After giving birth, after falling asleep for three days, Xu Simu woke up.

After waking up, the first thing she saw was Zhou Hanyue sitting on the edge of the bed napping.

It's like seven years ago, when she was rescued, the first thing she saw was Zhou Hanyue.

Xu Simu didn't make a sound, just looked at Zhou Hanyue quietly.

His face was a little pale, with dark circles under his eyes, and the contours of his face looked deeper and tougher because of his thinness.

Zhou Hanyue seemed to be aware of it, and he had already woken up.

When he opened his eyes, he just met Xu Simu's gaze.

I don't know if it was the momentary stunned after waking up, or other reasons, Zhou Hanyue didn't speak for a while.

The eyes of the two met each other in this quiet early morning, accompanied by a touch of golden sunlight coming in from the window.

It's already a new year.

The news that Xu Simu woke up spread widely.

Mrs. Zhou rushed over first, held Xu Simu's hand, and asked for warmth.

"You girl, you really scared the old lady to death! I am half of the people who are about to enter the ground, but I can't stand your scare during the New Year. ”

Xu Simu held Mrs. Zhou's hand, "Grandma, you are healthy and live a long life." ”

The doctor has already checked Xu Simu's body and determined that there is no major problem, so she can go home for confinement.

After all, it is the New Year, and in the hospital, even if there is a New Year's atmosphere, it seems deserted.

The next day, Xu Simu went through the discharge procedures.

However, before he was discharged from the hospital, he had already gotten out of bed and put on a heavy down jacket, but two uniformed police officers were ushered in in the ward.

"Hello, Mrs. Zhou. ”

Xu Simu didn't know why, "Hello." ”

"Congratulations on waking up. ”

"Thank you. ”

"We want to make a record of what happened to you a few days ago, on the 14th, the 28th of the year. ”

Xu Simu was stunned.

Twenty-eight?

It was the day when she and Xing Na went to find Lu Qing, and it was also the day when she suffered for several hours and finally gave birth to Lingyun in the early morning.

"What's wrong?"

Zhou Hanyue did not tell Xu Simu about the subsequent events of the day.

Xu Simu only knew.

Shortly after she left, Lu Qing committed suicide.

Before Lu Qing committed suicide, he left a sentence.

[Xu Simu, as you wish. 】

When Xu Simu heard the news, he didn't say a word for a long time.

Lu Qing...... He's dead?

Suicide?

After her death, she left a last word that could draw the attention of the police to her?

"Can you tell me what you had talking about that day?"

Xu Simu retracted his thoughts.

Lu Qing has always known.

She's been acting, just like her.

She wanted to slip the tire herself, wanted to kill Luda, and even killed Chu Fang......

Lu Qing wanted Xu Simu to taste all her sufferings.

She wants to tear up all the people and things around Xu Simu and kill them.

Let Xu Simu taste what it means to lose one's love, and what is the eternal separation between heaven and man!

Lu Qing clearly knew that once she was stimulated, she would give birth prematurely.

If premature birth has three long and two short, it is just one corpse and two lives.

If the mother and daughter are safe and they escape, they may remember everything they have forgotten in this stimulation.

Will Xu Simu smear Lu Heng afterwards?

Apparently not.

Before Lu Qing died, she had already consulted other psychiatrists.

Selective amnesia is a condition that is only temporary.

Exactly when the memory will be restored, just need stimulation.

When the mind and body are at their weakest, using powerful stimuli to stimulate her will awaken the memories that have been sealed in the subconscious.

She changed her clothes, went to the bath, and then put on a bright red dress and waited for death.

Son, since mom can't bring her to you, let your favorite girl remember you for the rest of your life.

Let her live forever in the shadows and guilt, and never be restless.

Survival can't.

Xu Simu was silent for a while, and the police officer spoke: "Mrs. Zhou?"

Xu Simu came back to his senses, "Huh?"

The officer asked, "Can you tell me?" After all, the last words are about you, and we need to make a record. ”

Xu Simu moved his lips, and just as he wanted to speak, a tall figure suddenly walked in at the door.

"Not ready yet?"

Zhou Hanyue walked in with the baby girl in her arms.

His gestures are skillful, and he seems to have practiced for a long time.

He naturally walked in front of Xu Simu and blocked in front of the two police officers.

"The two comrades are really diligent, and they came to work on the third day of the Lunar New Year, but my wife has just given birth, and her body is really weak, so if there is anything you can ask me on my behalf, I must know everything. ”

The two police officers also looked embarrassed.

