Originally, the product line I was responsible for was completed, and I entered a new project team, and I was responsible for this project team. Tivoli?? Storage?? Manager (Storage and Backup Software, or TSM), a security suite for enterprise backup and recovery. It is a modular product structure that provides data storage and security, and can be flexibly deployed according to changes in the IT infrastructure environment.

It should be said that this is a good and promising business, but ...... It's a bit far away from my major, and I'm better at writing code about routers, not the kind of router I use at home, but the kind of router that is needed for big networks such as post offices and telecommunications offices.

To make it clearer, for example, many companies have created their own websites, and the reason why people are able to access the website is because there is a big router (router) support behind it, and I wrote the code for that big router before.

Because I am not good at it, I felt very difficult on the first day I joined the new project team, but I studied hard and gritted my teeth and persevered, but no matter how hard I worked, the foundation was not in these contents, as if I had to start learning from elementary school, and my ability was obviously much worse than that of other colleagues who were good at it.

In this case, I can't be happy at work every day, because there are always mistakes or obviously inferior to others, my heart will have an inferiority complex, if it is serious enough to affect the progress of the project, it will be even more embarrassing in front of the whole team members, I am dragging everyone back.

I told myself that this job pays very well, and our family needs this stable income very much, and I have only been here for four or five months, and if I change jobs, not only will it be troublesome to find a new job, but the new company will also have a bad impression of me.

During that time, I was very entangled and painful, like it seemed that the hero was useless, and the chess was walking in a straight line, out of place, and that kind of pain, I think only people who have had this experience in the workplace can empathize.

But after work, I can't show this pain, I don't want Jiang Xi to worry about it.

The more I was in pain, the more I wanted to go home and buy something delicious to show that I was happy and hide my unhappiness.

As soon as I entered the door that day, I carried the pig's head meat and said happily, "Wife, eldest daughter, I'm back!

I took the pig's head meat to my daughter, and the girl wanted to catch it happily, but Jiang Xi held her and avoided it.

Jiang Xi looked at me with a complicated expression, as if she was just about to say something, her mobile phone rang, she handed the child to me, and then went to answer the phone.

The phone was turned on speakerphone, and I heard Yang Lin's voice.

"Hey, Yang Lin, how are you? I haven't called for a long time!" Jiang Xi said.

Yang Lin said with a smile, "I'll call you to report the good news." ”

Jiang Xi also smiled and said, "What good news? ”

Yang Lin said, "I'm no longer a junior." ”

The smile on Jiang Xi's face widened, "That's really congratulations, how about it, how many times have you been slapped?"

Yang Lin "giggled" for a while and said, "I found a reason and gave him a slap, how strong can I be, but he slapped me with his backhand and shaved my big ears, and I fell to the ground on the spot and couldn't get up, and then pointed to my nose and said, 'Lao Tzu has already paid the scoop, why are you used to other problems!' Listen to what he said, who do you think of me? Explain that he is coaxing me to be happy in bed, I am really unwilling, tearfully asked him if he has ever loved me, he said, 'You smelled the smell of RMB on my body and pasted it yourself, and you didn't love me as a person, but now that you have the RMB, you want to love me again? Will you be too greedy?' Hahaha, Jiang Xi, you say, how can these men be so shrewd that they feel like an old goblin, I, a greedy and vain young lady, can't even count this kind of old bacon...... Think about it, forget it, thinking back to what you said, I think if I don't listen to you, I may really die a bad death. ”

Speaking of the last sentence, Yang Lin choked up a little.

Jiang Xi asked, "Are you crying because you are sad to lose this man?"

Yang Lin's voice suddenly rose, "No, no, no, I'm not sad to cry, I want to thank him for treating me like this, three slaps woke up my dream of a wealthy family, I don't have that life, I won't work hard, I just have mixed feelings in my heart, and I feel sad that I have dedicated my youth to one old man after another for so many years, and I have never tasted the feeling of having a sweet love with a little brother of the same age." ”

Jiang Xi said, "You don't have to be too sad, you are still young, and good days are yet to come, from today on, just know what you really want and what you should want." ”

"Jiang Xi, thank you!"

"Don't be polite to me, how can you say that we are all classmates who have been together for several years!"

"Since you say so, then I'm welcome, I believe you look at a man's vision, I don't have to find a rich man this time, as long as the family conditions are not too bad, it's better than your Jiangdong, you can introduce me to a boyfriend, I desperately need my boyfriend's love to heal the scars in my heart." ”

Jiang Xi smiled and said, "Okay, wait for me to ponder for you, if there is a suitable one, I will introduce it to you!"

