He had ignored the girl's feelings all along, and now he couldn't ignore them.

"You haven't seen me before, but I do often hear about you, you are a civilian school flower in No. 1 Middle School, your academic performance has always been among the best, dominant, in my eyes you are a shining pearl, and I am the inconspicuous stone, I never thought that we would go from different forks in the road to the same road, and even now I feel a little incredible, I can't believe it.

But, respecting what you feel inside, I feel like I do like you. ”

Lu Xiaoman looked at Zuo Xinyu with very bright eyes, and a happy smile hung on the corner of his mouth, as if he had forgotten at this time, those superfluous considerations were really emotional at this moment.

Hearing this, Zuo Xinyu was stunned, and he didn't slow down for a long time, his eyes turned red again, and the crystal tears swirled back and forth, he couldn't believe his ears, she heard what Lu Xiaoman said just now.

He confessed to himself, and he finally recognized himself.

Zuo Xinyu squeezed his body into Lu Xiaoman's arms, the appearance of pear blossoms with rain was pitiful, and Lu Xiaoman's heart was also shocked.

"Are you telling the truth? Are you just saying something from the heart?"

She still can't believe that what Lu Xiaoman said is true, because Lu Xiaoman's attitude towards her during this period of time, she also sees it in her eyes and remembers it in her heart, but she doesn't know how to change it.

"I used to be wrong, I used to be too careful to accept your feelings, but now I have figured it out, everything will be done according to my heart, love is love. ”

Lu Xiaoman picked up Zuo Xinyu's delicate cheeks, the facial features were delicate like a fairy, and the cream-like skin was as warm as jade.

"I didn't dare to believe what you thought before, and I didn't dare to accept it, but now I feel that thinking like that before was a harm to both of us, and from now on I will protect you well and will not let you be hurt. ”

Lu Xiaoman gently kissed Zuo Xinyu's eyebrows, biting her earlobe and saying.

He knew that this girl had suffered a lot, and of course he and himself would not suffer those grievances in the future, and he would not allow anyone to hurt her again.

Her kindness, her meekness, are all he loves, from now on they are together, he is very happy in his heart, but he doesn't know why there is a trace of complexity in this happiness.

Lu Xiaoman didn't know where this feeling came from, but he didn't think about it because he didn't want to think about it like this anymore.

"I didn't suffer any grievances before, now I feel that I am the happiest person in the world, there are many excellent girls around you, I thought I was the most inconspicuous, today this is the ...... I didn't expect"

Zuo Xinyu knew Liu Qing'er, and even saw Su Ya and Lin Xue'er in contact with Lu Xiaoman, she felt that although she was known as the civilian school flower of No. 1 Middle School, she was still a lot worse than these beautiful and well-studied girls, and their family conditions were superior.

"I didn't think about it before, you are good enough, then I am just the one who is not worthy of you, maybe others will think that I am a toad and have eaten swan meat. Lu Xiaoman said with a smile.

What he said is actually not false at all, after all, Zuo Xinyu is the goddess in the hearts of the boys in the school, and she has always been a character who has been shouted and chased and beaten, the gap between the two is not small, and Zuo Xinyu can devote himself to himself, which is obviously a great miracle.

In the past, he never thought that the goddess in the dream he had lived would also confess to himself.

He felt that if he let the people in the school know about this, he would probably have a lot of trouble.

"How can you be much better than me, they don't know at all, it's just that I'm not worthy of you. ”

Zuo Xinyu wrinkled his little nose, he felt that Lu Xiaoman was the best man in the world, and there was no one.

In the eyes of the lover, Xi Shi is probably like this, because he feels that Lu Xiaoman has no shortcomings in his body, even if he did not study well in the past, or other scumbag behaviors, it is just his cover-up, and she now knows that Lu Xiaoman and Xiao Bald's bet on the exam has spread all over the school.

Lu Xiaoman is the biggest dark horse in this exam, so the school leaders attach great importance to it, and each subject is submitted in advance, but after the results, his eyes are plummeting, which makes him pay much attention.

After all, this is a counterattack from a scumbag, if it is a person who usually learns top-notch, it will be fine, but it is a famous scumbag in this school, and his rise is the most unbelievable.

When did he have a scumbag like this, they have seen those low-key ones, but they have never seen such a low-key person as Lu Xiaoman, who is obviously a scholar, he has to disguise himself as a scumbag, and he is scolded by so many people.

If it weren't for the teachers who came out to refute the rumors, saying that Lu Xiaoman's papers had no traces of cheating, I'm afraid all of them would think that Lu Xiaoman was cheating.

