After returning to the villa in the women's dormitory. -_()Ystal and Bae Suzhi may not have come back because of announcements and itineraries. However, for idols, especially the popular young idols who live in the entire dormitory, this kind of thing is common.

helped Park Ji-yeon to the bed and took off her shoes to cover the quilt. The girls took care of the surroundings for a while, and when they saw that Park Ji-yeon was asleep, they all returned to their rooms on the second floor. The time when Park Ji-yeon was drunk was when she was in the car to be exact. After all, when the Tara women snatched her wine, she had just drunk it but was just on the spot because she hadn't drunk it.

It's not early, and some idols are coming back one after another. Talk, go back to your room and wash up, and start preparing to rest or have rested. These idols with bright appearances are often so busy and uninteresting in life, and the more popular they are, the less likely they are to have too much time to enjoy life. It's more about rushing to the trip, eating, and sleeping.

When another chaos fell into silence, Park Ji-yeon, who was lying quietly on the bed in the busy room, suddenly opened her eyes. Seeing that the ceiling was silent for a while, Park Ji-yeon got up silently, put on her clothes and shoes, and walked out with her bag. It didn't disturb anyone the whole time, and no one knew that she quietly left the dormitory when she was about to end her life in the evening.

Han Mingjin bought the property, turned on the light when he entered the door, and found that the interior was clean and tidy. Han Mingjin smiled and shook his head, thinking that it was the reason why Krystal often stayed here. But it just so happens that she is not here today, maybe there is some itinerary. However, Han Mingjin had no plans to contact her. Look at the time on your phone. There is still an hour and a half before twelve o'clock.

The boarding time was 2:32, and Han Mingjin planned to pack up his things and rest for a while before leaving. It's a shame to think about yourself, and I've never been straight and haven't avoided anything. Now he has to travel in such a low-key manner like a thief. After packing up his things and sitting down for a while, Han Mingjin stood up and planned to call Tie Zhan to rush to the airport together.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, which made Han Mingjin a little surprised. While walking to the door and opening the door, Han Mingjin smiled: "You can't wait, don't you know anything in rìben...... Forehead. There was a burst of alcohol in front of him, and the next second Han Mingjin saw Park Ji-yeon's figure appear at the door. Shaking with his head down. At the moment when the door opened, he looked up at Han Mingjin. It's just that the expression that seems to be drunk but not drunk, and the strange emotions in his eyes, surprised Han Mingjin at the same time. But I also thought about a lot.

took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator and opened it and handed it over, Han Mingjin frowned and sat aside: "Drinking?" Park Zhiyan didn't drink water, just looked at the bag he packed: "Is this leaving?" Han Mingjin touched his nose and smiled: "No way, I don't want to quit the showbiz for the time being." {Friend upload update} So it's better to hide first. ”

Park Ji-yeon leaned back on the sofa and looked at the wall intently: "Hide...... There are times when you run away. It seems that nothing is set in stone. Han Mingjin was helpless: "These are two different things?" Park Ji-yeon turned his gaze to his face: "Don't you always say that it doesn't matter if you are an idol or not? ”

Han Mingjin was silent for a moment, and narrowed his smiling eyes: "You can't just consider one person in everything, my idol identity...... Carries a lot. It's mine. Or someone else's. If I don't give up, I hope it's best to stick with it as best I can. Park Ji-yeon scoffed: "You can't just think about one person. Would you think the same way?"

Han Mingjin was stunned and looked up at Park Ji-yeon: "I've always hated me so much." Will you be happy yourself?" Park Ji-yeon's face was ugly: "Don't I have this right?" Han Mingjin waved his hand with a sincere face: "I didn't mean that, and this sentence is not a complaint, but a sincere inquiry." Seeing Park Ji-yeon tilting her head, Han Mingjin sighed: "Compared to what I did to you, what are a few ugly words and a bad attitude?"

Han Mingjin stood up, walked to the side and brought some fruit: "Eat some, it can relieve hangover." Seeing that Park Ji-yeon didn't move, Han Mingjin didn't insist anymore: "They all say I'm a strange person." The temper and xìng character are strange. I don't care about what others care about, and what others don't care about often becomes the attitude that decides how to do things. ”

Picking up an orange, Han Mingjin peeled it carefully with his hands: "In the final analysis, the reason why I am strange in the eyes of everyone is because of this." People live, sometimes emotions are not important. Because you have to make sure you live first. When you have no worries about food and clothing, you will care whether your life is happy or not, and whether you are sad or not. People who can't even eat well and can't live well will think about what happy and sad things will they think about?"

