Chapter 118: If you don't work hard, no one will pity you
Shi Xiaonian sat in Jin Suya's sports car, Jin Suya put down the open top, she took Shi Xiaonian to a quiet and remote ancient temple outside the city, the ancient temple will only be lively when it comes to the temple fair, and now the time for the temple fair has not arrived, so the surroundings seem a little deserted. [Latest chapter reading.]
And this kind of environment is exactly what Jin Suya wants, she stopped the car, opened the car door and walked down. Shi Xiaonian followed and got out of the car, and she looked at Jin Suya calmly.
She doesn't need to worry, Jin Suya brought her here, she must have her purpose, and as for saying the purpose, it is only a matter of time.
Under Shi Xiaonian's calm gaze, Jin Suya turned her head and glanced at the ancient temple halfway up the mountain, the ancient temple had been rebuilt, so it looked brilliant, she smiled and said to Shi Xiaonian: "Miss Shi, go up and take a walk?"
Facing Jin Suya's smile, Shi Xiaonian was unmoved, she said without changing her face: "No need, if you have anything to say, just say it directly, you don't have to beat around the bush." ”
Shi Xiaonian directly choked Jin Suya, but soon she reacted, she spread her hands towards Shi Xiaonian, and said softly: "Then I won't be polite, Miss Shi, I do have one thing to find you this time, that is, I want to join forces with you." ”
"Join forces?" Shi Xiaonian was surprised, she shook her head, "I still have self-knowledge, I shouldn't have any capital to cooperate with you, right?"
"Why should Miss Shi be arrogant, if you don't have capital, then I will never find you. Jin Suya lowered her head and chuckled, noncommittal.
"What do you want me to help you? Shi Xiaonian got straight to the point, and she already had a faint guess in her heart.
"I want you to cooperate with me to deal with Hua Xiaoyun together. Jin Suya paused, she looked at Shi Xiaonian, and there was a look of determination in her eyes.
"Why?" Shi Xiaonian did not answer her request, but asked rhetorically, "Why did I do that, and what is in it for me?"
Shi Xiaonian didn't want to help Jin Suya, although she didn't like Jian Hao and Hua Xiaoyun to be together, but if Jin Suya wanted to get Jian Hao, Shi Xiaonian wouldn't allow it. Now that Kim So-ah wants to use her, how can she be willing.
"If you say, what if I will help you give your mother's money for treatment?" Jin Suya smiled faintly, and as soon as her words fell, Shi Xiaonian's heart immediately trembled.
Jin Suya really took great pains, and she knew that she urgently needed money to treat her mother...... Shi Xiaonian bit her lip, and a look of stubbornness flashed in her eyes.
It's true that she wants to treat her mother, but if she wants to bet on Jian Hao's happiness...... Shi Xiaonian can't do it, Jian Hao can be unkind, he can bear her, but Shi Xiaonian can't do it.
If she really did that, what was the difference between her and Jian Hao? Is Jian Hao's love a trade that can be pushed around and scrambled?
Shi Xiaonian felt that it was unfair to Jian Hao, but she was really short of money now, and she had to treat her mother's illness!
"You know, you don't have any money, and if you don't work with me, you won't be able to treat your mother. Miss Shi, be sober, Jian Hao is sorry for you first, even if you are sorry for him now, it's just a report and a report, not too much. Jin Suya said in Shi Xiaonian's ear, she wanted to bewitch Shi Xiaonian, Shi Xiaonian bit her lip, and her psychological defense line faced the impact of Jin Suya again and again.
Shi Xiaonian stood in place for a long time, the cold wind blew her skirt, she lowered her head, and her long bangs blocked her forehead, making it impossible to see the expression on her face. Jin Suya stood beside her, quietly waiting for Xiao Nian's response.
She believed that Shi Xiaonian would agree to her, because through private investigation, she knew how exhausted Shi Xiaonian was now, otherwise she would not have gone to work in a bar, Shi Xiaonian used to be considered dignified, she was arrogant, and now, her body has completely disappeared from the original shadow.
Shi Xiaonian agreed to Jin Suya, she closed her eyes, and the corners of her mouth were astringent. She laughed to herself and slowly squeezed her hands, she didn't expect that there would really be such a day, she would finally become the person she hated before.
She let those self-reproachful hearts sink little by little, and all thoughts were put away by her. She is not a saint, she just wants to be selfish and cure her mother's illness, if she can cure her mother's illness, she is willing to bear all the consequences in the future.
Whether Jian Hao hates her or resents her, Shi Xiaonian doesn't want to care so much, she has only one thought in her heart: Mom can't have an accident!
Jin Suya saw that Xiao Nian agreed, she didn't say a word, and took out a big bag of money directly from the car, which was enveloped and bulging, Jin Suya said, if the money ran out, she would ask her to get it.
Shi Xiaonian nodded, she didn't thank her, because she didn't feel the need, she and Jin Suya were just exchanging. She helped Jin Suya get Jian Hao, and Jin Suya gave her money, a very simple relationship.