After Zhou Hanyue called the police that day, they had already inquired.

There was not the slightest receipt.

Otherwise, we wouldn't have waited until now.

Zhou Hanyue spoke again: "Lin Yu." ”

Lin Yu, who was waiting at the door, immediately took a step forward.

"Boss. ”

Zhou Hanyue said: "Please go to the lounge next door and sit down for a while, and I will come over later." ”

"Yes," Lin Yu walked in and stretched out his hand to the two police officers, "Please." ”

When the ward was emptied, Zhou Hanyue handed the infant daughter in his arms to Xu Simu.

Xu Simu was a little in a hurry for a while.

Such a small, soft little baby, she was really afraid that she would hurt the child if she didn't do anything right.

"Hand support here, yes," Zhou Hanyue helped Xu Simu take care of the posture, "This arm can be lowered a little, otherwise you will be tired after holding it for a long time." ”

"Is that so?"

"Hmm. ”

Xu Simu finally breathed a sigh of relief.

She looked at the baby girl in her arms.

It's been three days, my eyes have opened, my skin has improved, and a pair of black eyes are rolling around my bones, not as if I had just been born, as if I was a hairless little monkey.

"I'll call Sister-in-law Liu over, if you can't hold it, let Sister-in-law Liu hug it, or let Lin Yu drive you back to the mansion first." ”

Xu Simu didn't dare to move, so she stiffened her back and hugged the baby girl in her arms.

She tilted her head and smiled, and waved her hand, "Xiao Lingyun, do you know your mother?"

Xiao Lingyun glanced at Xu Simu, and suddenly burst into tears, sobbing.

Xu Simu was in a hurry.

"What should I do?"

Zhou Hanyue leaned over, took the swaddling clothes again, coaxed them, put them on the bed, and touched her without urine, "It's time to feed, I should be hungry." ”

When Xu Simu fell asleep in the past two days, he was always fed milk powder.

Xiao Lingyun didn't eat much.

Now that Xu Simu has just woken up, she has been drunk several times by Mrs. Zhou with lactation supplements, and her chest has been a little swollen since last night.

Xu Simu said directly: "Then let me feed it." ”

She was already unfamiliar with holding the child, and now she has to hold and breastfeed, which is even more difficult with one hand.

Zhou Hanyue said: "You hold it, I'll help you lift your clothes." ”

Xu Simu was a little embarrassed.

But now in the room, except for Zhou Hanyue, Sister-in-law Liu and Lin Huarui are not there.

Xiao Lingyun in her arms also cried a lot.

Xu Simu couldn't care about anything, so he fed Xiao Lingyun milk.

A baby's ability to suck is an innate instinct.

As soon as Xiao Lingyun got the milk, she immediately stopped crying.

It's just that there is still a trace of tears hanging on the long eyelashes, but it looks extremely pitiful.

Outside the door, Liang Jinmo knocked on the door and pushed the door in.

"How did you arrange two comrades to come to my office......

"Get out!"

Zhou Hanyue leaned sideways in front of Xu Simu, his face full of gloom and dissatisfaction.

Liang Jinmo: "......"

He saw a corner of Xu Simu's clothes, but he really didn't see anything.

He immediately came out with the door.

After feeding, Xu Simu felt that his chest was not so swollen.

She was tidying up her clothes, Zhou Hanyue picked up the baby, patted him on the back and gave her a smooth milk, Xiao Lingyun burped.

When everything was finished, Xu Simu got into the car with Xiao Lingyun in his arms and returned to the Zhou family's mansion.

She looked at Zhou Hanyue's reflection from the rearview mirror, and hugged Xiao Lingyun's arm tightly.

Zhou Hanyue went to Liang Jinmo's office.

The two police officers were already familiar with Zhou Hanyue's answer, so they walked the procedure casually and said goodbye, saying that they would come back when your lady got better after giving birth.

Liang Jinmo looked at Zhou Hanyue, "She looks pretty good." ”

Zhou Hanyue walked to the side of the bed in a deep voice, "It's just the surface." ”

He is a psychiatrist and understands psychology.

He had already thought of it, and perhaps Xu Simu had already remembered it.

Liang Jinmo shrugged his shoulders, "I seem to be in good shape, the surface is good, and it's not bad, besides, I was busy with confinement in the first month, and I was busy with children in the next month, where is there time to think about anything else, you can relax." ”

…………

Xu Simu paid attention to the wind along the way.

