Chapter 59: Thanksgiving and Repentance

Although Zhao Anbang chose to stay in the hospital, and Ju Ze and the others went to accompany him every day, his memory was still getting worse and worse.

In the face of an incurable disease, no matter how hard the medical staff tried, they could only slightly slow down the deterioration of the disease, but they could not change the fact that it was getting worse and worse.

He began to gradually forget Wan Min'an, Miao Fang, Shen Yiming, Fan Shasha, Ju Ze...... Later, even Nian Nian, who came to paint him every day, began to forget, he listened to the little angel Nian Nian sweetly calling him Grandpa Zhao, but he couldn't find the memories related to her. He subconsciously didn't want to see his thoughts lost, so he desperately wondered who she really was, but in the end all he got was a deep sense of powerlessness.

He could feel his life disappearing little by little, and his memory would be erased back to a blank slate.

But one day, he suddenly remembered everyone, and he pointed to the album that Nian Nian had given him, and called out everyone's names. He then asked Dr. Chan to go out for a walk, saying it was around the hospital and that he would be back soon. Dr. Chen was not at ease at first, but he couldn't bear Zhao Anbang's insistence on going out, and he saw that Zhao Anbang was really in good shape recently, so he had to agree.

Zhao Anbang went for an afternoon, and when he returned to the hospital at the end of work, he asked Dr. Chen to help him connect with people who had taken care of him in the treatment team.

Dr. Chan told Wan Minan the news, and Wan Minan notified some people who were not in a hurry to see him for the time being.

Zhao Anbang looked at a room of people and asked Wan Min'an: "Why didn't Xiao Ju come?"

"He quit the group early, I thought ......" thought that Zhao Anbang had no impression of him, so he didn't call him over. He thought that Zhao Anbang couldn't even remember the people who often followed him, how could he remember Ju Ze, who had only taken care of him for a few months?

But what Wan Min'an didn't expect, Zhao Anbang said with a smile: "After Xiao Ju withdrew, although he didn't come with you to treat me, he split the time with you every week and brought his sister to see me." ”

Ju Ze didn't tell anyone about this, only Fan Shasha knew about it, Ju Ze told Fan Shasha that everyone couldn't apply for the project because of the incident, and they didn't have the face to do activities with everyone, so they could only carry them behind their backs. He also asked Fan Shasha not to tell others, so Fan Shasha didn't say anything.

At this time, Wan Min'an heard about this incident, and was surprised and moved: "It turns out that Xiaoju continued to pay attention after withdrawing...... I'll call him over. ”

After Ju Ze also arrived, Zhao Anbang said to everyone: "You have taken care of me for so long, I have nothing to thank you, but the Poverty Alleviation Office will send me things every year, and I don't use those things, they are all new, I just brought them from home today." ”

Then Zhao Anbang dragged out a big box from under the bed, opened the box, and it was full of small electrical appliances, all of which were brand new, and the outer packaging was not torn.

All the people are at ease...... He knows that the Poverty Alleviation Office does not have such a budget, and the basic necessities they provide to the poor elderly are some daily necessities of grain, oil, rice and noodles, and they will not buy these small household appliances at all.

It seems that these things were bought by Zhao Anbang himself with the money he saved for food, and he deliberately said that they were given by the Poverty Alleviation Office.

Zhao Anbang first took a hair dryer, handed it to Miao Fang, looked at her lovingly, and said, "This is for you, you have been taking care of me for five or six years, and you have always had short hair, and the little girl has long hair, maybe it will look good." ”

"My children are three years old, and they are no longer little girls. Miao Fang was still reluctant to ask for his things, her idea was very simple, she felt that Zhao Anbang's life had been very difficult, and it was really unbearable for him to break the bank, so she had always refused to get used to it. She shoved the hair dryer back into his hand and said, "Grandpa Zhao, I don't need it, thank you." ”

Zhao Anbang was suddenly a little lost, and said: "I just want to thank you, I have no relatives in my life, and the only thing that doesn't ask for anything in return is that you are good to me......"

Faced with his loss, Miao Fang couldn't refuse anymore, took the hair dryer, and said, "Thank you, Grandpa Zhao, in fact, I've wanted to buy this hair dryer for a long time." ”

Zhao Anbang took another electronic scale for Nurse Wang, and before he could start talking, Nurse Wang took it with a smile and said, "Grandpa Zhao, you think I'm fat, let me lose weight, right?"

Zhao Anbang smiled: "How dare I dislike you? You are the most beautiful in our era, and people who are rich and noble are like you." Now is a new era, and the doctor told me that if you are too fat, you will easily get sick, so it is better to be normal, not fat or thin, and healthy. ”

Nurse Wang nodded: "Grandpa Zhao, don't worry, I will definitely lose weight and reach a healthy level!"

Then it was for Wan Min'an, he bought a small massager for Wan Min'an, he said: "Chief Vanke, I asked the seller of electrical appliances, he said that this massager can massage anywhere, you are the most tired and busiest at work, you can use this to make yourself comfortable." ”

"Alas, thank you, Uncle Zhao......" Wan Minan stretched out his hand to take it,

Then the largest box, he picked it up and handed it to Shen Yiming, and said to Shen Yiming: "Xiao Shen, this is a rice cooker, given to you, you don't eat things from restaurants outside every day, it's not healthy, you can cook and eat it yourself when you have time." ”

"Thank you, Grandpa Zhao......"

