Li Banruo didn't answer Douzi's question in a hurry, but drank the second bottle of wine in one gulp, wiped his mouth and said, "Do you think it was a trick I played behind your back back then?"

Bush sneered, although he didn't say anything, but the meaning was already obvious.

Li Panruo took the cigarette handed to him by Lao Wu, slowly lit it and said, "Bush, that night, you shouldn't go, and I shouldn't go, it's a dead game." ”

"I see how smoothly you live, obviously we can get the appreciation of the Ninth Master together, but you are the only one who goes. Rinko put down the empty bottle, and although his face was already flushed, he opened the second bottle.

"Do you know how long Pan Ye has been lying in the hospital? Nine months! When he arrived, people were no longer dead, and finally the dead horse was treated as a live horse doctor, and he brought back such a life, you don't know these things, right?"

"Old Five!" Li Panruo stopped the extremely excited Old Five.

"Life and death together, wouldn't it be good for us to face it together?" Li Panruo, you are very selfish, extremely selfish, what kind of hero are you, I don't need you to take care of it!"

"To be brothers, life can be born together, and death does not have to die together. Li Banruo said slowly, biting open a bottle of beer again, this drinking posture makes people feel terrible, just a few minutes of effort, poured into three bottles, maybe he just wants to get drunk, if he is drunk, he can forget the heavy past, he would rather keep drunk like this.

After hearing such a sentence, Guan Zi was already a little silent, it seems that this man, from the moment he met him, to the present, has never changed, in this so-called society, trying to support a so-called rivers and lakes.

"You and I are already passers-by, Li Panruo. Guanzi put down an empty wine bottle again, and then got up and left like this, he didn't receive Li Panruo's love, and Li Banruo also didn't receive his love, although this word "love", which side is stronger than gold, but these are two people who have walked two ways.

Li Banruo didn't stop him, just lowered his head and watched the irrigation leave step by step, he gave the back a cup, Li Panruo wanted to use Li Panruo's work, and the irrigation wanted to use the irrigation work, but there was only one Li Panruo in the world, and there was only one irrigation zi, which added up to two people.

"If it weren't for you, he would have died long ago. Lao Wu said indignantly, for the old man who walked through that year, he undoubtedly stood in the column of Li Banruo, he thought that this was righteousness, and Lao Wu, maybe what he saw was just the surface.

There is no love for no reason in this world, there is no hate for no reason, and there is no righteousness for no reason.

Li Panruo shook his head and said: "I did something wrong, I may have died with such a heroic death, and Douzi will only spend his life in a hurry in guilt." ”

"What's right or wrong in this matter of life and death?" said Ah Bin as he looked at Li Banruo, who was deeply immersed in a memory.

Li Panruo smiled bitterly, patted Abin on the shoulder and said, "Although this is so, when this matter really presses on me, why can't I let go." ”

"You're not necessarily right, and shrubs aren't necessarily wrong. It's okay to go on like this, just like this wine, the first sip may be spicy, but after passing through the intestines, it makes people drunk, not the spicy in the mouth, but the bitterness in the heart. Although everyone thinks so, they are still willing to get drunk on it, whether they want to forget that past or want to remember that past, only they know. Abin looked at the foam of the beer, the thing that kept bursting, it seemed to reflect the most unforgettable picture in the world.

Li Panruo laughed, but this smile was really too bitter, he put down the wine glass and said: "Abin, you are inevitably too unrighteous, until now we don't know your name, the past and the past." ”

Maybe Li Banruo, who said this, was already drunk, but Abin's expression was extremely heavy, he looked at the fourth and fifth children, and the two of them also looked at him with anticipation, he tried to move his throat, but he was speechless for a while, as if the thing that had been held in his heart was too long and too long, so that he didn't know how to say it.

"Forget it, it's annoying anyway, so don't mention it. Li Panruo saw Abin's difficulty for a while, waved his hand and said.