Wear a thick puffer jacket with a windproof hat and a thick cashmere scarf.

Zhou Hanyue was afraid that she would suffer from the wind.

Back at home, the heating was turned on very much, and it was as warm as spring.

As soon as Xu Simu came in, he felt that his body seemed to be sweating all over his body, and he took off his down jacket.

Lin Huarui happily greeted her, "Third Miss! Congratulations on being discharged from the hospital!"

Xu Simu smiled and looked around, "What about Nana?"

Lin Huarui made a shushing gesture and walked over, "Sister Nana has been in a bad mood for the past two days, she grabbed her little milk dog boyfriend and was with other girls, and she was breaking up these two days." ”

"Who's breaking up?"

"Her little milk dog boyfriend. ”

Xu Simu went upstairs first, "She's back and asked her to come to me." ”

"Hmm. ”

Xing Na came back that night.

came back very late, and it happened that Xu Simu got up to feed.

"Nana, you wait for me first. ”

She asked Xing Na to wait in the living room downstairs, and when she had finished feeding, handed over the child to Sister-in-law Liu, and went downstairs to find Xing Na.

"Broke up?"

Xing Na lowered her head, and the words she spat out had a thick nasal voice.

"Hmm. ”

"Good thing. ”

Xing Na looked up suddenly.

Xu Simu smiled, "When you first told me, I felt that you, as a girl, were too accommodating to your boyfriend, and if you have your feelings at your fingertips, you will not cherish it, and your boyfriend must think like this, no, now it's your ex-boyfriend." ”

Xing Na took Xu Simu's words to heart.

If it's too easy to get, you won't cherish it.

She smiled at Xu Simu, "Actually, it's not that sad, I don't like him that much, I'm just used to it." ”

Xu Simu held the warm milk cup and chewed the word between his lips and teeth.

Habit......

Is it just because you're used to it?

In the past few days of the Chinese New Year, the Zhou family is also very lively.

Mrs. Zhou and the deceased Mr. Zhou, their families are big families, and all kinds of collateral cousins have been coming to the door in an endless stream since the third year of junior high school.

On the grounds of celebrating the addition of a population to the family.

Xu Simu didn't go over, but he heard Lin Huarui say something rough.

Lin Huarui has a good relationship with Qingqing, the little maid on the other side of the main building, and this time there was an accident, Qingqing was the only one to help her, which deepened the revolutionary friendship between the two.

"You don't know, Tian Peipei is so proud! She just thinks of herself as a housewife! It's so shameless!"

Xu Simu knew about the treatment that Lin Huarui received under Tian Peipei that day, she was teasing Xiao Lingyun with a small toy, and said, "Let her be arrogant for another month." ”

She thought for a moment, "Is Madame back?"

Lin Huarui reacted immediately, and Xu Simu asked Yang Qinyu.

"Well, you're back, when you were asleep, you went to the hospital once, and then you went back to the Yang family's villa to live, and you didn't come back for the New Year. ”

Xu Simu held the water cup in his hand.

That's exactly what she had in mind.

Yang Qinyu has completely lost his heart to Zhou Jianghe.

Those who used to be are like a thing of the past.

Xu Simu thought that after waiting for a few days, he would take Xiao Lingyun to see Yang Qinyu.

Zhou Qingqing ran to her when she saw the sky.

The reputation is to take care of Xiao Lingyun, but in fact, he just wants to hide from the leisure.

The main building is too chaotic, there are too many people, which makes Zhou Qingqing miserable, fortunately Yang Qinyu helped her cover in the past, but now Tian Peipei can't wait to push her out as a model, and stand and let those seven aunts and eight aunts say.

Xu Simu also followed her.

Zhou Qingqing said to Xu Simu: "By the way, the eldest brother and the fourth brother are also back." ”

When Xu Simu heard the word "big brother", his heart moved.

Zhou Qingqing didn't notice Xu Simu's expression, and continued: "The fourth brother doesn't look the same, he is much more stable, but he hates the house and Wu, because of Tian Peipei, I don't like the fourth brother, hum!"

Usurping her mother's position, her son jumped on her brother's head.

Xu Simu didn't care much about Zhou Hanfeng.

She now has Zhou Hanlin in her mind.

In the three years since she married Zhou Hanyue, it is not that she has not seen Zhou Hanlin, there are only a handful, and Zhou Hanyue has never mentioned what happened before.

In the afternoon of the next day, Xu Simu handed Xiao Lingyun to Sister-in-law Liu, and she took something with her and went to Zhou Hanlin's residence.