After all, this is so unbelievable, it makes people even scary to think about it, they are thinking about how deep Lu Xiaoman's state of mind should be, in the face of so many people's blows, in the face of so many people's insults and shames, it is really terrifying to be able to keep a low profile for so long and hide his strength, just this patience I am afraid that a second person can be found in this school.

Even in the eyes of some teachers, Lu Xiaoman is a terrible existence, after all, it is not simple to have such a deep scheming at such a young age.

But did they ever know that Lu Xiaoman was completely forced by Sister Wan, after going to high school, Sister Wan said that he was an adult, he should be cautious, don't be too protrusive, shoot the first bird, she said that she hopes that Lu Xiaoman will grow up well, it is enough to be safe, don't expect him to be too good, he feels sorry for Sister Wan who has pulled him up since he was a child, and he listened.

But Sister Wan is gone, his fate can only be explored by himself, if a person is not willing to be lonely, then he will resist from the bottom of his heart all his life, Lu Xiaoman is a person who is not willing to be quiet, no matter how low-key, he will eventually have a bright day.

Now that he can get the love of such an excellent girl, maybe it is because his life began to be unwilling to be ordinary, that he has such "good luck".

If not, everything will be avoided, everything will not dare to participate, everything will be afraid of causing trouble, then Zuo Xinyu will not be able to save him.

"Xin Yu, thank you for your love for me, I will definitely not disappoint you, yours is the greatest honor in my life. ”

Lu Xiaoman hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would leave his embrace, just like Sister Wan, and would not appear again.

I don't know when I will return, I don't know where I'm going.

"It is also the greatest honor of my life to fall in love with you and to know you. ”

Zuo Xinyu put his hands around Lu Xiaoman's waist, and he could feel that the sense of security from the mountains was covering him.

She is an ordinary girl, in her eyes, maybe she identified a boy, that is a lifetime thing, she identified him, and there is no regret in this life.

She remembered what her mother had said to her while she was lying on the hospital bed, which she would never forget for the rest of her life.

"Xin Yu, my father and mother can't go with you in this life, you have to find one, you love him, and you also love your man, Mom has walked down for half of her life, and she can see everything clearly.

People live not only the short-term happiness of the picture, the bitterness and bitterness of life, the sadness may not be sad, on the other hand, it is the comfort of life, in the fall and get up again and again, you will know that the most beautiful thing in the world is family affection, that is, love, me and your father, not this way down. ”

Zuo Xinyu's mother looked at the ceiling and seemed to be thinking about the past.

At that time, she was still young, Zuo Xinyu's father was also in his prime, everyone was beautiful and down-and-out, just like the most sophisticated routine in ordinary novels, they came together by chance, regardless of the opposition of their families, and they were combined like moths to fire.

In the first few years of hard work, they also had a very unsatisfactory life, after Zuo Xinyu was born, their life seemed to glow, but the good times did not last long, and when Zuo Xinyu was still an adult, they fell ill.

It's like the fate of the previous life, which brought them together, even if they enjoyed the devastation of this disease, it was at the same time, she even prevented Zuo Xinyu from treating the two of them, because she felt that even if she was sick, the two of them had been together for most of their lives, and the pain was nothing, it was just suffering her daughter.

Zuo Xinyu saw that the brilliance in her mother's eyes when she mentioned her father was bright, bright, and full of endless vitality.

Even though Zuo Xinyu's father is suffering from Parkinson's now, she is not sad at all, and often goes to his ward to accompany him, talk to him, bask in the sun with him, blow the wind with him, and sleep with him.

Zuo Xinyu felt that her parents were love, the love that had survived for half a lifetime, they were bold at the beginning, and now they are deep and thick, so inspired by her mother, she learned to open her mouth to express her heart to Lu Xiaoman, otherwise, Lu Xiaoman's recent psychological condition is impossible to take the initiative to put forward his feelings for her.

So this relationship is also the result of her own efforts and earnings.

"Xiaoman!"

"Hmm!"

Zuo Xinyu thought about it, raised his head and called.

Lu Xiaoman looked down at her eyes, which seemed to contain a lot of things.

"I love you!"

The corners of Zuo Xinyu's mouth were hooked, and there were two deep dimples on his cheeks.

"Hmph, of course, I'm so handsome. Lu Xiaoman said stinkily, and continued: "I also love you deeply, although I may not love you as much as you love me, but I will do my best to fill your heart." ”

He hugged Zuo Xinyu's waist with one hand, slender and soft, and grabbed her soft and boneless little hand with the other hand and put it at the position of his heart.