Qiu, but I found that Lao Qiu couldn't listen to this at all, so I thought I'd better find another chance to talk to him"

"After all, he has been sticking to his grandmother's will until now, and he won't be shaken so easily, and he can't break it if he doesn't tidy it up well" I've thought about how to deal with this thing for a long time, but it's not the time yet.

"It turns out that the little sheep has really grown up, and has what they want to do and decisions, it's not nonsense" Listening to Ziyue's inner thoughts, he finally understood.

"Then will you still convince me to go back to medicine now?" I looked at Ziyu seriously, wondering if she would support me.

"I said, I'm not a lobbyist, people should always make a choice for their own path when they grow up, and I, this choice can only be made by myself and not by others"

"Of course you are the same now, since you know that you don't want to practice medicine, then you should be brave enough to choose the path you like to take, and leave no regrets" I think it should be to support her, not to be a stumbling block to her, but to recognize the choices she makes, Ziyue is a smart child, I believe she has considered all of this.

"Does that mean you support me!" I looked at Ziyu with a curious look.

"Otherwise, are there others, I've always been very open-minded" Ziyu asked Ziyue rhetorically, isn't my answer clear enough?

"I know that the second sister in the family lives the best"

"Don't you know that I didn't dare to go to the eldest sister last night, for fear that it would not be too late to nag me all night, so I could sleep peacefully, and finally I decided to come here to accompany your old man" After learning that Ziyu supported me, I began to brush my mouth and skinned.

"Hey, I found that you are really getting bigger and smaller, I really thought you came here last night because you had nowhere to go, I didn't expect you to be so calculating, why don't you go to heaven!"

"Also, I'm two years older, don't call me an old man every day, be careful I'll kick you out now" It's really hurt that I've been thinking about it for so long, it's really skinny.

"You're done eating, aren't you?"

"Wash the dishes for me!" Ziyu left after putting down the words.

"Hey, Qiu Ziyu, you just let me wash it alone, why are you going, I don't wash it!"

"If you don't wash, let me out!" I heard these words coming from the room.

"Okay, I endure it, they all say that eating other people's mouths is soft, taking other people's methods, one day I want the peasants to turn over and sing"

As he spoke, he cleaned up.