When she arrived, Zhou Hanlin was not there, only Zhu Han was with the child.

"Sister-in-law, I'll come to see you. ”

Xu Simu put the things sent on the table and smiled.

Zhu Han waved his hand, "You haven't been out of confinement yet, and I should have been a sister-in-law to see you, but there have been too many New Year's entertainment recently, how is your body?"

"Much better. ”

Zhu Han and Xu Simu casually said a few homely words, and Xu Simu put the topic on Zhou Hanlin.

"When will Big Brother come back?"

Zhu Han said: "It is estimated that it will be evening, and he will contact the film festival during the festival, and the film festival will be held on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month." ”

Xu Simu thought that Zhou Hanlin had gone out to socialize.

Listening to it this way, this Zhou Hanlin is really obsessed with art, and it is exactly the same as the camera that sacrificed his life seven years ago.

Xu Simu saw that Zhou Hanlin was not there, so he was about to get up and say goodbye.

Zhu Han stopped her.

"Are you here for Lu Heng?"

Xu Simu's back stiffened suddenly.

She turned around abruptly and met Zhu Han's gaze.

Zhu Han nodded, "Hanlin told me, let me take care of you more at home, I know you have amnesia." ”

Xu Simu's fingers clenched.

Zhu Han looked at Xu Simu's expression and already guessed.

She said, "Come with me." ”

Xu Simu followed Zhu Han to the second floor.

Entered a photo studio at the end of the hallway.

This studio, compared to the one in the main building, is bigger and has more photos.

The one in the main building is purely for others to visit.

And this room is Zhou Hanlin's own treasure room.

Zhu Han walked to an antique-colored cabinet, bent down, opened the cabinet door, and took out a photo album inside.

"This is what Hanlin told me to pass on to you. ”

Xu Simu took it and saw the photos in this album.

The dusk sky, the ruins of the battlefield, and the soldiers, civilians and volunteers......

Every photo seems to have been able to follow her back to the North African time together in her memory.

Frame by frame, it's all at your fingertips.

She saw the photo of her squatting on the ground to bandage the wounds of the wounded in the midst of the war, and at the moment when the bomb exploded at a distance of only ten meters around her, the stray bullet flew by, and Lu Heng pounced to protect her under her.

I saw that a few people were all grizzled, but they were squatting on a messy ground, nibbling on the compressed biscuits in their hands.

Zhou Hanlin also gave a close-up of the mineral water bottle at hand at that time.

Lu Heng joked at the time: "Mineral water should be looking for you to pay for advertising." ”

Zhou Hanlin said, "If you don't give sponsorship, you will make a mosaic when the photos come out." ”

Sure enough, on the current photo, on the sign of the mineral water, there are two mosaics.

Xu Simu thought about it, and couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth upward.

"Han Lin took a lot of photos of you and Lu Heng at that time, all of them were in the back, and the one you took in the main building was just one of them. ”

Zhu Han helped Xu Simu turn the page.

"You can take your picture if you want to. ”

Zhu Han exited the room first, leaving Xu Simu time alone.

Xu Simu flipped through the photos in his hand, each of which recorded the bits and pieces of the two months on the battlefield at that time, and the memory was more vivid and more prominent than the memory.

Zhu Han closed the door and sighed in his heart.

As early as when Xu Simu came, Zhou Hanlin had already told her about it.

Zhu Han, a graphic designer, sat in front of her laptop for a while when she heard a knock from the doorway.

She looked up and saw Xu Simu walking out.

"I picked a few photos. ”

"Well," Zhu Han said, "the photo is in the studio, and if you want to see it, you can come to me at any time." ”

"Thank you. ”

Xu Simu bowed slightly, turned to leave.

Zhu Han called her.

"Now that the past is gone, let's look forward. ”

Xu Simu's footsteps paused, did not reply, and walked out.

When she came to Zhou Hanlin's residence, she didn't bring Lin Huarui and Xing Na, she walked alone in the cold wind and wrapped her scarf around her neck twice.

Walk alone towards the lake with a boat.

The eye socket is a little sore.

She remembered her seven years of life.

At first, when she first entered college, she had a likable personality, was delicate, and had a lot of male pursuits, she only felt that anyone's pursuit was not energetic, even if it was Zhou Hanfeng, she also felt that she should fall in love and fall in love.

As for how much she likes Zhou Hanfeng, she doesn't know herself.

Maybe it's the same as Xing Na.