"Look at Xiaoju and Xiaofan are married, I can't rest assured that you are the most, you are still alone, how lonely, you usually make more friends when you are dissatisfied with your work, and strive to get married quickly. ”

Shen Yiming nodded, listening to Grandpa Zhao with red eyes, he always felt that Grandpa Zhao had a feeling of explaining what was going on......

He also knows that these things can't be given by the Poverty Alleviation Office, and although these things are not expensive, they are also hundreds, Grandpa Zhao usually doesn't make a living, he used to farm, and after he got sick, he didn't plant anymore, he probably took out all his balance to buy these gifts!

Zhao Anbang took out two more slender boxes of the same kind, and said to Fan Shasha and Ju Ze: "This is for the two of you, it's an electric toothbrush, people told me that this is a good thing, but I don't understand it, I haven't used it, and I don't know what's going on, if you think you can use it, keep it......"

Fan Shasha and Ju Ze were very grateful, and Fan Shasha said, "Thank you, Grandpa Zhao, we will use it every day." ”

"Thank you, don't be polite to me. Zhao Anbang looked at Ju Ze and said, "Xiao Ju, I may not be able to make locust roasted fish for Nian Nian to eat in the future, I am seriously ill this year, and I don't have time to go to the mountains to pick locust flowers." That's actually not difficult to do, in the spring, you pick the locust flowers, dry them, and you can leave them for a year. When the summer comes, you can start eating the dried locust flowers, and when the time comes, you take out all the contents of the fish's stomach and stuff the dried locust flowers into it. ”

Ju Ze nodded: "Well, I remember, it just so happened that the acacia flowers bloomed during this time, and I will go to the mountains to look for them in a few days." ”

Zhao Anbang looked at Wan Min'an again and said, "Xiao Ju is very good, he didn't come with you later, but he still came to see me every week, and brought his sister with him." ”

Wan Minan really didn't know these before, looked at Ju Ze and said: "At that time, you said that you were going to quit, I thought you would really quit and be busy with your own business, but I didn't expect you to be secretly involved, why don't you continue to stay in the team and be with everyone?"

When Shen Yiming heard this, his heart suddenly "chuckled...... That was the first thing......

Ju Ze said embarrassedly: "It was because of me that everyone didn't apply for the project, and I didn't have the face to continue working with everyone. ”

"Alas, in fact, I really can't blame you for that incident, I didn't think about it at the time, and forgot that you have no medical background. Wan Minan blamed himself deeply, when Ju Ze withdrew, it is estimated that he himself was also very sad, right?

Miao Fang also felt uncomfortable in her heart, and she also felt sorry for Ju Ze, she looked at Ju Ze and Wan Minan guiltily: "You two are not wrong, I think it is me who is at fault, I have no way to speak, and I blamed Ju Ze for talking nonsense at that time......"

Ju Ze hurriedly smiled and said: "Sister Miao, you just tell the truth, I won't blame you, and you must not change, now there are not many people like you who dare to tell the truth." ”

Shen Yiming subconsciously looked at Ju Ze...... Why didn't he just say that he had written the wrong data, and why did he admit it?

Shen Yiming looked at Fan Shasha again, Fan Shasha's expression was also very confused, she didn't seem to understand the secret of this matter...... It seems that Ju Ze didn't even say anything to his closest people.

Why is he like this? How can there still be such a fool in the world? Would rather be misunderstood and blamed than name the person who framed him?

He lived in the shadow of this lie for a long time, and every day he was worried that Ju Ze would tell him that the data was what he wrote, that he would be fired from the hospital, that he would lose his job...... But Ju Ze never intended to say anything about it.

Shen Yiming suddenly felt that compared to him, he had been living a humble life......

He could no longer continue to listen to these people blame themselves for his wrong behavior, and he suddenly said in front of everyone: "It's not Sister Miao's fault, let alone Ju Ze's fault, it's my fault! Ju Ze's report was written by me for him, and I also deliberately wrote it wrong! Because I hated that he could be appreciated by everyone for whatever he did, and his light was too great......

Shen Yiming looked at Ju Ze: "Actually, I knew from the beginning that you paid me to write a report for you, in fact, you wanted to help me, and my father had an accident at that time...... If not, you could have asked Fan Shasha to write it for you. ”

"You helped me, and you carefully considered the self-esteem of protecting me, but I ...... you like that" Shen Yiming couldn't help but reddened his eyes, "I'm sorry...... Please accept this apology, which is more than two years late......"

Ju Ze was shocked at first, then laughed again, he patted Shen Yiming on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, I never blamed you." ”

After returning home from the hospital, Fan Shasha suddenly asked Ju Ze: "Why didn't you tell me the truth about this matter?"

Ju Ze smiled and said, "I really forgot, and I don't think there's anything worth talking about......"

Fan Shasha looked at him, he always seemed to be like this, silently taking all the responsibility.

She looked at the electric toothbrush in her hand again, sighed and said: "I think everyone must know that these things are not given by the Poverty Alleviation Office, they were bought by Grandpa Zhao himself, I don't feel very good, I always feel that his state today is not good, but worsened......

Ju Ze did not speak.

He also felt that this situation was not normal, he had forgotten everything a few days ago, but today he had a feeling of returning to the light...... I just hope it's not what he thinks.