146 Visitation
Although compared to my mother, his feelings are far from being so deep... But after these days of contact,
In fact, he has slowly accepted him in his heart.
Or did he speak first: "You don't look good, do you want to have it checked by the doctor?"
I shook my head, compared to yesterday...... I'm in much better shape today.
After a while I asked, "Why are you hospitalized?"
"It's okay... It's so tiring during this time and my blood pressure is a bit high!"
When I was alone with him, I often felt speechless, and many times the atmosphere was awkward.
At this time, I thought of Bear and Becky, who have not been by their side since childhood, and will be like us in the future
The scenario is the same. They should have grown up a lot again, and by the end of the year they will be three years old, and I am more than nine months old
I haven't seen them anymore.
His words suddenly interrupted my thoughts: "Qiao Yu, why don't you want to go to the United States?"
For such a direct question, I thought for a moment and said, "I want to stay at home, I'm not in the mood to go to the United States again!"
He began to patiently enlighten me: "I understand your feelings, but isn't it a pity to give up like this?
Staying at home will only make you feel sad that your mom has just left... I understand your emotions, but we are alive people
Let's face it, your mother doesn't want to see you sad, time will heal the wounds... We
Be strong!"
Looking at the silver hair on his head, I suddenly couldn't bear to refuse him again, and what he said made sense,
Staying at home is full of memories of my mom, and people stay in a painful mood all the time.
My mom is gone, and the man in front of me is the only one who is really nice to me, although I can't follow him
He's very close, but he doesn't want to see him fall...
I should have followed him once, so I said, "I'll go home and stay a few days before I go back to the United States..."
My answer made him feel energetic all of a sudden, and he glanced at the bits and pieces on his wrist and said, "Qiao Yu, you put it."
The doctor went and called, and I wanted to be discharged and go home. ”
His mood changed suddenly, and he was still a little worried and said: "The doctor has the final say when he is discharged!"
"It's okay... Go and call the doctor, it's all right!"
Looking at his stubborn nature, I pressed the button next to it... No one in the ward seemed to have visited him,
Aside from a bouquet of flowers I bought, there were no other items in the room.
I asked curiously, "Hasn't JOAN been here?"
"I haven't been to the company for the past few days, everything is handled by her, where is there time to come..."
His lonely appearance made me suddenly silent.
It wasn't until the nurse came in and called the doctor, who examined him carefully and said:
"It is recommended to stay for a few more days, the blood pressure is still a little high..."
Before the doctor could finish speaking, he interrupted: "I go home and take my own medicine, and living here is human."
It's uncomfortable!"
Seeing his resolute attitude, the doctor had to prescribe some medicine and give him some instructions before leaving
In the ward, he hurriedly urged me to go through the discharge procedures......
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Straight back to him... THE VILLA I WENT TO, IT TURNED OUT THAT HE LIVED WITH JOAN IN SHANGHAI
Together. His room was next door to where I had lived before, and after settling him in, I turned around and went downstairs.
Although there are a lot of ingredients in the refrigerator, they are all some Western food, I looked at the time, already
At twelve o'clock, I began to boil some porridge for him, and by the way, I cooked a few dishes to talk about, in the process of boiling porridge...
I sat down on the sofa, the living room was very clean, I don't know who was taking care of it, could it be JOAN?!
At this time, my stomach was also a little hungry, and I hadn't eaten well in the past few days... Lately I seem
Always boiling porridge, is it our Chinese custom, when you are sick, you have to drink some porridge ... I'll boil it up
's porridge into a bowl, and I'm going to send it to him first...
There was footsteps on the stairs, and I looked up to see that it was him coming down...
I put the plate on the table and asked, "I was about to serve it to you, why did you come down?"
He sat down at the table, his eyes fixed on the porridge I had made for him, and his expression seemed to be very moved.
He suddenly said, "I haven't drunk porridge for a long time!"
I thought he wasn't used to eating, so I quickly explained, "You have high blood pressure right now... To eat a little lighter,
I boiled it for you. ”
He was a little distracted for a while: "Qiao Yu, this is the first time you have cooked for me, thank you!"
I love to eat meals like this..."
I didn't expect him to be so moved by such a simple meal... I glanced up at him, and he picked it up slowly
Chopsticks: "You stay here for a few more days, don't go back... It's hard to stay home alone..."
Although I haven't been with him for a long time, many times he can read my heart and seems to have a tacit understanding
Feel... I don't want to stay today, there are still many things to do at home, I want to see my mom again,
Once you go to the United States, you will definitely not be able to come back for a year and a half, and you will have to deal with the villa by the sea.