After a long time, it becomes a habit.

Xu Simu suddenly thought of Lu Qing's calculations over the years......

It's all because of Lu Heng.

In front is the boat lake of the Zhou family's mansion.

The lake is clear and quiet, but there is a boat rippling on the lake.

Xu Simu saw someone on the boat from a distance.

It was Zhou Jianghe.

She wanted to leave quietly, but Zhou Jianghe found her.

"Who?"

Since Zhou Jianghe had an accident on the lake, whenever he came to the lake, he would definitely let the bodyguards stand nearby.

Xu Simu was taken by the bodyguards, so he had to stand out.

"Dad, it's me. ”

Zhou Jianghe looked at Xu Simu and frowned, "Why are you here?"

Xu Simu said very respectfully: "It's just to come out for a walk." ”

"It's not good to stay at home during confinement, what should I do if I come out and suffer the wind?"

Xu Simu just smiled, "I'll go back." ”

Zhou Jianghe also got off the boat and walked back with Xu Simu.

Xu Simu glanced at Zhou Jianghe, his face was a little blue, his lips were pale, and it seemed that he had been on the lake for a long time.

She silently followed.

She knew that Zhou Jianghe didn't like Zhou Hanyue, so she didn't want to talk to Zhou Jianghe more to win favor.

Zhou Jianghe took the initiative to ask her.

"How's the kid?"

"It's good, eat well, sleep well. ”

"What's the fuss?"

"It's okay, there are sister-in-law Zhang and Ah Yue at night, I don't have to get up at night. ”

Zhou Jianghe's eyes were a little distant, as if he was looking forward, looking farther away, "Turn around and show me." ”

"Hmm. ”

Waiting until the two forks leading to the main building in front, Xu Simu said goodbye to Zhou Jianghe.

Standing in place, she waited until Zhou Jianghe's figure was far away before she moved her steps and returned to the villa.

As soon as she came in, she saw Zhou Hanyue holding the child and teasing her.

"Do you want to call Daddy and I'll give it to you. ”

Sister-in-law Liu next to her smiled: "Young master, it's only been ten days, and now I can call someone, that's a prodigy." ”

"Prodigy" Xiao Lingyun giggled, there were no teeth in the innermost, and the smile was a bit like a little old lady.

"The young grandmother is back. ”

Sister-in-law Liu saw Xu Simu and opened her mouth first, "The stove is warm chicken soup for you, I'll bring it to you." ”

"Good. ”

Sister-in-law Liu is the person sent by the old lady's side, whether it is to take care of Xiao Lingyun or Xu Simu, she is very handy.

I have taken a lot of children with me and am very experienced.

Xu Simu changed her shoes and walked in, and as soon as she sat down, Zhou Hanyue reached over to shake her hand.

She subconsciously wanted to hide.

But it was still a step too late, and Zhou Hanyue held it in the palm of his hand.

Zhou Hanyue's eyebrows frowned, "What's the matter, why is it so cold?"

Xu Simu picked up a warm glass of water in front of him, "It's nothing, I don't feel it." ”

Zhou Hanyue's eyebrows frowned a little more.

"You are cold, don't pay much attention now, what should I do if I leave confinement sickness?" Zhou Hanyue said, "I heard Sister-in-law Liu say that now you are doing double confinement, you should also do double confinement." ”

When Xu Simu heard this, his eyes immediately widened.

"Two months?"

It's going to suffocate her to death for a month.

Now for two months, she will be suffocating and moldy.

"Well, two months. ”

Xu Simu pursed her lips and puffed out her cheeks.

Sister-in-law Liu brought the chicken soup very at the right time, "Well, I also think that you have to do double confinement to avoid confinement disease, otherwise you will suffer in the future." ”

Xu Simu drank the chicken soup and felt quite bitter.

When Sister-in-law Liu took Xiao Lingyun away, only Xu Simu and Zhou Hanyue were left in the living room, and neither of them spoke for a while.

A ringing of the cell phone finally interrupted such an awkward silence.

It was Zhou Hanyue's mobile phone that rang.

Zhou Hanyue picked up his mobile phone from the coffee table, glanced at it, and connected it.

"It's ...... me"

I don't know what the other party said, Zhou Hanyue's pupils shrank slightly, and his fingers held the phone tightly, without any movement.

"Okay, I got it. ”

Xu Simu looked at Zhou Hanyue's movements, and had a faint bad premonition in his heart, "What happened?"

"It's Shu Qing......"