There is no love without a reason, and there is no hate without a reason.

Zuo Xinyu's feelings for Lu Xiaoman are accumulated in these twists and turns.

Lu Xiaoman never thought that there would be a girl who loved him like this, let alone that the most perfect love was so within reach.

"Xin Yu!"

When Zuo Xinyu picked up the dishes that Lu Xiaoman bought and was about to go to the kitchen to cook, Lu Xiaoman suddenly stopped her in a daze.

"Huh?"

Zuo Xinyu was also stunned and looked back at Lu Xiaoman.

Lu Xiaoman seemed to be struggling in his heart, he didn't know how to say it, he hesitated for a long time, and still held back a sentence.

"It's okay, today's dish is a little lighter. ”

He gasped in his heart, and scolded himself, why was he so courageless.

I don't know why, he just couldn't say that sentence just now, he suspected that he was also a half-hearted man, he had feelings for this girl, and he was interested in that girl, is he also a legendary scumbag?

"Mm-hmm, okay, you rest for a while, I'll call you when you're ready." ”

A trace of gloom flashed in the depths of Zuo Xinyu's eyes, but he still said with a smile on his face.

"Forget it, I'll cook with you, I haven't done it for a long time, today we will work together to cook a fragrant meal. ”

Lu Xiaoman's eyes rolled, and then said.

"It's okay to do it without me alone, do you still need to cook the matter, you are a big man waiting to eat well, and you don't need to do these little things. Zuo Xinyu said.

She still didn't agree, and asked Lu Xiaoman to wait to be a serious foodie.

Lu Xiaoman felt that he was idle, it was better for two people to cook together, and he also wanted to see what Zuo Xinyu looked like when he was cooking.

"No, I still want you to taste my craft, my cooking is not unpleasant, I will show you today. ”

Lu Xiaoman said very confidently.

Although his craftsmanship is not particularly good, the taste is indeed passable, and in the past, Sister Wan was sometimes busy and couldn't care about cooking for him, so he would do it himself.

Saying that, Lu Xiaoman took the dish in Zuo Xinyu's hand and strode towards the kitchen.

"Just let me do the cooking, you can help me wash the vegetables. ”

Zuo Xinyu said after him.

"It's okay, let me take charge of the knife today, so you can see how the food I cook tastes. ”

Lu Xiaoman still prepares to wash the vegetables first, and makes one or two good ones for a while, so that Zuo Xinyu can also taste his own craftsmanship.

Zuo Xinyu began to prepare to cut vegetables, the board was in the middle, and Lu Xiaoman wanted to go to the left to wash the vegetables, so he squeezed sideways through the crowded small aisle.

Zuo Xinyu is bent over when cutting vegetables, so it is round tu

The ministry was raised high, and when Lu Xiaoman squeezed through here, he couldn't help but take a breath of cold air.

This close contact made him feel the tightness and softness of Zuo Xinyu's muscles, and he could clearly feel the touch of the part below his waist squeezing through the valley.

Zuo Xinyu also looked back at him, his little face was a little ruddy, and he seemed to notice something.

Suddenly, the atmosphere in the kitchen began to heat up, and Lu Xiaoman could clearly feel the difference from just now.

"Those dishes will be fried by you or me for a while. ”

After a while, the atmosphere was a little colder, and Zuo Xinyu asked Lu Xiaoman while chopping vegetables.

But the residual ruddy on her face still showed that she was very clear about the moment just now, but neither of them dared to point it out.

"I'll come to these two dishes in a while, let you cook all day, I'm almost embarrassed to eat. ”

said that he would cook by himself, Lu Xiaoman would definitely have to take on some of the dishes today.

At this time, his heart was still a little rippling, reminiscing about the comfort of that moment just now.

"What are you embarrassed about, now my parents are living in the hospital, and the hospitalization fee is paid by you, and now I live in this room, and this rental fee is also paid by you, I can only help you cook some food, it should be that I am embarrassed." ”

Zuo Xinyu shook his head and said to Lu Xiaoman very formally.

The serious look in her eyes seemed to make her angry if Lu Xiaoman said no.

Originally, he understood it this way in his heart, Lu Xiaoman was like the savior in her life, saving her life, and she couldn't repay his kindness in her life, hearing Lu Xiaoman say this, she was naturally unwilling.

The more Zuo Xinyu is like this, the more Lu Xiaoman actually feels bad in his heart.

He will feel that the reason why Zuo Xinyu likes himself is because of these kindnesses, and she is most grateful to herself rather than true love, which makes him feel very uncomfortable.

"Is that why you're so good to me? ”

Lu Xiaoman gritted his teeth, and then said.