Actually, I want to sell it now and return the money to Lin Yi, which was originally bought with her money, in the future
It's not going to be possible for the kids to go back to live there, and I don't want to have this kind of unearned money;
The demolition house should have come down, so these things must be taken care of before I go to the United States!
When he saw that I didn't answer, he asked, "What's the matter?" Do you want to go back today?"
"I'll be in the U.S. in a few days...... There are still some things to attend to at home!"
His words suddenly changed: "Qiao Yu, have you considered selling that house... This way it won't
Anyway, you're going to live in Shanghai when you come back from the United States, and I've already bought you a set nearby
House... While you're here today, I'll go over and observe it later, and if you're not satisfied, you can pick it yourself!"
I was struck by his words, and in this moment... I found him to be a very controlling person.
Before I went to the United States, he arranged it for me in advance, and my English name, and now
house, it is estimated that the position in the company will be arranged for me in advance before I graduate. I don't like it very much,
I have a feeling of being led away, and when the United States comes back, I like my city more than Shanghai.
There are my friends and familiar surroundings there... However, I promised him before, if I told him at this time
If I don't want to go to work in his company, I feel like I'm losing my trust, plus his current physical condition... anyway
It's still a few years before I get back, so let's hold off for a moment...
So I said, "My mom bought that house, I don't want to sell it... You don't have to be in Shanghai either
Buy me a house, if you want to buy it myself, I'll buy it myself, and I'll go back later... Take care of your body!"
He suddenly fell silent and looked at me a little lost......
The relationship between us began to become awkward again, and Liu Sha's call finally eased the atmosphere.
I got up and walked to the living room... He sat down on the couch before picking up the phone: "Hey!"
"Qiao Yu, Auntie will be the first seven tomorrow... Wu Hao's mother asked me... Do you know what to do?"
I don't know anything about it, and I don't know what it means: "I don't know...
How do you count this day?"
Liu Sha: "You wait..."
Wu's mother's voice came from the phone: "Qiao Yu... If you don't know, I'll come over tomorrow to help you do it.
After that, there will be worship every seven days, seven days and forty-nine days, and then there will be one hundred days and an anniversary..."
I don't know how to answer with my phone, so I can't go to the United States ... I don't know about this either
What does it mean!?
So I asked softly, "Auntie, is it important to do this?"
"This is a custom in our country... I'll buy it tomorrow, you don't have to prepare anything. ”
"I'm still in Shanghai, so I'll go back later, I'll trouble you... Auntie!"
At the moment I feel like an elder to me, even though they didn't see each other very often during my mother's lifetime.
After hanging up, he also returned to the living room and sat on my left side... A little curious to watch
I, who grew up in the United States, should not have this custom, and I guess he will listen to it when I explain it to him
Don't understand.
Under his curious gaze, I opened the webpage and looked it up... In a sense, it's a passing
is to use the soul to visit their relatives...... I covered my face with my hands and remembered that I had been yesterday
I dreamed of my mother, did she also know that I was about to leave the house, so her soul came early
Look at me... For a long time, I didn't believe in this kind of thing, but when Wu's mother said it, I would rather believe it.
Untrustworthy and untrustworthy.......
Maybe it was my sudden gaffe on his face, and he immediately asked, "What's wrong? Whose phone is it?"
I let go of my hand from my face and said, "Tomorrow is my mother's first seventh, we have a custom in China,
So I'll go back later..."
I was surprised by his answer: "This I know... If you do it seven times, then I'll go back with you today
...... See how to do it, I'll go over every time in the future... You are relieved to go back to the United States, for now
It's a formal class, and it doesn't matter if it's a language school, you can't take too long off time for a regular course..."
I was stunned by his serious attitude, and it was definitely not perfunctory from the expression...
I took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, not knowing what to say, but he said slowly:
"Qiao Yu, wait for me to leave later... You buried me next to your mother, and I want to bury me next to you when I go back this time
of the cemetery to buy down..."
His momentary sadness ..... I quickly interrupted him: "What are you talking nonsense..."
It's my mother's life that is too short, and if I say something like him, I should be able to live for a few more decades, watching him be alone
LOOK, JOAN'S MOTHER DOESN'T KNOW IF SHE'S MARRIED, THEY CAN STILL WALK TOGETHER, AND THEY HAVE ONE WHEN THEY'RE OLD
When people are around, they won't look lonely......