Chapter Eighty-Seven: That's it
If you think that Park Ji-yeon forgave Han Mingjin and finally let go, it would be wrong. -_()Even with Han Mingjin's xìng grid, which has no lower limit, it is impossible to think like this. Leave on a 12 p.m. plane and let the media know you're back in Korea. And the exact departure time is also to be announced. This is a place where anyone can find you. This is what Park Ji-yeon asked Han Ming-jin to do.
And Han Mingjin saw Park Ji-yeon's smile for a while, and put down the bag and accepted it happily. The reason why Park Ji-yeon asked for this is, of course, because she wanted to cause trouble for herself. Although it was just a guess, Han Mingjin could understand several intentions for doing so.
The first is a test of the seemingly sensational remarks that he has just made at length. The second is to use this method to soothe the resentment and hatred in her heart. However, on the third point, Han Mingjin is a little uncertain. However, he can experience some of Park Ji-yeon's emotions. At the same time, it is also the reason why he gladly accepted this request.
Embracing acceptance and acceptance are two different concepts. Although they are all accepting, one is willing and the other is passive. Why is Han Mingjin really willing? Because this request reflects a little meaning of Park Ji-yeon. Although Han Mingjin is low-key and does not want to appear in the eyes of the Korean public, it does not mean that he must not appear.
And I went to work at nine o'clock and flew away at twelve o'clock. It's just a few hours and no one can stop them. Although the Jǐng party was pressured to ask them to cooperate with the investigation, if they really dared to do anything, it would not have been possible to even get a visa last time. So just for such a little time, even if Jǐng Cha knew about it, he wouldn't come.
The same goes for the media. Even if they knew, they would just stand outside the gate and wait for them to show up for an interview. But they did not withhold their right to remain in South Korea. And as long as you return to the rì book yourself. This brief appearance in South Korea is just a small episode. It is impossible to inflict any blow on yourself. It will not affect the plan he made for himself, hide outside and wait for the incident to subside.
Since seeing Park Ji-yeon tonight, although she has rejected herself all the way. The attitude is extremely cold and resistant. But Han Mingjin could still feel the slightest concern for herself. And this request is more of a vent of anger and unwillingness. But her request didn't hurt her much.
Feelings are the most complicated thing. Now I think back to the process of that day. At the moment when he caused the accident, the contrast between the front and back is also weird. At first, although Park Ji-yeon was not adaptable, she didn't mean to refuse. Until he later said that he didn't listen and insisted on going his own way. She chose to treat herself with indifference and contempt. However, she knew from beginning to end that she was deliberately stimulating herself. It's just because she didn't have a good sense of proportion, and because she was different from the slightly tough ones in other busy people. In the end, Han Mingjin was stimulated too much, and it led to such consequences.
But can just because of this one thing, everything can be cut off in an instant and transformed into hatred and hatred? In the subsequent introspection and self-blame, Han Mingjin thought of a possibility. So that when he is not sure, he can still let go of these and mess around with the women of his youth. Take advantage of Jiang Zhiying. If it weren't for Park Ji-yeon's move today, Han Mingjin would have understood that she was still worried about herself. Han Mingjin also can't seem to be sure whether his conjecture is correct or not...... After all, that conjecture was as shameless as ever.
But Han Mingjin has always been such a person, always. She has never accepted the compensation given to Park Ji-yeon, and Han Mingjin did not dare to be too persecutive. Now, because of his honesty, Park Ji-yeon's attitude towards herself has taken a turn for the better. At least she has been given the initiative to vent her anger on herself, instead of simply ignoring the hostility and hating herself. So how could Han Mingjin give up such a good opportunity to climb the pole?
I watched Park Ji-yeon post a photo of the two on Twitter, and noted the words "Thank you for being born on this day, Mingjin Oppa can just return to Korea to celebrate me". Han Mingjin stepped forward and sat down next to Park Ji-yeon. Squinting and smiling at her, "Can you forgive me by doing this?" Park Ji-yeon looked at him holding his arm with a shocked expression, and shook his hand away with a cold face: "Do you think my request is too easy?
Han Mingjin was stunned and followed Park Ji-yeon to the sofa and sat down. opened her mouth to say something, but Park Ji-yeon lowered her head and ignored it. Han Mingjin fell silent. When she looked up again, Mengmeng's eyes were already full of tears: "Zhiyan." I knew it would be until this day. It's just that I didn't expect it to be so soon. From the time it hurts you. I'm ready, ready for you to hate. Despite my ...... I never thought there would be a time when the people close to me would hate me. ”
Park Ji-yeon bit her lip. Ignore him. Han Mingjin sat lightly on the floor, looked up at Park Ji-yeon attentively, and pulled her trouser leg with his hand: "After that accident, every time I see you, I beg for your forgiveness." Hope to get your response and accept my compensation. Even if you reject me with a cold face and ignore me again and again, I keep smiling. But Ji-yeon, my heart is also made of meat, and when I get home, I think of your attitude towards me...... My heart was cut like a knife. ”
Leaning on Park Ji-yeon's lap and crying, Park Ji-yeon was stunned for a moment and looked at him with a frown. Half-Rang sighed, and his hand gently reached for his head. However, if Park Ji-yeon saw Han Mingjin smiling and tearful, she would probably be startled and then beat him hard. Could it be that Han Mingjin is pretending to win Park Ji-yeon's sympathy and forgiveness like this at this time?