"Thank you in advance, wait for your good news!"

Hanging up the phone, Jiang Xi suddenly looked at me with bright eyes and said, "You heard it, do you think it's okay to introduce Yang Lin to Zhou Qiang?"

I immediately stretched out a negative slap to her with a serious face, "You completely dispel this idea for me, don't want my brother to be the pick-up man." ”

Jiang Xi said, "People already know that they are wrong, and they want to change their minds and be a new person." ”

I said unceremoniously, "Forget it, Ji Nu still has a Ji Nu's heart foundation after she is good, my brothers are honest people, the kind of people who live in peace, you don't want your reputation to be ruined." ”

Jiang Xi blinked his eyes and thought for a while, "You're right, my wisdom is more important, haha!"

Seeing Jiang Xi smiling so happily, I was also a lot happier.

"Ahem!" I sighed secretly in my heart, if I didn't have to go to work every day, I would have food to eat, money to spend, no more, just be able to live, and then stay by my wife's side twenty-four hours a day, and watch her smile every day, but unfortunately, my ideals are too idealistic, hehe!

Soon Jiang Xi's mother came out with food, and our family of three ate, one of them held the child, and when someone was full, he changed to another person to hug.

At night, when the child fell asleep between the two of us, Jiang Xi suddenly said in the originally quiet environment, "Tell me, what happened to you recently, and you are worried?"

I was stunned, shook my head, and said with a smile, "Wife, why do you ask that, I don't have anything on my mind? ”

Jiang Xi squinted at me, "You forgot what my mother said, and you still want to hide it from me?"

I was "groaning" in my heart, and then I was very puzzled, "Then how do you know? I think I hide it very well, and I happily buy pig's head meat every day and come back for everyone to eat." ”

Jiang Xi gave me a blank look and said, "You have been buying pig's head meat for four days in a row this week, and you want to eat us all as pig's heads? I haven't finished eating what I bought yesterday, and I bought it again today? My mother wanted to talk about you, but I told her to leave it alone, I knew that you were in trouble, otherwise how could you have left your brain elsewhere?"

I, "......" actually bought pig's head meat for four days in a row, did I do such a scary thing? It can be seen that I really didn't bring my brains home.

Under Jiang Xi's forced gaze, I had to tell the truth.

"Ahem! My current job suddenly changed to the project team, and I felt very uncomfortable, and what I do every day is not what I am good at. ”

"Can I apply for a redeployment?"

I shook my head, and I couldn't help but feel a little depressed, "The type of work I'm good at, the company doesn't have this kind of project at present, and there is no place to adjust." ”

Jiang Xi's big eyes rolled, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Do you want to change jobs?"

I looked at her and nodded, "Wife, do you think I'm a very bad person, and I don't have a long life, and I want to change jobs after less than five months?"

I was waiting for Jiang Xi to answer, she turned over from the child, climbed on top of me, and threw herself into my arms, my heart warmed, I ducked back, trying to give her more space, who wanted her to put her arms around my neck.

She sprayed a fragrant breath, looked at me with a smile and said, "As long as you don't tell me in this life that you want to change your wife, I won't think you don't have a long nature, and I won't think you're not good, my man is the best!"

When she said this, my heart was sweet and warm, but I also said with low self-esteem, "Ahem, I am so good, there are too many people who are better than me." ”

Jiang Xi's smart eyes rolled, and he smiled very mischievously and said, "It doesn't matter to me whether others are excellent or not, no matter how good others are, they are also someone else's, but you are mine, since it is mine, it is the best." ”

After saying that, she took the initiative to kiss me on the lips.

After a while, Jiang Xi bit my ear and said, "Since I had our eldest daughter, I have been so tired that I don't have the energy to spoil you." ”

I immediately made a look of grievance, "Yes, yes, she's a little third party." ”

Jiang Xi couldn't help laughing, "I saw a post before, which said that the child was born with a special trouble with her parents, which made her parents exhausted, because the child has a sense of crisis by nature, and she didn't want her parents to give her another brother or sister to compete with her for favor." ”

I don't know if this is scientific or not, but I don't believe it at all, and I suddenly said in a low voice, "I'll go and put the eldest girl in the cot first, and then we'll study this problem again!"

I got up slowly, picked up my eldest daughter lightly, and gently put her in the small bed!

With a shy face, I turned around and climbed onto the bed, arched into my wife's arms, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Wife, you can spoil me now, I've been in a really bad mood lately, if you can spoil me well, I think I'll be in a much better mood." ”

Jiang Xi put his arm around my neck and said, "Really?"

