Actually, I don't want to go back to this home full of pain, but there is another kind of plot that makes me have to go back.

Because there's still a shadow of my mother there......

Looking at the room full of furniture and daily necessities that my mother bought, it was a heart-wrenching feeling.

I tidied up the things in her room, and I wanted to throw away all the clothes she wore after she got sick, and the rest

Something I don't want to touch it, leave it as it is!

I saw the bag on the cabinet, which she used when she was alive, and I bought it for her a few years ago...

I walked over and got it, and there was a wallet in it, and an unused hand cream, and the phone was silent

Put it in the corner... I took it out, she hadn't used the phone for a long time, and I immediately charged her up.

Open the wallet, there are more than a thousand dollars in cash and a few bank cards, I don't know if there is money in the card, my mother

Maybe she has forgotten, she hasn't explained, and there is a photo of us in it... I close

Eyes, this emotional picture makes me unbearable......

I don't know how to tidy up my mother's room, and the closet is full of her clothes, from summer to winter,

and the brand-name dress that Lin still bought for her, which still looks brand new, and it is estimated that she is reluctant to wear it.

I was a little confused and stood in the room, not knowing how to tidy up, and found that I was reluctant

Throw away her relics...

At this time, I heard the sound of my phone turning on, this ipho

E machine, I replaced it before,

I still set the password for her...... I picked it up and opened it, and it showed that there were more than a dozen missed calls.

It's all Xiaomei and Lin still calling, Xiaomei's call... The time shown is already a year ago, Lin Yi

Ran's call was made when she brought her children to see my mother......

There is also a lot of information in WeChat, and Xiaomei has been sending messages to my mother recently, and she has been worrying about asking

One of her illnesses was that she remitted a sum of money, which should have been the money given to her by the florist, but due to

The time has expired, it can no longer be opened, and the money is automatically returned...

There is also a WeChat message sent by Lin Zhen, just a few short messages, and the time displayed is the date of the call

Congruous...... Her call logs... The last call was: in Taipei...... I still quarreled with Lin that day,

The time I said I wanted to come back, I didn't call this number again, and I talked to him... became the last

Record, forever stopped at that moment!

I went back to my room and lay down, not caring if the bed was clean or dirty

It's important, and I don't have the heart to clean up... As soon as I closed my eyes, my mother's last appearance was when she left,

My brain was going to explode and there was no one to share my pain...

The ringing of the phone suddenly remembered in the quiet room, and it was particularly harsh, and I picked it up and saw that it was him calling

Yes, I didn't want to pick it up, but it kept ringing over and over again...

I finally pressed the answer button, and his concerned words came: "Qiao Yu, have you eaten?"

In such a situation, who would think of eating, so I asked a little lost, "Is there something wrong?"

"You're coming to Shanghai tomorrow... Don't stay at home alone, come out and chat with JOAN, just feel good

It's going to be fine... You'll be going to the United States in a few days!"

I suddenly had the idea that I didn't want to go to the United States, and I didn't want to go to their company, I just wanted to stay here

My mom was so lonely when she was alive, and I don't want to make her grave even more lonely when she dies.

Seeing that I didn't answer, "What's wrong with you?"

Finally said what I thought: "I don't want to go to the United States anymore......"

This time it was his turn to be silent...... Seeing that he didn't speak, I hung up the phone directly.

There are a lot of messages sent by Liu Sha and Han Yixuan in WeChat, all of which are topics that care about me.

In the circle of friends, I found that a news post posted by Liu Sha in the morning was just a simple sentence: Auntie, go all the way!

This is a message of mourning for my mother, Lin should still be able to see it, and at this moment I have a kind of want to delete Liu Sha

If Lin still didn't know that my mother was dead, it didn't matter if she didn't care about her;

The dynamic became indifferent, compared to the former, it was two attitudes, after all, she got along with my mother very much

Good....... The grievances between me and her have nothing to do with my mother, at least give Liu Sha a response!

I was sad to put down my phone......

For the next few days, I stayed at home depressed and suddenly fell ill due to an abnormal diet...

The fever is very bad, so I woke up and fell asleep in a daze, and fell asleep and woke up again.