Yes and no. Pretending is pretending, but not to deceive her. Facing Park Ji-yeon from beginning to end, what Han Mingjin lacked was an opportunity. At the beginning, Park Ji-yeon was a hedgehog, so Han Mingjin, who had always had the most methods, had no way to start with her. Han Mingjin knew that it was his own mistake, but he didn't want her to really fall into sadness because of herself and couldn't get out. After all, if Han Mingjin was killed, something would have happened. And your pain sometimes has little to do with what retribution I get.
Someone else kills your pet, even if it costs the person's life. But your pet is dead, and you're not happy that person got the punishment he deserves? After all, you don't want your pet to die, and if that person doesn't kill your pet. What does it matter to you whether he is dead or alive?
Today, when Han Mingjin didn't expect a breakthrough, just because Park Ji-yeon had a bad day and talked about something frankly, he unexpectedly found that she was a little loose. I'm still a little worried about myself. When I was a little vague about my strange conjecture. I also found the gap that solved the problem. Then Han Mingjin's conventional means must be used. And now this method is the one he uses most often and works...... At least for Park Ji-yeon, who doesn't know herself very well and is only nineteen years old.
When those gentle hands landed on his head, Han Ming's heart loosened a lot. He knew that everything was going well now, and that if he tried harder, he would be able to untie the knot in her heart. It doesn't matter what you do to me, it's okay to beat me and scold me. I just hope you don't fall into such emotions yourself, but recover as soon as possible.
Han Mingjin rubbed slowly, and looked up at Park Ji-yeon half-loudly. The red eyes had a deep sense of self-reproach: "How did Ji-yeon call me oppaoppa, although I don't know your pro-oppa." But I feel that my affection with you is not inferior to his. However, it was such a Ji-yeon, because of my impulse, at the same time that she was injured. It also made me lose the moment when I saw your smile again. There are no more jokes and jokes, and what I can't bear the most is that Park Ji-yeon, who is mature on the outside and simple and cute on the inside...... Not anymore. ”
Park Ji-yeon looked at Han Mingjin in a daze, and her big eyes were destined to be unable to suppress the overflowing tears: "oppa......" Han Mingjin wiped his eyes and dragged Park Ji-yeon's hand to his face: "Ji-yeon." You hit me. I wanted you to hit me. Seeing that you are sad and have to pretend that nothing happened to me silently, I really want to beat myself up. But what's the use of me beating myself? The damage to you has already been done, and you are the one who should have hit me. ”
Park Ji-yeon lowered her head and sobbed softly. Han Mingjin looked at Park Ji-yeon stupidly. A sad face: "I always think of that night when you got up silently and silently cleaned up the sheets." The appearance of wearing clothes silently. Nineteen-year-old you, how sad is it to face all this as if your heart is dead. But I'm the one who caused all this. But I can only look at it from the side......"
Holding Park Ji-yeon's shoulders and looking at her who was already in tears, Han Mingjin said the last words word by word: "I hate myself more than you." At this time, Park Ji-yeon finally couldn't bear it anymore and cried loudly. Han Mingjin sat aside and took Park Ji-yeon into his arms: "Cry." Cry out. ”
Park Ji-yeon cried loudly: "Why...... Why is this happening to me...... Why......" Han Mingjin gently patted her back and let her slap her chest. Even if everything Han Mingjin did was for her to vent out, her eyes couldn't help but flash with self-blame and sadness at this time. The most authentic performance is nine percent true and one percent false.
But Han Mingjin's action just now is true in every word. It's just that the purpose is not really self-blame, but to hope that she will come out of the pain. But it is precisely because every word of this is true that after Park Ji-yeon finally vented it, this kind of self-blame is also eating his heart, making him silent for a while.
But accidents often happen when the most unintentional of them happens. It's like he didn't expect such an opportunity tonight. At this time, Han Mingjin's silent sigh also became the fuse. Park Ji-yeon cried and vented her grievances and sadness, grabbed him and slapped him. Inadvertently looking at Han Mingjin's appearance, Park Ji-yeon was stunned for a moment, and suddenly thought of something.
"You...... Why don't you cry with me?" Han Mingjin looked at Park Ji-yeon blankly: "What? With you?" Han Mingjin was surprised why Park Ji-yeon asked so strangely. Just recalling his performance just now, Han Mingjin's face changed, and he wanted to brew emotions and squeeze out tears to accompany Park Ji-yeon, but it was too late.
A cold light flashed in Park Ji-yeon's eyes, and she snorted softly and wiped her tears. Although he was still sobbing, just looking at Han Mingjin's expression, he was already on the verge of exploding: "President Han." Although the acting skills are not as good as yours, the experience is not as rich as yours. But I'm not a beginner either. It's not even the first day I met you. Just...... Are they all coaxing me, just to make me forgive you?"
Han Mingjin paused, slowly sat down and leaned on Park Ji-yeon's lap: "Ji-yeon, I'm sorry." As soon as I think of that bloody sheet, I can't help but fall into ...... Yes. "Park Ji-yeon is from taekwondo, and Han Mingjin can't be too guarded. So the head and knees collided well, and Han Mingjin fell to the ground with his head up.
This time it's really venting anger instead of venting. picked up the fruit bowl and threw it over, and Park Ji-yeon sat heavily on Han Mingjin's stomach. Before he could snort, he was already raising his fists and opening the bow left and right. And Han Mingjin's screams were really crying. It's just that he doesn't know...... When is it time to stop. (To be continued.) )