Chapter 58: Oblivion
Not long after it was sent, the blessings of friends and colleagues filled the entire mobile phone screen, Fan Shasha looked at the blessings, and gradually realized that she had really entered another state in her life.
She's really married......
Best friend Zhang Caiyun called her and scolded her, asking her why she didn't inform her of the news as soon as possible...... Fan Shasha just wanted to say that it was only until now that she really had the reality of her marriage. When she rushed to get her license with Ju Ze this morning, she was conscious as if she was going to complete a task like work, instead of getting married......
The best friend said again: "I really envy you, you can get married for the first time you fall in love, but think about it, you, what you are best at is to die to the end." Whether it's with people or with academics. ”
Fan Shasha deeply felt that what she said made sense...... Recalling that this relationship was not smooth at the beginning, Ju Ze actually rejected her on the grounds that he had no money to get married...... Thinking of this, Fan Shasha took the phone and kicked Ju Ze, and then continued to chat with her best friend. Ju Ze looked at her in a daze, completely unaware of what he had done wrong.
After Fan Shasha and Zhang Caiyun finished talking on the phone, she saw that Shen Yiming also left a sentence under her circle of friends: "Congratulations, I wish you a good 100 years."
Fan Shasha remembered that the two of them had been misunderstood, and responded with a smile: "Thank you, and good luck." ”
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On the first day after the Spring Festival holiday, Ju Ze went to the hospital with Fan Shasha, and Ju Ze bought several large boxes of candy for his colleagues in the hospital.
In the morning of this day, Miao Fang was busy outside, and it was almost noon that Miao Fang had time to go back to the department.
She received Fan Shasha's candy and said to her happily: "You will also give birth to a child soon, give my family Jingjing as a companion, and the two of them will go to school together in a few years, and Jingjing will be your child's senior sister and can protect him/her." ”
Fan Shasha blushed and shook her head: "It's only been a long time since I, it's too early for you to say this now." ”
"Don't be afraid sooner or later, you can wait a few more years to go to school with my second child. Miao Fang looked at her red face with a wicked smile and said, "Hey, I must not call my family Jingjing in the future, you are a scholar like you, you have been married, and your face is still so thin." ”
Fan Shasha wants to say that she is naturally thin-skinned, and it doesn't have much to do with Xueba...... She pulled Miao Fang and said, "Okay, let's go have lunch first." ”
"Okay. ”
Miao Fang put the candy in the drawer and went to the cafeteria with Fan Shasha.
At the entrance of the cafeteria, the two of them saw Shen Yiming and Li Wanyi also coming over, and Li Wanyi immediately ran over to congratulate Fan Shasha: "Sasha, I have eaten your candy in the morning, I wish you all a long life!"
Shen Yiming followed unhurriedly, and when he heard Li Wanyi say that, he also said, "Bless you." ”
"Thank you. ”
The previous rumors between her and Shen Yiming were also self-defeating at this time, and she was very happy that when she saw Shen Yiming, both parties were calm.
After Li Wanyi's blessing was finished, she sighed sadly and said, "The three of us were admitted to the hospital together, it's been almost four years, Sasha, you are married, and I have been single since my mother's womb, and Shen Yiming seems to be still single......
As she spoke, she looked at Shen Yiming, "Why don't we get along?"
Shen Yiming was so frightened that he hurriedly waved his hand: "We are both still young, don't think about it, don't drag me if you don't want to open it, I'm not in a hurry." ”
Li Wan glared at him angrily: "You dislike me?"
Shen Yiming hurriedly shook his head: "Don't dare, don't dare...... I'll go to dinner first, let's talk. ”
After speaking, Shen Yiming left first.
So Li Wanyi and Miao Fang and Fan Shasha had dinner together, during which Miao Fang joked: "Do you really like Shen Yiming?"
Li Wanyi seemed to be frightened, covered her chest and said: "I have a pure revolutionary friendship with him, it is impossible in this life, just because it is impossible, so I dared to joke with him just now!"
Miao Fang nodded: "Then do you have anyone else you like?"
"There are no in the hospital, and most of the boys in our hospital are already married...... There was a junior brother in the spring recruitment before, and I thought he was going to exchange ideas because he looked very good, but guess what? They got their certificates when they were still in college!...... "Li Wanyi sighed deeply, "I'm really anxious now, after all, my parents have already started urging me...... Sister Miao, if you know an excellent boy, not from the hospital, remember to introduce it to me. ”
Miao Fang said angrily: "Wrap it up on me." ”
The three of them finished eating, just sat down to eat for a while, Dr. Chen, who was sitting next door, suddenly stood up, as if he had encountered something urgent, he walked outside the canteen without finishing his meal, and when he was about to walk to the door, he seemed to suddenly remember something, ran back again, and said to Miao Fang and Fan Shasha: "Doctor Miao, Dr. Fan, Zhao Anbang patient is very familiar with you, right? Just now the nurse called me and said that he was about to be discharged from the hospital, if you two are free to come with me to see what is going on?"
Miao Fang and Fan Shasha glanced at each other, and then looked at Li Wanyi: "Wanyi, let's go over and take a look, you can eat yourself first." ”
Li Wanyi nodded immediately, Miao Fang and Fan Shasha put down their chopsticks together, and went to the inpatient building with the doctor.
When they arrived at the ward, Zhao Anbang sat on the bed and said vigorously: "I want to be discharged, I must be discharged...... I don't live here anymore and I'm going to be discharged now......"
Fan Shasha and Miao Fang followed the doctor in, and Miao Fang pulled the nurse aside and asked her, "Why did Grandpa Zhao leave suddenly?"