Abin shook his head and said, "This is too heavy for us. ”

The expressions of the fourth and fifth children also became serious, although they were thick, but they were very clear, Abin was not just a fool who could only smirk, often behind the stupid and pure things, there were hidden things that people did not dare to look at directly. Maybe for those big people who have turned the world upside down with one hand, they may be willing to change everything that may be insignificant to them, but for these little people who are exhausted from life, even if they know all this, they are just powerless.

"Heavy things, pressed in the heart for a long time, can the heart also adapt to this heaviness?" Li Panruo said a little sadly, they live in an extremely unbearable way, and even sometimes they are not even small people, who does not carry something on their bodies? But no matter how heavy the things they carry, how depressing the life they face, no tomorrow, no future, but they always have to face all this, they have to live, the so-called heroes may be the people who face all this with a smile.

"It's a weight that I can't get used to in my life. Abin looked at the night, which was made up of all kinds of lights, and the lights that shone on his face made his face colorful, and suddenly, the face that seemed to be colorful smiled and waved everything.

Li Panruo just looked at the guy next to him who was shouldering a heavy story, all he could do was drink, and the only thing he could do was drink.

This night, he was drunk, so drunk that he couldn't walk, and he couldn't say a clear word, but at the end of the day, this drunk guy was lying on the shoulders of the fifth child and crying like a girl, although the things he muttered were blurred, but Abin believed that it was the most real.

The fourth and fifth took great pains to bring this drunken guy back to the wanderer.

Lying on the steel cot, Ah Bin looked at the bright moon blocked by black clouds through the small window, and it was very difficult to sleep for a while, although he was physically and mentally exhausted for a whole day, he was unwilling to close his eyes, perhaps afraid of everything he saw when he closed his eyes.

He suddenly began to wonder if the ghost was real or not, although the next moment he felt how ridiculous his idea was.

On the other side, Li Panruo, who was lying on the bed and looked drunk, got out of bed and poured cold water violently, and then stood in front of the window, his expression was very calm, not like he was drunk at all, he lit a cigarette, and then dialed a phone call.

In the middle of the night, it was answered after a ring, and it seemed that he had been waiting for the call.

"Ninth Master, in the end, I still let go of the mourning ghost. ”

For Li Panruo's first sentence, Jiu Ye didn't seem to be too surprised, and he didn't ask anything.

"Did I do something wrong?" Li Panruo said calmly as he listened to the Ninth Master's side.

"You should ask this question yourself, not me. The Ninth Master opened his mouth and said, there was no displeasure in his voice, but he said it very lightly.

Li Panruo took a deep breath and asked helplessly: "Ninth Master, if it were you, what would you do?"

"I often tell you, don't bring your private feelings to right and wrong that have nothing to do with you, this is not conducive to development, and it will also affect your judgment, obviously you didn't remember such a sentence, maybe for me in the past, it was a little disappointed, but now I'm very relieved, compared to a Li Panruo who I think is invulnerable, I hope it will be a Li Panruo with a soul, this world, maybe anyone can do it invulnerable, but how many people have a soul?"

Li Panruo seemed to be relieved, he pressed out the smoke that made his brain less and less sober and said, "Ninth Master, I have seen the bush." ”

"Still so jealous of you?" The Ninth Master didn't say anything because Li Banruo diverted the topic, but said along with Li Banruo.

"Yes. ”

"I haven't explained it to him well for so many years, and it seems that you still haven't explained this time?" The Ninth Master seemed to know Li Banruo better than anyone else.

"Sort of, I don't think there's any need to explain, after all, both of us understand in our hearts, we are already two people, no matter what we say, it is the most superfluous thing. Li Panruo said, this is not his ruthlessness, but just helplessness for this fish and bird.

Jiu Ye smiled, and smiled at Li Panruo, who was particularly thorough, and said, "Sleep, there are too many things that have happened to you for a while." ”

Li Panruo nodded slightly, hung up the phone, and then rushed to the bed like this, but like Abin upstairs, he couldn't sleep.