"Hmm!" I nodded sincerely, with a big pig's trotter expression.

Jiang Xi twisted around, his body was fluttering, and he sat up upright.

Before I could understand what she meant, she said to me, "You sit down like I did." ”

I quickly sat down in front of her like a good baby.

I was about to reach out to pull her, but she pushed my hand away and said, "The way to spoil you today is called...... Class!"

"Up...... Class?" I was in a circle!

"You can think of me as your philosophy teacher. Jiang Xi looked at me meaningfully.

"No, my philosophy teacher is a bearded old man. "I thought to myself, she can really act.

As a result, she suddenly started to speak seriously, "Young people, life is short for decades, don't live too wronged ......."

"My wife is with you, I don't have anything to do wronged, let's not pave the way, let's go straight to the topic, this night is dark and windy, remember that you always liked to tell me about the connotation of the joke before, I just love to listen to your jokes to fall in love with you, and you don't seem to have told me for a long time!"

Jiang Xi said with a disdainful face, "Everyone has got it, and it takes so much effort." ”

Me, "......". I don't know how to cherish it after co-authoring it, and the difference in treatment is too big, right?

Jiang Xi's face suddenly turned cold, "Sit down for me and continue to listen to me carefully." ”

I immediately straightened my back and turned into a serious baby.

As a result, I didn't expect that she was sitting there looking at me deeply and saying, "Life is just a few decades, don't wronged yourself, change jobs if you want!"

My heart soured a little, I sniffed, and forced myself to endure the feeling of rushing my nose and said, "Wife, what about spoiling me? This night is quiet, lonely men and widows, no, there is a small light bulb that emits a faint light, but it does not affect our acting skills,

You're going to tell me this?"

Jiang Xi put one hand around my neck and said, "Seriously, I haven't finished yet." ”

"Good!"

I nodded, lowered my head again, and rested my head on her shoulders, which were thin, pointed, and even a little awkward, but which made me feel a strong sense of support that was enough to support my shaky heart.

"If you feel that the job is not suitable, you must change, but don't quit impulsively, be patient, and then ride a donkey to find a horse, and you must find the horse before ...... Unload the mill and kill the donkey. ”

"Because I had just killed a donkey, I was afraid that if I went out to find a horse now, people with horses might think that I was not good. ”

"Don't think too much, there are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand people, if someone asks you for an interview, you tell the truth, the person who can understand you is your Bole, but first you have to believe that you are the Maxima, others did not choose you, not because you are not good, but because ......" She suddenly leaned into my ear and said with a smile, "Others are not Bole." ”

"Hehe!" I couldn't help laughing, "Wife, you are so powerful! You will make me a proud person, and you will become blindly confident." ”

Jiang Xi said, "If you are a proud person, you are a blindly confident person, I will not say this to you, I will say to you, people in the entire universe, is not as big as an ant, you must recognize your own catties, get up every day and look in the mirror, whether you are really fat with strength, or self-boasting of the expansion, if you are really fat, then please maintain your strength, steady progress, if it is expanded, you must always be careful not to explode yourself to death." ”

"Wife!" I took a deep breath and held her tightly in my arms, "You must have been sent by God to save me." ”

Jiang Xi said, "Husband and wife save each other, and they are born into this world to suffer, and God said to the man he made, 'It is not good for the man to live alone, and I will make him a spouse to help him,' so God took one of the man's ribs and made a woman, and the man said, 'This is the bone of my bones, and the flesh of my flesh, and she is called a woman,' and a man should love his wife because she is the rib closest to the heart of a man, and every man has a rib of his own in this world. If evil or other causes of selfishness or conceit are not combined correctly, something will go wrong. ”

"I know Mr. Jiang, and I have benefited a lot from listening to your class! I am much calmer now! Thank you...... My ribs!"

She said in a sweet and relieved voice, "You're welcome, my man!"

………………

After Jiang Xi's new routine course, my mind calmed down a lot, and I started to send my resume the next day.

In fact, my concerns are not superfluous, many large companies, obviously recruiting, but did not respond to me, I think, this is directly related to the fact that I have only been in a certain BMW for less than five months.

But my mentality will not collapse anymore, and I am seriously messing around in a certain BM every day, and I look forward to hearing back from a new company every day.

When I came back from work that day, there were suddenly two more people in our house, a middle-aged woman and an elderly woman, and their big bags and small bags, and they were all talking in a northeastern accent.

