Chapter 002 - Repression
"You answer me now!" Lao Qiu finally talked about his grandmother's deathbed words, and this was the only time Lao Qiu picked up his grandmother to talk to me in the years after his grandmother left.
"Why, I can't say it, can I, if you still have a little repentance, you can go back tomorrow and rewrite this mess for me!" Lao Qiu said, pointing to the volunteers on the ground.
"Do you think I'm afraid that I'm willing to choose a doctor? It's all forced by you, it's you who have instilled such a choice of thought and behavior in my ears since I was a child, and I have always instilled it in my major from elementary school to high school, and I have never stopped."
"But have you ever asked me what my favorite major is, what I really like to do, when my grandmother is still there, you do what my grandmother wants, and when my grandmother is gone, you will press me with my grandmother's dying will"
"Do you know how I've come over the years, I've been pressuring myself to tell myself that I like medicine, and I want to be a selfless doctor who serves people in the future, but I slowly realize that I'm so tired, this is not what I really want to do"
"And these are what you want, sometimes I really envy other brothers and sisters, they can choose their favorite major and do what they like, but why am I so difficult!"
I forcibly suppressed the discomfort in my heart, and kept looking up to control the tears that were about to overflow the corners of my eyes, there were so many things that I had pressed on my heart over the years, and I wondered if I had gone crazy tonight.
"Presumptuous!" Lao Qiu exclaimed.
"You will come to create evil, you go, let me out immediately" Lao Qiu pointed out the door.
"Think about what you said today, and come back when you think clearly!" This time, Lao Qiu was iron-hearted, and his tone was very ruthless.
I opened the door without saying a word, and walked away without looking back, and the moment I closed the door, I could still hear clearly that my mother said that she wanted to keep me.
"Lao Qiu, what are you doing, where can she go if you kicked Yueyue out, I think you are crazy today" Li Wenshu blamed Lao Qiu, blaming him for throwing Qiu Ziyue out with such a big temper.
So Li Wenshu wanted to run out of the door, but was stopped by Lao Qiu.
"You're going there at night, can't she find a place to go when she's so old and alone?" said Lao Qiu as he stepped forward to stop Li Wenshu.
"But..."
"But what! Now it's time for this rabbit cub to calm down and think about what you can do if you run out!"
"Besides, isn't there still Ziyu! This rabbit cub will definitely go to Ziyu, what are you worried about, don't you just call Ziyu again!" Seeing that Li Wenshu's original frizziness became much calmer.
"Yes, Yueyue will definitely go to Ziyu's"
"No, I have to call Ziyu now!" With that, Li Wenshu immediately returned to the room and picked up the phone and called Ziyu.
Lao Qiu looked at Li Wenshu helplessly and sighed, there is no one in this family who is worry-free.
"Hey, Ziyu, have you slept," Li Wenshu was cautious.
"Not yet, Mom, you called me so late, did you miss me!" Qiu Ziyu teased Li Wenshu seriously.
(Qiu Ziyu is Qiu Ziyue's second sister and sister)
"Don't tell me about these old and unserious things, tell you the right thing!" Li Wenshu said seriously.
"Okay, Mom, you say, I'll listen" Why is Mom so serious all of a sudden, is there anything important, I haven't heard of it before.
"It's about Ziyue, your sister had a big fight with your father at night, and your sister is now being kicked out by your father," Li Wenshu said with a little worry.
"What? You said Ziyue and she quarreled with Lao Qiu? I heard you right!"
I almost couldn't help squirting out when I was drinking water, I was really shocked, my sister I don't don't know, I haven't quarreled with my family since I was a child, but I'm famous for my good temper at home, what can make this obedient little sheep quarrel with Lao Qiu.
"What are you doing with such a big reaction, don't let me get those curiosities out!" Listening to Ziyu's reaction, Li Wenshu said two more words to her.
"No, Mom, it's not a curious thing, don't you think it's a very unbelievable thing that Ziyue will quarrel with Lao Qiu? This is the first time in so many years!"
"Tell me, what the hell is going on" I can think that this is definitely not a simple matter.
So Li Wenshu told Ziyu exactly what happened tonight.
"Mom, I know what's going on, and I know what to do" After listening to what my mother said, I realized that this was the case, and it seems that this little sheep has also opened up.
"When your sister goes to you, you must not stimulate her, take good care of her, and enlighten her!" Li Wenshu told again and again.
"Knowing Mom, you can rest assured! Ziyue will take care of her when she comes. ”
"Don't worry, now Lao Qiu is still angry, you also have to take care of Lao Qiu and take care of yourself, Yueyue's affairs will be left to me!" Ziyu comforted one by one.
"That's good" After listening to Ziyu's words, his heart also added a touch of peace, but his heart was difficult to calm down after all.
"Okay, Mom, go and rest! hang up" After finishing speaking, Ziyu hung up the phone, and it is estimated that Ziyue is almost here at this time.
Sure enough, it didn't take long for Ziyue to knock on Ziyu's door, and Ziyu sorted out her expression and went to open the door. As soon as I opened the door, I saw that this little sheep was in a very low mood, probably because he was scolded hard enough by Lao Qiu.
"Come in!" has saved hours of telling the cause and process of what happened.
Ziyu knew about tonight's events, and Ziyue also guessed that her mother would definitely talk to Ziyu about volunteering.
Ziyue dragged her heavy body in.
"You're really good at picking time, it's just so that I'm off tomorrow, what you want to eat will be made for you tomorrow!" "It's good to avoid this topic now, there is time to talk, and now this guy should be tired enough, annoying!
"It's better to be a second sister, I want to eat hairy belly, I want to eat hot pot," I muttered coquettishly, my eyes were still very tired, and my heart and spirit were even more tired.
"Are you sure you want to eat hot pot on a hot day? Don't you want to up and let me die with you?" I think the fire of tomorrow's hot pot can be saved, just let the guy cook it.
"Am I joking, even if I have to die together, I'll have to eat first, I've found the right person, right?" I said weakly.
"I won't tell you, I'm going to sleep, don't bother me!" I finished and went to the room, I was familiar with this place and came often, and I could touch every corner with my eyes closed.
"Do you want to eat something before you rest?"
"No, I'm going to sleep!" I replied to Ziyu and closed the door and fell asleep.
This guy is really, every time he comes over, he is like this. Is this my family or hers? Sometimes even I wonder about myself.