"In my opinion, street writers are not considered to be people in the online literature circle. ”

"You ......"

I saw Jiang Xi's eyes looking at me, as if she had released a poisonous arrow in an instant, and she wanted to pierce me through the heart, and the next second, she stood up with her body pierced, and her long claws stretched out went straight to my neck, "Damn, I'll strangle you!"

I shook my legs, turned around and ran, before she caught me, I ran out and closed her door, and then dragged on to her, sure enough, she came to pull the door, but unfortunately, no matter how fierce she was, she didn't have as much strength as me, so ......

"Koto, you open the door for me. "Her voice was so fierce, she gritted her teeth, not like she was trying to kill me, but like a beast that was going to eat me.

"If you don't open it, if you don't open it, you won't open it!"

What can I do? Besides, she is angry, I really dare not open the door, what if she really beats me after opening the door?

I felt her knock on the door a few more times inside, and I held on to it, and she saw that she couldn't open it, so she didn't knock it, and then I heard her cry.

"Woo......"

This time it was the kind of suppressed, aggrieved, heartbreaking cry.

"Ahem!" "At this moment, I hate myself, what am I angry with her for?

"Wife, wife, I'm teasing you, don't cry ......."

I whispered a tentative voice, and seeing that her temper was no longer hot, I gently opened the door and called out softly, "Old ......."

Before the word "Wha!" could be pronounced, a pillow slammed down on my head, directly muffling my voice, and the next second, I heard the sound of a huge train whistle ringing in my ears.

"Uh......h Woo......"

I "......".

I blinked and whispered, "Wife, is it too late for me to say I'm wrong?"

"Uh......h Jiangdong, you are so ruthless......!

Did I cheat? Did I betray her? Or did I get seriously ill and abandon her? Or is it worth her to cry and break her heart?

Just when I was confused, she finally solved my puzzle.

"Jiangdong, Jiangdong, don't say a short word in front of the lame, you're good, you're my dearest husband, but you specifically stab a knife in my heart, woo...... I don't want to live ......".

"Old ...... Wife, I was wrong, don't cry so sadly!" I don't know, I really thought your husband was going to die.

"Woo......" she cried while patting her heart, "No, my heart hurts so much, the kind of panic that hurts, woo......."

Me, "......".

I'm such a bad person, heinous and bad, she cried so sadly, I couldn't help but feel guilty in my heart.

I walked to her side, held her in my arms, and gave her a smooth back, feeling like she was about to cry, my voice no longer dared to provoke, "Wife, wife, I'll just talk nonsense, you just treat me as a fart, don't be angry." ”

"Your fart is so powerful that it breaks my heart, woo......".

"Wife, then you treat me as a fart and let me go!"

"Uh......h I want to kill you. ”

She cried out that she wanted to kill me, and at the same time pressed me directly down on the bed.

I raised my hands to make a surrender form, men and women do not kiss, and I must not be tempted by her pitiful face at this time, otherwise it will be too embarrassing to say it.

But what about her, she wiped my white shirt with snot and tears, and cried so much that she was wronged while wiping it.

"Old ......".

"Woo......".

My voice was directly drowned out by her cries.

"Wife, you cry by yourself for a while, I'll wash some fruit for you to eat!"

I rolled over and threw her on the bed, I ran away, I was afraid that if I didn't run, she would cry and have no head.

I really went to wash her fruit, otherwise I didn't know what else I could do, and then, when I went back to my room with the fruit basket, I found that she was not in the room.

"Ahh

Suddenly, there was a howl from my bathroom, and I was so frightened that my fruit bowl fell to the floor.

"What's wrong with you, wife?"

I rushed into the bathroom and saw Jiang Xi pointing to the mirror with a blank face, his eyes were weird, and his mouth was like a candy cube, and he asked vaguely and uncertainly, "Who is this woman in the mirror?"

Me, "......".

"Wife, don't scare me!"

"No......," she began to cry again, "who is this woman in the mirror with so big swollen eyelids, fine lines at the corners of her eyes, rough skin, and a dull yellow face?"

"Wife, you're over thirty-five and forty years old, and it's good to look like this. "I persuaded with all my heart.