She took the money, Jin Suya sent her back to the hospital, and she said that she would come back to Shi Xiaonian. Shi Xiaonian nodded, she won't go anywhere except the hospital these days, besides, even if she wants to escape, what will her parents do, and with Jin Suya's means, she wants to find her, it's nothing more than a matter of words.
Shi Xiaonian was very clear about her current situation, and she walked into the ward. Before entering the ward, she collected all the thoughts in her mind and the emotions on her face, she rubbed her face, trying to make her expression natural, she smiled, and walked into the ward.
In the ward, Shi Ma was lying on the bed, and Shi Dad was not there. Shi Xiaonian walked in and saw that there was only her mother in the room, her mother was sleeping, and she didn't wake her up. She sat aside, looking at her sleeping mother.
When I was very young, my family was not very happy, and at night there were a lot of mosquitoes. And whenever she wants to sleep, her mother will always fan her to drive away mosquitoes, and Shi Xiaonian can't forget that period of time no matter what.
At that time, her mother was still so beautiful in her eyes, her hair was black and soft, her face was ruddy and shiny, especially a pair of fair and slender hands. And now...... Shi Xiaonian looked at her mother, her sideburns already had gray hair, her hands were rough like withered, her eyes were sunken deeply, and dark circles could be faintly seen......
Unconsciously, Shi Xiaonian found out that time flies so fast, she has grown up, and her mother is already old, she is not like when she was young, she carries her everywhere, and in the days to come, her mother may not be able to accompany her anymore......
Thinking of this possibility, Shi Xiaonian's heart was flustered for a moment, even if she knew that people living in this world would have to leave one day, sooner or later. And she prayed in her heart that it would come later, later.
Father Shi didn't know what to stand at the door behind him, he saw Shi Xiaonian holding Shi Mama's hand tightly with both hands, the expression on his face was very complicated, he stood in place for a while before he interrupted Shi Xiaonian, and he called Shi Xiaonian out.
Shi Xiaonian thought that his father was going to say something to him, but when his father told him that they were not cured of Shi Ma Ma's disease, Shi Xiaonian suddenly became anxious.
"Why?" Shi Xiaonian was puzzled, she was very angry, her eyes were red, how could her father say such a thing, how could her mother's illness not be cured?!
Father Shi sighed, he glanced at Shi's mother in the ward, and told Shi Xiaonian the truth: "Xiao Nian, this request was made by your mother, she said that she can't be cured of this disease, instead of spending money like this, it is better to keep some for you, and it will be a dowry ......in the future."
Shi Xiaonian's body shook, she raised her head, bit her lip tightly, looked at Father Shi, and couldn't say a word.
Father Shi hugged Shi Xiaonian, he lay on Shi Xiaonian's shoulder, and his voice had a hint of trilling: "Xiaonian, Dad...... Forgive Dad's selfishness, Dad decided, even if I sell all the things in the house, I will cure your mother's illness, if you can't cure it, you can't cure it......"
Shi Dad couldn't talk anymore, Shi Xiaonian was so uncomfortable to hear, she hugged Shi Dad, crying and saying: "No, Dad! Mom's illness will definitely be cured, I will definitely cure Mom, I promise!"
When she hugged Shi's father, Shi Xiaonian found out that the original majestic and tall father was now old, his back was a little rickety, from childhood to adulthood, Shi Xiaonian was still the first time to look at Shi Dad's red eyes, this iron-like man, what is it for, he has come to this point!
Shi Xiaonian hated herself for being incompetent, why, although her background was not as good as others, she had worked hard for so long, why couldn't she succeed?
Everyone else is the second generation of rich officials, and she has nothing, she is alone in the metropolis, no matter how much hardship she endured, Shi Xiaonian also admitted it, but why, God is so unfair, why is my mother such a good person, why do you get sick, and now you have to endure the torture of illness?
Shi Xiaonian's lip bit out blood, she told herself, can't cry, absolutely not! Dad is already very sad, can't let him heart for her anymore, Shi Xiaonian hissed and said: "Dad, you go and watch Mom first, this is the money I saved recently, you use it first, if it's gone, tell me later." ”
Shi Dad was just about to ask Shi Xiaonian where he got so much money, but Shi Xiaonian had already turned around and walked towards the bathroom. I'm sorry, she didn't have the courage to stay, she was afraid that if she stayed for another second, she would not be able to hold back her tears.
It's so uncomfortable, it's so painful that it's hard to breathe, why, why did God do this to her? What did she do wrong? If it was really her fault, why didn't she punish her, but implicate her mother?
Shi Xiaonian covered her lips in the toilet, she cried breathlessly, she wouldn't let her mother leave her, absolutely not! No matter who it was, no matter what she did, whether it was stealing or robbing, what morality, what love, she didn't want it all, and she didn't love it anymore.
She only needs her mother, as long as her mother recovers, and the family is fine as before.