The nurse shook her head: "We don't know, he is really old, his condition deteriorated very quickly in the second half of the year, he knew us at first, and after a year, he basically didn't know anyone anymore...... It's the first time you've seen him after the New Year, right? You two go and ask him if he remembers you. ”
Miao Fang nodded, walked to Zhao Anbang's hospital bed with Fan Shasha, and asked him, "Grandpa Zhao, do you still know the two of us?"
Zhao Anbang's eyes flashed with nervousness and fear, and he stared at the two of them for a while before he nodded and said, "I know you, Xiao Miao and Xiao Fan, you often go to my house to help me treat my legs." ”
"Yes, then Grandpa Zhao, do you still know them?" Miao Fang turned her body sideways and pointed to Dr. Chen and the nurse beside her.
Zhao Anbang hesitated for a long time, but still shook his head: "I don't remember." ”
They have also been taking care of Zhao Zhongyong since he was admitted to the hospital, but he didn't remember them at this time......
Dr. Chen told Fan Shasha and Miao Fang: "In this case, we generally advise the patient to stay with his family, because there is basically no way to control it with medication, and he can only rely on the patience of his family...... But we also know about Grandpa Zhao's situation, he has no family, so we recommend that he continue to stay in the hospital. But now he had to go home. ”
After hearing this, Fan Shasha asked Zhao Anbang curiously: "Grandpa Zhao, why do you want to go home? Are you not used to living in the hospital? Where are you not used to it? You tell us, let's change it." ”
Zhao Anbang just kept shaking his head and said anxiously: "I'm going home, I'm going to go home now......"
After he finished speaking, he stood up directly and was about to walk out. The nurse and the doctor worked together to help him sit down, trying to persuade him: "Grandpa Zhao, you just stay in the hospital, you go back, how can you live alone?"
"Why can't I live alone! I'm so old, I'm just waiting to die! I don't want to be a burden to you!" Zhao Anbang, who has always been good-tempered, actually yelled at them, but everyone present knew that being short-tempered was also a symptom of Alzheimer's, and they wouldn't blame Zhao Anbang.
Fan Shasha said anxiously: "Grandpa Zhao, we have never treated you as a burden, and taking care of you is our voluntary responsibility......"
"I'm a burden now......"
Grandpa Zhao suddenly cried, and at the same time, there was a sudden sound of dripping water and a strange smell in the ward, and they looked down to see that Zhao Anbang was incontinent......
In order to take care of his emotions, after the nurse cleaned up, she went out with Dr. Chen first, Miao Fang and Fan Shasha tried to communicate with him, but Zhao Anbang was also very repulsed.
Fan Shasha remembered that Grandpa Zhao seemed to like Ju Ze very much, so she called Ju Ze to tell him about it, and Ju Ze immediately rushed over when he heard the news.
He accompanied Zhao Anbang alone in the ward, and it took him a while to make Zhao Anbang open his heart and say the reason why he had to go home-
He also found out that he was incontinent early yesterday morning, and when he was incontinent, he didn't feel it at all. From yesterday to now, in order not to cause trouble to others, even if he doesn't feel it at all, he has to go to the bathroom every ten minutes to avoid incontinence again, just now the doctor and nurse pulled him to talk to him, so he didn't hold back again.
He wants to go home, because he is afraid that he will cause trouble to others, and he is even more afraid that these people who used to be so good to him will end up disgusting him because of these diseases, so that he will have nothing......
He said with tears in his eyes: "You people have no relatives with me, you have taken care of me for so many years, and the only thing I can repay you at this time is to hide and die alone." ”
Ju Ze hurriedly comforted him: "Grandpa Zhao, don't think too much, the doctor must have a way for your situation, you just continue to stay in the hospital and just let it be." ”
Zhao Anbang shook his head and was very stubborn on this issue: "Your doctors' time is precious, it's really not worth taking care of me, and I won't live long...... And I don't even remember Dr. Chen, who took care of me for more than half a year, I don't know when I forgot about you, I'm so useless, I don't deserve to live......"
"Don't say that......" Ju Ze sighed secretly in his heart, thinking about how to persuade him better, when he looked up, he suddenly saw a pile of paintings on the head of the bed, those were all Nian Nian paintings.
He picked up the painting, pointed to the first picture, and said to Zhao Anbang, "Grandpa Zhao, look, this is Dr. Chen." ”
He opened the second portrait again, and the second Nian Nian also drew himself in, Ju Ze pointed to the chubby little girl holding a flower in the lower right corner of the portrait and said: "Grandpa Zhao, this is Nian Nian, Nian Nian likes to eat the locust roast fish you made the most, every time we went to your house in the past, you would make locust roasted fish for Nian Nian to eat." You see, she also spent locust flowers to grill fish here. ”
"Look, this is Sasha, by the way, Grandpa Zhao, Sasha and I got married, but the wedding hasn't happened yet, and when we have a wedding, we will invite you to drink the wedding wine, you must be good, don't have those bad thoughts." ”
Zhao Anbang's attention was temporarily distracted, and he said in surprise: "Are you married to Dr. Xiao Fan?"
Ju Ze nodded: "Yes." ”
Zhao Anbang also nodded: "It's good, you two, it's good, I have long thought that the two of you will be together, and you two must live a good life in the future." ”
"Well, I will. ”
Ju Ze continued to flip through those paintings for him, introduced the people on them one by one, and said to him: "Grandpa Zhao, if you look at these portraits every day, you won't forget everyone." Even if you forget it, it's okay, Niannian will come over every day to draw you a new one, and I will come over every day to explain it to you. ”
"Hey...... Hey...... "Zhao Anbang faced Ju Ze and couldn't talk about leaving the matter anymore......