Chapter Twenty-Eight: Breaking and Breaking

"It's all over. The mourning ghost sighed, although he cut off the two of them with his own hands, but the fire ignited in his heart was not extinguished, he just wanted to ask this city, why did he go through so much, but even if he shouted and gave up his life, this city would not give him any answer, or this noisy city, he could not hear the cry of his little person.

"Let's go. Li Banruo popped out the cigarette butt and said to Abin.

"My life is yours. The mourning ghost stopped Li Banruo, who was about to leave.

"But I didn't find the woman after all. Li Panruo was stunned, he had let go of his fear of the ghost who suddenly had no dead breath on his body, and the only thing he had was that ridiculous pity.

"You've found it anyway. The ghost said, maybe he just wanted to end it all, it had nothing to do with such a transaction, he was tired, tired to the extreme, and he wished to close his eyes completely the next moment, if he could forget all about it.

"Are you still worried? The two children left behind by the woman, the old man, I will not take your life, whether you will be my enemy in the future or not. Li Banruo didn't have a trace of joy, although he could use the ghost to do a lot of things, but he would rather spend his whole life climbing than look at this extremely sad man, who continued to pity and precipitate in this huge world.

The mourning ghost suddenly laughed, as if the world was playing a huge joke on him, always making him gradually believe in the human nature, and then completely despaired, and then in the vast despair, he again grasped the life-saving straw, and then pulled away mercilessly, he was tired of playing this game of hope and despair, because all this had tormented him so much that he was incomplete.

"Ghost, if your life is really in my hands, then I just want to tell you that you are free, you don't need to live for revenge with hatred, maybe you once believed in the so-called human nature more than anyone else, maybe you used to despair of human nature more than anyone else, but all these things are in the past, born in the present, who doesn't live like you are like you? But this is life, this is life. Li Banruo looks extraordinarily free and easy, saying such things in the mouth of a ruffian, maybe it is too disobedient, but if the world only lets this ruffian speak, maybe there will really be a problem.

The mourning ghost was silent, he wanted to ask himself, that once, can he really let go?

"People always have to find something to live, and everyone will walk on such a thing in a chic manner, no matter how bad this life is, no matter how unbearable it is, in the end it is still in their own hands. Li Banruo left such a sentence, glanced at the fourth and fifth children, patted the thoughtful Abin on the shoulder, and several people drove away like this.

The mourning ghost stood alone at the mouth of the dark alley, moved his voice, but said a wordless, in his eyes, there was no soul, but a boundless confusion, he raised his head again, looking at the unreachable and accessible sky in front of him, maybe this starry sky, at such a moment, suddenly had a slight change, although it was so weak, but it seemed that the storm that had tormented him was worse than death, has become a thing of the past.

Cars weave through the busy streets.

"Lord, you're very handsome. Abin smiled, although he said so much to him, he still never got tired of saying it.

Li Banruo's face flushed, turned his head and said, "It's just that there is no disease for a while*." ”

"But just put down this cake to your mouth, will you regret it?" Abin asked with a harmless face, in fact, this is a somewhat acute question, no matter how beautiful Li Banruo's words are, those lost benefits are still gone.

Words can't feed this life, they can only feed the soul, but the soul is extremely fragile and unbearable in the face of life.

"Regret is a matter of the future, but even if you are said to be a neuropath, or to be called a fool, you have to be worthy of your conscience, in fact, I used to feel that this conscience is worthless than anyone else, cheaper than anything, because as long as you abandon this dispensable thing, you can live a prosperous life, but in the two years of wandering, I think a lot, from life to death, such a process, maybe a person only has a little thing, that is, conscience. Li Banruo wanted to find a cigarette, but the cigarette box was empty, he directly rubbed the cigarette box and threw it out, he didn't want to be a good person, and he wasn't afraid to be a bad person, he just didn't want to make his life difficult.

Abin looked at the sad Li Panruo, and suddenly there was something relieved in his eyes, he thought, this is the best ending for the mourning ghost, and prayed in his heart that the world must not torture that man again.

"Go drink with me. Li Banruo did not drive the car to the homeless, but stopped in front of a small roadside stall, although the roadside stall was not large, but it was very lively.