Smiled and put half of the orange in front of Park Ji-yeon, Han Mingjin took the half in his hand and slowly peeled the shreds: "I used to be like this." When I was a trainee, I didn't think much about it. I just want to practice my debut, and everything is for this. It's a good relationship with Girls' Generation? It's a good relationship, it's so good that it's a mess now. But at first, I just wanted to make myself more popular, after all, I was a child. After all...... I'm not Korean. ”

Breaking a petal and putting it in his mouth, Han Mingjin thought for a moment and said with a smile: "In the show or in private, everyone who knows me knows that I didn't work very hard at that time. If you don't work hard, how can you say that everything is done to prepare for your debut? But who can understand my thoughts? I have talent, but if I work too hard, I will be jealous of others. Even though the company values me, I'm not Korean after all. They didn't help me much when all the other trainees were crowding me out. Although I didn't know at the time, in fact, my identity, they didn't dare at all. Being naughty if you don't work hard to make your debut will not only allow me not to put too much pressure on other trainees, but also allow me to deepen my relationship with Nuna, who likes me and protects me. ”

Park Ji-yeon gradually listened carefully, but when it came to this, Han Mingjin paused for a long time. Until halfway through, he struggled to control his slightly trembling tone, and pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "But this kind of thinking has only lasted for four years. After meeting Sister Yun'a, everything changed. The most right and wrong thing I've done in my life is the same thing, which is to know her. Knowing her changed my mood. I can't solve the problem of food and clothing. When the future was uncertain, I began to care about my happiness and sadness. Since then, I have been unable to extricate myself, so that no matter what I do, the starting point is to consider this aspect. It has continued to this day. ”

Han Mingjin looked at the orange for a moment, broke a petal and threw it into his mouth, but he chewed it very slowly: "This is also the reason why I had a very bad relationship with Xiaoya later." We were the same period and she took good care of me. In order to make a debut and a future, I don't need to know too many people. I don't have to be like me. With her position in the company's heart at that time, it was enough to maintain a good relationship with her. And I believe that if I want to, I will be able to do it. Maybe it's because I'm young after all. I know that my subconscious idea of being out of my age is correct, but in the end, it is my emotions. All these people who can take care of me and make me stand on my feet better, Xiaoya and Brother Kangta are all alienated by me. And as a junior or a girl, when the debut time was slimmer than mine, it was my most precious person. This also caused me to become a weirdo in their eyes. I don't stammer, I don't pay attention to anyone. I only do what I love, even if the company slowly gives up its expectations of me, but I am complacent. Because I get a lot of affection from people I like. Even if they didn't help me make my debut, even if they needed help even more than I did. ”

Speaking of which. Park Ji-yeon subconsciously picked up the orange and looked at Han Mingjin intently. Han Mingjin smiled, and then spoke: "It is said that history is written by victorious people. That's right. Now I'm back with great accomplishments. There is a huge force behind it. All the people who knew me as a child took this weird way of me as ambitious. Special, stubborn. Affection, not succumbing to reality. But no one knows, the real cause is still my old problem. I knew what to do, I just didn't. ”

Park Ji-yeon bit her lip: "You...... Why are you talking about this?" Han Mingjin raised his head with a smile and finished eating the last petal of orange: "Because I have caused you harm, everything I can do for you has been rejected by you in the name of compensation." But I hope you don't care about your career, your money, your status. And to be able to face these injuries sincerely. If you hate me for making you happy, then you hate it. Or no matter what, as long as I can let you go slowly, I am willing to cooperate with you. Money and status are not important to me, I compensate you, and I also hope that while you are well, I can really feel at ease. What do I care about? I care about money, I care about identity? I only care that even if I'm in this place, I can't get rid of the guilt in my heart about you. ”

Han Mingjin looked at his phone and stood up with a smile: "It's time for me to go to the airport." I wanted you to stay here, but I guess you wouldn't. So whoever is responsible for sending you here, let him send you back. I can't send you myself right now. ”

Without waiting for Park Ji-yeon to reply, Han Mingjin walked towards the door with his bag. When he was about to open the door, Han Mingjin didn't look back, but he was silent for a moment, and stopped there with his back: "I didn't think about asking for your forgiveness, after all, this is not something that can be seen with a word of forgiveness." I just hope that more time will be given to you, so that you can figure out how you can let go. Even if you only have a hundred days in your life, and you figure it out on the ninety-ninth day, at least you will have one more day to let go of your baggage and see everything. And I will accompany you to endure the torment for ninety-nine days...... Always ready to work on whatever you come up with. ”

After finishing speaking, Han Mingjin opened the door. At this time, Tie Zhan was already standing at the door, and was about to ask him to leave by car. However, suddenly a light laugh sounded behind him, making Han Mingjin turn around with a puzzled expression. Park Ji-yeon stood there and looked at him with a smile: "Oppa." Are you talking?" Han Mingjin was stunned: "What?"

Park Ji-yeon stepped forward and said softly: "Can you let me go, are you really willing to do anything?" Han Mingjin smiled and nodded: "Of course." Slowly walking to the door, Park Ji-yeon bowed to Tie Zhan and suddenly closed the door. Looking up at Han Mingjin, who was stunned, Park Ji-yeon's smile that had not appeared for a long time appeared in front of Han Mingjin's eyes: "Stay tonight...... Stay with me. ”

Tie Zhan outside the door was stunned for a moment, turned around and wanted to walk in the direction of the car. However, across the door, he stood at the door. Park Ji-yeon's words, Tie Zhan also heard it. He paused, frowned and looked back at the door. But he paused for a moment, but didn't say anything. Turning around, he walked towards his room next to him. Following Han Mingjin's side, he knows a lot of things. At this time, Tie Zhan had already understood, if nothing else, in his xìng case, the flight would be ...... Destined to be missed. (To be continued.) )