Tonight, I suddenly dreamed of my mother, she looked at me with a smile, and a white light suddenly saw Lin Yi at the same time,

My mother put her hand on my hand, and I also saw Lin still holding the child in her arms

Waiting, I looked at Lin Yi a little angrily, wanting to take the child in her arms, but Lin still resentful

Look at me, just in that moment... They were all gone, and I tried to chase them as hard as I could, only to find that there was nothing around me

I ran in the direction they left...... But I couldn't see them, so I stood

In situ..... They started shouting like crazy... No one answered me, and I sat down facing the sea......

A sudden gust of wind swept me towards the surface of the sea, and I resisted with all my might...... Shocked at this time

I woke up and found myself sweating profusely......

I got out of bed a little scared...... Close your eyes, the dream just now is that I feel frightened,

My mother's kind face and Lin's still resentful eyes...... I can't calm down either!

I walked into the bathroom with a faint feeling, and I hadn't taken a shower in days...... I looked in the mirror,

A decadent look appeared in the mirror...... The face is a little haggard and the beard is sloppy, seemingly

It's a reminder that I should pull myself together......

I shaved my beard and took a comfortable shower... There are still dishes in the fridge that I bought a few days ago, and I can do whatever I want

I paid for it, although I didn't have much appetite, but I haven't eaten well for a few days... I don't want to let myself fall

Under......

AT THIS TIME, JOAN CALLED, AND IT SEEMED THAT HER VOICE WAS NOT VERY HAPPY......

As soon as I picked her up, I said, "Dad is sick, do you want to come over?"

I was going to answer her that I'm sick too, but after thinking about it for a while... I hung up the phone a few days ago, and I seemed a little unbearable.

After looking at the time, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, and I calmed down and said, "I'll talk about ...... tomorrow."

THIS TIME, JOAN WAS QUITE CONCERNED AND ASKED, "A."

e you okay？”

"I'm fine... Then I'll be in touch tomorrow!"

After hanging up the phone, looking at the food in front of me, I gently pushed it away... Close your eyes and feel this

The house is full of loneliness and touching things... Even slippers placed on the shoe cabinet, there are a few pairs

My mom made it herself, and the feeling came again... It was a feeling of suffocation......

The next day... After some consideration, I got up and went to Shanghai, and his car was left here with me.

Drive him back too... The two eye-catching child seats were still pressed into the car, and he didn't remove them

Sitting in the car, the sun shining through the glass, I felt like I hadn't seen the light of day in a long time.

I breathed a sigh of relief and started the car......

AFTER GETTING OFF THE HIGHWAY, I CALLED JOAN DIRECTLY: "WHERE ARE YOU NOW?"

Immediately, her voice came: "I'm in the company..."

I paused and asked, "Is he at home now?"

"Dad is in the hospital, it's been days......"

I was silent again and said, "You sent the address of the hospital to me on WeChat... I'll go straight over now!"

Just as I was about to hang up, JOAN asked again, "Have you arrived in Shanghai?"

"Just got off the highway... Then I'll go straight to the hospital!"

I hung up before JOAN...

As I passed by the flower shop, I found a parking space and stopped... Looking at the various flower baskets at the door of the flower shop,

I remembered my mom in the flower shop again, and the pain in my chest returned, and I took a deep breath,

Suppressing my emotions, I'm going to cheer up from today onwards, and if my mom knows something, she won't like it

Seeing me look so sluggish...

FOLLOWING THE ADDRESS SENT BY JOAN, I FOUND THE HOSPITAL... Passing by the flower beds, I saw many patients wearing hospital gowns

Bask in the sun at a leisurely pace. I bypassed them and didn't want to think about the days my mom spent in the U.S., those were left behind

My memories are all painful, and they will forever remain in my mind...

Standing outside the ward, I stood for a while, this is a high-end hospital, and the ward he lives in should belong

It's more advanced, and the corridor is very quiet, with only nurses occasionally coming in and out of the corridor......

I knocked lightly on the door of the ward and pushed it in......

He was lying on the hospital bed, looking very bad, and he still had a drip on his wrist, and I put the flowers there

Nightstand... When he saw me, his eyes suddenly lit up, and he asked gently, "Why are you here?"

I'll be honest: "JOAN called me......"

He struggled to remember, and I quickly said, "You lie down......"

With that, I sat down on the chair next to me, and when I looked at his pale face, my heart suddenly welled up

A sad mood......