Li Banruo got out of the car, walked to the Jinbei that stopped behind it, opened the back door, stared at the extremely embarrassed-looking shrub and said, "Boy, I saved your life." ”

"Why didn't you hand me over to the mourning ghost? Li Banruo, what kind of medicine are you selling in your gourd?" said Douzi aggressively, but did not have the slightest appreciation.

"If I were you now, I wouldn't have spoken so hard, but the bush has always been the shrub, it was like this, and it will be like this in the future, do you want to drink with me?" Li Banruo smiled, perhaps because he finally gave himself an explanation in his heart, and forgave this guy who was very suspicious of biting Lu Dongbin.

Douzi stared at Li Panruo for a long time before he exhaled a breath and said, "Drink it!"

Li Panruo laughed and waved his hand, and the fifth child directly and rudely untied the bush.

Although this kind of food stall is not a place where idle bastards gather for a long time, firstly because the prices are not high, and secondly, because it is easy to pay the bills, it seems that this food stall is different, because almost all the tables here are the simple construction workers in the neighborhood.

Running this food stall is a balding middle-aged uncle, who looks a little cringe, with a Northeast accent, but he doesn't do things like a Northeast man, but is a little soft.

Seeing Li Banruo, the boss greeted him very warmly, and his face was filled with a real smile, and there was no trace of deception.

"Those boys didn't come to trouble again, did they?" Li Panruo looked cold.

"Thanks to the blessing of the Lord, they never came again, sit here. The boss said gratefully, and immediately gave his wife a look, and the woman who seemed to have worked hard all her life served tea and poured tea for Li Banruo and others with a kind face, and waited carefully.

Sitting at a table on the edge of the comparison, the two big guys of the fourth and fifth are almost standing in four positions, and the bush sits beside the old five with a look of grievance, with a bandage on his head, as if he is casually fooled, if the fifth is heavy on the bush, let alone come to eat food stalls tonight, it is estimated that it will not be possible to get out of bed for a week.

Li Banruo has already begun to pour himself beer, and Ah Bin is looking around at this small food stall, although the sanitary conditions on the roadside are inevitably poor, but this one does not let people pick out a thorn.

With the busy work of the boss and his family, the table was full after a while, and Li Banruo wanted the boss to sit down and have a drink together, but the boss smiled and declined.

"Old Wu, why don't you see the girl?" Li Banruo didn't seem to see that shadow from this food stall, although the name of this girl was too unbearable to look at directly.

"She lives on campus and only needs to come back to help during the holidays. Lao Wu said eagerly.

"What's the matter?, does the old man miss her again?" said the fifth with a mean smile.

Li Panruo immediately glared at Lao Wu, and said viciously: "Don't talk, this can't stop your mouth." ”

Lao Wu laughed, although Ah Bin didn't know why, he also laughed, as if it was because of Li Banruo's angry appearance, and because of the name of the girl.

The boss went to serve other tables again, and Li Panruo had already penetrated a bottle, opened another bottle, and handed it to Xiang who was like a pitiful filler.

Douzi didn't shirk either, took the bottle of wine and blew directly at the mouth of the bottle.

"Master Ban, just now in the face of the mourning ghost, you can still be so calm, I really admire and admire. The fifth child gave a thumbs up, but the tone of this guy's speech really made Li Banruo unhappy, and it was a bit unpleasant.

"Don't bury me, when he twists my neck, I think of death. Li Banruo picked up a string of big waists, and then poured a sip of beer, as if for him, this is life.

The fifth child laughed, and the fourth child got up, perhaps because of the heavy burden, the two of them were able to laugh so freely, after all, only after experiencing the moment of life and death, can they really feel how rare and precious their so-called plain life is like water.

"Just let go of the mourning ghost, are you really willing?" said after drinking a bottle of beer, Douzi's face was already slightly red, and he said with the strength of wine.

"You don't understand. Li Panruo directly replied to the three words of Douzi.

Douzi looked unhappy, touched a bottle of beer, took a bite and poured it again, and said: "You said the same thing back then, I don't understand, in the end, it was you who became the big celebrity of the Ninth Master, I have fought for so many years, I am nothing." ”

Li Panruo frowned, and the expressions of the fourth and fifth elders also became subtle, as if it was because of the reason why the bush provoked this topic.

Abin looked at such a scene with a curious face, this was the first time he heard about Li Banruo's past, although Li Banruo's past may be a period of fighting and killing at a glance, but it seems that there is a subtle difference in this guy.