Zuo Xinyu was stunned for a moment, and then the knife for cutting vegetables also slowed down.

She hesitated for a few seconds, but did not speak, as if thinking about something.

At this time, Lu Xiaoman's heart was also extremely complicated after asking, and he was also absent-minded about washing vegetables, he wanted to slap his face twice, why did he suddenly say this, no matter what Zuo Xinyu thought, wouldn't it hurt to ask this sentence by himself.

"Ahh

The sound of the knife hitting the board suddenly stopped when chopping vegetables, and Zuo Xinyu screamed.

Lu Xiaoman hurriedly went to see what was going on, only to see that Zuo Xinyu's index finger was cut out, obviously he didn't care when cutting vegetables just now, and in a panic, he cut his hand.

"Why are you so careless, don't think about it when you cut vegetables. ”

Lu Xiaoman put Zuo Xinyu's hand in his mouth, sucked the blood that came out of her head, and then couldn't help but blame.

Seeing Lu Xiaoman's anxious appearance, Zuo Xinyu's eyes instantly filled with tears.

Lu Xiaoman had just finished cleaning her fingers, and when she raised her head and saw that her tears were about to fall, she said in a daze.

"What's the matter? What are you crying about, I don't blame you. ”

He stretched out his hand to wipe Zuo Xinyu's tears.

But Zuo Xinyu grabbed his hand, and then put it on his face, and the tears flowed out irrepressibly, like a surging Yangtze River.

"Maybe we didn't know each other before, but since I knew you, since you got me out of that hell, I felt that maybe you were the Prince Charming I was waiting for. ”

Zuo Xinyu slowly closed his eyes, feeling the temperature brought by Lu Xiaoman's palm against his cheek.

The hell she was talking about was the Xinghui Nightclub, and Zuo Xinyu was almost bullied by Fei's Shaodong.

At that time, it was Lu Xiaoman who helped, otherwise she would have been unclean, Zuo Xinyu remembered it clearly in her heart, her first impression of Lu Xiaoman at that time was that she had no impression, because her mind was in chaos at that time, and it was completely muddy.

wanted to use her body to earn medical expenses for her parents, and her state of mind was almost collapsed at that time, and Lu Xiaoman was like a light that appeared in her life, completely illuminating her life from that small window and shining into her heart.

She never imagined that a boy would drag himself out of that sea of misery and pull him back from the darkest swamp in such a situation.

She imagined that if she betrayed her for the first time, she might really fall in the future, but now that she thinks about it, she can't help but be afraid, but if she is asked to choose again, she will still do it, even if Lu Xiaoman does not appear again.

Although the family conditions are not good, her parents have loved her very much since she was a child, and her parents are also the closest people in the world, even if they give everything they have, if they can save them, it will not hesitate.

She is such a person, she is really stubborn when she is stubborn, and she is very persistent in her feelings.

After a series of events, she regarded Lu Xiaoman as her support in this life, and regarded Lu Xiaoman as a pillar from the bottom of her heart.

Maybe at first she wanted to repay her kindness, but then she slowly began to be moved by Lu Xiaoman's personality charm, and she also fell deeply in love with this sunny boy with a sense of responsibility and justice.

After Lu Xiaoman's question, she was very sad in her heart, like a delicate flower withering in an instant.

"I did want to repay you for your kindness, but then I realized that I couldn't afford to repay it.

Slowly, I began to try to understand you, to enter your life, the closer I got to me, the more curious I felt, more and more interested, and the feelings became deeper and deeper, if I were not my own heart, I would not have found that I had actually fallen in love with you a long time ago.

Maybe I had the idea of repaying the favor at the beginning, but now I am from the heart, I have never been in love before, but I think love should be like this, when you are not there I will think about what you are doing, whether you miss me, whether there will be girls chasing you, there will always be such and such troubles. ”

Zuo Xinyu knew that Lu Xiaoman had a girl at the school flower level like her, so he was naturally very worried.

She felt that she should face her heart, she should not continue to escape, since she identified Lu Xiaoman, she would not retreat halfway.

"I don't know, I really don't know that your feelings for me are already so deep, I'm sorry, I hurt you, I shouldn't say that, I shouldn't doubt it, your feelings for me are mine, too stupid and stupid, there is a good girl by my side, but I have never dared to believe it. ”

Lu Xiaoman also looked at her with guilt, maybe there were too many uncertain things in his life, which made him think a lot and worry a lot when he made a choice.

He even felt that he was not qualified to be loved by so many excellent girls, and he once felt very unreal.

But today he can't escape, what kind of choice to make, looking at the expectant eyes of the girl in front of him, he knows that he can't continue to hesitate and delay.