"What?" she cried in disbelief, "Am I almost forty? No, in my impression, I should be about thirty, and I have a good figure, and my face is relatively ordinary without makeup, and I am beautiful when I put on makeup...... It's terrible, it's terrible!"

"Wife, you see that Jiang Dong is ten years old! We have realized that it has been more than ten years now. ”

"Huh?" Jiang Xi was still at a loss, "But I...... Can't accept this reality, woo ....... ”

"What else can you do if you can't, no matter how capable you are, I don't believe that you can still cross and be reborn!"

"Get out of here!" she shouted at me in an aggrieved voice,

Me, "......".

"Okay, okay, don't be sad, I don't dislike you, I'm old, I'm older than you. ”

She suddenly turned her head, stared at my face for a long time, blinked, and then said nothing, turned and walked out of the bathroom on her own, back to her room.

I was going to follow up, but she slammed the door shut, and I thought she wanted to think about life on her own, but after the door was locked, there was a deafening cry in the house.

"Uh......h Why am I almost forty years old? Where have I gone for more than ten years, my youth! It's gone! It's gone in a blink of an eye, how can it be so fast......."

Listening to Jiang Xi's heart-rending cry, I thought that her crying probably represented all people of this age.

Time passes and never returns, the past can only be recalled, reality is not reborn, there is no crossing, it is destined that everyone in our life will leave irreparable regrets.

Sigh that youth is no more, feel that the years are like a shuttle, but also be grateful, the first half of my life and you meet, the second half of my life with you, we love each other deeply, the white head is not separated, a lifetime...... A pair!

I was about to confess a few words to her affectionately, but she burst into tears again.

"Ah...... Half of my life is gone, my youth of more than ten years no longer exists, but mine, it's not popular yet, I'm still an outsider, woo...... Unwilling, I'm ashamed, I'm a shameful author......! My heart hurts!".

Me, "......".

Originally, she cried for the lost youth, and I can resonate with it, after all, I am also almost forty years old, and she cried for her failure, this ......

How to say it, probably because I don't write, I don't have a hobby in this area, so, I really can't empathize with her feelings, so many years, in fact, I have been secretly thinking in my heart is: you deserve to suffer this, who made you have to be obsessed with writing, if you don't write, maybe you will succeed a long time ago, no, you are already a relatively successful woman, and you suffer and suffer all day long in order to write, and you are simply stupid.

So, when she cried, I didn't feel so sorry for her.

"Uh......h The first half of my life, my ideals, achieved nothing, I was a failed woman, woo......".

So, because she didn't succeed, she denied everything in the first half of her life?

I didn't want to pay attention to her, I went to the kitchen to make food, I saw fresh sweet potatoes and corn on the vegetable shelf, so I cooked them in a pot, and I planned to eat a little when they were cooked, and I thought it was beautiful.

When I was ready, I knocked on the door twice and shouted, "Wife, come out and eat sweet potatoes and corn, I've cooked them, they're delicious!"

I was worried that she wouldn't come out, but sooner than I expected, I walked out in slippers.

Although her eyes were still red and she was sobbing from time to time, she had stopped crying.

I put a chopstick on top of the freshly boiled corn so that it wouldn't burn her hands, and handed it to her, and she took it and began to eat it.

"Is it delicious?" I asked with a smile.

"Well, it's delicious!Thank you, husband!" her voice was soft and glutinous, and she looked obedient.

I laughed again.

It's good that she stopped crying, and my heart was calm, otherwise my heart would have been panicked by her crying.

Her dream is to write, but my dream is to have a stable salary so that my family can have no worries about food and clothing!

I was thinking, if one day, my basic survival ideal is gone and fails, I may not be as free and easy as Jiang Xi, crying for a while can let go of the burden in my heart, and the next day I will be a tenacious street hero.

She won't give up because she fails, because she just can't beat Xiaoqiang, and she won't give up if she doesn't write a famous name.

I can't really imagine what will happen to me if I haven't experienced it yet, but anyway, just thinking about it now makes me feel a little chilly.

………………

My eldest sister called and said that my mother has not been in good health recently, and she always thinks about me and Jiang Dong, and her teeth have been broken one by one in recent years, and her gums have become inflamed recently.