When I walked to the door to change my shoes, I heard the middle-aged woman crying inside, "Jiang Xi, you are a great writer, and your husband is a graduate student and a great engineer, you must help us this time?

When I opened the door and went in, I saw the two of them, just by looking at their clothes, I could tell that they were from the countryside, and they seemed to be quite simple from the outside.

Jiang Xi saw that I was back, and hurriedly walked towards me with the child in her arms, I took the child in her hand and wanted to pull her into another room, but the woman looked at me and said, "Ah, this is my cousin-in-law, oh, being educated is different, what a talent!"

Jiang Xi's mother introduced, "This is Jiang Xi's cousin from our hometown, and that is Jiang Xi's cousin." ”

"Hello!" I politely greeted them, and then went to another room, Jiang Xi also tried to enter the room with me, but was stopped by her cousin.

"Jiang Xi Jiang Xi, don't go! I still have something to tell you. ”

Jiang Xi gave me a look and asked me to carry the child into the house, and I entered the house.

I closed the door again, because I was afraid that the middle-aged cousin would be too loud and disturb my daughter.

I heard Jiang Xi's voice, "Cousin, cousin, what did Yueyue bully?"

The cousin's voice and tone were exaggerated, and it sounded like the sketch actors in Zhao's class were performing.

"Oh, it's amazing, our family Yueyue, your nephew, when he was in elementary school in the city, he was slapped by his homeroom teacher, and his eardrum was perforated! Now we are stiff with this homeroom teacher, our family wants him to pay 300,000 yuan, the teacher only wants to accompany 50,000, 50,000 yuan, there is no door, I tell you Jiang Xi, this homeroom teacher is at a loss, he has set up a cram school by himself, specializing in cram school, not focusing on class, our family because of difficulties, no money to report his cram school, he saw that our child was not pleasing to the eye, slapped Yueyue ......".

When I listened to it, I felt that this cousin was quite reasonable, and it seemed that the homeroom teacher was wrong.

The cousin continued, "Although we are rural, we can't be bullied like this, right? We work hard to earn money to send our children to school in the city, we do it ourselves, why do others beat my son, I definitely can't swallow this breath, this account, I can't calculate it, and I have to be responsible for Yueyue's future, his ears, I don't know when it will be good, I don't know how much it will cost, then it's going to be deaf, you say I'm right, Jiang Xi, you are a literate and understanding person." ”

I think Jiang Xi should be towards her cousin, but Jiang Xi smiled and said, "I talked to my third aunt on the phone a few days ago, and I heard about it, it seems that Yueyue is too naughty, and she often plays donkeys at home, and the teacher can't stand it at school, so she slapped him, and I also heard that Yueyue went to the hospital for examination, didn't the doctor say that there was a small perforation, and he could get better for a long time? ”

After listening to Jiang Xi's words, my heart tightened, her remarks were a little different from my cousin's words, didn't this slap my cousin's face directly?

At this time, the cousin, who was called, said with some embarrassment, "That...... It is true that the child is a little naughty, and we didn't report to the teacher's cram school, so we beat the child. ”

Therefore, in this matter, both sides have problems, so each side can solve it by giving in one step.

As a result, the cousin's voice became higher, "Okay, Jiang Xi, since you know everything, then I won't hide it from you, I'll tell you the truth, I'm going to blackmail this head teacher this time, she herself violated the law and broke the law first, why don't I lie to her, don't lie to her, let me tell you Jiangxi, how difficult it is for us to make some money in the countryside?" It's hard to seize an opportunity and I don't lie to her for 300,000, I won't call her Yang Cuihua, I have to give him the money to raise my son at one time, she dares not to give me a try, I will definitely make this matter to the Education Bureau, I sued her for three generations can not be a teacher, I let her work hard for so many years to study for the university examination title, just by virtue of this, she will definitely not dare to mess with me to the end, and now she will pretend not to be afraid of me, I tell you Jiang Xi, I am bound to get the 300,000. ”

I can understand this matter, the teacher violated the law and violated the rules first, but he didn't keep a low profile, and accidentally poked a hornet's nest that was not a good stubble.

Therefore, this person is really unseemly, don't think that rural people are simple and honest, and don't think that teachers are all teachers.

Here I think of what the author named Kun Hua once wrote: What is hidden under the gorgeous appearance, the ugliest thing in the world is the human heart.

Today, I met the ugly hearts of farmers and teachers, with different identities but the same ugliness.

Jiang Xi said expressionlessly, "Then cousin, you came to me this time, what do you want me to help? I can't quench my thirst with this distant water, and I don't have the ability to stretch my arms to my hometown!"

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