I hurriedly said, "Sister, let my mother come to my house to live for a few days, a small place to see teeth is definitely not as good as a big city like Nanjing." ”

The eldest sister said, "I also persuaded her like this, but she always said that she was afraid that your family would be inconvenient." ”

I said, "You see Jiang Xi is not such a difficult person to get along with, Jiang Xi also welcomes my mother to come." ”

"My mother thinks that your family is a little unliveable, and she is also worried that she will affect your studies. ”

And when she said this, I said nothing, for I knew it.

After hanging up the phone with the eldest sister, Jiang Xi asked me, "Is my mother coming?" Jiang Xi has long been accustomed to calling my mother "my mother".

I made my eldest sister's words clear to Jiang Xi.

I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, and I always feel that there is a feeling that loyalty and filial piety cannot be both.

"Shall we take back the rented house in Qiaobei and give it to your mother?" Jiang Xi said.

When he mentioned this, I immediately began to think, "However, we can't let my mother live alone in Qiaobei, first, she will be lonely, and second, she is too far away from us, and we can't take care of her!"

Jiang Xi said decisively, "Then sell it, Nanjing Bridge is closed, to be repaired for two years, within these two years, it is more inconvenient for people who live in Qiaobei to come to the city, so the house will definitely not rise in at least two years, after selling it, buy a small house near us for her to live in, and the price of houses in our city will rise relatively quickly." When your mother comes, I will go to her to cook during the day, and I will go home to write a manuscript at night, you and Jiang Dongxi can live wherever they want, so that she will not be lonely, nor will she feel crowded, I am not always with her, and it is definitely not easy to have conflicts. ”

When I heard Jiang Xi say this, I felt that this idea was really perfect, I think it's all like this, my mother shouldn't have an opinion, right?

After we decided, Jiang Xi began to sell the house, the market price of the house has risen from 900,000 yuan to 1.8 million yuan, but because we are in a hurry to sell, so Jiang Xi shouted the price of 1.7 million yuan to sell, in this way, there are quite a lot of customers who consult, but there is a very serious problem.

The house in Qiaobei was obtained in October 2015, and it is April 2017 at the moment, so the house is still half a year away from two years, and the house that has not been two years old has a value-added tax of up to 6.5, and all taxes are counted, which is about 8% of the total house payment, so this will also dissuade many customers.

Jiang Xi knew a lot of intermediaries, and in that week, Jiang Xi was chatting with the intermediaries while writing the manuscript, trying to sell the house quickly, and then quickly buy one for my mother to live in, hoping to let her come to Nanjing to see her teeth in time, so that my mother would not be comfortable, and Jiang Xi and I would be more at ease.

In the process of her continuous chatting and chatting with others, the tenants of my house are a couple in their forties, they actually like my house very much, and they also have the mind to buy it, so they asked Jiang Xi how much it is.

Jiang Xi said to them, "If you want to buy it, I will not make a false report to you, but it will be 1.7 million, and I will report at least 1.75 million outside." ”

I was working on the sidelines and listening to her call.

I heard the female tenant say, "Oh, your house is worth 1.7 million, the bridge is going to be sealed, this news suddenly made the real estate transactions in Qiaobei come to a standstill, your house has not been completed for two years, you need to pay about 100,000 taxes, plus the intermediary fee, the full amount is more than 1.8 million, too expensive." ”

Jiang Xi said with a smile, "The market price is more than 1.8 million yuan for the house, and I sold it for 1.7 million yuan, and the money has been given up." ”

The tenant said, "The market is not good now, how can it be sold for so much money, so let's sell it in a hurry, I will give you 1.6 million yuan in full, if you agree, we can find an intermediary to go through the procedures immediately." ”

Jiang Xi looked at me and rolled his eyes, but he still spoke in a friendly tone to the tenant on the other end of the phone, "Sister, this is really not for sale, it's only 1.7 million, you can think about it for a while, I'll go and get busy first!"

"Oh, okay, you go get busy first!"

After Jiang Xi hung up the phone with the tenant, I asked, "Do you think this person can buy it?"

Jiang Xi replied to me without hesitation, "She won't buy it, so I don't like to talk nonsense with her." ”

I wondered, "How can you be so sure, I think she wants to buy it!"

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